The Shadows That Follow Me Podcast

I’ve been a little quiet lately, and in this episode, I’m finally sitting down to talk about why.Life has been happening behind the scenes, and right now, caregiving has become a big part of my world. My grandmother is going through a major transition, and I’ve had to step away from some things, including the podcast, to focus on what’s happening in my personal life.In this 18-minute life update, I open up about caregiving, taking time away, the emotions that come with having so much on your plate, and finding my way back to something I genuinely love.This isn’t a perfectly polished episode. It’s simply me being honest about where I am right now.Sometimes life doesn’t give you a choice but to pause. And sometimes coming back starts with simply saying, “Here’s what I’ve been going through.”Thank you for being here and continuing to listen. 💚🎙️ Welcome back to Brittany’s Conversations.

Season 2 | Episode 4: Things People Never Tell You About TTCTrying to conceive can come with so many emotions, questions, expectations, and experiences that people don’t always talk about.In this episode, we’re getting into some of the things you may not hear about when you’re trying to conceive. The emotional side, the waiting, the uncertainty, the pressure, the things people say, and the reality of navigating a journey that doesn’t always go according to plan.Sometimes you don’t need another person telling you what you should feel. You just need an honest conversation that reminds you that you’re not alone.This is a space for real experiences, honest conversations, and stories that deserve to be heard.💛 Reflection Question: What is something you wish someone had told you before you started your journey?Thank you for listening to The Shadows That Follow Me Podcast.Your story matters.

Understanding fertility starts with understanding your body.In this episode, I take an honest look at fertility, ovulation, menstrual cycles, and some of the most common myths surrounding conception. Whether you’re trying to conceive, considering starting your journey, supporting someone you love, or simply wanting to learn more about reproductive health, this conversation is for you.Fertility isn’t one-size-fits-all, and every journey is different. My hope is that this episode leaves you feeling informed, encouraged, and reminded that you’re never alone in your story.💚 Reflection Question: If your body could speak to you today, what do you think it would say?Thank you for listening to Brittany’s Conversations Podcast, where real conversations create space for healing, hope, and growth.Your story matters.

Season 2, Episode 2: Loss & Healing: My Journey Through Miscarriage & Chemical PregnancyPregnancy loss is often experienced in silence, but no one should have to grieve alone.In this deeply personal episode, I open my heart and share my journey through miscarriage and chemical pregnancy, the emotions that followed, and the healing that continues every day. If you’ve ever questioned your worth, blamed yourself, or wondered if anyone truly understands your pain, this conversation is for you.Together, let’s create space for grief, hope, and healing because every story matters, and every loss deserves to be acknowledged.Reflection Question included.🎙️ New episodes every Monday at 8:00 PM.#TheShadowsThatFollowMePodcast #PregnancyLoss #MiscarriageAwareness #ChemicalPregnancy #HealingJourney #InfertilitySupport #MentalHealth #HopeAfterLoss #StillStandingPress

A space for honest questions, healing, growth, resilience, and conversations that encourage us to look within.This week’s reflection question:“What is something you survived that you once thought would break you?”

Season 2 begins with a conversation that is deeply personal to me.In this episode, I share my outlook on trying to conceive in my 30s, the hopes I carry, the fears I face, and the reality of navigating fertility as I get older. This isn’t just about pregnancy. It’s about patience, uncertainty, faith, and learning to hold onto hope even when the journey doesn’t look the way you imagined.If you’re trying to conceive, struggling with fertility, or simply wondering if you’re alone in how you feel, this episode is for you.Remember, your journey is your own, and there is no timeline on hope.🎙️ New episodes every Monday at 8:00 PM.#TryingToConceive #TTCJourney #FertilityAfter30 #TheShadowsThatFollowMe #Podcast #Women’sHealth #Healing #Hope

This is just a sneak peek into what’s to come, I hope you all enjoy this upcoming season and vibe with me.

This episode is dedicated to my brother, Gregory.Some stories are incredibly difficult to tell, and this is one of them. In this final chapter of my memoir, I share the pain of losing my brother, the heartbreak that followed, and the love that will never fade.This isn’t just a story about loss. It’s about family, memories, grief, and carrying someone with you even after they’re gone.Gregory, you are deeply loved, forever missed, and never forgotten.Thank you to everyone who has listened to The Shadows That Follow Me throughout Season 1. Your support has meant more than you’ll ever know. I’ll see you soon for Season 2 as we continue creating a space where every story matters. 🖤🕊️

Some losses change you forever.In this episode of The Shadows That Follow Me, I share one of the most heartbreaking chapters of my life. Just months after losing my uncle, I was faced with the unimaginable loss of my mother.I talk about the pain, the memories, the helplessness of wanting to save someone you love, and how grief can leave a mark that never completely disappears.This episode wasn’t easy to record. It’s raw, emotional, and deeply personal, but it’s a part of my story.If you’ve ever lost someone you loved, I hope this reminds you that you’re not alone.❤️ In loving memory of my mom.

In this episode of The Shadows That Follow Me, I share one of the most painful chapters of my life. While trying to navigate the emotional weight of losing my aunt in a tragic and heartbreaking way, I was also facing the reality of an abusive relationship that was slowly destroying me.This chapter is about grief, survival, difficult choices, and finding the strength to walk away from what no longer serves you. Sometimes the hardest thing you’ll ever do is leave, but sometimes leaving is the very thing that saves your life.This is my story of loss, healing, and taking the first steps toward freedom.⚠️ Content Warning: This episode contains discussions of domestic violence, family violence, trauma, and grief.

Sometimes the loudest battles are the ones nobody sees.Join me, Brittany, along with my guests Veronica and Couch E, for an open and honest conversation about mental health, healing, growth, and the things we often carry in silence.

Sometimes life has other plans.In this episode, I’m checking in with everyone and giving a quick update on what’s been going on behind the scenes. From technical difficulties with a guest episode to navigating personal challenges, it’s been one of those weeks.I talk about the podcast journey, the episodes still to come, and how I’m learning to keep moving forward even when things don’t go as planned.Thank you to everyone who has listened, supported, shared, and encouraged me along the way. Your support means more than you know.Have a safe and blessed week, and I’ll see y’all in the next episode.

I thought I was fighting for love. In reality, I was losing myself. In this episode, I share the story of a relationship marked by manipulation, domestic violence, and painful lessons about self-worth, boundaries, and survival.

In this episode, I share a chapter of my life marked by love bombing, manipulation, domestic violence, and the choices I made while searching for love and acceptance. From the outside, everything looked one way. Behind the smile was a woman slowly being torn apart. This is Part 1 of a story about what I couldn’t see then, but understand now.

In this episode of The Shadows That Follow Me Podcast, I share more about my childhood, the experiences that shaped me, and what was happening beneath the surface while others saw only a rebellious child. I talk about trauma, feeling unheard, and how pain can show up in ways that are often misunderstood. This is an honest reflection on survival, silence, and the parts of our stories people don’t always see.Content Warning: This episode discusses childhood sexual abuse and trauma.

In this episode of The Shadows That Follow Me Podcast, I open up about childhood abuse, the silence that often surrounds it, and the emotional weight children are left to carry long after the moment has passed. I share personal experiences involving family, how those experiences shaped the way I saw myself and the world around me, and what healing has looked like over time. This conversation is raw, emotional, and may be difficult for some listeners, but it’s an honest reflection on survival, pain, and reclaiming your voice

In the very first episode of The Shadows That Follow Me Podcast, I open up about my experience living with emetophobia, the intense fear of vomit, and how anxiety began shaping parts of my childhood early on. I talk about fear, isolation, overthinking, and what it felt like carrying something that many people didn’t fully understand. This episode is raw, personal, reflective, and the beginning of many honest conversations to come