Episodes
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Being tired of being sick and tired
This chapter discusses my gay identity, celibacy, gay culture and what i need from men, connecting sexual maturity to sexuality
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The War has Already been Won-The Final Battle
More drama at Plessy and moving out of New York for good!!!
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Standing in my Truth -8 months later
This chapter deals with forgiveness and forgiving those individuals who did me wrong
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Part 2 of 3rd eye experience- Revisiting Psychic Trauma
Continuation of part 1 of losing ny mind and going back to therapy trying to stay sober
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3rd eye opened and revisiting psychic trauma
Child just listen the shit gets real with these vipers. I really thought i was losing my mind
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Standing up for myself
Work issues at the youth mentor job. Discrimination at work, not feeling validated
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The U factor
Drama at my Masters Program with university and experiencing discrimination
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Enough is Enough
I was just angry with god and this is how it cane out!! Trying to understand the will of God, trying to suppress gay people, tired of humanity, going crazy, letting go, clinging to life and death,
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The Struggle for Sobriety
The suffering feeling of addiction, consequences and a culture of shame, wisdom and understanding will power, free will
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The lowest Vibration toward the quest for faith
Religious confusion, dealing with gay sex maniacs, wanting to belong
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Sex is thinner than water, yet love us thicker than blood
My dysfunctional relationship with Hagar
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Curse of my black skin
Purity, treating others how i want to be treated, royally black, finding strength and winning in life
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I can do all things do dad who strengthens me
Needing love and acceptance from my father. More nightmares of black, aggressive men pursuing me
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The Burden with Understanding Grace
Grace, chasing lifestyle not addiction with substances, losing self-consciousness, removing the illusions, the brain and our habits, understanding addiction throughastrology
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From Anger, then Fear, To Self-Destruction
Dreaming beyond reality, schizophrenia, finding myself, dealing with more annoying people, not trusting god because of anger, contemplating suicide and near death experience
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Seeing the Horizon
Extending compassion, self-harm, double edge sword, virtue, feeling a transformation
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From Drinking to Drowning my Thoughts
Trying to find employment while struggling to stay sober
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From School to Mental Prison Pipeline
Being discriminated at my undergraduate school and struggles to further my education
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Frustrated with Progress
Not being able to write feeling stuck creatively. Taking action ti make my dreams come alive
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3rd eye Scared Straight
Pineal gland opened and my 3rd eye revealed wicked people
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God or Psychosis
Mental health issues church spiritual confusion
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Why God have you revealed the wicked
Spiritual attacks and thinking im losing my mind
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Chasing the legacy
Seeing more psychics and discovering who I am in God
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When therapy turns into survival
Therapy and fighting my therapist
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T.D Jacks Ministries Spirit attacks the mind
Being annoyed, bothered by others dealing with anxiety
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Understanding God by Understanding Mans purpose
Gods purpose
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Finding A New Path to God
Cobe organization drama and suspicions not trusting organizations
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Healing the Wounded Warior
Finding a licensed clinical social worker to help with PTSD. Other mental and psychological delusions and impressions that feel like attacks of the spirit
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Fighting Spiritual Demons-Sankofa
experiencing hate that I perceive and spiritual attacks
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Conquering the University of the Mind
Delusions,finding happiness by finding modes the mastering the self,
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Spiritual Reading
Saw a Spiritual reader who revealed things about my life and what i must do to overcome “curses” put on my life
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A Perspective Ego
Feeling invalidated and disrespected by Buddhist members. Using hate to learn compassion and generosity
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The Identity Crisis 101
All my frustrations with my sexuality, gay sex and navigating its terrain while learning to love myself
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Unearthing Mental Traps
Research and Science on Empirical research on addiction
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The Anonymity of Crystal Meth
CMA and AA realizations during recovery. Hating addicts and not feeling appreciated in gay spaces
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A Blameless Charge
Court case regarding my disorderly conduct charge
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A Sacrificial Revelation
Family drama. Struggle to feel validated by parents. Not feeling loved from family and how this affects self-concepts of self-worth and self-importance.
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Trial and Error
Dealing with my on-again-off-again relationship with Hagar. Finding the capacity to be alone and love myself
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Internalized Projection
This chapter is about my Sex addiction and religious and familial expectations in reproduction. Questioning male femininity
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The Intersectionality of Belonging
My sexual identity, questioning my sexuality, as it applies to religious customs, attending Sexual Anonymous
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Transgenerarional dysfunction
Mastering self, first time using substances, completing hard work and the pleasure after the struggle of trying to write my memoir
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The Subordinate
Details how Army life affected ny psyche and how deployment pushed me to my drinking career
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Hurt People Hurt People
Molestation as a victim and perpetrator. Childhood Sexual Trauma
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11-Steps Down
Going to A. A Alcoholic Anonymous. Struggling to remain sober. Trying Crystal Meth
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God is the only man I need
I met a guy named Evan who revealed insecurities in me regarding self-worth, success, self-confidence and was lead to a christian church First Corinthians Baptist Church. This church was the start of my spiritual awakening.
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Binging on Trauma
My drinking problem leading to blacking out and still going to A.A meetings and the convention of sponsorship
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I can only serve one Master
My struggles with believing in my leadership abilities in the Army. This brought questions about self-worth, authority and believing in myself. Also deals with traumas on sexual abuse an sexual harassment that circulated around my life
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A prisoner in my Head
Drinking problems, family problems, perception problems. Problem after problem after problem arising in my life and navigating A. A molestation, and down-low hookups with crackheads
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Spiritually guided back to the bad old days
Introduced to spiritual West African IFA healer and recognizing my drinking habits is a result of family trauma. Early gay sex lifestyle and the dysfunction of navigating Down Low men
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The Impetus to Change
There was an arrest that lead to me being charged but it was a blessing in disguise an unfolding revelation that forced me into the doors of Alcoholics Anonymous
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