This Took Forever

Another marvelous rambling from yours truly 🍿😂👀

Another fun filled episode of what in the actual shit is going on around here??!!

I’m seeing it everywhere. Everyone is losing interest in movies dating relationships food traveling shopping all of it’s falling apart. A lot of people see this as a downfall, but I see it as a good thing. People are waking up.❤️🍿✅

For my girl ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ the rest of you sit back and listen 😂😂🧘❤️

The path to getting everything you want starts with removing everything that can’t go with you. People, places or things.

It is what it is emotional Tupperware gotta open it up and clean it out time to let it all go 🧘🫶

For those of you old enough to get the reference, I literally cannot remember what this episode was about so best of luck probably me bitching about patriarchy and deconstructing out of religion, and definitely the aliens because again I still can’t even believe it 😂😂

What runs the world? Maybe not for long! Maybe life as we know it is going to change🤔

Dude, wtf 😂😂😂 get your popcorn

Saddle up folks!! the movie planet Earth, plot twist!!!

Alien 👽 rescue mission I hope is underway!!! Deconstruction is inevitable.

What is missing from this movie….. oh i know!

Ahh yes … the saga has ended lol 🧘

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Dude!!! We will talk next week!

Not for the sensitive ones…. This life you’re in is like a classroom and you don’t get to go home early. If you do they send you back in a brand new body and knowing what I know, do you really wanna be born into this and have to start all over no you don’t so make the best of what you got going right now. Figure out what you’re doing here and get on with it so you don’t have to come back.🏅🫶❤️‍🩹

** this episode has some dead air just fast forward 😒Good morning!!! Another episode of me gabbing about how to spot the fake ass people around you… it’s usually really close to home 😘 your mind and your emotions are there to help you and guide you get them right and you won’t be steered wrong

Hiii!!! Come on in I’ve been expecting you.

Welcome back everybody. I’m having some editing issues so there are some long pauses in this one sorry.! enjoy my early morning ramble.. and the secret formula 75% excitement 25% fear is the magic combination

I got a new microphone!! Deconstruction… deconstruction..

Hello my faithful stalkers we must chat!!! enjoy this marvelous masterpiece I have created just for you…. Hard-core deconstructing going on here.

😂 welcome! How may i disturb your peace today? How about an order of Golden nuggets of Syrena wisdom 😘❤️‍🩹 i know you probably can’t stand me but, it’s like a train wreck and there is just interesting crap everywhere and you can’t look away … come on in 🫶🫶

Heyyyy!! Enjoy another weird ass episode of me deconstructing and learning wtf I’m doing here … buckle up 🫶

Welcome to another episode of deconstruction. 🫶

Early morning, emotional scratch paper when I wake up in the morning and drink my coffee I like to just let all the stuff come out that’s been brewing overnight 😎🏅 as usual deconstructing maybe some relationship stuff and guaranteed lots of swear words 😘

🫢 I recorded this a few days ago and I completely forgot what’s even on here so surprise enjoy lolMore than likely deconstructing out of religion, explaining why it’s horrible and probably lots of swear words

I realized that I didn’t finish talking about the 311 on the side of the church and I didn’t finish telling you about why I think caveman started this whole jealousy thing and why we have a patriarchy, but the matriarchy is taking over ❤️🫶Oh, in case you’re new here I cuss a lot enjoy 😘

Seriously!! This is working so well!!!!! 😂😂

Im talking to Jess but you can come in and listen.

Another epic episode of me navigating through My thoughts .

Seriously this one is for my girl Jess feel free to listen to it, but it’s not for you

Warning.⚠️ deconstruction in FULL swing!!!! This episode ends on a funny little note because when I edited this to take out the silences, this is where it cuts it off, but this entire episode was an hour and 20 minutes long. I have the original, but I’m not gonna post it I’m just gonna post this one. I’m gonna save the other episode for a later date be the extended version❤️‍🩹🐬

Are you sick of your partners fecal matter?? Time to flush !! Is it time to say goodbye? End of the road baby ?? Bye bye bye??

Hello everyone ❤️ Another episode of me and my emotional scratch paper … the vibe of this episode is the time people are ready to listen,the people worth listening to are gone 🧘🌌🐬✅ this isn’t advice… just breadcrumbs before I exit 🫶🥰😘

🧘🫶☺️ freedom in gratitude… thank you for all the trauma and bullying. It literally set me free. And I truly wish nothing but the best for him and the rest of humanity… I just can’t fuck with you on any level including energy 😂😂💯💯

Warning! ⚠️ sensitive subjects discussed in this episode, deconstructing suicide etc. Please know that you are never alone and reach out for help.

Welcome my friend ❤️ I don’t believe in coincidence

Do you like the title? IYKYK .. welcome to another episode of this took forever… lol yes it did. This is another episode of me trying to explain my dad’s near death experience in kindergarten or terms. I don’t think I’m doing a very good job, but I’m gonna keep going until I get it right😂 please be patientAlso, for the foreseeable future episodes are not for children I repeat not for children or really uptight people 😳

Welcome to another weird episode of this took forever today I’ll be teaching you how to become the observer… ready for another worldly view of your life? Or should I say out of this world view of your life?

This episode is not for everyone. Sensitive and triggering subjects. You have been warned

Well, I guess it’s happening. Stepping into being your authentic self is so uncomfortable, but I think it’s necessary. It’s so cringe I know, but we’re living in a world filled with nothing but lies and fakeness everything so artificial I didn’t want my awakening to be and I definitely don’t want my authentic self to have any kind of fakeness. I think the podcast is just keeping me honest. It’s definitely been very helpful getting all of this out, but feels a little like a vulnerability hangover at the end of the day.🫶 I just heard my higher self saying that’s how you know you’re on the right lol enjoy

Hey everyone welcome or welcome back. Quick sidenote this episode got cut off and continues on the next one and it’s really long. This is probably not gonna be for everybody and I’m OK with that. I think this podcast is taking a turn again. Who knows… honestly since episode one this has been breadcrumbs of my awakening all the way through religion heartbreak fear hate, jealousy, anger, all of it till I finally came to the end of myself and now I am trying to become my authentic self whatever that is these next few episodes are gonna be a little weird. They might be weird for a while. One of them is gonna be a little dark. I’ll be sure to label it clearly if you’d like to avoid it, I don’t know who’s watching or if anybody ever will, but just know I’m no different than you. We’re just having a different experience.🫶

Heyyy guess who’s back.. back again 🧘💯🌻 We are in full weirdo mode! We are light beings having a dream… #awaken #lightbeings #neardeathexperince #love #tarot #darknightofthesoul

This is the most important episode ever my dad and his near death experience ❤️‍🩹

Holy poop, this is episode 101!! this is a long one, but I’m really glad that I kept going. I almost cut it off and I’m glad that I didn’t because it was so important. These are now become kind of like journal entries for myself and my new journey.

Starting to get more comfortable about this awakening/deconstructing journey

This episode I’m talking about my shadow how it affects me at work and other things as well as learning to just accept who I am. I think I’m on to something pretty interesting

Oops!! *correct episode!! Enjoy the show 🧘 this episode did not wanna post. I had to fight for almost an hour to get it up so must be important. lol

This episode is a little vulnerable and messy some crying, some laughing some tarot some apologies all kinds of things specifically for a person, but energetically for all ❤️‍🩹.

Basically, a really fun way of saying this is a prequel to a whole bunch of other videos that I need to post . I recorded this out of order and I’m gonna post it before I post all the other stuff I’ve been recording for the last few weeks. Enjoy.