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The Storyteller Podcast

by Xeni Kovács

Real stories. Deep truths. No filter. I tell stories about the things we don’t always talk about — love, sex, money, motherhood, identity, spirituality, belonging, being confused, feeling lost, aging, relationships, and the strange business of being human.

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Episodes

  1. Is Through the Only Way Out?

    After saying goodby to this podcast two years ago, I am back! And I'm coming back contemplating the question that keeps turning up: is through really the only way out? We hear this phrase all the time, but what does it even mean? Does it mean that the only way past something is to go directly...

  2. 16. Goodbye Storyteller

    With a bit of a bitter sweet feeling, I am saying goodbye to this podcast, to this era in my life. Time to switch over to telepathy instead of getting caught up in words. Thanks for all your support throughout these years. I appreciate you.

  3. 15. The deepest desire

    As usual, this is an improptu recording of my current state of affairs and musings.

  4. 14. Where is my dignity?

    Forget dignity! Focus on remembering your divinity!

  5. 13. Ode to the Matrix

    Today's episode is inspired by the hectic energies of the full moon.

  6. 12. How can I honor your space?

    A quick episode contemplating on what it truly means to honor someone's space.

  7. 11. The dark side of hope

    Is hope one of the biggest detriments to discovering truth?

  8. 10. I do not consent

    Mind dump sans edit.

  9. 9. Being “nice” will only get you fucked

    Done being nice! Trying to be nice! It has gotten me fucked every single time

  10. 8. The wanders of the mind

    Today's episode is a little bit of a shit show, just like the shit show that's going on in my mind with all these tabs open. I contemplate on my latest thoughts and the reason why some of these long repeated beliefs keep lurking back in.

  11. 7. Do you really need closure?

    Today I contemplate about this thing we call closure. The need to have some sort of an understanding of what happened? Is this all just a distraction?

  12. 6. Street dogs / my current gurus

    Listen in as I share my story of a street dog brining up some uncomfortable questions I needed to ask myself.

  13. 4. The little Mexican gigolo and the woman who foolishly ignores all the signs

    This story is about my encounter with a Mexican gigolo and how I have continuously ignored the red flags that were waved right in my face.

  14. 5. Barking up the wrong tree

    An encounter this morning prompted me to start contemplating why I’ve been barking up the wrong tree all along. Listen in as I try to make sense out of my dilemma.

  15. 3. What comes first: the chicken or the egg?

    Have you ever spent any considerable amount of time pondering on this question? Well, I have and today I let it all loose and dumped all my thoughts on this topic in this episode. Enjoy!

  16. 2. Snow White and the BIG EFFING COSMIC JOKE

    Have you ever considered if you had it all backwards?

  17. 1. New season trailer and introduction

    An explanation of the past 2.5 years of the evolution of this podcast

  18. 31. Is fear robbing you from living a happy life?

    Today I ask myself? How much longer will I let fear rob me from living a happy life?

  19. 30. Mirror, mirror on the wall, who’s the dumbest of them all?

    Tonight’s episode was sparked by a sudden realization of just how distorted our view of ourselves may be

  20. 29. Rinse and repeat. Is that all there is to life?

    Today’s episode ponders the question: is rinse and repeat all there is to life?

  21. 28. Can we change the future by changing the stories we tell?

    Today’s episode is recorded in Lo de Marcos, Nayarit - México. 🇲🇽

  22. 27. What are you afraid of?

    Today’s episode poses the question: what is my biggest fear? What is that one thing that I have been avoiding looking at my whole life? The reason I’ve created this shield of armor around myself?

  23. 26. Deliver me from the evil one

    I’m about to embark on a journey that has me anxious and filled with extreme fear. After spending some time journaling, I’ve decided to pick up the microphone and try and articulate what is taking place inside of me.

  24. 25. Cults, clubs and the endless allure of belonging

    Today’s talk was inspired with an aha moment that stopped me in my tracks on my morning walk. Listen in as I contemplate the superficiality of our human connection.

  25. 24. Who is your cheerleader?

    Listen in as I contemplate this question: who is my cheerleader? Am I the one who is on the sidelines cheering myself on or am I the one who is constantly boo-ing, discouraging and holding myself back? Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose…

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  26. 23. Reflections

    Today’s musings are coming from Bali where I’m wrapping up my 2 year globetrotting experiences.

  27. 22. My 10 day Vipassana meditation miracle

    Listen in as I share my experience with the Vipassana meditation last year in Nepal. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your listenership 🫶🏼 https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs --- Send in a voice message:...

  28. 21. Grief - The Doorway to Heaven Part 3

    Listen in as I share a story about how grief has showed up in my life yet again. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your listenership 🫶🏼 https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs --- Send in a voice message:...

  29. 20. Are you bored yet?

    Do you feel as though you’re living in some sort of Orwellian nightmare? Do you ever wonder why life seems so boring? Listen in as I contemplate this question. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your...

  30. 19. Mind control

    Do we need to learn the techniques of mind control to better our lives, or should we stay clear of dabbling in this arena and focus our attention on the heart? Listen in as I contemplate this question and share some of my personal experiences. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please...

  31. 18. What is a woman

    Inspired to open up this conversation on the topic of what a woman is. This has been a very controversial topic in today's times so I decided to ask myself this question. Listen in to hear my definition of a woman. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and...

  32. 17. The pursuit of happiness

    Do you have the desire to feel special? Have you ever considered that this may be the reason for your unhappiness? Listen in as I contemplate this idea and share my experiences with you. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate...

  33. 16. I need a husband

    Is this clickbait? Did I really say I need a husband? Am I going against everything I've preached thus far? Listen in to find out. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your listenership 🫶🏼...

  34. 15. The devil’s temptations

    Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your listenership 🫶🏼 https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/heni-kovcs/message Support this podcast:...

  35. 14. The time of allowing

    Today's episode is all about questioning my ability and willingness to allow infinite wisdom to take over, trusting fully. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your listenership 🫶🏼...

  36. 13. God forgot about me

    What if you believed that God forgot about you? That love forgot about you? Listen in as I contemplate this very question. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your listenership 🫶🏼...

  37. 12. Man's sick obsession with power

    Today is a historic day and I woke up feeling heavy, and this heaviness prompted a contemplation of the Vampire archetype within. Listen in as I go back in time to 2017 and then come full circle with today's happenings. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below…

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  38. 11. How to let go

    Today, I invite you to tune in to hear my musings about letting go. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". I appreciate your support and your listenership 🫶🏼 https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs --- Send in a voice message:...

  39. 10. The toxic concept of the feminine and masculine

    Do you cringe when you hear someone start talking about the topic of the feminine and masculine? Do you wonder how we've got this so wrong, so messed up, so confused? Listen in as I contemplate this very topic. Thanks for listening! To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose...

  40. 9. Beware the unhealed healer

    Today's topic came with a lot of inner resistance, but with perseverance, the message finally made it out.🙏🏽 Listen in as I contemplate the notion of the unhealed healer per the Course in Miracles. To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". Every penny counts....

  41. 8. What the chickens of Mexico and I have in common

    Today's story takes on a little twist with a last minute realization of just how much the roosters and chickens of my neighborhood and I have in common. To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". Every penny counts. Thank you so much for listening 🫶🏼...

  42. 7. Ninety seconds till Midnight - DOOMSDAY!

    Listen in as I take my first step to unleashing the giant within. To letting all of the music play out before my midnight hour arrives. To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". Every penny counts. Thank you so much for listening 🫶🏼 https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs

  43. 6. The man of my dreams

    Have you ever contemplated why the "man of my dreams" turns into the man of my nightmare? Listen in as I carry on a monologue and get a little feisty in the process. To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". Every penny counts. Thank you so much for listening 🫶🏼...

  44. 5. I can both love you and let you go

    A story of a stray cat prompted the topic of this episode. Join in on the monologue about my thoughts and experiences with loving and letting go. To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". Every penny counts. Thank you so much for listening 🫶🏼...

  45. 4. Sexual pepper spray

    Have you ever asked yourself why you're attracted to certain people and not others? What is the attraction, what is the energy, what is the dynamic? Listen in as I contemplate this question, try to find some answers and uncover the hidden truth within. To support this podcast, please click the…

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  46. 3. Money, money, money

    Let's talk about money, shall we? Specifically my relationship with money. I've been praying for a real shift within myself to invite more abundance into my life and so I was inspired to start talking about some of the beliefs and perceptions I may have about $$$ To support this podcast, please...

  47. 2. I’ve never had an orgasm

    I have always claimed to never have had an orgasm. Questions like: “what’s wrong with me” and “am I cursed”, have surfaced as a result. Join me on this monologue as I ponder this statement and question some of the beliefs around this subject.

  48. 1. Shit in the toilet

    This is a story of how shit in the toilet had turned into one of my biggest eye opening realizations. To support this podcast, please click the link below and choose "SUPPORT". Every penny counts. Thank you so much for listening🫶🏼. https://anchor.fm/heni-kovcs

  49. 34. Farewell to Addicted to the Man

    This is the final episode of Addicted to the Man. This is not a farewell from me, but it is a farewell to a stage of my life that was defined by my addiction to the man. As I humbly, fearfully and excitedly step into a new phase of my life, I wanted to give a final thanks and appreciation for…

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  50. 33. Why is it so hard to make a decision?

    Why is it so hard to make a decision? Why do we feel the need to look to others to make choices for us, or to tell us what and how to choose? Why are we humans so very indecisive? But what if you couldn’t make a mistake? What if there was no such thing as making a mistake? The reality is that…

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

Real stories. Deep truths. No filter. I tell stories about the things we don’t always talk about — love, sex, money, motherhood, identity, spirituality, belonging, being confused, feeling lost, aging, relationships, and the strange business of being human.

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Xeni Kovács

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Real stories. Deep truths. No filter. I tell stories about the things we don’t always talk about — love, sex, money, motherhood, identity, spirituality, belonging, being confused, feeling lost, aging, relationships, and the strange business of being human.

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