Whatever the F*ck I Want (WTFIW)

In today’s episode Gaby talks about how analysis paralysis continues to affect her daily life and how she is trying to be proactive about it.The first step to tackling this problem is to get off her d*mn phone. While she has attempted to shorten her screen time, her inconsistent work schedule has unfortunately given her more time to scroll.So she decided to try to see how long she could go without scrolling. Gaby went SIX days without scrolling! And she surprisingly and unsurprisingly made a lot of progress during that time.No scroll days are going to have to be implemented more into her routine because using scrolling as a way to avoid her responsibilities is her vice. 😭She’s started to realize that her goals feel so big and scary because THEY ARE! Doing something you have never done before is scary. But she’s ready to jump right in. The time is now or never!Follow Gaby on socials:Gaby on InstagramGaby on TikTokFollow the WTFIW Podcast on socials:WTFIW on SpotifyWTFIW on AppleWTFIW on InstagramWTFIW on TikTok

Get ready to take some notes! Today’s episode is filled with lots of gems about the meaning of life and how simple life can be (if you allow for it to be).In today’s episode, Gaby interviews BMAR, a music producer, rapper and artist based in Pennsylvania. Gaby and BMAR cover all things from faith to melodies and confidence. They also discuss authenticity and overcoming your internalized fears.They also talk about artists like Kanye and Russ, as well as AI in the music industry.Follow BMAR along his music journey:BMAR on SpotifyBMAR on Apple MusicBMAR on YouTube      Follow Gaby on socials:Gaby on InstagramGaby on TikTokFollow the WTFIW Podcast on socials:WTFIW on SpotifyWTFIW on AppleWTFIW on InstagramWTFIW on TikTok

In today’s episode Gaby talks about how people serve as mirrors to our inner world. If you find someone to be annoying, that says more about you than it does them. If you find someone to be kind or helpful, you more than likely are a kind or helpful person.She also updates everyone on her latest reads, like "The Alchemist” and other spiritual lessons she’s learned since the previous episode.Follow along for more content @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab♡︎ “For the Lover Girls” Valentine’s Day Collab ♡︎

In today’s episode Gaby breaks down her journey to identifying as pansexual and when she first realized she was attracted to people of the same sex.Surprise! It all goes back to childhood! Do you remember your first crush? Well Gaby vividly remembers her first BIG crush and guess what? It was a girl. A girl with coily curls and the cutest personality.Thankfully Gaby has found acceptance with her family and while she has yet to go on a first date with a girl, the time will come when the time is right. And she also has realized that if that time never comes, it doesn’t lessen her identity as pan.Follow along for more content @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

In today’s episode, Gaby shares how her most recent spiral reminded her to get out of her head.As we all know the mind is the most powerful tool in our body and it can also be our worst enemy. So it’s important to keep yourself in check.She also reminds us to gas up the people around us. You never know what a compliment can do for someone. And they’re free to give!She recommends checking out Nero Knowledge and Lisa Alexandra on YouTube for more on manifestation and spirituality.Follow along for more content @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

In today’s episode Gaby shares how the key to manifestation is to be a kid again. You need to be playing more, creating more and living life not thinking logically.She has learned to catch the spiral of logical thoughts and overthinking. Like when she brushes her teeth she’ll be thinking about all of the things she has to do instead of being present in the moment. So when she catches the spiral, she reminds herself to just focus on the task at hand before allowing her thoughts to move onto the next one.Gaby also talks about how we need to be more fearless, like we were when we were kids. She gives advice on how to make life fun again by romanticizing your daily tasks and goes on many rants this episode.Follow along for more content @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

In today’s episode Gaby wraps up her year with all of the lessons she’s learned.While this year in a lot of ways was not (and kind of was) what she expected, she wouldn’t change a thing. This year has helped propel Gaby into the timeline she wants to be living in.She feels more alive than ever and that’s all thanks to the lessons she’s learned along the way.So thank you 2025 and cheers to 2026!Follow along for more content @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab.

TW: su*cide, ab*se, toxic behaviorsIn today’s episode Gaby breaks down her relationships. It’s an emotional episode, so just be sure to take a break and pause if you need to.She talks about how she learned to change her toxic behavior in relationships once she realized where she learned it from and recognized the patterns she was repeating.She’s learned how to stop the cycle by reading self-help books, books about psychology, going to therapy and staying on top of her mental health.While she’s not proud of who she was, she’s proud of who she’s become. So as a reminder, don’t allow your past to define you. Who you once were can be a part of your story, but it doesn't have to be the entire plot (if you don't want it to be).Follow along for more content @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

It has been almost six months since season 1 of the WTFIW Podcast ended. So much has happened in Gaby’s life these past several months. From moving back into the city of Chicago, to ending a three year relationship, to finally giving herself the permission to say her big, scary dreams outloud.Today’s episode is a recap of all of the big changes in her life. Episodes will be posted when inspiration strikes a.k.a when Gaby needs a space to vent :p (so probably once a week).Follow along for more content @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab.

In today’s episode Gaby celebrates the end of season 1 of the Whatever the F*ck I Want Podcast! Thank you to everyone who has tuned in, subscribed or supported in any capacity!Like most of the episodes, today’s episode features yaps about surrounding yourself with like-minded people, showing up today for your future self and to learn to savor the little moments and wins you’re given.See you all in season 2! 😘References from today’s video:Matthew McConaughey’s SpeechKelly Wakasa’s Video❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact [email protected]

In today’s episode, we have a very special guest, Lish. She is the owner and designer behind Devalishangel. She is based in South Florida and has also been featured twice in Miami Swim Week.Gaby and Lish give creative advice, business advice and remind creatives to embrace authenticity when creating their art.Below are all of Lish's links:⭐ Website⭐ YouTube⭐ Instagram⭐ TikTok❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact [email protected]: For editing Gaby used a new Adobe feature that’s still in the works. It helped improve the audio significantly, however she does see where they could use improvement. So apologies for the audio and thanks for understanding!

In today’s episode, we have a very special guest, Gaby’s younger and only sister, Gio (@giaa1) 👯‍♀️If you haven't watched part 1, go ahead and watch that before starting this episode!In part 2, Gaby and Gio discuss a variety of topics including plastic surgery, the self-love journey, influencing and life.❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact [email protected]

In today’s episode, we have a very special guest, Gaby’s younger and only sister, Gio (@giaa1)In part 1, Gaby and Gio discuss a wide range of topics like dating, moving out and adopting pets. See you all next Monday for part two! 😘❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact [email protected]

Feeling stuck? Yeah me too. In today’s episode Gaby shares her experience with actively trying not to fall back into old patterns. She finds herself wanting to scroll more to avoid creating art, editing videos or working on any of her other creative projects.She doesn’t want to be stuck again, going years without working on herself and her career and blaming everyone but herself. Feel like you can relate? This video is for you.References in today’s episode:- Maleeka is my guardian angel- Baby, This is Keke Palmer❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact [email protected]

In today’s episode Gaby shares her experience with dating someone with a p*rn addiction, amongst many others.She also talks about the importance of setting boundaries and healing before entering a relationship. Boundaries and expectations should always be communicated when entering a relationship and even throughout it.She wants to remind everyone that if you’re close to someone with any type of addiction, it is not your fault. You are not to blame 🤍❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact [email protected]

Listen in as Gaby yaps about how liberating it feels so stop caring about what people say about her. She spent so much of her life valuing other people’s opinions about herself overshadow her own opinion about herself.She talks about how she’s learned to just live life as she chooses to. That it’s okay if your opinions, needs, wants or desires change and that as people we are constantly evolving.Her nieces pop in anonymously briefly and she hopes to have them join the podcast very soon!❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact [email protected]

Today’s episode was inspired by an interview with Maria Peer on the Masoon Minawala Show.In this episode Gaby highlights key points and exercises from this interview. She highly recommends watching it as it allowed for her to expand her mind surrounding her money beliefs.So if you’re ready to tackle your money blockages, watch this episode with an open mind and a pen and paper!Happy shadow working! 💌 Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Contact ⁠[email protected]⁠❤️ Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

In today’s episode Gaby rants about authenticity, your relationship with yourself and individuality.She also touches on The Subtle Art of Not Giving A F*ck, the importance of chasing your dreams and the value of dating yourself.Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

In today’s episode Gaby shares her notes from listening to the audiobook “Ask and It Is Given” by Esther and Jerry Hicks (better known as Abraham Hicks).This episode focuses on part 1 of the book called The Law of Attraction.She talks about frequencies, manifesting and attracting things to you, stepping into the mindset and vibrational shift of having whatever it is you want to manifest, etc.So bring out your notebook and pen, have an open mind and listen to what today’s episode offers you.Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Today’s episode is about burnout, synchronicities and understanding the difference between being tired versus being lazy.Gaby also highlights why it’s important to follow your intuition, live in the present moment and to stay conscious and not get stuck in the loop that is depression, anxiety, self-deprecation and addiction.Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Today’s episode focuses on letting go of the past and embracing the new.Gaby has been quantum leaping into new realities and actively welcoming her new life. Embracing being a podcast host, a content creator, an artist and working on embracing her identity as a singer/songwriter.She has found her old self, the complacent version of her past and her meanie brain, convincing her that she can’t do this. That this is all some made up dream that she should quit on to find “a real job.”It has taken her time and energy to dissolve her limiting beliefs and she knows that this all ultimately a test to see if she has fully leveled up. And the answer to that is yes. She will no longer succumb to the idea that she is a starving artist. That her dreams can’t come true, simply because no one else she knows has walked this path. She refuses to stay comfortable and complacent in this world.So meet the new Gaby, let’s call her Gaby 2.0. This is the Gaby who eats healthy, works out, meditates, journals, sings, writes music and dances to the beat of her own drum. While some of these components have existed within her throughout her life and would even show up at some points in her past, she would somehow find a way to quit on herself, give an excuse as to why she couldn’t do something and would end up back at square one. But the new Gaby refuses to fall back into old patterns. She refuses to blame people and the world around her. She’s the type of woman who takes things into her own hands. She’s the creator of her own reality. And she gets to decide what she wants out of this life. She has learned to accept her past, learn from it and to embrace the new, the unknown and all of the limitless possibilities the universe has in store for her. All of the abundance, wealth, traveling and experiences she was always destined to have.So cheers, to new beginnings!Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

On today’s episode we have a very special guest, Brie, who is a close friend and sorority sister of Gaby’s.Both are Aries queens and can YAP IT UP! Today’s yaps include parking tickets, Disney World, embarrassing stories, the University of Florida, microdosing and much more!Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Today’s episode serves as a reminder to slow down your life and to re-evaluate your habits as a consumer. Where in your life can you reduce, reuse and recycle?This is a reminder to reconnect with the Earth. It is the reason for our existence and it provides for us in so many ways, with shelter, water, food, etc. So what can you do today to give back to the Earth?Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Grab your colored pencils and coloring books! Today’s episode is filled with yaps about Mother’s Day, catcalling, New Girl, SpyxFamily, Last Meals, her thoughts on brown rice, audiobooks and MORE! All while drawing a flamingo! 😎What can’t Gaby do! :pInterested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Listen in as Gaby references The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. A book she highly recommends for those wanting to shift their perspective on life and time. In this episode she also discusses manifestation, alter ego’s, procrastination, goal-setting and taking advantage of the present.She also encourages you to sit still, appreciate what you have and learn to find slow, peaceful moments in this fast-paced, anxiety-driven world.Comment down below some topics you would like to hear Gaby cover!Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Listen in as Gaby rants about Jennette McCurdy’s book “I’m Glad My Mom Died,” her own relationship with food, why she strongly advises using holistic, natural approaches to changing your appearance, her opinions on Big Pharma, her passion for the gym, unsolicited advice and much more!Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Listen in as Gaby rants about Jennette McCurdy’s book “I’m Glad My Mom Died,” Bad Bunny, manifesting, her college experience, life in general, but most importantly living your life authentically and allowing your heart to guide you down whatever path you’re meant to take.Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

There are plenty of things Gaby wishes she could tell her younger self, but she summed it all up into something she wrote the other day and she wanted to share it with you all.In this episode, she also goes on rants about money blockages, limiting beliefs, taking inspired action and being kinder to yourself.She also reminds us that the time is now. So stop procrastinating on your dreams and start acting on them!Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Optimism is a wavelength, just like pessimism is. It becomes an addiction to see the positive in things, just like it can become an addiction to see the negative in things. So in a room full of pessimistic people, choose to be optimistic. Choose to see that everything that is meant for you will find you, whether it be a relationship, a job, a house, etc.I swear the moment you relax and allow things to just be, a weight of anxiety, pressure and tenseness is lifted off of your shoulders. So when being realistic, accept things for what they are. When being optimistic you see things for what they could be in a positive way. And when being pessimistic (which we don’t want to do), we’re assuming that the worst will happen.Choose to be optimistic today and every day. xInterested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Grab your blankie, get cozy and let’s hang out! Today’s episode is filled with random chats about Earth, horror movies, being an empath, etc.TW: FSU, M*ss Sh**ting, Self-h*rmInterested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Listen in as Gaby shares how she can be her own worst critic and how overthinking has kept her from making important decisions. Gaby has allowed for people like teachers, mentors, parents and other family members to tell her who she is and she would morph into just that out of fear, rather than embracing her own wants, desires and path.But now Gaby says f*ck you to the box people have put her in and f*ck you to overthinking. So despite what her meanie brain can tell her, she is here and she’s still posting.Today’s episode shows that healing journey’s are not linear and how she’s still working through and healing her perfectionistic and people pleasing tendencies.Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgabInterested in sponsoring the podcast? Email ⁠[email protected]⁠

Listen in as Gaby shares her perspective on life and how every experience always has a silver lining. Failing, falling down and low points of her life have all led her to where she is now. From experiencing loss in relationships, to loved ones, to even jobs, each experience has taught her many lessons that made her the person she is today.Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Listen in as Gaby shares tips on how to find joy in your daily life. These tips have helped her rewire her brain and helped her get out of a depressive episode.Interested in sponsoring the podcast? Email [email protected] the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Listen in as Gaby shares how she feels like this chapter of adulthood is the season where she rediscovers and reconnects with her younger self.She shares what it felt like to be called “weird” growing up and how it made her dim her light. She’s ready to embrace being a weirdo and understands now that it’s okay to be different. (Truthfully, why would you want to be the same as everyone else?) It’s so much easier to just be who you are and not spend energy pretending to be someone that you’re not.This episode is for all of the weirdos out there!Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Gaby has struggled with perfectionism since her teens and it has mostly affected her into her adulthood. At the age of 28, she is actively working on putting herself out there, despite her brain convincing her that she shouldn’t because of things not being “perfect.” She is also learning to detach herself from her work. So what if something is not perfect? So what if this doesn’t resonate with this person? That just means it was meant for someone else. The right people will love and embrace her as she is and for her flaws, so why pretend to be perfect?Phew! Easier said than done! This is something she’s working on day in and day out.Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Listen in as Gaby shares the importance of remembering your roots and your community as you continue to climb the ladder.She shares how her hometown, Belle Glade, her family and her community have made her the person she is today.This episode serves as a reminder to always remember your roots and to always remain humble.Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Grab a snack, some water and your journal to help Gaby celebrate her 28th birthday! Listen in and TAKE NOTES as she shares 28 things she’s learned in her (almost) 28 years of life!Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

As Gaby approaches her 28th lap around the sun, she has reflected about being granted another year of life.Aging is a privilege and she’s beyond grateful to be on the brink of starting this new chapter in her life.Happy Aries szn! xLoving the podcast? Don’t gatekeep! Share it with your besties and follow along @wtfiw.podcast + @yofabgab <3

One thing about Gaby is that she’s always going to keep it real. Today’s episode is about how Gaby fell off of her routine during vacation and how it’s time to hop back on the horse.Enjoying the podcast? Follow along @wtfiw.podcast and @yofabgab

Sit down and grab your popcorn while Gaby has another yap session! These sessions are basically where Gab sits down and yaps about whatever is on her mind. Today’s episode highlights “Nobody Wants This,” comparing yourself to others and just showing up every day!Loving this podcast? Don’t gatekeep! Share it with your besties and follow along @wtfiw.podcast ♡

Listen in as Gaby talks about her imposter syndrome and fully stepping into her place as an artist, content creator and podcast host. While she identifies with all of these titles, she is happy to say that she no longer justifies her job title to others for the sake of validation or acceptance.She is now fully committed to her solo career and doesn’t have any plans to ever work for someone again. Gaby is an artist and she’s so proud of herself for coming this far and she can’t wait to see where her creative projects take her.Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

Gaby is beyond excited to have her second guest, Emely on the “WTFIW Podcast.” Emely is a creative, go-getter who is ready to take on the world. She is a mentee to Gaby who she met on Twitch and developed a connection with in her early teens. Listen in as Emely and Gaby give advice to their younger selves and talk about their plans for the future.Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

The first of many yip yapping sessions with Gab! Excited to say this first one was filmed in NYC!Random thought, do y'all remember Yik Yak? It randomly popped into my head and threw me back to the early college days!Need more Gab in your life? Follow @YoFabGab and @WTFIW.Podcast <3

Gaby is so excited to have her first guest, Andrew Ulloa on the “WTFIW Podcast.” Andrew is a soon-to-be founder, a creative thinker and an amazing friend. Andrew and Gaby have been friends for over 10 years and have had similar life experiences that have bonded them throughout the past decade. Listen in as Andrew and Gaby uncover the importance of taking the leap and trusting that everything will fall into place.Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

Listen in as Gaby shares the importance of putting yourself first. While she understands that we wear lots of hats as people, it’s important to not lose your sense of self, regardless of your job title, whether or not you’re a parent or any other external factors. You should always be pouring into yourself before pouring onto others.Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

Listen in as Gaby shares the importance of leaving the past in the past. Leaving the past in the past requires you to revisit the past, so she recommends skipping this episode if you’re not ready to take on this task or if you can be triggered by any things that happened in your past (ex. trauma, car accidents, toxic relationships, etc.)Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

Listen in as Gaby shares her experience with haters both online and in person. While it’s best to ignore these types of people and comments, it is important to acknowledge that you won’t be everyone’s cup of tea and that some people will actively try to bring you down. So protect your energy babe and f*ck the haters!Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

(TW: grief, death, loss, infancy loss, cancer)Listen in as Gaby opens up about her own personal grief. This is a heavy episode, so she recommends lots of self-care after listening and to journal about your grief. Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

Listen in as Gaby shares her experience using her very first dating app. As a relationship girly there were some learning curves she had to overcome with casual dating. But nevertheless she persisted.Also s/o to the girlies not afraid to make the first move, I SEE YOU!Comment down below what dating apps you've tried and if they worked for you!Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast

Listen in as Gaby shares the importance of waking up and trying your best. While every day doesn’t look the same, it’s important to give each day all that you possibly can. These small steps that you make daily are what are going to create the biggest impact, so be gentle with yourself and know that showing up is the hardest part.Comment down below, What are some ways you’ve shown up for yourself today?Want more WTFIW content? Follow along @WTFIW.Podcast