Episodes
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#045. DONE. [SERIES END]
Thank you.
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#044. CHILLING EMAIL
Six days ago, I woke-up feeling very different. Shortly afterwards, a BBC TV producer emailed me. Coincidence? Let me read you the email...
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#043. MEN WHO CRY
Men who cry openly, how do you feel about it? Seeing Joe Rogan - one of the world's most 'Alpha' men - crying this week forced me to ask some very searching questions of myself. Help me get to the bottom of this, please.
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#042. ASHAMED. I GOT IT WRONG
Netflix series 'Dating Around' had a profound impact on me this week. Never has my initial judgement on someone been so wildly unjustified as it was for college professor Ben. You have to watch this guy. Let me explain. PS. One day, my future documentary 'The Train' is going to be my biggest ever...
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#041. WARNING: ADULT CONTENT
This week, we talk about serial killers, emotional abuse & my penis.
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#040. DISAPPOINTED LISTENER
I received a DM from a listener today. She confessed to being "disappointed" in me for something I said in a previous ep. I read her message on the show. Also this week, my awkward BBC interview, uncanny personality tests & how US singer Kalie Shorr made a giant contribution to my week.
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#039. LIVING AS AN OUTSIDER
Ever had an entire week where you feel zero kinship with society? It's debilitating. In this episode, I explain. Also this week, I give you an exclusive peak into my book, now it's half-finished, plus share mild regrets I have about last week's show.
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#038. SCUMBAG MEN
I was rebuffed by a woman this week, and frankly, my response was perfect. I compare my response to documented accounts of men reacting poorly to rejection. Also this week, we dissect a stunning scene from a Louis Theroux' documentary and examine my next girlfriend.
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#037. I'M WRITING A FU**ING BOOK!!!
I dedicate this episode to anyone who, like me, waits for conditions to be perfect before attempting something new. Truth is, I'm the least equipped poerson to write a book.... I'm terrible at goal-setting, lack discipline & overthink everything. Yet staggeringly, despite all this, I've written...
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#036. FEMALE TURN OFF?
Women.... what's the most off-putting thing a man you're attracted to reveal about himself? I have a wild admission about women's clothes for you this week. Also, I play a recently-found clip from my early days in radio (recorded 2003)..... a clip I believe would be UNACCEPTABLE in today's "woke"...
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#035. AN APOLOGY
I said something in episode 33 that... based on your response, warrants an apology. Also this week, let's discuss whinging artists.
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#034. BAD MOOD ALL WEEK
My family friction, horrible temper & Elysia's decision to quit the adult sex industry.
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#033. BEER & PORN
Do you want to work in porn? Thousands of people do, right? This week, I offer my theory on how you can. Also, I unveil big plans for my website, tell you what happened to my newspaper pitch, show you where to get free beer & completely rethink my views on fame.
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#032. FAKE NEWS STORY ABOUT ME?
I was invited to write an article for a big newspaper this week. It was an unmissable opportunity. Unfortunately, if I accepted, I'd be committing some kind of fraud.
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#031. ATTRACTIVENESS EXPERIMENT
A guy I recently saw at a birthday party was unnecessarily good-looking, As a result, I want you to consider my attractiveness experiment. Also this week, I reveal whether the cute girl I DMd has replied....
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TRAILER - WORRY ABOUT IT LATER PODCAST
Let's hangout every Friday, 'cause let's face it, there's a lot to discuss.
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#030. DEEPLY UNCOMFORTABLE
In this episode, I descend into an anxiety nightmare - as I message a girl I met 3 days ago. She attended one of my PR training events in London. In the message, I tell her I think she's beautiful. Why? Because she is. Also this week, I discuss worrying ADHD symptoms I appear to have. Plus, I…
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#029. FEMALE HYPOCRISY?
US comedian Whitney Cummings recently interviewed fellow comedian Nikki Glaser. During their chat, Nikki told a story about a hot guy on an airplane. Nikki's view of the encounter pissed me off, and I want to explain why. Also this week, let's discuss my modeling contract and a new TV format I've...
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#028. MY EX & THE RICH DOCTOR
My ex was hotter than me, and everyone knew it. One of her clients was a handsome doctor. All the nurses found him attractive. He would often flirt with my ex. Although I have an unflinching belief she never did anything with the dude, can anyone ever be 100% certain of their boyfriend or...
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#027. WORST THING A FRIEND COULD DO
What's the worst thing your best friend could ever do to you? What could you never forgive? This week, I discuss the lack of sensitivity I recently showed my best mate. PLUS, a spectacular new feature debuts on today's show. Enjoy!
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#026. I'LL REGRET THIS EPISODE IN THE MORNING
A listener sent me a comment I don't agree with, so I spend most of this episode taking the piss out of the poor guy. Also this week, my half-assed casting for a Burberry commercial and the woman who hates the word 'breasts'. PS. I'm ashamed to admit it, but maybe fame is the one thing I actually...
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#025. THE DAY SHE WENT VIRAL // EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW WITH KATE OVENS
Aged 26, Kate Ovens has amassed an online audience of over half-a-million, thanks to her 'Man Vs Food' style challenges. Becoming an influencer wasn't without obstacles, though. In the early stages of her YouTube journey, Kate faced mocking from friends and fellow university students who failed…
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#024. WHY I WANT MORE £££ FROM MY MODELING AGENT
My modeling agent rang me yesterday. Let's go through that phone call! Also this week, I dissect the last two podcast episodes of this podcast - which featured special guests Ellie Flynn & Elysia Nicole Downings - revealing the one thing that annoyed me. And finally, if my daughter told me she...
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#023. SECRETS OF AN ONLINE SEX GIRL // EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW WITH ELYSIA NICOLE
Struggling with financial difficulties, in 2018, Elysia Nicole Downings turned her back on a career as a professional wedding photographer and transitioned into online sex work. Nowadays, sometimes earning £700-a-day, Elysia is open, honest and uncompromising in her support of the online sex...
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#022. ILLEGAL SEX ADS, POLICE MISCONDUCT & UNDERCOVER STINGS WITH ELLIE FLYNN
Undercover Journalist Ellie Flynn and I discuss men, abuse, money, sex, catfishing, the adult industry and her undeniably impressive wardrobe choices. Ellie's catalogue of BBC documentaries have attracted well-earned praise, with NME hailing her as "BBC Three's shining star". Eye-opening,...
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#021. IT'S ALL MY FAULT
YES OR NO...... all the problems, difficulties & challenges in your life are YOUR fault? This week, I downloaded an audiobook called 'THE POWER OF YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND', and for the first time in my life, I realised how my fear of fame is most likely the SOLE cause for my lack of progress as a...
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#020. ATTRACTION SCREW-UP
If not for my liberal outlook on life, there's every chance I'd be mortified, embarrassed or enraged by who I found myself attracted to this week....
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#019. CONFRONTING MY SOCIAL MEDIA ADDICTION
A break from social media is an absolute must for me right now. In this episode, I share the text message I sent my best friend explaining why. Also this week, I reveal my honest opinions on BBC's hit show Normal People & answer your listener questions. Thank you for sending them.... 🌹
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#018. SHOULD SAYING "IT'S NOT FAIR" BE BANNED?
I've always hated the term "IT'S NOT FAIR", especially when said by adults. Boris Johnson's chief aide, Dominic Cummings, incensed the nation this week, fuelling calls for his immediate dismissal. Among the rage, were claims that "IT'S NOT FAIR". This week, I explain why I hate that sentence. Oh…
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#017. STALKED BY FAME
My allergy to the IDEA of fame was discussed in episodes 1 & 14. This week, yet again, by total fluke, I stumbled across two more interviews where celebrities explore the drawbacks of being 'known'. Let's discuss this issue (again!), make some outlandish predictions about my future documentary...
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#016. MY PROBLEM WITH WEDDINGS & MCDONALD'S
Realising that you might bring very little value to your friendships isn't a moment to celebrate, but it's certainly one to contemplate. This week, I asked some searching questions of myself and my friends. In this episode, I encourage you to do the same.
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#015. I DID IT FOR SELFISH REASONS
I came perilously close to letting a friend down this week, but at the eleventh hour, for selfish reasons, I decided against it. This is the story.
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#014. WHY BBC, NETFLIX & SKY MIGHT THINK TWICE ABOUT A DOCUMENTARY FROM CK GOLDIING
'Playing The Game' is an undeniably wise strategy in any industry, especially the entertainment industry. In this episode, having recently watched brilliant documentaries from Ellie Flynn & Stacey Dooley [both BBC stars], I share the doubts I sometimes have about my inability to 'play the game'. .
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#013. WOMEN WITH HAIRY ARMPITS & LOTS OF MONEY. YES PLEASE.
Victoria Beckham should pay the wages of her furloughed staff should she? Bollocks. Let me explain why. Also, British singer songwriter Chloe Howl has hairy armpits, Let's talk about that, too. PS. I have a few months of Metacognition training via YouTube under my belt, so naturally, I'm a pro at...
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#012. JEALOUS OF A GUY HAVING SEX
If a 40-year old guy is sleeping with a 23-year old woman, who am I to take issue with it? I'M THE JEALOUS FUCKING GUY, THAT'S WHO. Let's discuss...
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#011. AROUSED BY POTATOES!! OH, AND EXCLUSIVE COMMENTARY ON MY NEW DOCUMENTARY
Cheap supermarket food is beautiful, as is my new documentary. Let's talk about both x
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#010. SHARK ABUSE: HERE'S WHY IT UPSET ME
I just watched a shark being killed on TV. My emotional response outstripped anything I've experienced while seeing COVID-19 take thousands of innocent HUMAN lives? That felt like an obscene imbalance of priority, and I wanted to know why. Here are my findings....
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#009. PERVERTED PLEASURE IN COVID-19?
My love of a great boyband reached new heights this week, and for that, I must thank this absurd corona virus pandemic. It's been an unimaginable, crazy week.. but an even crazier 24 hours. Let me explain....
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#008. MINDSET, CORONA VIRUS & ABUSE ft. NLP Coach Debs Bamford
Debs Bamford is an NLP coach. In the first filmed episode of my new podcast, we explore NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming) - touching on its benefits and darker applications. Amid the global Corona Virus pandemic, we discuss how our inner beliefs and dialogues shape our lives, plus Debs opens-up...
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#007. DISCIPLINE, HEROIN & ME
On my walk home, while recording this podcast episode, I was stopped by two homeless men. For purely selfish reasons, I'm glad these interruptions happened, because let's face it, they served as convenient distractions from the reality of a man talking to himself on his walk home
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#006. CAN TOYS MAKE A KID GAY?
A friend recently told me that he wouldn't be happy if his son wanted to play with dolls. He thinks dolls would 'over-feminise' a boy, and the inevitable outcome of that is sexual confusion. Following a lengthy conversation with my mate, I approached a sales assistant in a high street toy shop.…
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#005. I KNOCK ON RANDOM PEOPLE’S FRONT DOOR & OFFER TO DO THEIR GROCERY SHOP
If a total stranger knocked on your door and offered to do your weekly shop for you, what would you say? Seemed like a nice gesture to me, so I tried it. Also, while I have your attention, how judgemental are you on a scale of 1-10? Whatever your answer… I DON’T BELIEVE YOU! In this episode, I...
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#004. CAROLINE FLACK’S DEATH, LOVE, JEALOUSY & OTHER HURTFUL THINGS
Minutes before recording this week’s podcast, I heard the news about Caroline Flack. Shaken-up and unsure whether it was an appropriate or even necessary talking point, I went with my gut and decided to share my feelings. Also… this week, I received the worst/most personal attack on my appearance...
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#003. ARE THE BULLSHIT STORIES WE TELL OURSELVES DANGEROUS?
Do you tell yourself negative things? Me too. Sometimes every day. How negative are the things you tell yourself? I reveal some of the bullshit stories I told myself this week, and why it was a real struggle to overcome them. I also discuss why I believe Philip Schofield’s announcement - on live...
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#002. CAN TROLLS BE DECENT PEOPLE?
Following last week’s question – ‘is it okay to describe the TV Producer I had a meeting with as “beautiful”’, I read your thoughts. Plus, for the first time ever, I share hostile comments I’ve received from trolls, and outline why I think trolls are generally misunderstood.
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#001. MY FEAR OF FAME, INNER CONFLICTS & THE BEAUTIFUL TV PRODUCER
Is it okay to describe a TV producer as "beautiful" in a podcas? it felt inappropriate, so I decided not to. Then I changed my mind, and spoke about it for most of the final ten minutes. Acceptable? In the opening episode of my new podcast, I discuss: my recent meeting with a TV producer, the...