All Episodes

I can hang solo or with the community

By default they kind of are with Olivia

China, you did me dirty with Hannah

Anniversary of becoming a daughter with Jenna

Mid Autumn birthday, a solo episode

Adoptee coded with Jean

Cut out all the weird stuff - Certificate of Citizenship with Carmen

The next thing after the policy is… I feel like a limited edition doll with Lianna

Quite a ride of emotional distress and intellectual strain with Laur

I’ll change it. If you can find my bio fam with Jenna

So I didn't want to go here with Mimi

In this season of life with Grace

Am I #adoptedenough with Rina

By "outgoing" they meant I screamed a lot with Jasmine

Really thinking about what we value on new policy and a birthday solo

I took that documentary more as truth of my story than what it really was Haley

I was sleeping through mine with Lydia

Ultimately found the strength to keep going with Alex, Adoptee Film Fest

Started unpacking physically and emotionally solo

Whether we realize it or not, subconsciously we are doing something with our adoption search with Lexi

Some people say hip opening helps to release emotions with Lian

I compare it to the analogy of going to a cemetery with Emma

I sea food, I eat it with Vanessa

Challenging obstacles and really moments in time that have shaped where i’m at now with Lindsay

Meet different people under this name with Xiaoyan

The way we have become individuals in this world with Sariah

Entering a new decade birthday with Tara and Katie

Paddles up (first double interview) with Hannah and Evelyn

Apparently she was Guatemalan and not Chinese with Caitie

Birthdays, Body painting, and Break by Tara

They make their home and they’re very good city dwellers wherever they go with Julie

Our depressing May is bouncing back bountifully with Danny

I will not abandon you, as in self. I will not abandon you and I will not give up on you with Megan

Confidence = attraction. Remember confidence does not equal cockiness with Kaysie

I don’t know why I didn’t just seek solace in people; In the fellow travelers with Evelyn

I think she knew on some level but actually hearing me say it with Emily

Three years, sometimes you need to take a step back with Tara

I don’t think I ever felt that I was like the third choice with Allie

That took over a lot of my identity so it wasn’t until up until the last 5 years or so that I really came out of the fog with Jade

A part of it is time to think, reflect, and act as a resource solo

We are sisters from another mister with An-Li

Are you asking me if adoption made me gay with Hannah

It also has made me reassess multiple times with Hannah

Who do you go to when your therapist is the one causing stress and anxiety?

One is over in China and that’s how life happened with Molly

When I first started getting help, I wrote a cute little adoption trauma list with TJ

I LOVE THE BUS! with Abby

I feel I can say I am “born and raised” with Alex

No ones gonna make you dig into it (past) with Annabelle

Discover those roots that I felt I was deprived of with Katie

Actually I came back to the US in January 2020 with Kate

I’m not special anymore, I’m a pattern with Danny

I was afraid I was a sort of imposter claiming Japanese heritage with Kelli

Being lost and stitched back together through love and family with Amanda

Touchdown on American soil, you’re adopted! with Hope

It’s the 50th episode with the trailer

There were a lot of occasions where it was just one. It was just me with Mary

I want what I want, I’m an adult. I’ve been denied it for most of my life with Victoria

You get confronted with the things you are running away from with XiuXiu

It’s never going to go away even if I try to behind a Chinese name with Maddy

Not always in the mood to be patient with Tara

We were the chosen ones, they got stuck with you with Lily

Officially on paper or officially biologically with Sien

We had so many people say we are going to have our worst fight on the trip with Kira

Share your feelings when you can in the best form you can with me

Haters gonna hate -- they can go take a hike because it’s not their life with Ming

Actually you know it’s me, ultimately what I am feeling is me

They called me big sister with Laura

I put that in my Asian brownie points with Shmoopie

We might be talking about our trauma, we might not with Taylor

We are all going to die together with Adi

If you network correctly, you do not have to be nice either with Danny

It’s better to know the ugly truth than have some beautiful fake lie with Ivy

Big baby. Big Dreams with Megan

I would’ve been like this is too asian, it’s not my vibe, it’s not my style with Liza

They would look at me...trying to figure out where he is from with Yinjin

She could actually pick me out from that picture with Myla

Yea that’s a whole different ball game with Rachel

The base layer was taken care of so the wall dropped a little bit with Sara

25.5 BONUS conversation with Haley

All about the love and comfort and support of just being humans together with Haley

Living life while you are not in a state of denial is really hard with the OG MeMe

The biggest take away was that home isn’t a place, it is more a feeling with Juliana

To go forward you will always have to be pulled back in some way with Zach

There are infinite amount of ways to experience with Sage

It’s really cool to see when people see the value in their community history with Mia

Coming out of the fog is really scary and overwhelming at first with Xiaoling

I do remember flying first class that was fun with Grace

From the start it is just out of your control with Alia

16.5 BONUS A special one with Ben

I remember wishing they would get back together with Ben

中秋- 生日 Mid Autumn Birthday with Tara

It sort of felt like a rejection with Jade

We love self reflection with Abby (Not So Mellow Yellow Podcast)

They put a pause on the adoption thing with Angela

The space can be held for both things with Sydney

That’s what I would spend my nights and days doing with Emily

That is one of the biggest powers we have with Grace

And that was a dream we had since we were very very young with Abby

Hoard your money, puberty is weird, and you’ll learn things with Anna