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elephants in the room — 97 episodes
The cost of being understood, stop explaining yourself & learn to live with the discomfort of being misunderstood
Learning how to disconnect and detach as someone who just cares too much...
You think more will fix it. It won’t. Your nervous system doesn’t need more — it needs less.
Dealing with failure, redirection, and the pressure to "know better by now" as you get older
Ways life has been humbling me and the lessons I'm learning as a 27 year old
Why you have to get comfortable making people uncomfortable
Doing everything right and still not healing like I thought I would.. Stress, trauma, and wellness fatigue
Sitting down with my mom after 40+ years of addiction: sobriety, generational trauma, abusive relationships, and loss
EUnderstanding your menstrual cycle, adopting cycle syncing, and learning how to work with your body—not against it
The hard lessons I learned this year & what I’m carrying into the new year
I thought I was just angry... how understanding what was underneath helped me feel like myself again
Liking yourself matters more than being liked by others
When family doesn't feel like home anymore...navigating the holidays as a new version of yourself
To be honest I’m scared of getting older…but i’m learning to make peace with time
I’m in a rut again… how I realistically ‘get out’ and what I’ve learned about ruts
Stop preparing for the worst — live in the present and believe good things can still happen to you
Being happy for others when you’re hurting, and letting yourself be happy when they're hurting
Looking for the right things in the wrong places, reseting from the constant cycle of burnout from dealing with the pain of life
When the unthinkable happens, dealing with betrayal, broken relationships, deception & destruction
Every choice stems from either love or fear. Learning to choose love—in how I live and how I love
You're not a problem to fix, you're a person with problems... when we become too obsessed with healing, fixing, solving & being the "best versions of ourselves"
The most important things I’ve learned about taking care of myself
Learning to give yourself the same empathy you give to others
Learning I have to to get down to the root to experience true healing
Grieving what never was
Unselfish self-love...my journey to giving myself the same love I give others
Living in assumption & believing the stories we tell ourselves instead of the truth
The Body Remembers - Cracking the Code of Pain and Healing with Two Chiropractors
20 things I'd tell my younger self, the truths that set me free
When you feel unmotivated, uninspired, sad and disconnected from yourself
An honest conversation about how I'm feeling...
Walking on eggshells... stuck in a toxic cycle that steals your voice
When it's all just too much to handle...The physical toll of stress, trauma, and emotional pain on the body
Your unhealed trauma affects every part of your life... it's not your fault, but healing is your responsibility
Being on bad terms with family...when you feel unaccepted and unloved by the ones who are suppose to love you the most
Rebuilding yourself and your life after heartbreak - the advice you might not wanna hear but need to
Making peace, not keeping it… you're not being mean—just setting boundaries & getting healthy
Rejection... the fear of it, the way it physically hurts & how to move past it
MY FRONTAL LOBE IS FULLY DEVELOPED...reflecting on how I’ve actually changed from 18 to 26
E26 of the Hardest and Most Valuable Lessons I’ve Learned in 26 Years
Reflecting on 2024 & Stepping into 2025
Phone addiction & wasting your precious time on things that don’t bring any value or purpose to your life
My journey with forgiveness as a divorced ex mormon with drug addict parents
The truth about being in a relationship with a successful musician
Not where I thought I'd be, grieving the person I thought I'd become
I feel numb & mentally drained... identifying I'm struggling with emotional numbness
Let's talk about therapy...my honest opinion & experience
The lore you’ve been waiting for....Mormonism, Sincerely an Ex-Mo
EMid life crisis?... an honest conversation about how I'm doing & where I've been
Breaking the Cycle: Finding Healthy Love After Toxic Relationships
EA Period Talk..The Four Phases, Cycle Syncing, and Tips for Supporting Your Body & Mind with Madi Noelle
How I actually started healing from my childhood trauma
ELexi Hensler opens up about her autoimmune disease, mental health struggles & more
The truth about growing up & why you'll never have it figured out
EGoing Through a Divorce in your twenties. Heartbreak, grieving, healing, rebuilding, and learning to trust God through it all
Andrea Russett - Alcoholism, rehab, relapsing & sobriety
ENavigating relationships of opposing views with loved ones
EPsychotherapist Matthias Barker talks all things Childhood Trauma, how to know if you have it, how it affects you & how you can begin to heal from
EChurch trauma, spiritual manipulation & my thoughts on organized religion
Why can't I stop living in survival mode?
Struggling to be productive consistently and accepting the laziness and failure that makes leaves me feeling ashamed and empty
ESmiling externally but struggling internally, opening up about how I'm feeling since being on tour
EWhen your life falls apart & the people & things you thought would be in you life forever only last a season
ERealizing that everything I let into my head, heart & body matter, struggling with my mental health & ability to achieve things & feel joy
ESurviving singleness when it feels so dark but the light will start to shine through
Ask Nicole - Giving you guys big sis advice on all your messy & difficult situations
Feeling insecure about myself & my life and trying to fight the worlds toxic standard of perfection
EGrowth is one of the most painful things you'll ever experience
Losing yourself or losing the person to you love to addiction
ELiving in survival mode and being crippled by fear
All things Olipop featuring Steven from their founding team
How I'm doing emotionally...life & podcast update
Live life with an open heart more than you live life with an open mind
ESinger / Songwriter Rosie get's vulnerable about loss, heartache & her healing journey
EThe journey of discovering who they truly are - AGT'S widely known We Three gets vulnerable
How learning to set healthy boundaries as a recovering people pleaser saved my life & changed my relationships for the better
Stop invalidating yourself & don't compare yourself or your struggles to others
EAsk Nicole Part 2 - Giving you guys big sis advice on your messy & difficult life situations
EAsk Nicole - Giving you guys big sis advice on your messy & difficult life situations
EWhat it feels like to have abandonment issues
EYou're never too far gone
Is it really okay to not be okay?
How bitterness ruined my life....how I let go & found forgiveness for myself & others
I’m so scared of change… But it’s time to tell you guys the truth
EArtists David Kushner & Hayd get vulnerable about all things life, music & faith
What I'm honestly struggling with
EHow I stopped doing the right things for the wrong reasons
Dealing with feeling stressed out all the time
Answering the questions I've been avoiding - Advice / Q&A
EI thought I'd never survive heartbreak
EAccepting your own faults & mistakes
Embarrassment
EHow I’m actually feeling
The truth about the holidays
EChildhood Trauma
EWe're all going through something
Vulnerability creates freedom