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elephants in the room — 101 episodes

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The grief that comes with being an adult, making peace with the decisions you regret & accepting that the people you thought would be in your life forever aren't.

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Learning to take care of myself & not be so consumed by others or things that are out of my control

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How learning to love myself after healing from trauma led me living a more holistic lifestyle

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Brutally honest things I would tell my younger self if I wasn't afraid to hurt her feelings...

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The cost of being understood, stop explaining yourself & learn to live with the discomfort of being misunderstood

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Learning how to disconnect and detach as someone who just cares too much...

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You think more will fix it. It won’t. Your nervous system doesn’t need more — it needs less.

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Dealing with failure, redirection, and the pressure to "know better by now" as you get older

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Ways life has been humbling me and the lessons I'm learning as a 27 year old

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Why you have to get comfortable making people uncomfortable

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Doing everything right and still not healing like I thought I would.. Stress, trauma, and wellness fatigue

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Sitting down with my mom after 40+ years of addiction: sobriety, generational trauma, abusive relationships, and loss

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Understanding your menstrual cycle, adopting cycle syncing, and learning how to work with your body—not against it

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The hard lessons I learned this year & what I’m carrying into the new year

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I thought I was just angry... how understanding what was underneath helped me feel like myself again

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Liking yourself matters more than being liked by others

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When family doesn't feel like home anymore...navigating the holidays as a new version of yourself

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To be honest I’m scared of getting older…but i’m learning to make peace with time

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I’m in a rut again… how I realistically ‘get out’ and what I’ve learned about ruts

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Stop preparing for the worst — live in the present and believe good things can still happen to you

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Being happy for others when you’re hurting, and letting yourself be happy when they're hurting

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Looking for the right things in the wrong places, reseting from the constant cycle of burnout from dealing with the pain of life

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When the unthinkable happens, dealing with betrayal, broken relationships, deception & destruction

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Every choice stems from either love or fear. Learning to choose love—in how I live and how I love

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You're not a problem to fix, you're a person with problems... when we become too obsessed with healing, fixing, solving & being the "best versions of ourselves"

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The most important things I’ve learned about taking care of myself

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Learning to give yourself the same empathy you give to others

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Learning I have to to get down to the root to experience true healing

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Grieving what never was

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Unselfish self-love...my journey to giving myself the same love I give others

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Living in assumption & believing the stories we tell ourselves instead of the truth

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The Body Remembers - Cracking the Code of Pain and Healing with Two Chiropractors

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20 things I'd tell my younger self, the truths that set me free

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When you feel unmotivated, uninspired, sad and disconnected from yourself

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An honest conversation about how I'm feeling...

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Walking on eggshells... stuck in a toxic cycle that steals your voice

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When it's all just too much to handle...The physical toll of stress, trauma, and emotional pain on the body

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Your unhealed trauma affects every part of your life... it's not your fault, but healing is your responsibility

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Being on bad terms with family...when you feel unaccepted and unloved by the ones who are suppose to love you the most

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Rebuilding yourself and your life after heartbreak - the advice you might not wanna hear but need to

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Making peace, not keeping it… you're not being mean—just setting boundaries & getting healthy

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Rejection... the fear of it, the way it physically hurts & how to move past it

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MY FRONTAL LOBE IS FULLY DEVELOPED...reflecting on how I’ve actually changed from 18 to 26

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26 of the Hardest and Most Valuable Lessons I’ve Learned in 26 Years

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Reflecting on 2024 & Stepping into 2025

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Phone addiction & wasting your precious time on things that don’t bring any value or purpose to your life

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My journey with forgiveness as a divorced ex mormon with drug addict parents

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The truth about being in a relationship with a successful musician

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Not where I thought I'd be, grieving the person I thought I'd become

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I feel numb & mentally drained... identifying I'm struggling with emotional numbness

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Let's talk about therapy...my honest opinion & experience

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The lore you’ve been waiting for....Mormonism, Sincerely an Ex-Mo

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Mid life crisis?... an honest conversation about how I'm doing & where I've been

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Breaking the Cycle: Finding Healthy Love After Toxic Relationships

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A Period Talk..The Four Phases, Cycle Syncing, and Tips for Supporting Your Body & Mind with Madi Noelle

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How I actually started healing from my childhood trauma

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Lexi Hensler opens up about her autoimmune disease, mental health struggles & more

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The truth about growing up & why you'll never have it figured out

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Going Through a Divorce in your twenties. Heartbreak, grieving, healing, rebuilding, and learning to trust God through it all

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Andrea Russett - Alcoholism, rehab, relapsing & sobriety

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Navigating relationships of opposing views with loved ones

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Psychotherapist Matthias Barker talks all things Childhood Trauma, how to know if you have it, how it affects you & how you can begin to heal from

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Church trauma, spiritual manipulation & my thoughts on organized religion

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Why can't I stop living in survival mode?

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Struggling to be productive consistently and accepting the laziness and failure that makes leaves me feeling ashamed and empty

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Smiling externally but struggling internally, opening up about how I'm feeling since being on tour

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When your life falls apart & the people & things you thought would be in you life forever only last a season

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Realizing that everything I let into my head, heart & body matter, struggling with my mental health & ability to achieve things & feel joy

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Surviving singleness when it feels so dark but the light will start to shine through

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Ask Nicole - Giving you guys big sis advice on all your messy & difficult situations

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Feeling insecure about myself & my life and trying to fight the worlds toxic standard of perfection

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Growth is one of the most painful things you'll ever experience

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Losing yourself or losing the person to you love to addiction

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Living in survival mode and being crippled by fear

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All things Olipop featuring Steven from their founding team

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How I'm doing emotionally...life & podcast update

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Live life with an open heart more than you live life with an open mind

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Singer / Songwriter Rosie get's vulnerable about loss, heartache & her healing journey

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The journey of discovering who they truly are - AGT'S widely known We Three gets vulnerable

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How learning to set healthy boundaries as a recovering people pleaser saved my life & changed my relationships for the better

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Stop invalidating yourself & don't compare yourself or your struggles to others

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Ask Nicole Part 2 - Giving you guys big sis advice on your messy & difficult life situations

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Ask Nicole - Giving you guys big sis advice on your messy & difficult life situations

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What it feels like to have abandonment issues

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You're never too far gone

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Is it really okay to not be okay?

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How bitterness ruined my life....how I let go & found forgiveness for myself & others

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I’m so scared of change… But it’s time to tell you guys the truth

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Artists David Kushner & Hayd get vulnerable about all things life, music & faith

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What I'm honestly struggling with

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How I stopped doing the right things for the wrong reasons

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Dealing with feeling stressed out all the time

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Answering the questions I've been avoiding - Advice / Q&A

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I thought I'd never survive heartbreak

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Accepting your own faults & mistakes

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Embarrassment

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How I’m actually feeling

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The truth about the holidays

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Childhood Trauma

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We're all going through something

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Vulnerability creates freedom