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Fanā — 79 episodes

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Title
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Being with fear, it dissolves

2

Working directly at Body, heart, mind and soul

3

Safety comfort and convenience: drugs of Soul

4

All views, held lightly

5

Walking Source

6

Returning from a retreat

7

Transmission and awakening

8

Emerging from Pandemic Bardo: Returning to the Dao

9

Glance of the Moon

10

Pain is my teacher

11

Begin again. Addictions. Actions. Inner Wholeness

12

Coming back to life: Dancing in the multidimensional mind

13

Mind in body: The pause, the Lost, the Found

14

Pain and the message

15

Serving life. My life is not for sale

16

Images. Teachers. Changes.

17

From disenchanted sutras to Soulmaking

18

Cultivate. Liberate. Express. Souls of Source

19

Embrace the funk: Sense of Effortlessness

20

Masses are doomed. Cultivate your garden inside out

21

Fullness of intention: London, and Inner work community

22

Random meandering onquri

23

Trust: between natural laws. And people

24

Make whole decision vs decisions to reduce uncertainty

25

Reflections on nature And Soulmaking

26

First 15 years: except 2 years, all were beautiful.

27

Reflections on seeds of the ego structure

28

Freedom to follow my unfolding

29

From life of ego to living from an unfolding open heart

30

Chain of emptiness; transition; to form

31

Movement towards an open heart

32

Random morning thoughts

33

Dark nights. Fear. Facade. Change

34

Reflections at 30: Six good years

35

Dancing with Desire

36

Cultivating Garden of Eden: Within, Without

37

Follow your source to the garden of eden

38

Next steps may 2020

39

Relax. Open. Be. Allow unfolding.

40

Trust. Sufferings. Yearnings

41

Reflections. May 2020: meaningful life-meaningful death. Living while contributing.

42

Jaguar. Redwoods. Eden. Sea. Sky. Soulmaking fire.

43

Living through soul: What does the jaguar want. Training with the jaguar.

44

Life is choosing activities through uoh

45

What are you running from: Lean into it

46

Entering the new seas

47

Seeing that frees. Doing that works. Relating that loves.

48

Naturalness as the basic state of being

49

Journey into Naturalness

50

Redwood - Tiger - Butterfly: Reclaiming my wildness

51

Love. Life. Liberation. Emergent vision

52

Real Sovereignty

53

Turning 30: is the current life worth living

54

Guided by Harmony, Wholeness & Soul

55

Journey to Ithaka: Adventure of my soul

56

Nature as healer. Nature as support.

57

Go deeper. Stay simple.

58

Accept the new normal. Move forwards with a new way of looking.

59

Moving forward with renewed enthusiasm

60

Gratitude and leaning into reality

61

Weird is the new normal

62

A dream like state of things

63

Strange experience of an empty office

64

Night of fear

65

Responding to COVID in constraints 15 March

66

Regrets on not living my 20s

67

From Panic to Acceptance

68

Daily logs of reflections on Mortality and facing COVID-19 in London

69

Reflections on 20s: Regrets, Learnings, Intentions

70

Vision for 30s

71

Clarity from the God of Death

72

A man with a heart

73

Sacred Movement & Natural communion

74

Always Relating: Like a Fish In Water

75

Clear Mortality: Loving the Real

76

What do you really want?

77

The Way of Water

78

Receiving space with an open heart

79

Kissing Emptiness: Fanā