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Get a Grip Podcast — 207 episodes
I Walked the Streets for 15 Years to Feed My Crack Addiction… Then I Lost My Children in Sobreity | Ep 201
My Mom Cooked Meth & I OD’d on Fentanyl at 13 | How I Survived Addiction & Abuse | Ep 200
I Was 8 Years Sober From Heroin... Then My Doctor Prescribed Me Klonopin & I Almost Relapsed | Ep 199
Shooting Meth, Stealing Cars & Homeless in Cincinnati | Ep 199
How I Became a "Career Criminal" After Meth & Heroin Took Over My Life | Ep 197
I Believe My Brother's Passing Was Covered Up... Then I Lost Myself to Coke & Perc 30's | Ep 196
I Was a Minister's Wife... Then I Started Selling Myself for Oxy 30s | Ep 195
How I Lost My Leg, Started Selling Carfentanil & Got Addicted to Percs | Ep 194
My Twin Brother & I Were Born Addicted to Crack, Abused, and Human Trafficked | Ep 193
From 6 DUIs on Quaaludes to Shooting Cocaine & Stealing From My Family's Business | Ep 192
I Traveled the World to Escape Heroin... Just to Find Meth & Fentanyl | Ep 191
How I Survived Meth Addiction & Life-Threatening Alcohol Withdrawal | Ep 190
How Heroin Turned Me Into a Homeless Felon | Ep 189
I Didn't Know My Meth Was Cut With Fentanyl Until It Was Too Late... | Ep 188
How I Got Clean After Shooting Every Drug & Relapsing on Fentanyl | Ep 187
How I Ended Up in LA "Prison" After Heroin Took Over My Life... Then Came the Extradition from Hell | Ep 187
I Didn't Realize I Was Pregnant Until 7.5 Months Because of My Crack Addiction... | Ep 186
I Shot Someone at 17... Then Became a Crack Addict | Ep 185
I Was a Daily Blackout Drinker... Then I Got 5 DUIs | Ep 184
How Alcohol, Crack & Prison Nearly Killed Me | Ep 183
How Childhood Trauma Led Me to Meth Addiction & an Attempt to End My Ex-Husbands Life | Ep 182
How I Survived 22 Years of Heroin Addiction, 22 Jail Stays & Raising 7 Kids | Ep 182
I Escaped Heroin... Until 7OH Ruined My Life Again | Ep 181
ICE Took My Baby's Father... Why I Turned to Heroin and a Brothel | Ep 180
I Had Unlimited Access to Opiates & Benzos as a Pharmacy Tech... Then I Found 7OH | Ep 179
How I Lost My Adopted Son to the Life of Addiction | Ep 178
How I Beat Cancer...and then Became a Crackhead | Ep 177
Parents in Jail. Foster Care. 8th Grade Dropout. Then Came Meth. | Ep 176
Surviving Oxy Addiction, & Poverty in The Bottoms of Columbus, Ohio | Ep 175
I Escaped Oxy & Meth Addiction—Now My Daughter Is Living My Nightmare | Ep 174
I Sold Myself to the Plug for Fentanyl | Stripping, Selling Crack & Recovery | Ep 173
I Watched My Mom Die While We Were Using Meth Together | Ep 172
I Smuggled Illegal Aliens, Survived Human Trafficking, and Beat Heroin Addiction | Ep 171
How My Transgender Baby Daddy Got Me Pregnant, Addicted to F3ntanyI, and Put Me Through Hell | Ep 171
From Percs to Needles & Prison | How I Recovered | Ep 170
My Dad Taught Me How to Smoke Cr4ck… | Ep 169
Cheating, Cocaine & Psychosis | How I Hit Rock Bottom | Ep 168
I Was a Child Protective Services Worker Addicted to M3th & F3ntanyl | Ep 167
How Prison Turned Me Into a Meth Addict | Ep 166
I Was Addicted to Gun Point Robberies, Attempted Murd3r & 40’s | Ep 165
How Florida’s Oxy Epidemic Led Me to F3ntanyl Addiction | Ep 164
How I Put a Man in a Coma for 9 Months | Ep 163
How I Survived Growing Up With an Addicted Bipolar Mother | Ep 162
Addiction Led Me to Rob a Correctional Officer’s House — I Got 18 Years | Ep 161
From 40 Foster Homes to 100 OD’s & F3ntanyl Addiction | Ep 160
I Blacked Out on Heroin… It Cost Me 8 Years in Prison | Ep 159
From Small Town to H3roin & M3th — Then 3 Weeks Without Sleep | Ep 159
From Miami Coke to Ohio Heroin — How He Finally Got Clean | Ep 158
How I Woke Up in a Human Trafficking Nightmare & M3th Addiction | Ep 157
I Lost Everything to Fentanyl — My Story of Addiction & Homelessness | Ep 156
I Got Pregnant at 13… Then Ended Up on M3th & in Jail | Ep 155
How My Mother’s Overdose Led Me to Fentanyl Addiction | Ep 154
I Shot Heroin With My Dying Dad & Extracted My Own Teeth… 20 Years of IV Heroin Addiction | Ep 153
Finding Heroin in Jersey Had Me Nodding in My Mom’s Mashed Potatoes | Ep 152
From Fentanyl to 7-OH… How a Legal Opioid Destroyed My Life | Ep 151
I Was Forced to Shoot Heroin at 16… It Changed My Life Forever | Ep 150
How Heroin Addiction Led Me to 10 Years in West Virginia Prison | Ep 148
How I Built an OxyContin Empire at 19… Inside Florida’s Pill Mill Era | Ep 147
I Was Pregnant at 18 and Addicted to Meth & Opiates… This Is How I Survived | Ep 146
I Was a Full-Blown Addict at 12… Then Got Sentenced to 16 Years in Prison | Ep 145
I Started Dealing Heroin in High School… and Almost Lost Everything Ep | 144
The Reality of Meth & Fentanyl Addiction on the Streets of Hilltop, Ohio | Ep 143
How I Lost a Child During Crack & Heroin Addiction | Ep 142
How I Went From Heroin Addiction at 14 to 23 Years in Prison… Now 22 Years Sober | Ep 141
What Fentanyl & Xylazine Addiction Looks Like in the Streets of Columbus, Ohio | Ep 141
From Fake IDs to Fentanyl: How My Addiction Took Everything | Ep 140
From My Dad’s Drug Mule at 5 to Facing 80 Years In Prison | A Life Built on Trauma | Ep 139
How My Heroin Addiction & Losing My Mom to an Overdose Inspired This Podcast | Ep 138
I Shot Heroin in Medical School and Still Became a Doctor | Ep 137
How She Graduated High School on Heroin & Survived 30+ Overdoses | Ep 136
How I Survived Crack & Fentanyl Addiction and Two Teen Pregnancies | Ep 135
What It’s Like Giving Birth in Prison as a Heroin Addict | Ep 134
What Happened When I Found My Dad Overdosed After 5 Days on Crack & Heroin | Ep 133
How Heroin & Coke Addiction Shaped My Music Career While Touring with Stone Sour, Ministry & Prong | Ep 132
How I Lost 20 Years to a Cr4ck Fueled Rage Addiction In The 80's | 131
How I Became an Accessory to Murd3r After a Girl Died at the Trap I Was Selling M3th Out Of | Ep 130
I Relapsed 6 Times on Oxy, H3roin & F3ntanyl… Here’s What Finally Worked | Ep 129
My Grandpa Got Me Pregnant: How it Led to Oxy, H3roin, & M3th Addiction & Trafficking in a Dog Cage | Ep 128
My Whole Family Was Addicted to H3roin — Losing My Sister Changed Everything. | Ep 127
How I Survived Oxy & H3roin Addiction, an 18-Day Coma, and Smuggling Liquor to Palestine | Ep 126
How a M3th & Cr4ck Addiction Had Me Facing 11 Years in Prison | Ep 125
My Life Full Circle: Growing Up in Beverly Hills, Cr4ck Addiction, Jail in Mexico & Losing My Leg | Ep 124
Where Smoking Cr4ck & Shooting H3roin With My Parents Led Me Before I Graduated HS | Ep 123
I Was Almost Trafficked by Suge Knight as a Las Vegas Stripp3r—But My C0caine Addiction Took Over | Ep 122
How I Was Facing 40 Years to Life After Trapping Out of Airbnbs & Meth Addiction | Ep 121
How I Survived Human Trafficking By 17, Getting Kidnapped and Cr4ck Addiction For 20 Years | Ep 120
My Parents Were 17 Years Old, Addicted to Opiates and Cr4ck — This Is How It Shaped My Childhood | Ep 119
Born With Cystic Fibrosis, Addicted to F3ntanyl, & Trapped in Human Trafficking | Ep 118
How I Went From Ballet Lessons to Stripping and M3th Addiction | Ep 117
Foster Care To The Doorman Of A Trap House….How 20 Years Of H3roin Addiction Shaped My Life | Ep 116
How My Brothers Death Led To A Crippling M3th & Cr4ck Addiction With A Registered S3x Offender | Ep 115
Starting a Nonprofit That Got Me Locked Up: How I Went to Prison After Upsetting the VA of America | Ep 114
My Life Full Circle: Growing Up in Beverly Hills, Cr4ck Addiction, Jail in Mexico & Losing My Leg | Ep 124
Sobriety After Opioid Addiction & Losing Both Parents by 33... | Ep 113
How I became the Gordon Ramsey of Cooking Cr4ck | Ep 112
How I Blacked Out on X4nax and Destroyed My Life in One Night | Ep 111
The Day I Sn0rted Cremains Thinking It Was Powdered H3roin | Ep 109
My Truth: Going Into Labor in a Trap House & My Babies Being Born Addicted | 109
Narcaned, Shot, Stabbed… How This F3nt4nyl Addict Finally Got Sober | Ep 107
How I Got Caught Two Felonies Over an Almond Used as a Cr4ck Rock | Ep 106
How I Went From Prison to Parole Officer | Ep 105
How I Accidentally Got Addicted to F3tty and Lost Two Boyfriends Before I Hit 22 | Ep 104
The FBI on Her Lawn, Leukemia, and Relapse: A Survivor’s Raw Story of Alcoholism in the 80's & 90's | Ep 103
How I Got Pregnant With Twins While I Was Cooking M3th | Ep 102
How I Got Addicted to F3nt4nyl At 30 Years Old | Ep 101
My Truth: Exploiting Myself to Survive Addiction While Another Man Profited | Ep 100
How 4 DUIs and a Felony Forced Me to Change My Life | Ep 97
Addiction Unfiltered: Xanax DUIs, Pill Runs, and a Shot at Redemption Ep | 96
My Battle with H3r0in, F3ntanyl & Methadone -- Trying to Stay Clean Ep | 95
I Drank & Used Everyday For 26 Years, Now I’m 15 Years Sober Ep | 94
What This Former Addict Told Middle Schoolers Will Shock You | Ep 93
I Almost Died 3 Times During My 15-Year M3th & H3ro!n Addiction | Ep 92
I Smoked Cr4ck Until My Hands Bled — Now I Preach | Ep 91
From Pregnant Teen to Addicted Stripper: Her Recovery Story | Ep 90
Heroin Withdrawal Triggered My Labor — And My Baby Was Born in Withdrawal | Ep 89
How I Got Addicted to F3nt4nyl At 30 Years Old | Ep 100
He was Locked Up Where I was a C.O - Now We Talk Prison Addiction & Surviving F3ntanyl | Ep 88
How I Hustled Scrap Metal, Got Robbed in a K-Hole, and Tried To Escape From Jail | Ep 87
Cr4ck Addiction, Rubbing Alcohol, and Handing Mom Her Last Beer While She Fought Cirrhosis | Ep 86
I Was Raised by a Cr4ck Addict After My Dad Disappeared | Ep 85
My Dad Taught Me How to Rip and Run in the Streets of Detroit | Ep 84
How I Became an IV Drug User By 17 Years Old | Ep 83
I Lost an Arm and Became a Heroin Addict | Ep 82
I Graduated from Ohio's #1 Party School with a Degree… and a Drug & Alcohol Problem | Ep 81
She Was Smoking Cr4ck & F3tty While Working as a Drug Counselor At A Recovery Center | Ep 80
How the Chains of Xanax Addiction Changed My Life Forever | Ep 80
Surviving Addiction, Prison & Poverty in Zanesville, Ohio | Ep 79
I Turned To Crack After My Son Got Killed By a Drunk Driver | Ep 78
I Was Addicted to Heroin Before I Graduated High School | Ep 77
How I Survived Over 20 Years Of IV Drug Use And 4 Prison Stays | Ep 76
From 13-Year-Old Trailer Park Dealer to Using Every Drug Imaginable to How I Recovered | Ep 75
I Got Arrested In Front Of My Whole Town With 50 Bags Of Hero!n and Became Walmarts Most Wanted | Ep 74
My Brutal Truth Of Opiate Addiction And How Hard It Really Is To Get Clean | Ep 73
How He Went From Pawning, Forging Checks, to Scamming John Deere For 50k to Fuel His Oxy Addiction | Ep 72
He Was Exposed to Drugs by 6, Then Survived Addiction, Crime, and Prison | Ep 71
From the Sticks to Hittin' Licks — How He Lost Everything to Oxy And H | Ep 70
I Was Born From Sexual Assault and This is the Toll it Took on my Life | Ep 70
My Wife was Murdered Dexter Kill Room Style and This is How I Stayed Sober | Ep 69
He Started Using OC-80's With The Host of our Show at 15 Years Old | Ep 69
From Small-Town Ohio to Strung Out In Brooklyn: My Decent Into Addiction | Ep 68
The Devil in Detox: How Rock Bottom Doesn’t Care Where You Come From | Ep 67
How Cocaine, Adderall, And Meth Led Me To Heart Failure, Relying On Batteries To Stay Alive | Ep 66
Fentanyl, Felonies, and a Second Chance — The Dark Side of Addiction | Ep 65
I Interviewed The Judge That Sent Me To Jail - Then Helped Me Get A Job There | Ep 64
Master Manipulator Transported Drugs Around Prison | Episode 63
Using Heroin At 15 Years Old Led Me To Prostitution, Trauma, a Life I Couldn't Escape | Episode 63
I Was A Fetty Fiend Doing 12 Pills A Day | Episode 62
Fraud, Feds, and Federal Time: The Real Story of a Miami Cuban Con Artist | Episode 61
From 8th Grade Dropout to 2 Prison Numbers: How He Survived Addiction With 4 Kids On The Streets | Episode 60
Manic Highs & Vegas Nights: My Bipolar Journey Through Addiction | Episode 59
Her Baby Daddy Watched Her OD on FaceTime | Episode 58
From CEO, to Divorced Peruvian Cocaine Smuggler, to 37 Years Sober | Episode 57
How She Survived A Decade Of Human Trafficking | Episode 37
Growing Up With A Sexual Predator For A Brother And How I Became An Alcoholic By 16 Years Old | Episode 56
Supporting My Family While Hooked on Opiates In Cleveland Ohio | Episode 55
How I Went From Breaking The Law to Enforcing It | Episode 54
MMA Fighter Kicks Heroin and Ends up on A&E's 60 Days In | Episode 53
The Truth About MAT: My Journey Out of Addiction | Episode 52
From Gucci to Guilty: He Grabbed the Bag, Then Got Bagged | Episode 50
How After a Brutal Heroin Addiction I Got Sober and Lost My Leg | Episode 49
I Survived 17 Years On The Streets In Active Addiction As A Call Girl | Episode 48
Ex-Delta Employee Tells All About Flights to Florida To Get Pills | Episode 47
Addiction Led Her to the Wrong Door — Or the Right One? | Episode 46
I OD'd and Lost Most of My Memories | Episode 45
How One Split Second Decision Changed a Man's Life Forever | Episode 44
The Brutal Life of Living Addiction With My Mother | Episode 43
From Mafia Roots to Rock Bottom | Episode 42
She OD'd 11 Times In 3 Days! | Episode 41
How One Alcoholic Mother Sought Treatment With Her Addict Daughter | Episode 40
Her Last Chance: Girlfriend Takes Control After Couple OD's While Driving | Episode 38
D.A.R.E Didn't Work For Me So Now I speak In School's and Share My Story Addiction | Episode 39
From Broken Homes and Addiction to Prison Cells - A Man Searching for a Place to Belong | Episode 36
A Rebel Raised By a Police Dective Turns Into a Prson Gang Boss | Episode 35
The Merciless Truth Behind Human Trafficking | Episode 34
Meth Made Son of God Hit by Truck | Episode 33
Surviving Hell: A Fentanyl Addict Reveals his Brutal Life Style and How He Made it Out Alive | Episode 32
An Ex-Correction Officer Tells the Brutal Truth behind Death Row | Episode 31
Pill Mills and Profits: The Man Behind the Midwest Opioid Crisis | Episode 30
Trap House in the Suburbs Raided After Fatal Overdose Landing his Grandmother In Cuffs | Episode 29
Surviving Trauma and 17 Days Without Sleep Turns Into Psychosis | Episode 28
First Day of Freedom A Dangerous Career Criminal and Addict on his Last Chance at Life | Episode 27
A Life Shaped by the 80's Crack Epidemic: How a Cop Gave Me a Second Chance | Episode 26
Public Defender to Judge and the Human Experience of Prison Sentencing | Episode 25
Mother, Son and the Needle : How Using Heroin With my Mother Ended In Tragedy | Episode 24
A Prison Guard Fell in Love With me While we Ran a Drug Ring | Episode 23
I Survived 20 Years as an Opioid Addict and Found Sobriety When I Met My Wife Flying a Sign Homeless | Episode 22
How I was Groomed To Be a Drug Dealer at 12 Years Old | Episode 21
Man's $200K College Bookstore Scam Exposed: Fake Prescriptions & OxyContin Addiction | Episode 20
Locked in Maximum Security Prison for 6 Years: The Price of Being a Meth King Pin | Episode 19
Waiting 7 Days to Die | Episode 18
Surviving Gunshots, Gang Life, and Prison: A Former Drug Dealer’s Journey to Recovery | Episode 17
Stealing from the System: How Burglarizing a CO’s Home Sent Me to Prison for 17 Years | Episode 16
Locked Up At 18: The Dark Truth Behind Ohio Prison Gangs | Episode 15
Addicts Get Roasted: Comedian Talks Bombing, Early Days with Matt Rife | Episode 14
Party Girl Shares Trauma and Reveals All | Episode 13
Alcoholic Attorney Tells Tales of Defending Criminals While Getting DUI's | Episode 12
He Scammed a Town In Alabama out of Two Million Dollars | Episode 11
From Cocaine to Clarity My Journey Through Hollywood’s Dark Side | Episode 10
Growing up in the Crack Epidemic and How He Landed 10 Years Straight In Prison | Episode 9
Smuggled Cocaine, Abused Meth, and Now I Help Others Heal | Episode 8
How a Former Convict Did 5 Years in Prison by Trying to End it All | Episode 7
How I Defrauded Investors of Millions at 18 Years Old | Episode 6
The Brutal Lifestyle of a Meth Addict and His Unique Crimes | Episode 5
The Juice Isn't Loose, Mass Murder, and Getting shot at | Episode 4
Grand Theft Auto and Fishing For Skunks In Prison | Episode 3
Haldol and The Nursing Home and Mental Health Challenges in Sobriety | Episode 2
Rapping with Chet Hanks and Failed Robberies | Episode 1