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HEROIN: Delivered from Darkness—how Jesus delivered me from dope fiend to disciple 16+ — 607 episodes
Brian passed
Class breaking soul ties
Sleep paralysis
Beginning of the end
Super long lol
Work meeting
Prayer walk
Class, fear, witchcraft
Church, skid row
FEAR
Class
Walking to church
Witchcraft
Doctor visit
School
Spiritual warfare class
God is so good! Cast out demons lol
Awesome day! Skid Row, saw Junior, Angel, Milo, Moonshine and lots of other people
Identity, loving ourselves
True surrender
Reflection
Spiritual warfare class
Skid row yesterday and life group tomorrow
Yesterday work
Prayer walk, dog sitting
Spirit of offense?
Warfare
Skid Row
Celebrate Recovery
Happy Memorial Day! Training on how to minister to people who have suffered trauma/PTSD
Identity, surrender
Walking to church
Leg is healed 🙏🏼
Todd White, Dan Mohler
Emergency Room
Flat earth lol
Taking territory
Happy Mother’s Day oops
Methadone clinic divine appointment
Dying to self
On my way
Downtown Adventure
Friend in the hospital
Skid Row…
Second thoughts?
Covert narcissism
Farmers market, grocery outlet, post office lol
Not in limbo anymore
Church, day off…
Mac Arthur Park outreach
All over the place lol
Wow! Firemen lol
Skid Row
Conspiracy
Junior went into DCD
Dentist again…
DCD
Junior…
God is so good, I’m reflecting
Woohoo! 🙌🏼 God is awesome 👏🏼
On my way to church
Weekend rain…
Woohoo! 🙌🏼
Gave a book and prayed for a Muslim man!
Amazing weekend!
Church night
Great day
Weekend skid row
Methadone clinic
Delafé Testimonies
Mac Arthur Park
Junior
Preparation
Oh man
Wow! So grateful
March 9
Breaking the Chains: A Heroin Addict’s Journey to Freedom
Awesome book signing
Tomorrow is the big day!
Head cold, but…
John Ramirez
2nd heaven
Refiners fire 🔥
Waaaa 😭 lol
Ugh 😩 attack
Methadone clinic
Praise God
Thank God
Thank You God
Forgiveness
Ugh. Oh Lord help me…
Thank God it’s Friday!!!
Serious non stop warfare…
Wow…
Man. What a day!!!
Do I still believe?
Yesterday skid row…
Praise God!
Busy weekend
Memories
Spiritual warfare
Starting the New Year
Happy New Year!
I belong to You Lord!
Praise God
God is always good.
Junior’s back on the street
Merry Christmas!🎁
Another podcast
Woohoo 🙌🏼
Another day
Awesome blessings!
Reflecting
Adopt a Block
Dreamland!!! ❤️
Awesome outreach last night!!!
Hallelujah! God is so good! Moving forward, book is just about ready to be printed!!!
God is faithful!
Busy week, broke my front tooth
December 8th?
On my way to church
Talked to Junior
Skid row and weekend catch up
December 2nd
December 1st Obgyn appt
November 30th 2023
More vision…
I didn’t get the memo lol
Awesome day
Happy Thanksgiving!
Fear of God
Homosexuality …
THANK GOD…
Happy Tuesday
Took a day off
Holiday
Homeless camp
Walking
Skid row yesterday
Oh Lord
Walking home
Skid row
God is so good!
Demons vs
Domino Revival
Yesterday’s podcast
Forgot to post this last week
A lot is happening, I’m so grateful!
Exciting and busy day
Excited 😊
What a day lol
Almost finished!
Getting ready for a new season
New day!
Lost my credit card
Church was AWESOME 👏🏼
Prayer walk, skid row
Amazing day!
AMAZING DAY!!!
Skid row yesterday
Healing ❤️🩹 the wounded soul
What a week!!!
New day
September 7th, 2023
Amazing night!!!
What would YOU do?
Skid Row yesterday
HONESTY AND INTEGRITY
Yessss! Excited 😆
Awesome day
Patricia King yesterday
Short blab about Junior and Amazon lol
Volunteered
Graduation
Skid Row
Good day
Continued from yesterday
So grateful for time alone
Busy weekend
Struggling with sin
Junior’s doing amazing
Great day - I filled out an application to volunteer at the Dream Center
Junior’s new place
No more skid row for Junior!
Skid Row
Junior’s doing well
Book edit’s about Junior
California will be saved concert
Dream Center backpack giveaway
Junior is still on the street 🥺😢
Junior called me
Junior is MIA
I turned in my manuscript!!!
Busy week -
Sound of Freedom
Healing process
Walking from the park
Deliverance ministry
God is awesome
Skid row
Consider it pure joy my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds …
Demons or alters?
Me and Junior’s spiritual journey
Checking in
Good report!!!
Sick and tired
Breakthrough after drama
Marriage counseling
Junior and I
Skid Row and Junior and I
Pet peeves
God is awesome
San Diego
Learning how to talk things out
Norwalk Courthouse
Relaxing and talking
Junior left DCD
After church
Skid row, The Game
Skid row
Writing class coming along and random thoughts about giving
The battle is real
On 🔥 FIRE!!!
Skid row
On my way to DC
Bino is alive lol and he went with me to the Dream Center
I have 90 days!
Prayers for a friend and my book
Walking to the tailor and downtown
Walking to farmers market
Jerame Nelson will be in Burbank
I fall SO short ! 😔😒
Stressed a bit
Excited
I feel amazing!
I’m HEALED!!!
Trust and believe
Feels like I’m coming apart
Without faith …
‘Reality’ or denial?
I was wondering …
Crazy dream
Sunday walk pondering
Sheesh brain overload
Hepatologist
So … oncology visit
Praise report answered prayer
Faith
My thoughts on …
Am I too hard?
Junior didn’t call his brother
Junior threatened to leave
Amazing book class …
Reflecting
Happy Valentine’s Day
Writing homework and ideas
Opinions needed
ER … but I’m fine
Skid row Wednesday
So much going on right now …
For real Junior doing a podcast with me from Dec. 27,2022
Pride 😒 is an ugly thing
Spiritual warfare
Skid row
Praise God great news!!’
Mac Arthur Park outreach
Saw Junior at the DC, deep in thought
January 13th 2022
Unpublished January 7th 2022 before episode: Boundaries 😁🙏🏼✝️
A little conspiracy stuff lol
Message to me from Junior lol
Skid row, adopt a block and church
Methadone clinic and Dream Center
January 24
Great weekend
Dale is alive!!!
Missing my best friend 🥺😢😭😭😭
Junior and I can’t talk for a year? 🤷🏻♀️
🙏🏼🥺😢
On my way to church
Walking to store
Missing Junior 😭😭😭
Methadone clinic
Saw Junior at church last night
Junior on this episode for more than a few minutes December 27, 2022
First day on my own again lol
Junior made it to DCD!!!
Doing an interview
20 more days!
On the way to Skid Row
Sorry it’s been so long!!!
Junior had an episode and left the house without saying anything
November 3rd
I thought I posted this
I thought I posted this November 4th
Santa Monica
New format
Methadone clinic
Long time
Busy week! Walking to church
The Battle
Little episode
What a weekend!
Sept. 25th-29th
Skid row
Junior got kicked out
Crazy deliverance
Sept. 17-18, 2022 skid row
Wow one of my friends overdosed
Heaviness
Rough at first
Nice try Satan
Skid row
Junior and correction
Junior being a brat
Another overdose
Kim! Message
LA smells like 💩
Junior and I on a pass
On my way …
Skid row
Junior and his tattoos
Short quick one
Met an amazing young lady on skid row. This is from Saturday
Oops
Stumbling
Weekend
August 20, 2022
Wow!
Dying to self ugh
Awesome day! Skid row
Submitting to leadership
God is awesome
Random and Junior
Rebuke
Good but stressful weekend
Busy day
Irritation
Wow wow wow
Skid row
Junior! 😁
Omg!!!
Good stuff
Two friends from methadone clinic went to church last night
Preaching!
Skid row and methadone clinic!
Another episode
Catching up
Happy Sunday
Maybe I need to see the doctor
Drained
Awesome 👏🏼
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!! 🇺🇸✝️🇺🇸🙏🏼🇺🇸
May have to end this podcast
Junior called me to vent …
Junior is doing AMAZING 🥲
Staying at my mom’s
Help with anger
Been very busy!!!
Junior’s anger … Jesus is amazing 🥲
Whew …
End times …
Reflecting …
🥺🥲 I’m so grateful
All or nothing?
Happy Father’s Day! 💪🏼✝️🙏🏼😁
Weeping may endure for a night …
Looking at Junior
Drug Dream 😑😒
Bad dream
Just got off the phone with Junior!
Walking around the city …
Junior got kicked out of DCD
Yay! 🙌🏼😁
Church last night briefly saw Junior from a distance lol
Servants heart ♥️
Crime getting worse
Relief 😮💨
Junior made it to DCD - but not without opposition 😒
Day 2 kicking
Junior kicking HARD
This is a great day!
Junior and I
Whom the Son sets FREE …
Getting ready for Junior to go to DCD Tuesday
Junior going to start kicking …
Psalm 91 Junior, me and my health
In bed again (CFS? Lupus? flare up) 😩😣😔
Real quick comment from last podcast
Met Junior by police station
THANK YOU FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED IN THE MILITARY!!! Happy Memorial Day - God bless you!!! 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
Met Junior by the Methadone clinic
Skid row with Junior 😁💕
Sharing the gospel with Ron
Ron
Speaking life
Forgiveness 💕❤️
Ok here’s a situation with a female
Fear, anger, pride
Walking to the store … Police 👮♀️
Out and about
I love my man 😘💕♥️
Astral projection/travel part 2
Astral projection/travel part 1
Witchcraft
What’s wrong with me?
Junior on the bus
One last thing …
Continued …
Everything I love about Junior ♥️
God is so good!!! 😍
Junior’s back 🥰♥️💕
Crazy 😬
Meeting Ron
God is so FAITHFUL!!!
Dying a slow death
It’s a new day!
Sad 😞
Fear of abandonment
Self pity
Dying to self 😩
Ouch
Just call me ‘LOG EYE’ Matthew 7:1-5
Feeling so much better today!
Realizing my wrongs
I repent!
I’m a jerk!!!
Skid row experiences with Anthony
Long day …
Praise God!
Well …
So …
Podcast for Junior.
Thoughts …
Yay! My friend Anthony …
Thank you Lord.
I’m so sorry
Closure. And prayers.
This is getting old
Bino overdosed …
Junior HIV
Israel
Smoking Junior and me
Forgiveness
David?
Skid row car on fire 🔥
David, Heather at church today!
Busy weekend
David!!! Praise God!!! 🙏🏼✝️🤗
Game playing …?
Downtown
More self analysis
More searching
Struggling and learning more about myself
It’s over.
What to do …
I don’t even know
Narcissistic
Oh Lord 🥺
Kinda discombobulated
Mac Arthur Park
All hell broke loose
Witchcraft
Bad news HIV
Awesome night
Disassociation Identity Disorder
This is the day
Awesome day!!!
Message to Kim
March 29, 2022
Random homeless person
It is God’s GOODNESS
Man …
Bad choice.
Days of our lives
Few minutes
Drama last night
Honesty in recovery (and in life in general!)
Excited
Sharing insecurities
FIVE DEATHS IN A WEEK
I’m sick of seeing or hearing about people DYING FROM FENTANYL
I’m back! Lol
Boundaries
It’s not over til it’s over
Praising God in spite of Junior
MPD/DID
Starting a New Chapter
I guess we’re really done now?
Ugh 😑
Oh Lord … 🥺🥺🥺
Wow 🤩 what an awesome day
LOL Junior
Well that was short lived lol
Flesh vs spirit
Speaking the truth
It’s over for now. 🥺😩😒😔
Correction
Saturday skid row
Used to being disappointed
Breaking up?
Skid row, me, Junior and rejection
Spirit of rejection
Dreams …
Continued
Oh Lord. Junior.
Awesome day!!! 😁✝️🙏🏼♥️♥️♥️
What???
Quick side note
I screwed up
Taking a break …
🤬🥺🥴😩😒
God is still GOOD
Oh Lord, here we go again …
Praise God
God is so …
Woohoo 🙌🏼 🥳
Kicking
Yay! DCD second time
It’s almost over …
Uphill battle
Faith
Help me Lord … insecurity and stress
I’m done.
Ugh 😩
Detox …
Bus ministry
Wow.
Sharing at church
Skid row
DID Another day
And the beat goes on
Boundaries ☺️
What’s going on
Short update
Stepping outside of God’s will …
Hanging in there
Spiritual warfare and Junior in a program
Podcast from Dec. 25 is under ‘Junior Continued’
Junior continued
Skid row, church, discipleship
Jail court jail hospital
Jumping off apartment building
Complete dysfunction
Hollywood
Gay and lesbian center
Shame … witchcraft … fentanyl
Skid row and PCP
Why I don’t (or won’t) ‘Hang out’ with …
Another thought
Saturday skid, Sunday church adventure
After shooting up regularly
It’s been a rough week lol
Methadone clinic
Met a guy on the way to the BAART (Methadone) Clinic
Continued from last episode
Skid row, abscesses and church
Jail
First time in jail for drug possession
Past life prostitution
Quick thought
Saturday skid row outreach
Thoughts about my son
When an abusive boyfriend put me in the hospital
Boosting, hustling first section and second half hospital
Next time fixing
Shooting up for the first time
Question …
P calling me telling me he shot dope
Watching someone shoot up first time
Thoughts before bed
Smoking vs shooting dope
Just wanted to say thanks 😊
Meeting a heroin addict/hooker who later became a friend (second half)
Trying to fall asleep
Comments on last episode that I re-published (is that a word?) lol
Rambling and venting: I unpublished this episode but now I’m publishing it again lol.
Strung out for the first time
Outreach
Meeting P
Leaving husband, son …
Correction regarding cancer diagnosis
My day …
Stirred up the addiction monster …
Part 2 opiates continued
Opiates continue …
Opiate addiction …
Sex trafficking ring?
First time I was offered money for sex
Wanting to get an abortion
Pregnancy, marriage …
Going to a 12 step meeting
After getting shot …
Skid Row is NOT a good place to be
Needle Exchange
‘Jump Out’ (police) on skid row
After skid row
Saturday skid row
Getting shot with a .38 and given Demerol 😳
First time I ever tried heroin
Life of a recovering heroin addict
A little commentary
Losing my virginity raped
Catholic school and cocaine
First time to ever see porn…
Short introduction
Trailer