All Episodes
John de Ruiter — 500 episodes · page 1 of 5
388 - Taken by Spirit, Moving Like the Wind - 8 of 8
388 - The Calling Moving with Response: The Opening of Your Inner Blueprint - 7 of 8
388 - Your Only Evolution: Mastered by the Masculine and the Feminine Principles - 6 of 8
388 - The Evolution of Reality: A Wondrous Planetary Change - 5 of 8
388 - Delicately Unshakable: A Profoundly Settled Heart, A Profoundly Honest Mind - 1 of 8
388 - Only In: Being the Deep Instead of Moving in It - 2 of 8
388 - Set Sail, Your Life Belongs to the Calling - 3 of 8
388 - Depth of Character: Purity of Heart Made Manifest - 4 of 8
386 - A Repurposed Self, A Celestialized Human - 6 of 6
386 - Freely Responding: Turned Back Into What You Were Before - 5 of 6
386 - Awareness Relaxed into Consciousness: The Manifestation of Love - 4 of 6
386 - Awareness Quiet, Awareness Clean: Supremely Available to the Real - 3 of 6
386 - A Life Without Self-Citizenship: A Refugee in the Kingdom Within - 2 of 6
386 - Free Choice: Nurturingly Nothing In the Movement of the Personal - 1 of 6
385 - You, A Being: Beyond All Familiarity - 4 of 4
385 - The Life of Life: Intimately Connected by Unseen Love - 3 of 4
385 - All Given: Manifesting the Garden, Within - 2 of 4
385 - The Quieted Walk of Essential Centredness: You, Brought into the Whole of the Unseen - 1 of 4
382 - Touching into the Origin - 1 of 6
382 - Being the Magicalness of Matter - 2 of 6
382 - The Origin of Everything: Beyond a Being of Light - 3 of 6
382 - A Moth Gone into the Flame: Taken by What is Beyond - 4 of 6
382 - Fulfilling The Unknown: John Speaks of His Development - 5 of 6
382 - Purity of Heart: The Finest Jewel, Shining in All Pressure - 6 of 6
380 - Step Into Eternity, Come Back with a New Mind - 1 of 8
380 - Intimately Flowing Through All of Your Problems - 2 of 8
380 - Containment in Sexuality: Creating Your New Body of You - 3 of 8
380 - Consumed and Consuming As Only Love Can - 4 of 8
380 - Limited to Intimacy: Celestial Life - 5 of 8
380 - From Checkers to Chess: The Opening of Your Deeper Levels - 6 of 8
380 - The Ever So Deep, Black Dragon of Love: Returning to 'Her', One with 'Him' - 7 of 8
380 - Your Consummate Return - 8 of 8
379 - Celestial Emergence Opening Natural Law, Taking Over Your Form and Your Function - 1 of 6
379 - First Light of Knowledge: Unconditionally Given to the Resonance of the Unknown - 2 of 6
379 - From a Personalized Mind to the Greater Mind of Consciousness -3 of 6
379 - Losing Your Middle Ground – The Terror and the Love - 4 of 6
379 - Super Soul Development: The Truth Within is Enough - 5 of 6
379 - The Ultimate Surrender: Subsumed by Celestial Intimacy - The Revelation of You - 6 of 6
378 - The Glory of Being Together: The Promise Made Manifest - 1 of 2
378 - Your Return to Original Intimacy: Intimacy That Loved, Intimacy That Made Everything - 2 of 2
376 - Going Viral: The Dawning of a New Species of Being, Freed into the Universe - 1 of 1
374 - No Narrative: The Pulse of Intimacy - 3 of 3
373 - Returning the Inner Victim to Innocence - 1 of 2
373 - The Healing Power of Deeper Sexuality - 2 of 2
372 - Turning Into What is Newly Known: The Only Turning that Matters Most - 1 of 1
371 - Deeper Level Menstruation: A Human Being Renewal - 1 of 3
371 - Being Fallopian: Your Continual Possibility - 2 of 3
371 - Different Eyes, Another Body - 3 of 3
370 - Relationship, Destiny and the Power of Narratives - 1 of 5
370 - The Root of Jealousy - 2 of 5
370 - Moved as Spirit - 3 of 5
370 - Owned by Intimacy - 4 of 5
370 - Gone Into The Truth of Proximity - 5 of 5
369 - From Shame and Distortion to Sacred Sexuality: The Opening of Your Sexual Fields - 1 of 1
368 - You Being ‘Her’: A 10,000 Year Leap of Evolution - 1 of 1
367 - Alien to Your Self, Home to You - 1 of 5
367 - A Love-Flow of Givenness - 2 of 5
367 - The Magicalness of Union, Communion & Communication - 3 of 5
367 - Quietly Eclipsed by the Mystery of Your Sexuality - 4 of 5
367 - Moving With the Tides of Your Being - 5 of 5
366 - The Marriage of Existence and Pre-existence: The Promise Fulfilled - 1 of 5
366 - Letting Knowledge Punctuate Your Self - 2 of 5
366 - And Then There is Black - 3 of 5
366 - The Unveiling Of The Glory That Only Love Knows - 4 of 5
366 - The Resonant Promise of 'Her' - 5 of 5
365 - Becoming The Substance of the Pre-Universe - 1 of 3
365 - Freed of Your Flesh: Losing Your Self to Reality - 2 of 3
365 - Love’s Silent Reach Into a World of Illusion - 3 of 3
364 - Consumed by Your Innermost - 1 of 3
364 - Under New Management: A Benevolent Takeover - 2 of 3
364 - Your Real Life, the Kind that Never Ends - 3 of 3
363 - Moving as a Being: Your Only Real Life - 1 of 3
363 - The Black Unknown: A Foreign Kind of Love - 2 of 3
363 - An Innermost to Outermost Takeover - 3 of 3
362 - Absorbed by The Black: The End of Polarization - 1 of 5
362 - Lengthening Your Beach to Waves of Being - 2 of 5
362 - At Home in Weakness in a World of Strength - 3 of 5
362 - A Long Awaited Future Not Limited to This Plane - 4 of 5
362 - Liquid Intimacy Having It All - 5 of 5
359 - The Delicate Power of the Black - 1 of 6
359 - Taken by a Single Cell of Intimacy - 2 of 6
359 - Levels of "Where" in the Cosmos - 3 of 6
359 - Coming into the Reason for the Universe - 4 of 6
359 - The Reality of the Shimmering - 5 of 6
359 - The Connectivity of Intimacy - 6 of 6
361 - Being the Beyond in Your Body - 1 of 6
361 - Being the Black - the Ultimate Weaning of Your Self - 2 of 6
361 - Becoming Man - Born of Woman - 3 of 6
361 - The Source and Meaning of Light - 4 of 6
361 - Bodies Within Bodies: Your New Heavenly Self - 5 of 6
361 - A Deeper Tone of Seeing - 6 of 6
360 - Discovering the Grand, Unseen You - 1 of 1
358 - Ultimate Intimacy - 1 of 1
357 - The Cleansing of the Personal and Collective Subconscious - 1 of 3
357 - Free of Your Genetics - The Power and Unlimited Reach of Your Sexuality - 2 of 3
357 - The Unusual Call of the Womb - 3 of 3
356 - Growing Your Roots in the Darkest of Nights - 1 of 4
356 - Your Destiny is Subject to You - 2 of 4
356 - Your Very "Other-Than" Blueprint - 3 of 4
356 - Extreme Soul Development - 4 of 4