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Lived To Tell — 485 episodes
Banned For Eternity. From A Gay Bar? Who Cares!
Diminish The Quality Of Your Life Today By Worrying About A Potential Tomorrow?
Social Justice For A Sissy Boy.
My Nemesis: Social Injustice.
Sexing Without Clothes Ripping.
Does Identity Breed Ignorance? What am I missing?
My Brother: Respect or No?
I Am a Co- Dependent.
My Perspective For You.
Be Aware of Weiner Nets!
Positivity in the New Year!
"Intentional" is the Word. Happy New Year!
Intent: Positivity and Respectivity.
Evil Will Happen Again. Reality Speaks.
Quality Time With Myself.
I Didn't Invent Post-Its!
Live Forward. Not Backward.
On Death and Almost Dying
Bounce Your Boobies.
Vicky Part 3: Disco Down Bedroom Style
Future Energy Manifestation. Oh, ya. And the Gay Thing.
Recognize. Own Your Power. Don't Give It Way.
A Butcher Knife is a Scorned Lover's Best Friend: Michael and Pierre.
Meet Them Where They Are.
Finally, My Pepperdine Malibu Story!
I'm Truly Gay!
Menage a Trois in Italy!
Jerry: Part I
I Learn. Therefore I'm Grateful.
I'm Calling Bullshit PT 2.
I'm Calling Bullshit!
Not Just My Experience, But Yours.
Jailbird: Part 1
I Matter. You Matter.
Life Poops On Us All!
My First Orgasm!
#MeToo In The Hood
Listen to Hear.
No Shame in a Bath House!
Buried Alive at Blacks Beach
Therapists Are People Too: Thoughts Du Jour!
Value You!
Rocky Horror Show: Part II
Paul: Rocky Horror Show (1975)
My Life. My Way.
Positive Communications.
Hurt Runs Deep.
Your Generation is Next. Step Up!
I Could Have Been on That Flight!
San Francisco Bloody Nose Massacre!
What the Fuck is a Lug Nut?
Pride Month: Coming Out to Family
Vicky: Part I
Claudia: Your Legacy Through My Rememberances.
We All Need a Plumber Who Won't Judge!
What's Love at First Sight Got to Do With It?
GRATITUDES! I'm ME!
Dirty Laundry
Triggers!
This is Some Good Therapeutical Shit!
There Comes a Time When We All Need an Emergency Poke!
Live Your Best Life Now!
Brava Drag Queens!
Let's Russian River Tube!
Take the Blinders Off!
Ponder and Recognize the Irrational Beliefs.
I'm the Best I've Ever Been in My Life. Today.
Simply The Best!
Big Ear. Small Piercing!
Don't Allow Boobies to Become Psychological Villans.
After I've Gone, Away! Away!
Celebrate PRIDE as Something Earned!
Wow! Off The Rails. But, Happy PRIDE!
A Life Strategically Well Lived.
The Reality of It Is...
Me, Myself, and Alcohol?
It Takes A One Step at a Time Realization.
I've Chosen for Myself!
I am a Voice.
True Friendship is the Perfect Blendship.
Fur-Baby Love is the Best!
Histoire Appreciated.
I'm Struggling in a Good Way!
Upgrade Our Psychological Software.
Naomi Judd. R.I.P.
Be Your Biggest Phucking Cheerleader!
Me Giving Myself A Great Big Hug!
A Life Well Lived! And a Life to Continue to Live.
Just Say Queer!
Past Experiences Shouldn't Color Present and Future Expreiences.
Rocky Horror Show: Tim Curry
My Lulu
To Be Real: AmberLynn
24/7; 365 Attitude.
Trust Yourself and the Rest Will Follow.
What Would I Say to My Younger Self?
Happy 50th, Jason!
I Understand How Someone Gets To That Point.
Pay It Psychologically Forward.
Learn Your History.
Shopping Cart Shenanigans!
Energy is Continuation.
My Life. My Terms!
Love and Respect!
Recognize Reality? Or No? Respect Works Both Ways.
Let's Hear it for This Boy!
I Really Do Wish.
It's All About Intent.
Re-Emergence Part 2: Social Media Serves a Purpose. Ensure it's a Healthy Purpose.
Re-Emergence is a Psychological Bitch!
A Lose or Win Situation.
Abuse Is Not Cool!
Life is Not Doing You. You are Doing Life.
Anxiety, You Aint The Boss of MeI I Can Do This.
Let's Tackle Body Dysmorphia.
We Are The World.
Motivations!
Love and Respect, FOREVER.
Life is Opportunities.
I'm Blessed to Share and to Live to Tell.
Dark Shadows Histoire!
Life is Not Meant to be Conceptually Limited!
ME Being ME is Not ME Being YOU.
Life on My Terms.
And the Family Drama Beat Goes On!
Share Perspectives, Not Demands.
It Resonates.
All Perspectives are Valuable.
My Black Baby Doll.
Abuse, of Any Kind, IS NOT OK!
I've Got to......
I Enjoy Being a Link in the Chain.
Life is What We Make It!
Thank you. Phuck you.
How Can I Help?
Weiner Flap.
#MeToo, Again?
I Literally Give A Rat's (aka, mine) Ass!
Tacky Drag.
First Time. OD on Weed!
I Share Cuz I've Lived!
My Peeps: The Red Hat Society.
My Story Does Not Need to Be Yours.
Live, Learn, and Recognize. And, Most Importantly, Appreciate.
History Is Ours to Remember and Share.
I've Been. I Am. And I'm Moving Forward.
We Are!
The Past Honors the Present.
Imma Queer Kook!
I Won't be a Joke.
Three Times The Ann!
The Holidays from My Perspective.
I'm Happy With Me Underneath the Clothes.
The Challenge Should be Ongoing.
I'm a Representation of an Existence.
Boundaries.
Believe in Yourself.
A Village It Takes.
VICKY: MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD=LOVE, RESPECT, AND ADMIRATION.
I'm Doing It My Way.
Self-Love: First and Foremost.
A Christmas Wish.
If I Were A Rich Girl.
Reality During the Holidays.
Positivity Trumps Negativity Only When We take Control.
Tsunamis and Bunkers in Hawaii.
Ooh La La.
Don't Eat the Yellow Snow! And Very Random Thoughts.
The Universe is My Oyster.
Colton Underwood: Learn your History, Bitch.
Phuck, Uh Huh; Uh Huh.
We All Fight For The Right!
Embrace Social Media.
Yellow Beach Umbrella?
Happy Thanksgiving, Lived To Tell Style!
Defiance Against the Defiant!?
Zig, Zag, and Back. To Thine Own Self Be True.
That Phucking Merry-Go-Round!
Dating a Guy in a Relationship with Another Guy.
Me, Myself, and I.
Beware of "Housekeeper Wannabees from Hell!"
Compartmentalization is the Word. A Long Word. But a Powerful Word.
Anxiety is a Demon to be Controlled.
Never Self-Dimish.
Taco, aka Weiner
Love is in The Eyes.
Face It, Attention-Seeking is the Hyphenated-Word!
Hold onto Your Dignity.
It's Not Easy Being Anxious
Memories.
Growth Is The Word!
Madonna: An Embarrasment for Our Generation.
Friendship. Friendship. Just the Perfect Blendship!
Let's Raise a Glass to Achievements.
Take a Bow.
Phuck Social Media. And Here's Why.
Jerry: Thinking Aloud.
Senior Discounts.
My Hopes, Dreams, and Desires. Post Pandemic.
My Legacy, Perhaps Unrecognized.
Healthy Communication.
Embrace the Mistakes.
Soap Box Time!
What Becomes A Legend Most?
Intent.
I Refuse to be a Stretched and Manipulated Version of My True Self!
A Beautiful Blast From the Past!
Step Out of Your Unhealthy Comfort Zone!
Trust is Not Something I Can Deliver at 100%.
Experience is Our Motivation.
Living and Life.
Have Faith in Yourself. And the Rest Will Follow.
This Is Me.
Take it to the Next Level: Therapy.
A Community of Us.
Vicky and Her Alter-Egos
Recognizing Psychology Anew.
I'm Starting to Know Where I'm Going.
I'm Tootin My Phukin Horn.
To Be A Damned Good...Fill in Your Blanks. I Have for Me.
Communication in the New Ways of The Covid.
How Do You Eat an Elephant?
Join the Navy; Ride the Waves.
It's All About Control.
Ruthlessness is a Drive that is Multi-Faceted PT. 2
No Judgement
Ruthlessness is a Drive that is Multi-Faceted!
Respect and Boundaries!
I Pass It On To You
Decisions Based on Experience
It's All About Control. My Control.
We Are Who We Are Because of Where We've Come! And, Where We Continue To Go!
My Lady Di Tribute.
Vicky, That Time.
Rely on Intent.
Relationships Begin. Then They Evolve.
Expressions of Concern Should Not Be Misinterpreted Based on Self-Insecurity. Part 4
Expressions of Concern Should Not Be Misinterpreted Based on Self-Insecurity. Part 3
Expressions of Concern Should Not Be Misinterpreted Based on Self-Insecurity. Part 2
Believe in your Healthy Instincts.
Life Happens. And Not Always On Our Terms.
Internet Therapy Does Work, Damn It!
Expressions of Concern Should Not Be Misinterpreted Based on Self-Insecurity.
More Dirty Family Laundry: The cut is deeper when it comes from family.
To Mock is to Represent Disrespect.
Rely on the Point of Reference
Be Better!
We All Must Harvest Our Unique Possibilities!
Mahalo Hawaii!
Party Favors Unite!
Mind open. Opportunities presented. Analyze. Consider. Decide.
Meet the Other Person Where They Are!
Kent: La Dee Da. La Dee Da!
In The Moment For Others In The Moment.
Relationships Don't Need to be Complicated.
One's Past Mistakes Being Shared Is A Gift.
Broken Little Piggies!
I'm as Mad as Hell and I'm NOT Going to Take it Anymore
A Smile is a Frown Turned Upside Down!
Phuck the Woulda, Shoulda, Coulda's!
Chase Waterfalls!
I Deserve It, Damn It!
We All Have the Control!
Respect Yourself.
Friendship. Friendship. Just the Perfect Blendship!
Dare to Fly High. Beware of Crash Landings.
Understanding Triggers.
I Won't Be Dimished.
I am Dr. Trybulski.
I'm Keeping My Big Mouth Shut.
What Becomes an Office Most?
The Thoughts of Suicide.
You Don't Know To Know Until You Know.
Life Never Stops. Til You Decide to Stop Life.
The Music. And the Mirror. And the Chance. To Dance. For You.
Friendship Dissolved.
Play Their Game By Your Own Rules.
It's All About the Mind/Body Connection.
Anal Sex Is Not Just For The Gays.
My Responsibilities Stop at Feeling Sad.
The Attitude of Throwing the Baby Out with the Bath Water is Bullshit.
I do What I Do. Inch by Inch.
Orange is the New Foundation.
My Initial Emergence Post Covid!
Weed is not for Everyone!
Proclaim Yourself
Decisions Made Ignorantly Can Be Lessons Learned.
Do Your Do, Til You Can Do Your Do!
"Cave Syndrome" is Real, People.
Jersey: Relationships Do Survive and Thrive!
Find Your Own Self-Identity.
Don't Diminish the Hag and Her Fag.
To Thine Own Self Be True.
Ballroom Not Dancing!
Can't Escape a Bitch, but You Can Disregard a Bitch!
ANDREW!
Irrational Beliefs are Irrational!
You Can't Focus Until You Land.
Enter 2022.
Thinking Out Loud: Anxiety and Decisions Made
Thinking Out Loud.
Hopes, Dreams, Desires.
Processing is the Word!
Randomness.
You Won't Listen. So, You Can't Hear. So Sad.
We All Fall into the Trap.
I'm a Yacker!
Toot Toot! Beep Beep! I Drive My Own Car.
See Me! Hear Me. Feel Me!
DUMPED!
Represent!
I Relied on the Kindness of Strangers!
Happy Pride from Me!
You Can't Always Get What You Want; but, Get What You Need.
Mental Health is Your Decision.
Malta, Bitches!
Existence is for You and Me!
Me and Mine.
Auntie Drew, Bitches!
Be kind to Your Brain. The Mind/Body Connection will Thank You.
Be You. You Deserve It.
I Can. I Will!
A Psychological Reemgergence.
Good Morning Anxiety; Sit Down.
Vacay 2021: Coming out of The Covid.
Demean Me: Growth for Me Pt. 2
Paul, Again.
Demean Me. Growth for Me.
Man Boobies, DUI's, and Gay Porn; Oh, My!
My First Sexual Encounter
Energy Be Mine
So Many Vicky's. So Little Time.
Bonsai Baby!
High Rise. High Anxiety.
Privy?
Honoring our Parents.
Heroes are overrated!
I'm a Giver (Slightly XX)
Wake up and Realize!
Recognize. We all are heros in our own right!
Get this Doctorate Done!
Rita Moreno Meeting. Disappointment.
Breast/Bottle Feeding?
I can't.
What is Love? For Me.
Energy Transcends
Marjorie
Do You to the Best of You!
The Exception to the Rule.
This State of Independence Shall Be!
It's a Whatever Moment PC!
Age-Experience-Sage
Jerry: Verbal and Mental Abuse, Vegas Style
Cruisin and swoonin!
Jerry: Sleep Walking is Real
Kitty Sweetie Dreams
Be Your Best.
Tiffany.
Once Naive. Never Naive Again!
Vicky, The Drag Quin!
"We are not a Virus!"
Appreciate. For You!
Thank Karma for the Super Ego.
PAUL!
Reality Not Through the Lens of Denial.
It's All About the End Game.
Mark, Pt. 2. A Recipe for Disaster.
Insecurities are a Bitch, Pt. 2.
Insecurities are a Bitch.
Express Yourself
Stand Up. Be Counted
Cha Cha Cha Changes!
Let My People Be Respectful.
You Deserve To Be.
Playa Del Carmen Bound.
The Condoms Rise- RERECORDED!
From 0-120. Fasten Your Seatbelts!
I'm a Phlebotomist, Damn it!
I'm Beautiful, Damn It!
Memories!
UKR
R-E-S-P-E-C-T
My Fitee Cent!
OYE!
Yes We Can Can!
It's All About Intent.
What Do You Do With A Drunken Sailor?
Anxiety? A Seat at Your Table?
Kent: More
Those Who Were Bullied, Reclaim Your Strength!
Under the Spell of Bullies, No More.
Paul: Continued.
Jason Centric!
Vivian: Part One
John Part 2: The Worst Lay I've Ever Had.
True Friends!
Vicky: I Miss My BM!
Communicate Respectfully.
All Over The Place And Giving My Love! More of Kent.
Nostalgia Has Me In Its Grip!
I Will Advance.
John. Statutory Rape? Part One.
Stand Up and Be Counted.
I Am Me.
We All Deserve to Walk This Planet.
You Know How to Take Care of Yourself.
Healthy Perspectives.
Bullies are Everywhere!
Happy New Year, Pt. 2
Happy New Year!
Try It On!
Be You. I Be Me!
Happy Holidays. In My Special Way!
With No Regret, Bye Martha!
Playa Del Carmen, Bitches!
Bring It!
Swooning on a Cruise Ship.
Hey, Mr. Big Stuff.
Ann Reinking: A Legend Who Will Be Missed!
Paul: The Introduction and More....
The Ugly Side of America.
When Children become "Parents" and Parents become "Children."
Join the Navy. Ride a Wave.
It's High School Time
Kent: Part 1
Mark, Part 1.
Embrace Who You Be!
Addendum to, Finally, My Pepperdine Malibu Story!
Honor Our Fur Babies. Matthew, Dont Get Too Close to the Cat!
I Have Phucking Lived To Tell!
Reality Exists.
Psychologically, The Bully Never Goes Away.
Find Your Way. Your Own Way!
Please Tell Me I Made A Poo!
Feelings, Priorities, and Compartimentilization. Oh, My!
I Threw the Best Damn Pool Party of the Year.
Cherry Dear!
I Am Me. You Be You. What A Wonderful World!
Nobody is an Island.
Nightmares can become lessons learned.
Say What You Mean. Mean What You Say.
One Never Knows.
I Have Survived!
Live Your Phucking Life.
Be You. Even If The Use of Nyquil Is In Order.
Don't Leave Me This Way. Especially After Mind-Blowing Sex!
We All Deserve Life. We All Deserve Respect.
To Thine Own Self Be True.
Respect Is The Word.
CONTROL PART 2
CONTROL!
OYE, Relationships!
Self-Esteem Realized
Yes, You Can Can! Anxiety can be your bitch!
Macy's? Bathroom? Masturbation?
I'm Phucking Pissed
Land, Bitches!
Little Queen.
I'm back, Broadway Babies!
I Am Theresa Dunn
Take the Time to Understand Yourself.
Coviding For Structure!
Bald Madness.
What It Memes to Me: We All Need to Get Our Shit Together.
Now is the Word.
Play Healthy
A Political Rant. Because I Can.
What it Memes to Me: Control
Thank You for Being a Healthy Coping Strategy.
What It Memes To Me.
Represent Our Present Through Respect of Our Past.
Life is a Negotiation, Ole Chum
Dark Shadows, Say Wha?
Neural Shenanigans!
To Be Real!
Seriously, A Pimple?
Doesn't Anybody Love Anymore?
What We Do!
Vicky: Part 2
Vicky: Part 2 DISCLAIMER
Crises and Pandemics and Such; Oh My!
Bob: I am Me
Big Mouths Matter
To Thine Own Self Be True
Lived To Tell (Trailer)