All Episodes

the concept of not dating until 28*ep177

god is real*ep176*

i blame mercury in retrograde*ep175*

still we persist*ep174

does faith save?*ep173

my empathy has boundaries*ep172

the importance of male queer friendships & this full moon*ep171

understanding our vices*ep170

what living alone has taught me*ep169

rejoicing my queer joy @ the club*ep168

aftermath of loving mexicanly*ep167

not my fathers pride*ep166

it all goes back to homeschooling*ep165

see u in h3ll*happy pride ep164

the scorpio full moon*ep163

loving mexicanly*ep162

being a detached fairy*ep161

embracing my sensitivity *ep160

decentering men*ep159

ignorance is not bliss*ep158

nvr date an aquarius

new moon,mind dump& parade of the planets*ep156

i lowkey believe in monogamy*ep155

a month w/o insta*ep154

21 things i learned at 21*ep153

yearning is so fun*ep152

talk to strangers*ep151

my 2024*ep150

be nice to urself*ep149

what are we doing?*ep148

put that phone DOWN*ep147

what i learned in france*ep146

not being boy crazy, fall in love w/ life again & again*ep145

i have nothing to say(mind dump)*ep144

what my summer taught me & the Khia kingdom*ep143

why did Jesus actually die, cults & new aura*ep142*

loneliness is not a bad thing*ep141

do i have to move out?*ep140

mind dump, getting found in the sauce & clairo*ep139*

ijbolandia*ep138

love u for u*ep137*

in my head, slutty summer m,xoxo*ep136*

the gay experience, fathers & ultraviolence changing my life*ep135*

brat summer, bottoms & am i a himbo?*ep134*

j a lil gay boy, pride & gay tribes

it got better,who can match my freak?making my own apple list(only6)*ep 132*

chronically online, billie new & turning a new leaf*ep131*

calming reminders, club classics & baby reindeer*ep130

radical floptimism??reaching back after ghosting*ep129*

i watched challengers and it changed my life*ep128*

greta thunberg save me*ep127*

mercury retrograde explained kinda ep*125

over overthinking*ep124*

am i an empath??

spring brain dumpVIII*ep123

11:11- narcissism

11:11-don’t be scared

arianki is so back*ep122*

11:11-first concert review

seven deadly sins*ep 121*

aggressive optimism*ep 120*

11:11-is love real?

transformative time*ep119*

11:11-things that healed me

20 things i learned at 20*ep117*

mind dump VII*ep116*

2023 was…ep115*

11:11-new years resolutions

xmas is so overrated*ep 114*

11:11- things i can’t live w/o

mind dump VII*ep113*

maybe life is worth living*ep111*

my prefrontal cortex is forming?*ep112*

11:11-apologizing/friends

this winter will be diff*ep110*

situationship rules*ep109*

11:11-how being fat changed my life

mannys sex class*ep108

i havnt felt like myself*ep107*

britney spears is a living legend*ep106*

11:11-NOT a toxic king

MIND DUMP VII*EP105

11:11-jealousy

my life has been changed*ep104*

what veganism taught me*ep103*

11:11-things not going our way

everything is temporary*ep102*

11:11-internalized homophobia

ive been an emotional wreck*ep101*

11:11-dying happy

11:11-self sovereignty

knowing better*99*

11:11-existential crisis at 20

pisces full moon*ep98*

11:11-cute lil reminders

going back 2 school*ep97*

11:11-micro influencers

does $ make us happy?*ep96*

11:11-lately i've been happier here's how

r commitment issues genetic?*ep95*