All Episodes

Noodling Out Characteristics of a Sex-Love Addict

Noodling Out Consistency and Discipline

Noodling Out Romantic Relationships in the Rooms

Noodling Out Trying to Get Ex Back

Noodling Out Trusting God in ALL Things

Noodling Out Where Was I to Blame?

Noodling Out Empty Me, Fill Me, Use Me Prayer

Noodling Out Playing the Role God Assigns

Noodling Out Dissatisfaction with a Position of Neutrality

Nooding Out Regret of the Past

Noodling Out the Promises and God

Noodling Out Expectations vs. Assumptions

Noodling Out Need for a Grandsponsor

Entered the World of the Spirit

Noodling Out Toxic Codependency

Noodling Out Getting Off the Crazy Train

Nikki on Emotional Sobriety

Noodling Out Hesitancy to Start the Steps

Noodling Out a Higher Power that Really Works

Noodling Out Taking a Break in Recovery

Noodling Out Complacency After Rehab

Noodling Out a New Belief System

Noodling Out Trusting God's Will

Noodling Out Being Disciplined

Noodling Out Plans and Designs

Noodling Out Blowing Up in Anger

Noodling Out the Pace of Working the Steps

Noodling Out Connections Issues with a Sponsee

Noodling Out Returning Sponsees

Noodling Out Divorce and Separation

Noodling Out Current Events

Noodling Out Listener Questions - Hannah

Nikki M and Cameron F - Now About Sex

Noodling Out Self-Obsession

Noodling Out Sponsees Who Are Not Desperate for Recovery

Noodling Out Regaining Trust

Noodling Out Temptation to Return to Qualifier

Noodling Out Job Interviews and Daily Interactions

Nikki M Talk on Spiritual Cartel on July 30, 2025

Noodling Out Judging Others on Social Media

Noodling Out Resentment Against God

Noodling Out a Day When I Can Interact with My Addiction Healthily

Noodling Out Principles the Counteract Anger

Noodling Out Blotting Out Consciousness

Noodling Out NOT Giving Up

Noodling Out Listener Questions - Part 2

Noodling Out Listener Questions - Part 1

Noodling Out Survival Mode

Noodling Out Being "Man Enough" and Self-Pity

Noodling Out a Tight Schedule

Noodling Out Arranging Another's Life

Noodling Out Complete Abstinence in SLAA

Noodling Out SoDRYity

Noodling Out Fear... of Everything

Noodling Out Why We Don't Leave the Rooms

Noodling Out Sponsoring Family Members or Close Friends

Noodling Out Validation

Noodling Out Arranging Other People's Lives

Noodling Out the What Ifs

Noodling Out the First Thought

Noodling Out Being Where Your Feet Are

Noodling Out Sponsoring in Relapse

Noodling Out Fit Spiritual Condition

Noodling Out Listener Questions

Noodling Out Love - A Popup Noodle Meeting

Noodling Out Outreach Calls

Noodling Out How Dark it is Before the Dawn

Noodling Out Unwanted 13th Steppers

Noodling Out Ruined Plans and Designs

Noodling Out Prayer

Noodling Out Insane Sex Ideals

Noodling Out a Controlling Partner

Noodling Out Fantasy

Noodling Out Fear

Big Book Sponsorship Workshop - Session 4

Big Book Sponsorship Workshop - Session 3

Big Book Sponsorship Workshop - Session 2

Big Book Sponsorship Workshop - Session 1

Noodling Out Comparison

Noodling Out Step 2

Noodling Out Acceptance of Life On Life's Terms

Noodling Out Recovering vs. Recovered Introductions

Noodling Out Molding Ideals and Living Up to Them

Noodling Out Boundaries

Noodling Out the Low Spots of Motivation in Recovery

Noodling Out Recovery Literature

Noodling Out Building a God Squad

Noodling Out Self-Sponsorship

Noodling Out the Simple Kit of Spiritual Tools

Noodling Out Step 4 Avoidance

Noodling Out Chronic Relapse

Noodling Out Suicide

Noodling Out Myths of the Rooms of Recovery

Noodling Out Narcissism and Personality Disorders

Noodling Out Unwanted Obsessing

Noodling Out Sponsors vs. Therapy

Noodling Out Seeking God

Noodling Out Finishing the Steps

Noodling Out the What If's of Life

Noodling Out Trying to Manage Other Peoples' Lives

Noodling Out Sponsorship After "Finishing" the Steps

Noodling Out Finding a Sponsee

Noodling Out Freedom in Recovery

Noodling Out Loss of Serenity

Noodling Out Recovery Prayers

Noodling Out Revealed Blind Spots

Noodling Out Lack of Support from Loved Ones

Noodling Out Echoes of the Past

Noodling Out Withdrawals and Cravings

Noodling Out Going to Bed and Waking Up

Noodling Out Pausing when Agitated

Noodling Out Sponsoring Men and Women

Noodling Out Apparent Calamities, Disasters, and Problems

Noodling Out Insanity... While Sober

Noodling Out Patience in Recovery

Noodling Out Working the Steps and Sponsoring

Noodling Out Fear and Walking on Eggshells Around Others

Noodling Out Stress and Inability to Sleep

Noodling Out Divorce and Responsibility

Noodling Out Boundaries and Qualifiers

Noodling Out Relapse and Willingness

Noodling Out Sex

Noodling Out Recovery Prayers

Noodling Out Amends

Noodling Out the Spiritual Way of Life

Noodling Out Anger and Fulfillment of the Promises of Recovery

Noodling Out Recurring Resentments

Noodling Out Cheating and Honesty

Noodling Out Feelings of Hopelessness and Being Trapped

Noodling Out Mental Health and God as the Solution

Noodling Out Spiritual Awakening vs. Spiritual Experience

Noodling Out Alcohol-ISM

Noodling Out Being of Maximum Service

Noodling Out Relapses and Slips

Noodling Out the ISM of Addiction, an Open Riff on the Big Book

Noodling Out the Certain Trials and Low Spots

Noodling Out Anger and Fear

Noodling Out Obsession of the Drug of Choice

Noodling Out Vacations in Recovery

Noodling Out Amends

Noodling Out Expectations and Resentments

Noodling Out Triggers

Noodling Out the Significant Other

Noodling Out Avoidance and Procrastination

Noodling Out Relapse

Noodling Out Types of Addicts

Noodling Out Open Mindedness

Noodling Out Honesty

Willingness - An Essential of Recovery

Intro to Noodle It Out with Nikki M