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The Synthezoid — 76 episodes

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I think so

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Do gift

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Who’s Dick Was I Riding?

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I Want To Live Out The Rest Of Days In A Beautiful Life

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i snap and go off on my tormentor of 16 years

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Suicide Is Not the Answer

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Th

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Urge

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Dick.

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Karma waiting for you whoever you are

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I don’t like doomsday YouTube videos or nasty looking food

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I just don’t know

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Oh how the time flies and it don’t matter if I’m having fun or not

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Nope

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I’m going to have to comply

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The Ancestors Speak

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Lurker's

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It's Just the Way I Am

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I would never give up

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Projecting

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I Get on My Stroll

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I’ve Grown a Lot

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...

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The Healing That Takes Place 3-20 to 3-22, 2022.

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I've been nice for long enough now I just keep the same energy

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Y'all Niggas Is SLOW

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Part II of This Ain't That

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This Ain't That

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Old Lady Poots

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I speak to an abusive man

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When it's time to put up or shut up guess what they do?

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I Say a Whole Lot of Nothing

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Sex Is Not a Performance

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Apparently School Shooter Vibes Can Be Temporary

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What Do I Do When Someone I Love Gives Off 'School Shooter Vibes?'

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I'm Not Reliving Shit

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I speak to a long lost foe

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"Learn Better, Do Better"

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He told me, "I love you more."

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Today Was a Normal Day, and I Liked It

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I'm always in traffic and other thoughts

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It Ain’t No Good

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12/19/21: Part Two

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It's a rainy day and I'm not here for the Metaverse

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I'm just keeping it real

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Wild

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It's heartbreaking

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In this episode...

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This is the metaverse

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Last weekend

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Misc

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Somebody TOLD

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Maybe I Should Go to Jamaica?

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It's Late In the Year and I'm Going Through Something~~As Usual

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To be or not to be (single)?

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In this episode I talk about how someone hacked into my mind and in the process, started abusing me

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What Should I Do with This Information?

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X

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I Talk Cooking Fried Chicken and What to Do with the Bits in the Bottom of the Pan

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I Think:

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I Take Inventory, Part II

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I Take Inventory of the Bullshit

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I'm Not Over Him, But I'm Over It

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It Ain't Happening

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Saving/managing one's time and etc.

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Erx

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I called this "the experience"

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Move Around

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Sometimes Fake Love Feels Like Real Love

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My End of the Month Musings

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I reflect on how one person has been tormenting me for 15 long years and how he just won't go away.

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I've been having a week that's been absolutely f***** up but I have a grilled cheese this Saturday .

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...

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...

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..

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I Didn't Need to Go Out After All