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THEORY & THEOLOGY — 387 episodes
Back to fitness! Fitness Year 3, Fitness Week 43 (wins! Past logs journey and current goals)
A strict Rabbi speaks of AI to his community, Exposure to television experiences (advertisements, news)
What I’m studying lately (Orthodoxy)
Another YouTube channel banned (unrightfully so)
Walk with me!! WeWard app (referral in description)
Technology and Lifestyle in Adventism
Technology and Amish versus Plain Living w/o religion (see timestamps)
Internet Experiences (did yt change? Overstimulation from cell phones- chronic use, tech in movies)
Internet Experiences of Decreasing Usage (see timestamps for topics)
Long Beach Pride Festival 2026 CANCELLED
Final Powwow Gathering of Nations April 25, 2026 (unfortunately coming to an end)
“Outcome” (movie SPOILER mins 7-10), Dealing w/ Gossip in News, Politics, and Celebrities
Happy Passover 2026, studying Samaritan Passover and A weird dream
Studying some about Samaritans
Free tech course w/ free CompTIA A+ exam vouchers: learn more (links in description)
Internet and Customizing Lifestyle
Happy Purim 2026 (and Happy Ramadan)
Gospel of Philip 17-23
Gospel of Phillip 99:4-101:20
Kwanzaa Days 5,6,7 Ending (Nia, Kuumba, Imani)
Kwanzaa Ujamaa Day 4
Kwanzaa Ujima Day 3
Kwanzaa Umoja and Kujichagulia Day 1-2
AI and Religious Researching (Christmas Eve, The Christmas Holiday, and a ramble)
Is Christmas NOT Pagan? This Dude Says it’s Not
Happy end of Hanukkah, Random about some recent study interests
Is Fitness Discipline a Spiritual Matter? (Talking about some ideas, addition thoughts, impulsivity)
Happy Dia de los Muertos (experiences, what is it?)
Happy Halloween, or anti Halloween 2025 (ranting, hang in there for Nov 1)!
IT: Welcome to Deery. Spoiler alert
Happy Yom Kippur 2025
Happy Rosh Hashanah
John 8 (A Jewish Rabbi's Notes)- “The Woman Caught in Adultery” (SERIES: WHY DON’T CHRISTIAN CHURCHES TEACH THIS?) HAPPY ROSH HASHANAH!!
Coping with Political Stress: Chat About Personal Choices and Limiting Stressful Consumption of World Events Content & Reading page 1-4 Part 2 Baha’i “The Promise of World Peace”
SHOTOKAN KARATE DAY 1: CHALLENGE 30 DAYS SEPT 15-OCT 15 2025
World Peace? Checking out the Baha'i Faith beliefs (early experiences meeting Baha'i people and attending a cool service)
Study of Jewish literature and laws and the gospels (John 7- circumcision and sabbath)
Some Recent Interests (idol worship topics, internet, beginning Avodah Zarah)
Psychic experience story time (STORY starts at 41min, mortality, current mindset topics)
Picking and choosing, Hypocrisy, Responsibility, Conviction, and Prejudice (Ego in Religion)
My Religious Dreams- Clergy Smackdown
Prayer and Jesus vs Idol Worship vs Blessings (Why do Christians Pray to Jesus?)
Baha'i Faith materials (I got a free packet in the mail)
Why Do People Debate Scripture in a One-Sided Manner?
My Religious Dreams- A 2-for-1, w/ added blog link (1. The Sales 2. The Coptic Baseball)
Religious Themes in Comic Books (Big Rig by Post Malone)
Jewish Internet Asifa, Internet Decreasing (spirituality focus and internet interference)
Adventism and Internet, article about the 90s (Adventist World Included)
Are People Secretly More Hateful Lately? Are People Secretly More Hateful Lately? (KNOW propaganda online)
Sacrifice and Blood (SEE NOTES, some of Parshah Acharei Kedoshim)
The Bible and Discrepancies (how to approach them, what to do with them, what do they mean?)
Today’s Chofetz Chaim and some of Adventist Lesson (back logged from yesterday)
Studying Adventist Lessons-Sunday (sacrifice, offerings)
Studying Adventist Lessons (but from other religious perspectives)
Creepy Story (and asking more questions)
My Creepy Real “Ghost” Story (Can Spiritual Content Summon Bad Spirits?)
Passover 2015 (see Chabad link)
More about Yentl (second discussion of the movie, Talmud and Naichmonides topics)
Yentl- the movie (spoiler alert, synopsis begins at minute 30)
Seeing Progress (my life hacks, tracking, data)
Christian Bible BEFORE The Catholic Church Manipulated (brainstorming early Bible project)
Ramadan night 5 (reflections, all of balance, schedule, state of the world, anxieties, first attempt at scheduling)
Health Insights From Ramadan (sodium and sleep)
Ramadan Quran Study 2025 A Resource Virtual Live Stream
Ramadan of Last Year 2024 Recap Story and New Ramadan 2025 (brainstorming and experiences)
Happy Ramadan 2025! (Surahs Al Qadr & Baqarah Ayah, Some Learning)
Social Media Fakes (calling out inactive incels)
Bible Camp, The Holier People, Jealousy (looking back on weird religious experiences)
Politics and Division in Communities (Trying to understand my social goals)
About Joseph Kraus his story of leaving the New York Krias Joel Hasidic community at age 17
My Personal Finances Journal (finances and spirituality)
Disconnecting from Social Media for Mental Health (avoiding news and current events, backlogged ep)
A Weird Dream about Religion, Talking about Early Churches, Catholicism vs Orthodoxy vs Protestants
Human Rights Rant vs. Current President vs. Religion
My Internet Evolution (Media and Religion)
Internet?! Information Control, Disconnecting, Addiction (nice long rambling)
Media and Recent Censorship
LA Fires hang in there fellow Angelinos (volunteering, views of poverty vs wealth, self care)
LA Fires
Happy 2025! Happy Imani! Happy Kwanzaa and Hanukkah!
Description tester
Voting, Weight Gain, Exercising, Negative Self Talk (a general health update)
Jesus and Sukkot and Pharisees and Oral Law (Gospel of John and tractate Shabbat)
Rosh Hashanah 2024 Days 1&2
Lunar New Year Resolutions
Jesus in the Talmud? (Sanhedrin 43a 20 & 21 w/ notes)
Coping with Ego and Career Choices
Low Mood
Anti Semitism and the Internet
Jewish Breathwork and Practices (Mindfulness, Psychology, Anti-Semitism)
Anti Semitism (some opinions)
The Promised Land and Canaan (Ideas and Opinions about Israelites and the State of Israel)
Restructuring Strategies (lengthy rambling, music, creativity, basic needs)
Removed from Internet=Removed from History (Shtisel and Olympics 2024 Breaking, why are they so hard to find?)
Studying, Apologizing, and Reading some Chofetz Chaim
Balance and Intentions on a Friday for Work and the Weekend
How I was Able to Cope with a Rough Day
My No Internet Challenge(okay so I am decreasing, not fully stopping, MY FINDINGS THUS FAR)
The World This Week Is Going Nuts (Internet Experiences Experiment, Dopamine)
Pre New Testament Bible Christianity
Adventism and Baptism My Experience & Random Ideas about Sarcasm
Shrooms Nootropics
Mysticism Tid Bits
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Learning the Kaa'ba
Torah Parshah: Bechukosai and Behar (All over the place with what I am learning-Studying After Memorial Weekend)
My New Qur'an with Arabic, Tajweed, and transliteration (thoughts about it, trying to understand it, comparing to Bible)
Muslim Ideas about Truth and Integrity
Are Finances A Spiritual Matter? (We will circle back to this convo)
Internet and Some Ideas (Conversation to be continued)
Islam and Muslim Teacher Sabeel Ahmed (teachings, debates and learning)
The Very First Bible and Marcion (Intro to pre-Orthodox and pre-Catholic Bibles). Early Christians
Religious Practice versus Spiritual Practice (some ideas)
Financial Mindset (reselling, finances, returns, dropshipping, Caleb Hammer for inspiration)
Pesach and Talk about the Hebrew Bible
Passover and Experiences of Avoiding Leaven (a non Jewish perspective)
Migrants! Homelessness! Housing Crisis! (What in the heck is going on, some opinions, brain storms)
Remote Work Options? (Can you make remote work options for yourself? My experiences with e-commerce)
Job Update (is prayer improving my life?)
Was Jesus Muslim?
Religious Practice and Prayer and Study (experiences in college with Adventists and other religions)
Ramadan Experiences with Food and Prayer and Dreams (non Muslim experience)
My First Ramadán Experience (as a Non Muslim)
Attempting Ramadan for 1 Day (last day of Ramadan 2024)
Mishnah and the words of Jesus (book by Dr. Roy B. Blizzard)
Coffee and Tea Routines, protecting from doom and gloom social media content (psychological take)
Discrepancy Bible Examples (Easter Weekend Last Supper and Arrest of Jesus, other discrepancies)
My Firsthand Experiences with Muslim People (growing up in LA).
Ramadan Experiment
The Bible and Discrepancies (how to approach them, what to do with them, what do they mean?)
SpaceX, Falcon 9, Starlink 7-16 (talking about footage, March 18, 2024)
Noah the Movie (vs. Hebrew Bible Noach Parshah)
Bible Discrepancies (is there even a point to arguing apples vs oranges?)
Freemasonry 3 secrets, debate on the evil of rituals, a gateway to witchcraft
No Retirement Funds? (Finances, debt, and trends)
Will Netanyahu Welcome in a Jewish Messiah? (What would that look like?)
Freemasons (female groups, skills, rituals, Christian concerns)
Freemasons Intro (pilot pod episode, let’s see if I can learn about this)
CHABAD has concerns about Technology
African Traditional Sangomas (healers, ancestors, spirits, possessions, ghosts and modern day)
African Traditionalist Beliefs (difficulty finding English language content & the value)
African Traditionalist Sacred Practices (Omenala and “Okpu Igbo”- Igbo Cap)
African Traditionalist Religions and Spirituality (a brief overview)
Religious Topics and What I’ve Been Studying Lately (ramble on various ideas I’ve come across)
Cyber Censorship, Automated Screenings, and Scams (inequality and protection)
Religions and Relationships
Part 2 Early Christianity (Talking about the First 7 Ecumenical Councils)
Christianity before the Bible, and the New Testament Bible (POD RECORDED BEFORE STUDYING DETAILS).
Ramble about Comparing Adventist Churches in LA to Orthodox or Catholic Churches
Is Christianity a Gnostic Religion? (Rabbi Tovia Singer and Wil’liam of Tenak Talk on yt)
My recent random interests and what I’m studying lately
Flat earth live data attempts (looking at the horizon at a west coast beach)
Four Agreements (END OF BOOK)
Four Agreements 132-134
Cults and education
Four Agreements 129-131
Jesus vs. the Chabad Rebbe: The Messiah? (Notes based on a discussion by Chabad Rabbi Dovid Vigler).
Four Agreements 126-128
Flat Earth and Bible Proofs PART 2 (also NASA conspiracy)
FLAT EARTH THEORIES- Let’s talk about it! (I don’t want to talk about this)
My 2024 Resolutions (screen time and anxiety, Geder.org, Biblical Hebrew studies)
Happy Kwanzaa Days 6-7 & NYD 2024
Witchcraft (What about it? “Braufe” a witchcraft amongst the Amish)
Happy Kwanzaa Days 2-4 (Kujichagulia, Ujima, and Ujamaa)
Happy Kwanzaa Day 5- Nia (Purpose)
Your Plan: The “Remember & Reflect”sections (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Chofetz Chaim (about Lashon Hara, dates Teves 12-18)
Spiritual Balance (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Four Agreements 123-125 (perception and mindset)
Approaches to Holidays, Love, Themes of Social Improvements, learning to improve socially
Growing, Repairing, and Selling Project (garage cleaning)
Social Balance (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Four Agreements 120-122 (parasite wants to keep living on)
Four Agreements 117-119 (emotional refrain of the warrior, seizing the day as of time is limited)
Emotions Balance (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Four Agreements 117-119 (emotional refrain of the warrior, seizing the day as of time is limited)
Emotions Balance (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Intellectual Balance (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Four Agreements 114-116 (mental illness, abuse, controlling emotions, forgiveness, compassion)
Four Agreements 111-113 (discipline of the warrior and controlling behavior beginning section)
Physical Balance (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Financial Balance (Lifestyle Balance Bootcamp)
Four Agreements 108-110 (breaking agreements)
Four Agreements 105-107 (changing fears)
The Four Agreements 102-104
New View on Resolutions (why so much negativity about the new year?)
Nourishment (dream ideas)
Hanukkah, Jesus, Gospel of John, Psalm (is there a positive message about how to treat ourselves?)
Hanukkah 2023 (Jesus, Paul, New Testament, Henry Abramson Jewish Historian)
Dream Scenario (Nicholas Cage,Dreams, psych and technology)
Black Mirror Episode (spoiler, manipulation of human consciousness)
NEWS ABOUT BANKS! Banks Closing? Banks being Absorbed? (Why is no one talking about this)
Positivity and Solutions (trying to focus on an uplifting lifestyle)
Finance Wars (A shallow dive into Peter Schiff… with more to come in later episodes)
The Uber Eats city scam (Does Uber Eats system try and scam drivers out of higher Prop 22 Earnings?)
Magic vs. Demon Possession vs. Miracles (Are these the same or different? What do you think?)
Religion and Halloween Story (a real story retold as I’ve told it before on here)
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! My REAL Scary Mysterious Story (The Story of the Flix Bus)
Six Feet Under HBO series 2002 (some impressions rewatching)
“Promises” documentary movie (about Israeli and Palestinian youth experiences)
Ai chat bot app talks about supernatural and paranormal beliefs and it’s ambivalence (Replika app)
Friend groups and religious friend experiences vs public social school training
The emotional energy drain (part 2)
How people can drain our energy (part 1)
Music and Healing (live music, festivals, crowds, energy)
Arrival * SPOILER (movie)
Drumming and Healing
Adventism and strict rules about sexuality
Restless Ben
Passport Bros (what, why, where, when?)
The Big Short *SPOILER (movie on Finance, Fraud)
99 Homes *SPOILER (movie, housing market, job market, finance & evictions)
Does the church use sleezy sales techniques to scare people into fear of hell?
Ordnungs, Amish and religious rules (Does your religion also make up rules?)
*SPOILER [Movie] You are SO NOT Invited to my Bat Mitzvah”
The Four Agreements 99-101 (the realistic representation of our self vs. the inaccurate)
The Four Agreements 96-98 (coping with changing old agreements, setting boundaries, discomfort)
Amish Ordnung *SLOPPY QUALITY (Based on Eli Yoder’s Video)
The Devil’s Playground MOVIE [1976 movie] *TW *SPOILER (religions and abuse; extreme traditions)
Satan and Demons, “The Pope’s Exorcist” MOVIE *SPOILER
“The Pope’s Exorcist” MOVIE * SPOILER (Eastern Meditation, Potential Demons in Christian Settings)
“The Pope’s Exorcist” MOVIE *SPOILER (general story and opinions)
CBT ABC Model and Depression (Dolores Cannon Theory in Practice; challenges and work arounds)
Four agreements 93-95 Breaking Old Agreements (Ch. 6: THE TOLTEC PATH TO FREEDOM)
What is it about meditation & yoga? Why are apps ultra conservative?
ISTDP Model (Dolores Cannon Theory in use w/Model by Jon Friedrickson)
Four Agreements 89-91 (failure and non judgement)
ABC Model (Dolores Cannon Theory in use; Relationship Stressors Example)
Traditional Behaviors in Religions (practices versus doctrines)
ABC Model (Dolores Cannon Theory in use, anxiety, blood sugar, insecurities)
Four Agreements 86-88
Indigenous Groups in Los Angeles Area (Tovaangar, Tongva People, South Bay Area of LA)
Four Agreements 25-28 (back-entered episode, so sorry but I forgot to post this!)
ABC Model (Dolores Cannon Theory in use; Relationship Stressors Example)
Psychology CBT Model for Reflection (Dolores Cannon theory in use; Introductory Discussion)
Intro Alien Biologics (will this impact religions)
Approach to Mean and Rude (Dolores Cannon theory in use)
Abusive Relationships (Dolores Cannon theory; dealing with insecure people in power)
The Four Agreements 83-85 (what If depression and anxiety are getting in the way of our best?)
The Four Agreements 80-82 (the creative and enjoyment process)
Four Agreements 78-79 (money, work, happiness)
The Four Agreements 75-77 (do your best)
Wodaabe Tribe (inspired chat about beauty and marriage)
The Four Agreements 71-74 (communication)
Skinwalker Ranch, aliens, drumming & portals
The Four Agreements 67-70
The Four Agreements 63-66
The Four Agreements 56-62
The Four Agreements 53-56
The Four Agreements 51-53 (Not Taking it Personal)
Setting Intentional Space (flow states)
The Four Agreements 47-50
The Four Agreements 43-46
NASA Warns of internet apocalypse (ScienceTimes.com, fear & perception)
The Four Agreements 39-42
The Four Agreements 35-38
Does Tradition of Spirituality and/or Religion = LOVE (why/ why not?)
The Four Agreements 31-34
The Four Agreements 29 & 30 (dealing with other people’s negativity)
The Four Agreements 21-24
The Four Agreements 19-20.5
The Four Agreements pages 14-18
The Four Agreements pages 10-13.5
The Four Agreements pages 5-9
Challenging Programming (exercise)
Prayer
The Four Agreements pages 1-4.3
Breaking some Adventist Rules in 20s and 30s age ranges
Secrecy
Dolores Cannon (between death and life)
Modern Religions and Control
Ancient Religions
Religious Philosophies
Creation and Human Origin Stories
Internet and Religion (Adventism, Judaism, Amish)
Nostalgia of Religious Culture and Tradition
Did the Hebrews Build Egyptian Pyramids? (The Bible, Joseph through Moses & Hebrews in Egypt)
Proof of Israelites Slavery and Exodus from Egypt (Dr. Titus Kennedy)
Nazarites (The Book of Numbers & Intro about Talmud Tractate Nazir)
Psilocybin Microdose (Blue Meanie Strain)
Homunculus Experiments on YouTube
Egyptian Pyramids and Water Causeway Theory (Chris Massey)
Gobekli Tepe (Graham Hancock & Randall Carlson, Site from over 11,000 years ago challenges history)
Humans in San Diego over 130,000 Years Ago (Graham Hancock and fascinating controversial theories)
Censorship and Social Media (LGBTQ+ and demonetization)
Censorship Theories (Jordan Peterson)
Problem Solving a Social Stressor & Strategizing Progress
Chofetz Chaim Shvat Cycle Day 4
Earthquake, Torah, Talmud and Chofetz Chaim Cycle
Sabbatical Year; Year of Jubilee (Parshah Nitsavim vs. Luke 4)
Intro to Sabbatical Year and Year of Jubilee (questions and basic research)
Not sure What to Label this Episode
The First Hanukkah & Pagans, Jews and Christians now
Crow Reservation- food deserts (hunting and food)
Hanukkah- Chanukah 2022 (intro topics for this season this year)
Music & Dancing in Religion; Holiday Realities
Sapo- frog secretion hallucinogenic
Crow Reservation- tribal & non-tribal residents
Crow Tribe Culture and Traditions
Crow Reservation in Montana-locations and people interviewed
Consciousness and Dolores Cannon on Afterlife (my own methods addressing consciousness)
Holiday Studying
Example of Adventist Weekly Study
Whites Only Church
General Brief Reflection
Liver King- 9 Ancestral Tenents
Weekly Reflections
AI, Chat Bots | Lex Fridman and Balaji Srinivasan
Wealth, finances, ethnicity and religion
Jewish Study, Christian Study, Pagan Ancestral Traditions
Christianity and Norse Paganism (worship and music)
Microdosing Psychedelics
Jesus Near Simchat Torah
Modern Christianity and Infused Pagan Traditions
Lifestyle Satisfaction and Liver King
Stimulants
Work System Crash, Strange Dream Experience
Mount Sinai and Idol Worship (some questions about monotheism and idol worship)
Paganism and Heathenry
Non Religious “Church” (community, meeting people and social environments)
Rambling Update of Life
Sukkot 2022 Day 1 (15 Tishrei 5783)
Ushpizin, a Sukkot movie (theft and charity)
Inuit Tribes of the Arctic
Supernatural Experiences (explanations)
Gut Feelings and Toxic Social Environments
Rancho San Pedro (Los Angeles South Bay History)
Holy Rollers spoiler alert, movie review)
Learning and Doing (the journey of controlling your own positivity)
Morning Motivation Challenge
Kalaripayattu (first martial arts, Shotokan karate, flexibility, form)
Me Rambling, Brainstorming, Reflecting
Rambling, Holy Kiss, Religion & Education
Trans + Queer Minorities & a Cis Het Perspective
Monsters vs Moral Evil
Gaslighting (what and why and how)
Generational Trauma (right and wrong according to culture)
Generational Trauma (elders and family history)
Generational Trauma (an Amish male story of his history)
Ocean of Pearls (Sikh representation movie)
Indian Matchmaking
Silencing, Secrecy and Censorship
Scientology
Social Boundary Setting (for healthy relationships in toxic religious environments)
Religions, Written Language and Verbal Traditions
Adventist Quarterly (one method of Adventist learning daily and weekly)
Music and Prejudice and Norms
Suppression and Resistance
Finances and Friends (this is a challenging balance for some)
The Binary and Social Reality
Adventism Sex Education, Relationship Socialization
Nudity and Western American Culture
Jewish Texts and Jewish History Resources
Therapy Benefits (ISTDP Method)
The LGBT Experience (sexual and gender minority experiences)
Very Early Christian Church Services
Satanic Symbolism in Movies
Cults (new cults disguising as homeless support)
Spending and Stress
Taamim (Hebrew cantillation marks in the Old Testament)
COVID (a journey and insights)
Happiness (a self healing ritual)
Black Pride Festival (after thoughts)
My Reflection Skills (some of the benefits of self reflection)
Adventism and Rights of Passage
Witchcraft vs. Healing (theories of the universe before evil, heavenly realms, love & evil on Earth)
Lifestyle Balance (tidbits update)
Adventist Devotionals
Adventist Sabbath
Adventist Church Service- Tidbits
Adventist Lifestyle and Peak into a Typical Week
Adventism and Denomination Differences- Tidbits
Tree of Life and Our Life
Interacting with religious and cultural info: method even if you don’t subscribe
Deepening Relationships: dealing with difficulties
Deepening Relationships: Energy and Attunement
Deepening Relationships: training your emotions
Spirituality and Dolores Cannon on Healing (my own methods are added)
Spirituality Impacts (my personal experience growing up in Adventism)
Winter Solstice 2020 (PART 2)
Winter Solstice 2020 (PART 1)
Tree of Life by Rabbi Greg DeValera
The Abomination of Desolation (Hanukkah and Christmas history)
SIGNS [experiences of praying for signs]
Bel and the Dragon (Apocrypha)
1 Bel and the Dragon (Apocrypha)