All Episodes

EP. 105 Time To Sunset This Podcast. It Did Not Fail.

EP. 104 Boy Did I Piss Some People Off

EP. 103 Constantly Changing My Mind

EP. 102 What's Old Is New Again, But Is It Any Good?

EP. 101 Behind The Scenes Of A YouTube Channel

Ep. 91 The Final Daily Upload So What's Next?

Ep. 90 Examining My YouTube Channels And What's Important

Ep. 89 My Invitation And Visit To The Writer's Room

Ep. 88 I Hit A Major Snag And Spotify Tied My Hands

EP. 87 Breaking The Ice And Understanding My Next Steps

Ep. 86 And Now For Something Completely Different. Today I Hate My Job

Ep. 85 Ramping Up Content Production & Following The K.I.S.S. Method

Ep. 84 Well I Done Been Told, Son!

Ep. 83 I Hung My Recording Sign On The Door Today. Almost Ready To Start Again

Ep. 82 Is This The Beginning Of The End?

Ep. 81 Somehow Twitter Helped Me See What My Problem Might Be

Ep. 80 Hitting A Wall, Anxiety. Saved By The Number 80

Ep. 79 Life Finds A Way To Get In The Way

Ep. 78 Why I Am Now A Hypocrite And Now You Can Tell Me So

Ep. 77 I Thought I Wanted To Talk About Politics. Turns Out I Don't

Ep. 76 Finding Meaning, Finding Purpose

Ep. 75 Season 4 Finale: The Definition Of Insanity So Let's Pause Shall We?

Ep. 74 I'm 20 Years Sober Today. What It Took To Get Here.

Ep. 73 Confronting Depression and ADHD Ft. Special Guest Matt

Ep. 72 The Night I Went Too Far & Only The 1st Time I Quit Drinking

Ep. 71 Low Moments In The Drunk Child's Life & A Belated Apology To My Mom

Ep. 70 The Drunk Child That I Was And How It All Started

Ep. 69 How My Life Experiences Shaped My Positions On Race 

Ep. 68 From Being A Young Military Leader To Civilian Life Ft. "Caleb"

Ep. 67 Childhood Trauma Is Not An Excuse. It Can Explain A Few Things However

Ep. 66 My Covid Psychosis. No Symptoms, But Not Well

Ep. 65 The Conundrum Of "The Fat Man" And A Growing Family

Ep. 64 I Want To Move Forward. Coming To Terms With Having To Hurry Up & Wait

Ep. 63 Healing A Broken Friendship After 10 Years Ft. Special Guest "Marc"

Ep. 62 Enough. People Are Dying And You Need To Come To Terms With Your Bull****

Ep. 61 I Was Not Ok, And We All Have To Come To Terms With Not Being Ok

Ep. 60 Coming To Terms With The Sins Of My Father

Ep. 59 Season 4 - Coming To Terms. First, My Mother and Her Untimely Death

Ep. 58 Inspiring Emotion Ft. Special Guest "Gideon"

Ep. 57 Moved By Possibility. Motivated By Opportunity

Ep. 56 When Fear Is What Moves You

Ep. 55 Motivated By A Sense Of Purpose

Ep. 54 What Moves You? Ft. Special Guest "Joe"

Ep. 53 So Here's What I Actually Believe. This Might Get Weird

Ep. 52 I Want To Believe In People, But Karma Is...Well You Know

Ep. 51 The Line Between Agnostic And Humanist

Ep. 50 What Do You Believe?

Ep. 49 The Things We All Seem To Want

Ep. 48 I Got Some Folks To Tell Me What They Want

Ep. 47 I Want Live Where The Hippies Are

Ep. 46 I Just Want To Be Able To Stop

Ep. 45 I Want To Know, What Do YOU Want?

Ep. 44 An Object That Is Very Important To Me

Ep. 43 The Most Important Person To Me

Ep. 42 Why Intellectual Honesty Is So Important

Ep. 41 Season 3: What's Important To You?

Ep 40 Season 2 Finale: Better Late Than Never?

Ep. 39 I Turned 45 Today And They Tell Me Age Is Just A Number

Ep. 38 America Turns On A 40 Year Cycle. Allow Me To Demonstrate

Ep. 37 Trust Me, Talking About Politics At Work Is Never A Good Idea

Ep. 36 My Son Is Now The Age I Was When He Was Born

Ep. 35 Go Ahead, It's Okay, Just Embrace The Ridiculous

Ep. 34 Gender Roles And Gender Identity Through The Eyes Of A 15 Year Old

Ep. 33 Check Your Assumptions At The Door, People May Surprise You

Ep. 32 It's Difficult, It Hurts, And You Want To Quit. Give it 21 Days

Ep. 31 Why Some People Can't Walk A Mile In Anyone Else's Shoes

Ep. 30 When We Drop All Pretense, Great Things Can Happen

Ep. 29 We Can All See You On Webcam Now Please Keep Your Clothes On

Ep. 28 How Do You Make A Show About Nothing

Ep. 27 Can My Family Traditions Survive This World

Ep. 26 Confirmation Bias And Cognitive Dissonance

Ep. 25 Some People Just Can't Take A Compliment

Ep. 24 Friendships Aren't Made To Last, Or So I'm Told

Ep. 23 I Saw My Grandfather In The Mirror Today

Ep. 22 The Mighty, Mighty Keyboard Warrior

Ep. 21 Life, Society, and Self

Ep 20 Just A Spoonful Of Nihilism Helps The Medicine Go Down

Ep 19 Recognizing The People Who Believed In Me

Ep. 18 I'm Ashamed To Admit This

Ep. 17 Social Media Sucks And I Suck At Social Media

Ep. 16 Adding Insult To Injury At The End

Ep. 15 Pt 2 The Final Fail That Broke Me

Ep. 14 The Final Fail That Broke Me Pt 1

Ep. 13 My Own Personal Brand Of OCD

Ep. 12 Ah, Umm, I May Have Jumped The Shark

Ep. 11 So I Wrote A Book, Only No One Bought It

Ep. 10 Checking In After 10 Days And Who I've Told About This

Ep. 9 When I Talked About What I Actually Know And Failed Anyway

Ep. 8 The Good And Bad Sides Of Building A Community

Ep. 7 Lack Of Technical Skills And Trying To Understand Success

Ep. 6 The Creative Desert and Starting YouTube At Age 40

Ep. 5 It May Have Failed, But It Saved Me Too

Ep. 4 Analysis Paralysis, Imposter Syndrome and Lack Of Funds

Ep. 3 The Howard Stern Wannabe Is Born...And Dies

Ep. 2 The Forgotten First Creative Failure

Ep. 1 Why I Want To Be Famous And Why I Never Will

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