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This Took Forever — 145 episodes
Happy Hump day 🐫
Do you see what I see? 👀
What happens when everyone stops watching?
Jess the new Karen 😂🫶
Lonely crossroads intersection
Emotional Tupperware
Crackerjack box episode
Sex, money, power and control…
Jess! The aliens just showed up!!
Fresh hell news flash ❤️
New recording 33
And ACTION! 🎬🍿🎥
We broke up 🫶🧘
New Earth 🌍 it’s not what you think
Heyyy Jess!!! ❤️
You can’t leave class early
Know the enemy and save yourself
For my haters 🫶
75% excited 25%fear
Testing testing …
My faithful stalkers 🫶
Syrena wisdom
The new earth volunteers
Surprise! You are in a movie!
Coffee with Bean (Me) 🥰
Morning rambling
Continue on the 311 story
This was genius of me 🫶🧘😂 For Jess
I’m talking to Jess
Pretty girl ramble
This one is for Jess 🫶❤️
Saturday morning rage bait ⚠️
This one is for the girlies 🥰
Breadcrumbs for the curious soul 🫶
Thank you to my ex husband
⚠️Sensitive subjects ahead .. it’s just a movie
Time to get uncomfortable
New recording 17
The one where you become the observer
!!!Warning!! Sensitive subject ahead!!!
Here we go… tarot, light beings full weirdo reporting for duty
Oh boy….
The one where I return
OMG the one with my Dad and his near death experience!!! 💯🫶❤️🧜🏻♀️
The one where I heal the trauma about coming home🧜🏻♀️
The one where we work on the concrete water park
The one where I finally make peace with my shadow
The one *corrected!! “Under pressure” 🎤🎶
The one I recorded on Valentine’s Day 2026
The episode before the other episodes that I recorded after the other episodes
The episode with all the measurable results
The one with the Big Bang theory
The one with a tarot reading_🧘 shh time to choose yourself….
The episode with all of the unavailable emotions 🫶
The one where we talk about weird pockets of healing
The one we recorded at my nail appointment special guest Dezzz!
The one where I’m talking about what we’re doing here
The one with the tarot reading_Gross love 🤮
The one where I feel like Yoda 🧘🤘
The one where we stroll down reflection lane
The one I recorded really early in the morning again…
The one where I learn to be in the right vibration
The one that got away and a tarot reading 😎
The one with a tarot reading_WTF 👀
The one where we explore identity and my favorite questions
The one where I really miss him
The one where I’m talking and I forgot about what😎
The one with a tarot reading_ caution quick communication that might be a little shady 🧘
The one with the tarot reading_Time to start living the life you truly want 💯🤘🍾💥🫶
The one with the pivot pivot, pivot and Ghostbusters
The one with another tarot reading: It’s a surprise!
The one with the life-changing tarot reading 🫶
The one where the deconstruction continues and dream revelation
The one where I left religion for good
The one where science proves women sleep better with their dogs
The one where my podcast has almost 450 plays
The one for the beautiful ladies of divorce-tok 🫶
The one where we heal our damn trauma
The one I recorded the other day and forgot to post 😂
The one where we learn our lesson and we don’t go back
The one that was not made for children
The one I recorded on New Year’s Day
The first one on New Year’s Eve
The episode that might be a duplicate
The one I recorded on Christmas Day🎄
The one I recorded on Christmas Eve 🎄
The one where we finally find the end of the hallway
The one where I’m hoarding cyber space like a pro
The one with the pregnancy test dream
The one where I noticed my filter
The one with DR. G
The one with soulmate sorting out again
The one random episode after the other 2
The other random episode 🤷🏻♀️
The one random episode
The one where I hope you’re having a fabulous day
The one where I’m a little sad, drinking my coffee
The one where we remember that we can have experiences not just watch them
The one where my new life is about to be delivered
The one where lemon was barking in the intro
The one where we beat the morning, doom and gloom
The one where I consider a costar
The one where I got ghosted 👻
The one where it's 5am on Monday
The one where I finally clean the garage
The one that gets cut off
The one where I podcast from my bed
The one with lights, camera, action!
The one you save for a bad day
The one where we discuss the cost of not paying attention to yourself
The one where I “off the cuff” it
The one where I say “I DO” 💍
The one where I held a funeral for the former CEO of build a man
The one after the tattoo shop and the 1111 portal
The one where we choose our damn selves with no guilt
The one where we try to cure loneliness
The one about the freedom in being alone
The one where the universe gives you back all the things you thought you lost
The one where you can’t unsee stuff 👀😬
The one where we don’t settle for BS anymore
The one with the childhood trauma healing ❤️
The one with all the vibration
The one where it’s Thursday morning
The one where this might be my authentic self
The one where I tore the veil
The one where I’m thankful for all the drama
The one where we have take 2 on YouTube
The one where we make our debut on YouTube (fail!)
The one with the little breakthrough
The one where it all started on my porch
The one where we start talking about my dreams
The one with the OBE
The one where we walked through the valley of healing
The one where we find out why it took forever
The one where God sent his son
The one where we talk about programming
The one where we explained, God is not a human
The one with the spider webs Part 2
The one with the spider webs Part 1
The one where I acknowledge the void
The one where we meet a different God
The one where Syrena makes a decision
The one with the Christmas trees
The one where my date ordered my food
The one with the intro