All Episodes

becoming a youtuber wasn't on my 2026 bingo card

Michael Jackson's 68th birthday + tapping into your untapped potential

The Dolly Parton Effect: i'm actively building a life well lived

figuring out the point of life at 27 + depression chat

i just read Hayden Panettiere's tell-all book so you don't have to. (but you should)

healthy habits i don't do and what i do instead

how i stopped feeling behind at 27

escaping the cycle: "work, sleep, eat, repeat" is cancelled

resisting the urge to skip to fall + august reset

let's normalize having a hard girl life instead of a soft girl life

how i stopped just existing and started living while in grief

talking myself out of quitting the podcast + the power of building while nobody's watching

so i just spent the wknd w Morgan Wallen, Ella Langley, Brooks & Dunn, Gavin Adcock + Ray Lewis???

i unexpectedly actually changed my whole life in 6 months! your life WILL be different by January 2027

my homebody summer + ending social/emotional spending

T&The royal wedding + cheetah girls 4?!?!

love island rant continues ... + 15 reasons why i could never be on love island

new month reset! 2nd half of 2026 + being happy on purpose

you, me & tuscany: black girls deserve romance

who's doing french fries? love island dump + taylor swift getting married as we speak?

life at 27 is nothing like i thought it'd be. + summer plans & love island rants

it's vacation time! my travels from disney world to graceland, vegas, nyc, here there and everywhere

so i just watched off campus...

my brain currently only has 2 settings: my book & Michael Jackson

i'm officially a published author! Grief, Unsupervised: The Quarter-Life Crisis I Wasn't Ready For

who's bad? let's go there: Michael Jackson

pt2 we need to talk about Jaafar Jackson. + why Michael is the #1 movie in the world even though it's "not good"

are you actually having your best year yet? 2026 check in + not wasting summer

unconventional selfcare, falling in love with you 101

my 20s honest chat: post grad, dating, grief, money, body image, frienemies, work

3rd mothers day without my mom, influencer gossip, unscattering my brain, summer prep

just because it works for them doesn't mean it works for you. embracing individuality & your journey, appreciating my life instead of resenting it

let's catch up! downsizing, bieberchella, breaking up w my dream life, 1st time matcha

you don't need to change your life, you need to do what you told yourself you're going to do.

feeling behind & feeling like i'm not doing enough, learning to love being on my own path

needing to make rent, wanting to make art: working artist struggles 2026

"someday" is cancelled. happy enough now + Q1 reflection & Q2 planning 2026

extreme money saving & 2026 job market

we need to talk about Jaafar Jackson.

spring cleaning for your mind, body & soul: mental decluttering + letting go of emotional baggage

accepting my non-linear life + how losing my mom changed the trajectory of my 20s

march madness (Maura's Version): hannah montana, the bachelorette, oscars + winter recap & spring plans

through tears & to do lists: staying on track 2026

love me, leave me: what gets my heart in 2026 + taylor frankie paul is the bachelorette!

3 years of grief therapy in 30 minutes

the mic was on but the clothes were off: grammys recap! + grief in my 20s

how i learned to hope again after being broken & find faith in my future after losing my mom at 25

finding balance between being a high performer and a being messy human + grief in my 20s

unlocking your inner self-help guru & spiritual advisor + grief in my 20s

achieve your goals using the life you reject, not the life you desire. + holiday withdrawal & grief in my 20s

confidence comes from having proof you are who you say you are. stop being a watered down version of yourself + grief in my 20s

"protect yourself from the version of you that makes bad decisions" + my money mistakes & grief in my 20s: holidays

how to respectfully ignore your feelings to get what you want + grief in my 20s: holidays

my 2025: failed youtube, weight gain, no social life, monetized podcast, 9-5 promotion + 2026 plans & grief in my 20s

the power of being in the right environment 2026 & stop letting social media steal/ruin your life + grief in my 20s

"you don't get what you want out of life, you get what you work for." you as a business: vision, mission, values + grief in my 20s

i stopped resenting my life and decided to fall in love with it + navigating grief in my 20s. REDEFINE SERIES 2026

2026 no more leveling up yourself to death. overconsumption, overly aesthetic, overly self improving, over it all! + how Lauryn Bosstick aka The Skinny Confidential changed my life

recover after losing the plot. your reminder of who tf you are & how much you're capable of! 2026 loading...

the best way to spread christmas cheer is podcasting loud for all to hear! (solo holidays, close vs acquaintance, comfort & self care)

i actually achieved my new years resolutions & had my best year yet, for the first time ever. here's how to actually have a successful year, 2026

the reality of having no family during the holidays...no parents, no siblings in my 20s

pick your hard & stop playing games. you either want it or you don't + laziness, real talk for real life

help yourself to help yourself: maximize the rest of the year instead of wasting it + harder to stick to goals in winter?

happy 20th anniversary of A Fever You Can't Sweat Out, my love letter to Panic! At The Disco

stop waiting for someone to save you babe, you gotta do it. saving myself & being my own grandma

THOUGHTS ON taylor swift's life of a show girl: racial undertones? false advertising? too much d!ck?

getting ahead of seasonal depression + hallows eve fun & my pretty little liars fall

got a secret can you keep it? -A ... i love gilmore girls but fall is for pretty little liars! + scorpio self care, witchy things, spirituality

turning 27: getting my life together, 26 recap, weight gain, 6mo lock in, fall/winter arc + living a more rich fulfilling life

grief deep dive: high functioning depression, when church makes me feel worse instead of better, integrated grief, alchemy

pt.2 your successful mid-year rebrand. channeling my inner harvey specter & dan koe, divine masculine + grief

fight for your fairytale. love (taylor's Version), life of a hopeless romantic + why everyone's so obsessed w finding their person

the highest form of spirituality is having fun. tapping into your own divinity, intuition, letting go of the 'need' to suffer

how i finally monetized my (audio only!) podcast after 3 years & how to start from scratch (no following needed!) + in depth behind the scenes backend boring business stuff

maxing-out our 20s + saturn return (27-30). late 20s pressure, identity shifts, wealth, health, happiness, 9-5/entrepreneurship

your successful mid-year rebrand & turning things around when you actually are behind

things that save me the most money & time + staying sane when everything feels insane. smallest habits that make the biggest difference

how to add color back in your life, de-monotone & not fit in + main character energy, self esteem, own who you are

so you're single, now what? flourishing solo, waiting season, break up recovery + being over and done with all things dating/relationships

biggest lessons i've learned in dating. mistakes, scared to leave, settling, green/red flags, standards, priorities

feeling lost in life &/or in your 20s, alignment, purpose, identity capital + mid year life audit

"i wish brilliant women had the confidence of mediocre men" -Marilyn Monroe: the ultimate confidence boost + the art of letting your energy speak for you

having a life outside of work even when work is your life + italian lifestyle/mindset, simplicity, hobbies, burnout, there's always time for romance

fatherless fathers day + my existential crisis within my quarterlife crisis

get hot for summer, stay hot for life. longevity, summer sadness, dopamine menus, 2025 not going according to plan

independent expert: living alone, solo travel, going out by yourself, thriving single + balance between saving money & yolo

catch up! motherless mother's day, losing my phone in nyc, seeing the author who saved my life in person, working overnights, pre-mid year check in

Coping When You Can't Take a Mental Health Day & Not Being Able to Take a Break When You Need One

Taking a Proper Mental Health Day: Brain Care, Permission to Relax, Spiraling, Stress, Overwhelm, My Routines

You're Actually Supposed to be Dumb as a Rock Right Now: my 20s so far, best & worst, routines/habits, scared of 30??

PT 2 The Ultimate Comfort Listen: Isolation, Faith/Spirituality, Insomnia, Hobbies, Comfort Food & Products

The Ultimate Comfort Listen: Getting out of a Rut/Funk, Pulling Yourself Together, Bad Days, Grief, Loneliness

Love & Romance. Valentines Day (observing or ignoring), Romanticizing Your Life + New Month Reset

How To Not Abandon Your Plans, Goals & Dreams This Year + Creating a Blank Slate

New Year New Pressure? Pace Yourself, Avoid Giving Up & Burn out + My 2024 Highs & Lows

Being Unapologetically Yourself, This Year & Forever

Let's Actually Be UN-realistic with the 2025 goals. + 2024 recap

Christmas Magic as an "adult," Winter Arc vs Winter Blues + Starting Youtube

Surviving The Ultimate Quarterlife Crisis. GOODBYE 25