All Episodes
Underneath the Underneath — 138 episodes
Shabbat Shuva and Yom Kippur: What the Year Left in You
Ki Tavo and Elul: Hasket — The Word That Holds Two Medicines
Ki Tetzei and Elul: The God of the Breast — Eil Sha-dai and the Field of Return
Shoftim and Elul: Who Stands at Your Inner Gate? — On Discernment, Surrender, and the Inner Prophet
What Fire Reveals — A Teaching for Tisha B’Av and the Nine Days
Devarim: The Long Goodbye — Three Prophets, Three Eichas, One Sacred Question
Matot-Masei and the Three Weeks: Gestation, Grief, and the Stories We Tell in Between
Pinchas and 17 Tammuz: Grief as Testimony — Four Women, Four Voices of Loss
Chukat-Balak: The Hidden Conversation— Why the Pause Is Part of the Torah
Korach: Where Are You God? — The Sons Who Did Not Die, the Sheol, and the Sanctity of Unresolved Grief
Shelach: We Were Like Grasshoppers — A Kabbalistic Map for Meeting Complexity
Naso: My Sensitivity Is Not a Hiding Place — Sota, Nazir, and the Arc from Shame to Blessing
Bamidbar: Meet Me in the Tent — On God’s Modesty and the Sacred Art of the Whisper
Lag B’Omer: The Cave, The Field, and The Fire — A Soul Map for Every Season
Emor: The Zohar of the Tongue — What Needs to Be Said Twice
Achrei Mot-Kedoshim: The Grief, the Goat, and the Paradox of Holiness
The Leper’s Arc and the Omer: On Being Seen, Named, and Made Whole
Pesach: The Secret of Faith
Before You Ask: Vayikra and the Hidden Language of the Call
Vayakhel: Shabbat and Becoming a Walking Mishkan
Purim and Ad d’lo Yada: Beyond the Name, Beneath the Garment
Terumah: Sanctuary, Space, and the Architecture of Intimacy
Before Sinai: Overwhelm, Voice, and the Wisdom of Titration
B’shalach, Protest and Prayer: What Draws Us to God — and What Has Us Stay
Becoming a Vessel for Redemption: Five Gateways in Va’era
Blessing in Constriction: Veyechi and the Wisdom of the Not-Yet
The Courage to Come Close: Yehuda, Presence, and the End of Bypass
The Vulnerability of Visibility: Yosef, Chanukah, and the Threshold of Being Seen
The Cost of Freedom: Yosef, Yud Tes Kislev, and a Mystical Map for Breaking Invisible Prisons
The Wrestle Is the Womb: When Shadow Midwifes Your Next Name
Three Names, One Soul: Yaakov, the Ladder, and the Work of Becoming
The Womb Between Worlds: Rivka’s Cry and the Spiritual Technology of Gam v’Gam
Lech Lecha - The Art of Sacred Uncertainty
Between Regret and Compassion: The Flood, the Mission, and the Movement of God’s Heart
Elul’s Heart of Knowing — Ki Tavo and the Nuance of Return
When You Go Out to War: Elul, Struggle, and the Work of Return
Judges at the Gates and Elul: Compassion as a Path of Return
Scattered Altars, Chosen House: The Fire We Share
God Is Your Shadow — Reciprocity, Power, and the First Movement
The Shape of Comfort: On Suffering, Space, and What Widens the Soul
Av, Grief, and Cosmic Permission: The Torah of Alchemizing Loss
Let it Loosen: On Vows, Grief, and Sacred Destruction
The Threshold Is the Teaching
What the Donkey Sees: The Embodied Wisdom of Pause, Pain & the Sacred Halt
Desert Medicine: A Mystical Framework for Inner Healing
The Arc of Becoming: When Collapse is Not the End
A Blessing I Wasn't Ready For: A Teaching From The Spies
The Second Time Around: When Longing Becomes the Offering
The Voice Still Speaks: Attuning to the Frequency of Sinai
Wet With Wonder: A Path into the Sacred
The Seder, the Illusion of Control, and the Medicine of Faith
Reflections Revealed: The Mirrors We Choose to Face
The Hidden Realms of Purim: Compassion, Protest, and the Unseen Miracles
No Name: The Soul of Identity and the Secret of Remembering
The Sanctuary as Spiritual Technology: Answering the Divine’s Call into Our Hearts
Beyond the Revelation: Where Spirit Meets Structure
Standing at Sinai: Seeing or Believing?
The Mystery of Courage: Trust, Surrender, and the Red Sea
The Weight of Darkness, the Power of Shadow
Thirst for the Divine: Fire and Faith in the Burning Bush
Into the Inner Light: Yosef, Yehuda, and Embracing Our Unmet Selves
Miracles and Light: The Essence and Opportunity of Chanukah
Beyond the Veil: Unlocking the Mysteries of Dreams and Exile
Finding Home in the Darkness: Jacob’s Journey and the Art of Prayer
The Rumbling Twins: Polarity and the Pursuit of Enoughness
The Whispering Divine: Uncovering the Hidden Rhythms of Blessing
Trapped in Perspective: Lot’s Wife, Our Filters, and the Power of Perception
Lech Lecha: The Wild Path of Breaking Free
Adam and his Betrayal: Are We Programmed to be Lonely?
Avinu Malkeinu: Reexamining our Metaphors for the Divine
Creation, Healing and the Renewal of Self (Rosh Hashanah)
Shift Happens: Balancing Acceptance and our Desire for Change (Rosh Hashanah)
Ki Tavo: The Gratitude Gateway
Elul - The Power of Pause: Yes, No and the Space to Be
Slichah, Hersh: The Slippery Slope Between Blame and Responsibility (Shoftim)
Re'eh: How to See the Unseen
Tisha B'Av: Knowing When to Let it Burn
Masei: Journeys and the Gift of Perspective
The Three Weeks: After the Walls are Broken Through
Balak — From Curse to Blessing: The Transformative Power of Disappointment
The Unseen Impact: Grief, Leadership and Learning to Exhale
Korach and the Shadow of Social Activism
Shelach: Navigating the Space Between
Behaalotecha: Welcome the Fallen Parts
The Giving of the Torah: Forever Attached
The Path to Revelation
Rumbling with Doubt, Rising with Faith
The Drip, Drip, Gush of the Omer – and Life
The Omer and the Empty-Full Vessel
Awareness Unlocks Freedom: The Power of Conscious Choice
The Essential Elements of Freedom
Silence: The Tuning Fork for Our Souls
Cultivating Self Awareness: Temple Offerings and the Constant Fire
Discerning Truth: The Art of Translation (Part 2)
Discerning Truth: The Art of Translation (Part 1)
The Offering Of My Personal Journey – and Heart
The Torah of Big Blunders
Beyond Walls: What is My True Sanctuary?
Placing our Suffering in Higher Awareness (Part 2)
Placing our Suffering in Higher Awareness (part 1)
A Call to Connection: Discovering My Personal Prayer
Am I Still Enslaved? Counting Time, Cultivating Agency
The Power of Presence: Learning to Be with What's Hard and Uncomfortable
Redefining the Purpose of Prayer: From Transaction to Transformation
Finding and Serving a New G-d
Holding our Past– and our Future
The Gift of the “Aha” Moment
On Speaking Simple Truth (Chanukah)
Wrestling the Angel of Darkness (Part 2)
Ascending the Ladder of Awareness
Jacob’s Ladder and How to Hold the Binary
Wrestling the Angel of Darkness
Accessing Authentic Humility
Invited In: Avram’s Existential Wonder
The Ark as an Archetype for Being with Overwhelm (Noach)
What It Means To Be With the Hurt
Our Pain: A Window to Expansiveness
Drawn by the Divine: How the Sacred Pulls Me In
Falling into G-d’s Arms
Yom Kippur to Sukkot - A Time of Compassion
Meeting the Wisdom of My Ancestors: Connecting with Our Sacred Purpose
Shofar: The Soup of Love
What Am I Projecting onto the Divine? Unveiling Our Deepest Perceptions
Elul — Deciphering the Call: Listening to Life's Profound Invitations
Elul — What is Refuge? And Where Do I Find It?
Tu B’Av: What Soul Wants Me to Know About Love
Devarim — Finding My Voice: Healing Constricted Speech
Chukat: But We Didn’t Say Goodbye - On Miriam and Unprocessed Grief
The Gift of the Wilderness
The Journey From Doing, to Being, to Being With
Am I Too Much? The Menorah Lighting, Divine Essence and Being With What’s Hidden (Part 2)
Am I Too Much? The Menorah Lighting, Divine Essence and Being With What’s Hidden
Unveiling Shame: Three Powerful Archetypes from the Torah and Our Lives
Tapping Into a New Story: How to Break Free from the Veneer of Stuckness
Is Yom Kippur Meant to Be Scary? Exploring Shame, Stillness, and Cultivating Space
G-d as my Savior, G-d as my Light: When Is It Safe to Be Vulnerable and Ask for Help?
On Being, Belonging and Becoming: Reframing the Redemption as a Paradigm for Healing
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