Chapter 7 - In Search for Healing

An episode of the The Truth I Could Not See podcast, hosted by Heather Bisenius, titled "Chapter 7 - In Search for Healing " was published on March 16, 2025 and runs 19 minutes.

March 16, 2025 ·19m · The Truth I Could Not See

0:00 / 0:00

Summary

Chapter 7: In Search of Healing In this chapter, I take you inside my time at the eating disorder clinic—a place I had hoped would finally give me the breakthrough I so desperately needed. I walked in thinking this was my chance to regain control, to finally fix what felt so broken inside me. But instead, I found myself surrounded by a system that treated the symptoms without addressing the deeper wounds.I share what it was like to be there, the ways it helped, and the ways it didn’t. The weight checks, the structured meals, the therapy sessions—they were all meant to heal me, yet something was still missing. I was following all the rules, doing everything I was told, but I still felt trapped in the same cycle of shame and self-destruction.This chapter is about coming face to face with the reality that healing isn’t just about behavior change—it’s about something deeper. And it’s the beginning of me realizing that the answer wasn’t going to come from another program or another attempt at control. Something greater had to intervene.you can get a physical copy of the book here https://a.co/d/5zCp8wR

Episode Description

Chapter 7: In Search of Healing

In this chapter, I take you inside my time at the eating disorder clinic—a place I had hoped would finally give me the breakthrough I so desperately needed. I walked in thinking this was my chance to regain control, to finally fix what felt so broken inside me. But instead, I found myself surrounded by a system that treated the symptoms without addressing the deeper wounds.

I share what it was like to be there, the ways it helped, and the ways it didn’t. The weight checks, the structured meals, the therapy sessions—they were all meant to heal me, yet something was still missing. I was following all the rules, doing everything I was told, but I still felt trapped in the same cycle of shame and self-destruction.

This chapter is about coming face to face with the reality that healing isn’t just about behavior change—it’s about something deeper. And it’s the beginning of me realizing that the answer wasn’t going to come from another program or another attempt at control. Something greater had to intervene.

you can get a physical copy of the book here https://a.co/d/5zCp8wR

Share this episode

Similar Episodes

Episode 31: Brian Woulfe-Letters From Your Future Self

Feb 24, 2026 ·54m

Episode 30: Marketing Strategies For Interior Designer's With Renee Bush

Oct 7, 2025 ·58m

Episode 29: Design, Business & Balance: Lessons from Sophie Paterson

Sep 24, 2025 ·61m

Episode 28: From Friendship to a Global Design Powerhouse with Hill House Interiors

Aug 18, 2025 ·67m

Episode 27: 40 Years Of Design: A Conversation With Philippa Thorp

May 2, 2025 ·58m

Episode 26: Words That Work: Copywriting, Trust & the Human Touch in Interior Design with Lucy Banwell

Apr 10, 2025 ·59m

Similar Podcasts

Confessions of a Troll Artemis Greenleaf on Podiobooks.com "It was just a simple computer prank. How could I have known that it would almost get us all killed?"When sixteen year old Cai Peterson poses as an online troll to relieve the boredom after being grounded for drinking at a party, he tangles with a cyberstalker who's not only willing to make his virtual life miserable, but his real life as well. As Cai searches for the stalker, it seems like nearly everyone in his sleepy Texas town has something to hide. Surrounded by suspects, Cai has to navigate a shifting landscape of treachery and truth to uncover a hidden enemy before he and his family pay the ultimate price. Communication in the Past Communicasts Today communication as one of the most important skills. And this was also true for the early modern period – the period which started with Gutenberg’s great invention and which saw ideas spread faster than ever before. During this time gossip played an important role, uncomfortable truths could cost lives and things took a dramatic turn when books and pamphlets were massproduced. In this podcast you will hear fascinating stories of people who tried to communicate effectively. But not everyone succeeded.All of these stories are documented even if some sound too good to be true. And to give you a feel for the time, each episode contains fitting background sounds. These podcasts revolve around effective communication and this is why you’ll get every story in just 10 minutes. I am your host Saskia and I hope you enjoy the stories as much as I do. In case you do, I would be very happy to see you spread the word about my podcasts.A thousand thanks! A Hero of Our Time Mikhail Yurevich Lermontov A Hero of Our Time is indeed a portrait, but not of one man. It is a portrait built up of all our generation's vices in full bloom. You will again tell me that a human being cannot be so wicked, and I will reply that if you can believe in the existence of all the villains of tragedy and romance, why wouldn't believe that there was a Pechorin? If you could admire far more terrifying and repulsive types, why aren't you more merciful to this character, even if it is fictitious? Isn't it because there's more truth in it than you might wish? (Summary by the author) Enemy Of Soviets Enemy Of Soviets A minute of light when we met. Flash.. And gradual extinction. The pain of despair will be what I have saved. Who am I? Why me?... And here I am a stranger to everything - an enemy to everything.Enemy of Soviets - electrified autumn melancholy and romantic sadness post-punk revival, which is filled with sincere emotions and genuine honesty to himself. English-language lyrics, ringing like a pain guitar and humming like a call of conscience synthesizer filled with philosophical irony and melancholic mood of the truth of life.The main author of the songs for the Enemy of Soviets is Artyom Chepurnykh. The main thread through all the texts are reflections on the relationship between a man and a woman, not lacking depressive moods and philosophical irony. The band is not restricted to the conventional and banal thoughts on this topic. Inspiration Artyom finds in his own life, so the lyrics could be called autobiographical.

URL copied to clipboard!