What was written in here was already written in there. TODAY IS January 3rd, 2024. Happy New Year! Getting rid of media.

Send us Fan MailTODAY IS 03/3/24Today is April 28, 2023 (7:01CT) & ptsd is over because secured numbers & now reading waaaay better without head pain & flashbacks. Will be going through all 2-D (online) & 3-D (written) [Nordstrom] notes & posting in ~50 sites.Comment on 10/19/23 update : SKIMMING; reliving that event so I can find the date of that annual meeting easily to know just how long it takes. READ IN FULL; yikes. Just a lot trauma trying to get out (step one)Comment on 10/5/22 update : SKIMMING; clearly the first sentence (first thought) is to record when "aware & awake" to face I need numbers to be successful so expose self "safely," but how safe is any of this, really? The world is insanely greedy, right? If you're not into that greed, there's something wrong with you. READ IN FULL; LATERNEW UPDATE : 10/19/23 : will start with last meeting of 21 participants according to zoomed mocked disability, threatened, bystander abuse ensued & prompted me to not say hello anymore HERE. Residents. Also, will podcast fastEST & for superlatives back (this is intrinsic motivation or magic)UPDATE : 10/5/22 : The picture on this podcast (main profile) relates to the fact to GET NUMBERS BACK, one must expose self to numbers, just like TO READ, exposure to what that squiggle is (a letter!) can happen daily, hourly, all the time if an adult/grown up/teacher/parent/willing participant wants to SHOW someone (a child usually, but could be an adult who has never been given that exposure, this being THAT YOU CAN LIVE ANOTHER WAY & THAT YOU CAN ABSOLUTELY DISAGREE [since the original #ptsd #audio #trigger & warning on replay (2 things) is/are the words, "in my family, any disagreement is a confrontation" & my response, "well, I disagree that you cannot disagree without confronting them, but I guess I'll see what you mean," & now, I'll share my observations. 12 years TEACHING SPECIAL ED in Chicago Public Schools (said it, not scared & definitely willing to expose. ya'll since CTU is with CPD & if not, please explain it to me since I will say verbatim what I hear & see since successfully removed all triggers beginning today, October 5th, 2022)21 years advocacy since moving to Chicago in 2000.40 years of just being alive because "in my family, I get the best of everything since they went through it first & taught me what never to do which is what they did (really? Thanks for reTEACHING it to me over & over since those are their words on replay over & over & it's, "I'm confused") & what always to do. Speak.FIRST WRITING WITH FIRST UPLOAD ~ June 9th, 2022 : Sharing everything that helped end trauma including those that HELPED, HARMED, but also have no idea what they did. I am a person learning skills after assaults in 2013 & 2015 so be kind. All I know is that there was a purpose for repeated violence in multiple spaces & I think it was for me to podcast. There is a supplemental video component that may assist to explain or confuse, but it's out there since I changed "their ptsd" & "their suicide" into concrete since you gotta hear it, see it & since you can't feel it unless you go through it, to give YOU the best chance to pick up wha I'm saying/spraying/slaying.We all have an interest in preventing violence since once in the body, it definitely stays in the body. Thanks for listening & if interested in supporting, I'll provide ways to do so since to help me, you must help those who helped me only because the people PAID to care for them (doctors, social services, protective agencies) TOOK ADVANTAGE & I only know that to end trauma, it can not happen again. I'll do everything I can to ensure it never happens again & that is the best I can do.SmarterThanTrauma™©Smart E MCSupport the show