At the Table

S1 E2. When we are broken, there is never enough. This is a reading of a piece I wrote. Keep up to date on the newest posts and content at https://patreon.com/JimmyFendz

This episode is not about self improvement. It is about surrender.We talk a lot about seasons, waiting, and timing. But what if the thing holding you back is not God preparing you, but you avoiding obedience. What if the distance you feel from God is not silence, but resistance.In this episode, we confront a hard truth many believers would rather avoid. The Gospel is not designed to make your life better. It is designed to put your old life to death.Jesus does not offer upgrades. He offers resurrection. And resurrection only comes after something dies.If you have been asking why you feel stuck, dry, or distant from God, this conversation might take you back to the last place you said no. That place matters. Obedience matters. The cross still matters.This is an episode for anyone tired of shallow faith, tired of pretending, and tired of chasing a version of Jesus that looks more like comfort than surrender.The question is simple, but it will cost you something.What needs to die so you can finally live?If you want to support what we are building and get access to the newest content, bonus episodes, and deeper conversations, the best way to do that is by joining my Patreon. https://patreon.com/JimmyFendzThank you for listening, sharing, and leaning into the hard things.