Calculated

In this episode, I’m getting into the series on doctrine and theology. Starting with the "T" in TULIP: Total Depravity. We’re diving deep into what Scripture actually says about our condition apart from Christ, clearing up common misconceptions, and unpacking why this doctrine is foundational. I’ll walk through what it means to be spiritually dead, not just spiritually weak, and why that truth doesn’t crush us, but it sets the stage for grace to shine brighter.

In this episode, I’m talking about why theology and doctrine matter. It is not to save us, but to shape us. I’m talk about what it means to know God, not just know about Him, and how what we believe actually impacts how we live, love, suffer, and worship. This isn’t a theology lecture, but it’s an invitation to know the God who saved you, build your life on truth, and let that truth lead you to Jesus every time.This is the first part of a 7 part series that I am really excited about!

“Of one thing I am perfectly sure: God’s story never ends with ‘ashes.'”-Elisabeth Elliot

In this episode, I’m talking about what it means to finish well. Not just in the big picture of life and faith, but in the small, everyday things too. I’ve been challenged by how much it matters to do what’s in front of me with excellence and endurance, not for perfection’s sake, but to glorify God. From the ordinary tasks to the hardest seasons, I want to live and finish in a way that honors Him. In this episode, I look at Scripture, reflect on faithfulness, and talk about what it really means to run the race with purpose from beginning to end.

In this episode, I’m diving how limited my perspective really is. At 5'7", I’ve got a 67-inch view of the world, but God sees from 30,000 feet. I talk through how people in Scripture struggled with shortsightedness too, and how their stories remind us that God is always working, even when we can’t see it. We’ll look at what it means to live fully present while still trusting the bigger picture, unpack different verses, and explore how this all ties back to the gospel. If you’ve ever felt stuck, confused, or unsure of what God is doing, this one’s for you.

In this episode, I talk about something we don’t always like to admit to - our collapse. Whether it's the collapse that comes during deconstruction or the collapse of our own self-sufficiency, it can feel terrifying. But what if collapse isn't the end? What if it’s where real life actually begins? I'll walk through why deconstruction happens, how we can respond to it with both compassion and truth, and how the deeper collapse, the collapse of self-reliance, is often where true conversion begins.

In this episode, I dive into the parts of the Easter story we don’t usually talk about. I cover the politics of Rome, who Thomas really was, the resurrected saints, the silence of Jesus, and what He said when He came back. I unpack how the resurrection changed everything for the disciples and how it should change everything for us. This isn’t just a story to remember once a year, but it’s the heart of the gospel, the power of our hope, and the reason we go.

In this episode, I talk about the slow and painful process of sanctification or "the long walk" of being made holy. If you’ve ever felt like you should be further along than you are, or wondered why growth feels more like crawling than running, I am right there with you. In this episode, I explore what sanctification really is, why holiness is hard, and how God uses grace, trials, and even our stumbles to shape us into the image of Christ.

In this episode, I dive into the mystery and beauty of the Trinity; why it matters, how it shapes our faith, and why understanding God as Father, Son, and Holy Spirit is essential for our relationship with Him. I look at key biblical truths about the nature of God, how the Trinity impacts our salvation, and why getting the doctrine right is crucial for living out our faith. Whether you're familiar with the concept or just curious, I pray this episode will leave you with a deeper understanding of the God we worship.

In this episode, I talk about the tension between waiting and moving, how to know when it’s time to take a step, and some questions to use to check yourself. Sometimes we wait when we shouldn’t, sometimes we move when we shouldn’t, and sometimes we just overcomplicate things. I go through some practical ways to make decisions with wisdom, connect it all to scripture, and wrap up with the ultimate “What now?” question we all have to answer.

In this episode I dive into what it really means to embrace biblical manhood and womanhood. Culture either distorts or dismisses God given gender roles, but scripture paints a different picture. This is one of strength in humility, leadership in service, and purpose in design. I break down what biblical masculinity and femininity are (and aren’t). Most importantly, I tie it all back to the gospel because our identity isn’t just about gender, but about who we are in Christ!

In this episode I dive into the subtle and deceptive tactics of the enemy. Often, the devil doesn't show up with horns and fire, but rather disguised as something we desire. Through the lens of Scripture, I explore how to recognize these deceptions and stand firm in God’s truth. I pray this episode challenges listeners to examine themselves, test everything against the Word, and find freedom in Christ, Who is the ultimate truth that sets us free.

In this episode, I continue on the topic of being born again, and exploring the possibility of dying again. In other words, is it true that once you are saved, you are always saved? Or can you fall away and never be restored to repentance?

A friend once asked George Whitefield why he preached so often on “Ye must be born again.” Whitefield answered, “Because you must be born again.”

This week I share the story of when two missionaries from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints knocked came to my apartment. I didn’t expect the conversations that followed to reshape how I thought about evangelism. In this episode, I share what I learned from those encounters, and how it changed the way I approach any spiritual conversation. It's resounding that evangelism isn’t about winning debates, but it’s about faithfully pointing people to Christ. Let’s talk about what that looks like.

In this episode, we’ll explore the hurt and hope that is found with heartbreak. I talk about how heartbreak is not just about healing or moving on, but is about sanctification and being compelled to move. I explore several topics about what we truly worship, the healing power of Jesus, and not time, and how our deepest wounds show us the glory of God. Come with me as I explore the purpose of this pain from a Biblical perspective!

Singleness is seen as something to endure rather than embrace, but what if this season is actually a time of preparation, not punishment? In this episode, I challenge the world’s view that being single means being incomplete and instead look at what the Bible says. I also use "anonymous" by Alicia Britt Chloe to communicate my points.

Happy February! In this episode, I go into what true love really looks like from a biblical perspective. I explore how God’s love changes us and calls us to live differently, loving others just as He loved us. We'll also touch on the struggle of staying consistent in loving Jesus, but remind ourselves that His grace and forgiveness are unchanging.

In this episode, I address that popular belief that we should be the main characters of our own lives. I talk about why Jesus is the only one worthy of being the main character of any story!

You might be asking yourself, "With a name like that, I wonder what this episode will be about?" Well, I will tell you that it is all about Psalm 27 - shocking, I know. In this episode, I go verse by verse through Psalm 27. Simple, easy, wonderful.

In this episode, I look at the truth that we were all created with intention. From reflecting God’s image to being hardwired for eternity, we’ll explore how our deepest longings are pointing us back to our Creator—and how Jesus is the answer to all of our hardest questions.

New year, new resolutions, right? Don't forget to make sure God is in them! In this episode, we take a look at the Tower of Babel story from Genesis 11:1-9 and talk about how our pride and desire for control can lead us to build "towers" that don't last. I dive into the dangers of trying to find security and unity apart from God and explore how the people of Babel learned the hard way that their plans were never going to work. This year, let’s not waste time building things that won’t last, and let’s build on what truly matters.

In this episode, I’m sharing some of the biggest lessons I’ve picked up during my three years as a barista. From learning when “less is more” to realizing it’s all about people, these stories and moments have taught me so much about life and faith. I’ll talk about how even the little things, like pulling an espresso shot or showing up on a bad day, can remind us of God’s bigger picture.

In this episode, I talk about the goodbyes we all face and the one goodbye that matters most: saying goodbye to our old selves to follow Jesus. Additionally, I talk about the ultimate goodbye that happened when Jesus put on flesh and stepped into our broken world. "Mild He lays His glory by,   Born that man no more may die; Born to raise the sons of earth;   Born to give them second birth." Merry Christmas!!

In this episode, I talk about the heart of worship—what it is, what it isn’t, and how it transforms our lives. Through the story of Abraham and Isaac in Genesis 22, it is evident that worship is more than music or ritual; it’s personal, sacrificial, and rooted in faith. It's clear to see how true worship is empowered by the Spirit, grounded in truth, and ultimately a response to God’s incredible love through Jesus Christ!

In this episode, I talk about the phrase, "You make your plans and you hear God laughing," and why it's an incorrect perspective on God's nature. Through the story of the Prodigal Son and the Israelites, God’s heart is one of compassion, not amusement, when we make misguided choices. Have a great week!

In this episode, I talk about times in our lives that we wouldn't have or couldn't have planned. I also talk the "backwardness" of the Christmas story. Isaiah 55:8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord." Happy Advent season!

In this episode, I talk about how to be thankful when we don't feel thankful. I go through Psalm 103 as a blueprint! Again, Happy Thanksgiving. Gobble Gobble.

In this episode, I talk about a popular phrase, its meaning and origin, and how its meaning runs contrary to the life we are called to live. Romans 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect 2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!

In this episode, I talk about the meaning behind the name, Calculated. I also spend time talking what idols are, what I've idolized, and where we all need to run instead.

Welcome to the podcast! On the first episode, I explore the story of Lot and his wife, and give my takeaways!