Chapters We Don't Read Aloud

In this episode, I wrestle with one of the hardest questions that comes after loss and disappointment: Did God really say no to me? When prayers go unanswered, doors close, or silence feels deafening, it’s easy to wonder if God’s “no” means rejection, punishment, or abandonment.Together, we’ll look at what a “no” from God can actually mean — sometimes protection, sometimes redirection, sometimes an invitation to trust Him in ways we never imagined. Through biblical stories, my own journey, and honest reflection, I’ll share how I’ve learned to sit in the tension between what I asked for and what God allowed.If you’ve ever felt overlooked by heaven, this conversation is for you. You are not forgotten, and His silence does not mean His absence.

In this first episode, I open up about the parts of my story I once kept hidden — miscarriage, waiting, and the quiet ache of wondering if God still sees me. This is my “why.” Why I’m speaking now. Why this podcast exists. And why healing doesn’t always come the way we expect.Whether you’ve experienced loss, are still waiting, or simply feel unseen in your story — this space is for you. I pray you feel less alone as I begin reading the chapters I’ve never said out loud… until now.Follow me on TikTok @ssweetie113Subscribe to the show + leave a review if this spoke to your heart.