Chocolate Cake for the Soul

In this impromptu Zoom conversation, I sits down with Chika Asakawa to explore her courageous return to music after a decade-long pause.At 31, Chika made the decision to leave a stable teaching career and answer a calling she could no longer ignore. What unfolds is an honest reflection on fear, regret, shame, and the quiet inner knowing that asks to be trusted, even when the timing feels “too late” or the dream feels too big.This conversation moves through the layers of Chika’s journey, from unresolved shame around leaving an opera program in her early 20s, to redefining success beyond safety and stability, to learning how to distinguish her own voice from the noise of family, society, and self-doubt.Music, for Chika, is not just a creative outlet. It is a healing space. A place where vulnerability challenges perfectionism, and where self-expression becomes an act of courage rather than performance.In the second part of the conversation, Chika opens up about her lifelong struggle with vulnerability and how she is learning to share imperfect work as a way to build trust with herself. The session closes with an impromptu, a cappella performance of “Landslide”, a moment that captures the essence of her journey: choosing presence and honesty over preparation and perfection.If you’ve been waiting for permission to start again, this conversation might be the reminder you need.

In this final impromptu conversation, we continue exploring the nature of spirit, embodiment, and consciousness beyond linear understanding.Rather than offering fixed answers, this conversation moves through metaphors, lived experiences, and intuitive reflections on how spirit experiences itself through form and time. It touches the edges of questions that are often felt more than they are explained.This is not presented as universal truth.It is an open invitation to wonder, to reflect, and to find what resonates with your own inner knowing.Watch with curiosity.Let your own insights arise as they may✨If this conversation opens something for you, you’re welcome to share your reflections below.

In this episode, I continues my conversation with Shareen Webb, diving into one of the most misunderstood and emotionally charged topics: death, rebirth, and spiritual agreements.Shareen shares a deeply personal experience of a moment in her life where she became aware of a planned exit point and consciously renegotiated it. From prophetic dreams and spiritual negotiations to the idea of life “resetting” without physical death, this conversation explores how our souls evolve, choose, and continue beyond linear timelines.This episode offers a grounded yet expansive perspective on mortality, spirituality, and choice, inviting listeners to question fear-based narratives and reconnect with a deeper understanding of life’s cycles.🎧 Listen with openness and discernment.✨ Part 3 of the podcast series.

In Part 2, the conversation deepens into birth contracts and soul-level agreements, and how they shape our life paths, relationships, and recurring patterns.We explore how these agreements evolve, how some are completed or released, and how greater awareness allows us to move beyond inherited survival responses. This episode invites a deeper understanding of choice, responsibility, and conscious participation in one’s life journey.

In this impromptu and deeply honest Part 1 conversation, I sits down with Shareen Webb to explore what most people never talk about: what really happens before we are born.This episode moves through the energetic journey of conception and birth, how fear and safety patterns can begin before we’re conscious, and how generational imprints are carried through the body and energy field.We reflect on soul agreements, pre-birth planning, and why certain relationships feel karmic, intense, or instantly familiar, as well as how early birth imprints can shape courage, survival responses, and repeating life patterns.This first part lays the foundation for a deeper continuation in Part 2, where the conversation expands further into birth contracts and soul-level agreements.

In this reading, the client’s abundance space first appeared as a rose and then expanded into a full rice field, revealing that they’ve been zooming in too much on one detail, forcing things manually, and believing money requires hard work instead of seeing the bigger picture and allowing things to grow in their own season. In the body, a purple energy lit up in the stomach—linked to the client’s late paternal grandmother—showing that they had unconsciously inherited a family “healing project,” which gets triggered whenever money comes in and creates discomfort. When asked about a recent decision tied to abundance, the energy showed it looked good only in the short term, and that guilt and confusion were coming from other people’s energies sitting in the client’s heart and throat; once those external influences are moved out, the client will see their own truth more clearly.

In this episode, we dive deep into the real, raw, and often messy journey of self-love — beyond the affirmations, beyond the aesthetics, and beyond the pressure to “have it all together.”This conversation with Alus unpacks the parts of self-love people rarely talk about: loving the bright and the dark, breaking free from tying your worth to achievements, embracing your shadow, and learning how to build boundaries without guilt.It’s a conversation about the light and the shadow, the soft and the sharp, the moments you’re proud of and the ones you hide. A reminder that choosing yourself isn’t a destination, but a practice.If you’ve been craving clarity, courage, or a sense of coming home to yourself… this one might find you at the right time🤍

Success isn’t always measured by achievements — sometimes it’s measured by the life you get to live.In this episode, Christina opens up about what success means to her, the lessons she’s learned along the way, and the mindset that keeps her moving forward with confidence.What stands out most is how she defines “being rich.”For Christina, it’s not material. It’s having time for the people who matter — her husband, her child, her parents. It’s building a life where success gives her more moments with her family, not less.Christina’s energy is warm, cheerful, and empowering. She believes in taking the first step even when you don’t feel ready, and she hopes more women will trust themselves enough to do the same.If you need motivation to start, or a reminder that success can be gentle, meaningful, and full of gratitude, this episode will speak to you.

Egypt wasn’t just a destination.It was a remembrance — a journey back to the truth of who I am, how love works, and what abundance really means.In this episode, I share the 11 soul lessons Egypt revealed to me — from learning to trust divine timing, to awakening feminine power, to remembering that self-love is the true source of abundance.These lessons are gentle invitations to slow down, release control, and reconnect with the divine flow of life — where creation happens through love, not effort, and abundance grows naturally from trust.I hope this episode becomes a mirror for your own journey — a reminder to love yourself deeper, trust life more, and remember the abundance that already lives within you.

In this episode, Mona opens up about a painful legal battle she faced in her business — a chapter filled with hurt, manipulation, and a deep sense of unfairness.But through the struggle, she found gratitude. She realized that everything happened within what she was capable of handling, and that every hardship shaped her into someone stronger, wiser, and more compassionate.What began as chaos became clarity.A reminder that sometimes, the hardest seasons are the ones that bring us back — to our family, to faith, and most importantly, to ourselves.

There was a time in my life when no matter how hard I worked, nothing seemed to move forward. I kept hitting wall after wall — until I realized that God was teaching me one of the hardest lessons of all: to let go of control.In this video, I share the story of how my spiritual teacher Michael Tamura changed the course of my life, and how I learned to surrender my “doership” — the belief that everything depends on my effort.If you’re in a season where nothing seems to work no matter how hard you try — this message is for you. Trust that everything is unfolding exactly as it should. ✨💫 Watch till the end to be reminded that abundance isn’t something you chase — it’s something you become.

In this episode, I shares my perspective on navigating panic attacks, anxieties, fears, and worries.From understanding where they come from to learning how to move through them with awareness and compassion, this conversation is a reminder that healing begins when we stop fighting our emotions and start listening to what they’re trying to tell us.If you’ve ever felt trapped in your own mind or overwhelmed by emotions, watch this video. You might find something you can relate to.

In this heartfelt conversation between Me and Alex, Alex open up about the past eight years of his journey—marked by betrayal, legal battles, and deep personal transformation.Alex share how those experiences tested my faith, trust, and courage, and how they ultimately led me toward humility, forgiveness, and inner peace. Despite financial and emotional challenges, He found strength in family support, new beginnings, and a renewed sense of purpose.Together, Alex and I dive into honest reflections on healing, resilience, and the courage to start again, exploring what it truly means to rebuild your life after everything falls apart.If you’ve ever faced setbacks or heartbreak, this conversation is a reminder that your lowest moments can become the foundation for your greatest growth.✨ Watch until the end for Alex reflections on faith, forgiveness, and finding peace in the process.

In this episode, I sit down with Shareen to talk about her powerful journey of starting over after losing everything. Once living a life that seemed complete, her divorce became a turning point that forced her to rebuild from zero.Through deep surrender to the Universe and God, and a commitment to learning, healing, and reclaiming her self-worth, Shareen slowly rose again—this time, with strength, clarity, and true success from within.It’s an honest, heartfelt conversation about faith, resilience, and rediscovering your value when life asks you to begin again.

Welcome to Chocolate Cake for the Soul 🍫✨ In this episode, Dewi Kauw is joined by Dian Prima, who went from a career in the beauty industry to following her calling as an Oracle reader and spiritual guide. She opens up about her healing journey, how intuition led her to a new path, and the lessons she learned on embracing inner peace. Together, they also pull Oracle cards with powerful messages of awakening, commitment, and peace — guidance for anyone on a path of self-discovery and spiritual awakening.

In this episode, we sit down with Meiliana Betand (@mbetand) to uncover her transformative journey.✨ Once caught up in the pressure of becoming a “girl boss,” Mei realized that chasing a title wasn’t what truly fulfilled her. Through self-doubt, exploration, and the courage to follow what makes her happy—creating art—she discovered her truest self.We dive into: • The stigma behind the “girl boss” label • How self-doubt can be a doorway to self-discovery • The role of alignment and intuition in finding your authentic path • Why joy and fulfillment matter more than external labelsThis conversation is for anyone who’s ever questioned their path, struggled with expectations, or longed to live more in alignment with who they really are.🌿 Connect with Mei: @mbetand on Instagram✨ If this episode resonates, don’t forget to subscribe and share it with someone who needs this reminder.

Healing isn’t a straight line — it’s a spiral.Some days you feel grounded… and others, an old wound suddenly resurfaces — and that doesn’t mean you’re going backwards.In this episode, we talk about:✨ Why healing feels messy and non-linear✨ How to stay grounded when you feel triggered✨ Signs you’re actually moving forward, even if it doesn’t feel like it✨ Simple grounding practices (journaling, visualization & mantra)When pain comes back, it’s not failure — it’s an invitation to meet yourself from a deeper place.🎧 Tune in and remember: you are not behind, you’re walking the spiral.

Welcome back to Chocolate Cake for the Soul 🍫✨In this deeply honest and insightful episode, Dewi is joined by Brilliant Liu, founder of House of Leaders and Brand and Purpose, to explore the real-life dynamics of masculine and feminine energy—not just as abstract ideas, but as energies that actively shape how we show up in our relationships, leadership, and soul journeys.Together we dive into:🔹 Balancing energy in partnerships🔹 How childhood & past lives shape our roles🔹 Soul agreements and personal growthThis episode is for you if you’re navigating intimacy, building a conscious business, or learning to trust your energy again.

In this episode of Chocolate Cake for the Soul, I open up about a powerful shift that changed the way I see abundance, success, and life itself. It all began on a sleepless night when I stumbled upon Kyle Cease’s documentary The Illusion of Money. What started as curiosity turned into a profound awakening—a mirror that reflected my own patterns of pushing, striving, and creating from survival rather than from the heart.I share my personal story of building, achieving, and then burning out, only to realize that true abundance is never about how much we do, but about how deeply we align with who we are. This episode is a journey into forgiveness, letting go of old beliefs, and rediscovering the quiet power of intuition and heart-led creation.If you’ve ever felt stuck in the chase for more, or questioned whether you’re enough, I invite you to join me in this conversation. Together, let’s remember that we already hold the keys to abundance—hidden not in the hustle, but in the stillness of our own hearts.

In this heartfelt conversation with entrepreneur and creator Ivana Hariadi, we explore the emotional and spiritual side of money — from why spending still feels unsafe even after success, to how grief, self-worth, and belief systems shape our money experiences.She shares her personal journey of loss, healing, and what it means to be a steward of money rather than its owner. We talk about money wounds, cultural pressures around giving and receiving, boundaries, burnout, and how our subconscious beliefs can block abundance — even when money is already flowing in.This episode is for anyone who’s ever felt guilty for choosing ease, struggled with receiving, or asked, “Why does money still feel so hard, even now?”A beautiful reminder that abundance is not just about numbers — it’s about safety, trust, and alignment.✨ If this episode resonates, please like, comment and share with someone who needs to hear it.

What does it mean to live an aligned life?In this soulful reflection, I explore how many of us unknowingly live from old conditioning — and how true alignment begins when we start choosing our own truth.If you’ve been feeling disconnected, lost, or like you’re chasing something that doesn’t feel like you… this is your invitation to come back home to yourself.✨ In this episode:• What an aligned life really means• How to spot when you’re out of alignment• Why healing and self-honesty are keyMay this remind you: your aligned life starts with truth.

What happens when your ambition starts clashing with your values? or What if success isn’t about money, followers, or being busy 24/7? In this soulful conversation, I invites Edward Santoso a founder of GOL Podcast, from chasing financial milestones to seeking peace, integrity, and to unpack the highs and lows of growing a business while staying spiritually grounded. Come listen to what success really means—beyond the numbers, followers, and pressure to keep pushing.

In this deeply honest episode, we sit down with Productivityboi a value-driven entrepreneur who built a business by helping founders and creators turn their voice into impact.He opens up about the untold story behind his journey: how he went from studying biomedical science to entering the creative industry, the moment he almost gave it all up for 500M/month as a solo entrepreneur, and why he chose legacy over personal success.

Unwrapping Your True Self, a deeply personal and intuitive session with Edward Santoso This episode is about more than just business or money.It’s about identity, truth, and remembering who you really are beneath it all.If you’ve been feeling stuck, questioning your path, or wondering what’s next… this might be the message your soul has been waiting for

In this video, I open up about one of the most challenging times i faced one of the toughest seasons in my business—revenue dropped, my team was demotivated, and I started doubting everything. In this video, I share how I navigated financial uncertainty, internal pressure, and the fear of failure.If you’re a business owner going through a rough time, this message is for you. Sometimes, the answers aren’t in the strategy—they’re in the truth you’re avoiding.

In this reading session, I help a client uncover the deeper reasons behind his struggle to express emotions. What seems like a simple communication block turns out to be rooted in early childhood shame, fear of judgment, and unconscious loyalty to family patterns.We explore how inner child wounds shape emotional expression — and what can be done to begin healing.

In this episode, I did an intuitive energy reading with the CEO of a fast-growing beauty clinic in Indonesia. What showed up? Internal power struggles, miscommunication, and a competitive energy that’s silently affecting the team and the business.As always, I’m not here to judge — only to hold space, reflect what I see, and help bring awareness to the deeper patterns at play.✨ Curious how your team dynamics might be blocking growth? This one’s worth watching.

In this heartfelt episode, I answer powerful questions about money that touch not just our wallets, but our inner world.Whether you’re a parent, a cycle-breaker, or someone on a journey of emotional and spiritual healing, this video is a grounded guide to realigning your energy with money — from survival to sovereignty.✨ A must-watch for anyone healing their financial story from the inside out.

In this intimate and deeply energetic session, I sits down with Brilliant Liu, the founder of House of Leaders, for a soul-led conversation unlike any other.What starts as an intuitive reading unfolds into a profound exchange about unseen energy, family dynamics, and ancestral influence.Discover how your relationship with your family and lineage can deeply impact the way you experience love, success, and your sense of purpose in life.

In today episode, I talk about how you can recognize the voice of your intuition, why it might sometimes feel blocked, and how to reconnect with it. I also share insights and practical tips to help you embrace your inner guidance and make choices that align with your true self.If you’ve ever felt unsure, disconnected, or hesitant to trust your gut feeling, I hope this video helps you come back to that quiet inner knowing.

In this episode, we’re back with a Business Energy Check—a session where I tune into the energy of a business to uncover what’s aligned, what’s blocked, and what it truly takes to grow.Joining us is a successful entrepreneur, content creator, and the co-founder of one of the top TikTok agencies, as well as an AI community. Together, we’ll explore powerful energetic insights that may just resonate with your own business journey.So stay tuned, take what resonates, and let this session inspire your next aligned move!

In this episode of Chocolate Cake for the Soul, I’m answering some of your questions about money — from how to be more open to receiving it, to why you don’t need to feel afraid when spending.I’m also sharing a simple mindset shift and a favorite quote that can help you trust the flow of abundance even more.If you’ve ever felt anxious about money, I hope this can give you a new sense of ease and trust.So grab your favorite chocolate cake, get comfy, and let’s talk about building a loving relationship with money!