How Did We Even Get Here ?

This meditation is for the moments where being with yourself doesn’t feel safe yet. There is no pressure here to go deeper, to understand, or to uncover anything. This is simply a space to sit with yourself, gently, slowly, and without judgment. If you’ve been living in survival mode, learning to trust yourself doesn’t start with big answers… it starts with creating safety in the smallest moments. This is that space

This wasn’t just an accident. In this episode, I reflect on the New Moon in Aries, the experience that shook me, and the synchronicities that followed. What felt like disruption revealed itself as redirection. I share how to recognize the signs, trust what you know, and move differently when life asks more of you. I close with a message from the ancestors for Cameron and anyone else who resonates. May it help you ground, integrate, and take your next step forward. If you’ve been feeling the shift… this is for you.

Today I talk about something many of us experience but don’t always say out loud how we can feel completely fine one moment and suddenly find ourselves spiraling the next. Not because we lack motivation or desire, but because our nervous system shifts and our thoughts follow. This episode is a reflection on anxiety, self-awareness, and learning to move through the uncomfortable moments that remind us we’re human.

In this episode, I talk about becoming someone new. About unpacking Vipassana. About realizing I was living in anxiety and depression without fully naming it. About not having the tools and learning that sometimes that’s the point. We go into childhood survival patterns, the harsh voice in my head, and what it means to soften toward yourself when you don’t recognize who you’re becoming. This one is vulnerable. And honest. And still unfolding.

A gentle conversation about voice, timing, and truth. Includes reflections on the current planetary alignment, a message for SYA, and a collective closing for this moment.

China gives examples through her own experience on how to overcome the anxiety that fear can cripple us with. Sit with her as she unpacks.

This episode is raw unfiltered, no frills, no confusion just you and I with honesty. 

New directions require faith because frustrations, follow. This episode we reflect and find peace in the unknown. 

Letting go is not punishment — it is preparation. In this episode, we explore the moments that force us to release, the memories that resurface as teachers, and the truth that gaining always requires losing something old.

This isn’t a big production — it’s a conversation. I’ve been healing, resting, and remembering why I started all of this in the first place. This episode is me showing up, exactly as I am, and letting you in on what’s next. Thank you for being patient, for listening, and for walking this path with me.

The full moon brought up everything I’d been holding in. I’ve cried, released, and allowed myself to just feel. This episode is a raw reflection on surrender, emotional purging, and trusting the moon to hold what my heart couldn’t anymore.

Healing isn’t about erasing what’s happened—it’s about learning how to live with it, work around it, and still grow. This episode is a vulnerable update on my journey of acceptance, transformation, and the body’s wisdom.

Advice from the ancestors is all about getting clarity. Todays reading Lexis Dad definitely came through I hope it gives her exactly what she needed hear. 

Healing isnt a sprint its a marathon, a long one at that. Just when you think youve done the work, the work comes and says "Hey you didnt finish this!"  This episode I get really vulnerable about who I am and how things directly affect my life and how I cope. 

1 year ago the plan I had manifested became a pivot point. Sometimes the life we desire and thought we would have are just a stepping stone. We fixate and focus just to be stubborn. Here is some of the journey to how I got here and what Ive learned. 

Birthing a new start is scary and comes with its own set of rules, sometimes we need to be reminded of the endless possibilities. In this episode we learn that lifes twists and turns are inevitable, learning to embrace them and giving them room to grow. 

This season is a doozy! Lions Gate portal is currently in full affect, lets do our due diligence and create new lifestyles while honoring self. Here is my story and what I did to shift my world and how you can shift yours too! With a little side message from Spirit. 

As spirituality becomes increasingly commercialized, we are rapidly losing the purpose behind developing and answering the call to self. The call to teach or guide isnt one of exposure, it is one of initiation and due process. We unfold and accept our gifts by accepting self and the trials that gave us the wisdom to move forward. In this episode we address the why and the importance of keeping it sacred. 

Start every morning off with intentions. Breathe in positivity, Exhale negativity. 

A life update and leaving you with a question. 

Relationships are hard, whether they are platonic or romantic. How do you show up in your relationships ? 

Our subconscious rules our everyday movement. What fears and limiting beliefs are you holding on to ?  Today we unpack and get real with who we are and what may be stopping us.

Every week one lucky person will be chosen to have a channeled reading. I do use cards for visual effects and a video will be posted to TikTok and Youtube. Thank you to Deprecia from Oklahoma:) May you welcome love and all its magic. 

My first episode ever. "How did we even get here" is just one of the questions I ask myself. You'll find in this episode my own personal experiences, as well as some questions to ask yourself. We are all learning on some level and this episode is all about vulnerability. I hope you enjoy and as I learn, I promise to only get better. May this episode leave you with love and maybe some compassion for yourself.