I Want To Call My Mom

Wrapping up season one of 'I Want to Call My Mom' with an episode that's close to my heart. Hear my journey through the grief of losing my mom and the inspiration behind this podcast and the growth I’ve experienced now. *Trigger warning for sensitive topics including addiction, alcoholism, rape and depression.Listen now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts or Amazon Music.#PodcastFinale #HealingThroughStories #Grief #Life

Wrapping up the mini episodes for Season 1 of "I Want to Call My Mom"! Continuing from the last recap episode, we’re bringing you reflections, gratitude, and unforgettable moments from our amazing guests. Tune in to relive these touching stories. Time Stamps for the Episode:2:41 – Sarah & Pépé3:39 – Crystal & Betty5:02 – Katrina & “Monga”6:22 – Calling a Funeral Director 8:53 – Melissa & Frank10:14 – Jessica & Dave14:15 – Kyle, Jeff & Sue17:31 – Michelle, Bob & Lynne18:49 – Drent & Claude20:55 – Totem & His Art23:13 – Darrell & His Angels27:48 – Adrian & Patricia36:00 – Jamie & Lynne#ListenNow #GriefJourney #PodcastRecap #Healing #Grieving #Coping

As we near a year of the podcast, join me as I reflect on a journey through advice in the Season 1, Part 1 recap of "I Want to Call My Mom." Experience powerful stories from our incredible guests as we explore the depth of loss and remembrance together. Time Stamps for the Episode:02:39 - Nicole & Beth07:54 - Chelsea & Ryan10:30 - Kathleen & Marjorie12:24 - Cheyenne & Wanda15:36 - Brandy & Mimi17:20 - Dale & Colleen23:05 - Calling a Medium25:25 - Tim & Guy28:38 - Alycia, Dougie & Doug32:28 - Wendy & Gwynna36:04 - Calling a Death Doula37:50 - Christian & Lonnie40:08 - Kelly & Nicholas41:31 - Kristine & Colton#GriefJourney #PodcastRecap #Healing #Grieving #Coping

Tune in to hear the profound impact of a mother's love and the resilience of her family in our latest episode. Jamie and I share an intimate conversation about grief, memory, and healing.Listen now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts or Amazon Music!#Grief #Family #Healing Journey

In this mini episode of 'I Want to Call My Mom,' we dive into the curious and sometimes bizarre items kept in memory of lost loved ones. I’m sharing my personal collection, from a glass eye and dentures sample kit to driver’s licenses and old cigarettes, revealing the sentimental value behind each piece. I save the weirdest treasure for the end of the episode! Join me for a heartwarming and amusing look at grief, memory, and the odd things we hold onto.

In this episode, we explore the powerful bond between Adrian and his mother Patricia. Tune in to hear stories of love, loss, and the enduring impact of a remarkable life. Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or Amazon Music. #InspiringStories #ListenNow #Grief #Coping

In this mini episode of 'I Want to Call My Mom,' we delve into the therapeutic power of writing prompts in navigating grief. I share my personal experience with Laura Davis's prompts from her eBook 'Writing Toward Courage,' emphasizing the importance of finding outlets like writing for emotional release. Listen as I read a piece from my journal, discuss the ups and downs of their grief journey, and encourage listeners to explore new methods for coping with loss. Resources mentioned on today’s episode are lauradavis.net and her eBook Writing Toward Courage: A 30 Day Practice

Join us on a touching journey with Darrell as he shares his story of love, loss, and the guardian angels that guide him through life.  Darrell’s moving tales of resilience and the enduring connection with his loved ones are a testament that love transcends even the toughest moments. Listen now to discover how Darrell has found strength amid sorrow and continues on with his angels by his side. #Grief #Coping #HealingthroughStories #LoveAndLoss #Angels

Start the new year with a moment of peace and reflection. Join me in a guided meditation journey dedicated to finding solace in your grief journey. Let's embrace healing together. 🌟 #GriefMeditation #NewYearNewYou

How does music help us process grief and find solace in the midst of loss? In our latest episode, we sit down with Totem Faehy, an artist courageously blending sound and experience. Together, we explore the incredible power of art and music in navigating life and coping with grief. Totem shares personal stories and insights into his unique projects, where sound becomes a tool for healing and a tribute to those who've touched our lives. Join us on this profound journey of sound and reflection. To learn more about Totem, please visit: www.blu3kat.com facebook.com/blu3katrecords Instagram.com/totemfaehy #Podcast #HealingThroughMusic #TotemFaehy #SoundShaman #ArtAndGrief #SoundJourney

🕊️ 12/22/24: Seven years since my mom's passing, I reflect on the hardest time of my life and the growth that has come since. Join me on this week's episode for a raw and heartfelt journey of grief and healing. Listen on Spotify, Apple Podcasts or Amazon Music. 🎧 #Grief #Healing www.linktr.ee/callmymompod

Dive into the world of trauma-informed hip hop as our guest, DRENT, shares his journey through grief, his love and appreciation for PARTS therapy and EMDR, and the impact of his Grandfather. Discover how music can be a powerful tool for healing and connection. Listen now to explore his transformative journey. To learn more about DRENT, please check out: https://www.youtube.com/@drentparty https://www.instagram.com/drentparty/ https://open.spotify.com/artist/2DL0z4D93mkCnqObJF0kGi #TraumaInformed #Podcast #HipHop #HealingThroughArt *Trigger Warning: We do discuss the sensitive topics of Eating Disorders and suicide.

Experience an intimate and heartfelt mini episode where I recount the challenging, yet healing process of planning a celebration of life for my mom. Discover reflections on the experience, practical advice, planning tips when there are limited resources, and the importance of support from friends and family. 💌💫 #GriefJourney #CelebrationOfLife #Remembrance

Join us for an emotional journey through love, loss, and resilience with Michelle B. Currie on the latest episode of 'I Want to Call My Mom.' Discover how cherished memories and humor guide healing. 🌿❤️ #Podcast #Grief #HealingJourney You can learn more about Michelle on her website, https://www.michellebcurrie.com/

Today, we're talking to Kelly, who is sharing the strength and life of her nephew, Nicholas. Nicholas passed away from a rare type of Leukemia called AMKL at 2 years old. We talk about the shockwaves that losing a child can cause, talking to others about that grief, living in his honor, and the foundation set up in his name. You can learn more about the Nicholas Richard Collins Superhero Foundation and donate at www.nicholasrichardcollins.org

Death can open us up to truths we never were able to see before. Today's episode, Crystal and I dive into that as we speak about the loss of her mother, Betty. Crystal shares her struggles with sobriety and mental health following Betty's passing, struggling to understand those around you who are also grieving, and processing her grief through writing her second book. You can learn more about Crystal on Amazon at https://www.amazon.com/stores/Crystal-Dawn-Church/author/B08Q1PN35S?ref=ap_rdr&isDramIntegrated=true&shoppingPortalEnabled=true Or on Facebook at the Dreamweaving Method.

Today's mini is a reflection on the podcast so far. Sharing my thanks for my guests and YOU listeners who have helped share stories of loved ones, navigating grief and everything in between. I share one of my favorite Thanksgiving side dish recipes at the end of the episode, which you can find on Instagram @iwanttocallmymompod. I also talk about expanding future mini episodes and am asking for any and all stories from YOU! Whether it's about losing someone close to you or navigating a different grief, I would love to hear from you. Please send me an email to read on a future episode at [email protected].

On this episode, Kyle is sharing her story of not just going through one loss, but two. The loss of her brother, Jeff, and her mother, Sue. She speaks on the extremely important topics of suicide, mental health, the taboo and shame around those subjects, cancer, not having children, chronic illness and the different experiences of grief. This is an important episode and as a Grief Coach herself, Kyle shares some wonderful advice and insight that I believe everyone should hear. If you would like to learn more about Kyle, please check out her website at www.lifebeyondlossgriefcoaching.com. Also, if you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, please reach out to 988 for immediate support through the Suicide & Crisis Hotline.

This year on Día de los Muertos (or the Day of the Dead), I was honored to be a performer for the DedTalk in Natick, MA. Today, this mini is all about my experience and the other wonderful performers at this event.Please check out absolutely everyone!For future DedTalk Events visit: www.facebook.com/dedtalk and Instagram: @_Dedtalk_Lindsay Cercone - www.ritualroots.net & Instagram: @ritualrootsholisticAlycia Bolanes - www.heavenaffiliated.net & Instagram: @heavenaffiliated_alyciabolanesMichelle B Currie - www.michellebcurrie.comDRENT - www.DRENTPARTY.bandcamp.com & @drentparty on all streaming platformsEmma Hayes - Owner of Lovely Earth Gardening: www.facebook.com/LovelyearthgardeningPrasada Rei - www.facebook.com/PrasadaReiTribal, www.rahlune.com & Instagram: @Raysinharmony & @RahluneImaginary Expedition - www.facebook.com/ImaginaryExpeditionAmy Roth - Instagram: @Amy.Rothhh & Youtube: Scotgirl123Sound Shaman - www.soundshaman.bandcamp.com, Spotify: Sound Shaman & www.blu3kat.comCommon Street Spiritual Center (Natick, MA): www.commonstreet.org

Jessica is speaking with us today about her fun-loving, down to earth cowboy of a dad, Dave. We talk about opening up the conversation of death with your loved ones, experiencing grief differently to those around you and respecting boundaries and wishes of your dying loved ones. If you currently have a loved one facing a terminal diagnosis, this is the episode for you.

Today, I'm trying something new and leading a guided meditation for anyone who is grieving. All you will need is a comfortable place to relax and this time for yourself. Thank you for finding this episode when you need it most and I hope you enjoy.

While Melissa was 23 and in her final months of college, her dad, Frank, suddenly passed away. Melissa shares the impact of losing a parent in her early 20s, focusing her energy on finishing school to become the first person in her father's family to earn a college degree, and always finding the light in her darkest moments. I hope you enjoy our conversation filled with laughter and memories.

Today's not-so-mini, mini episode is extremely dear to my heart. I was able to sit down with Henry Johnston, a Funeral Director and Embalmer, and the owner of Johnston & Williams Funeral Home and Crematory located in Ellensburg and Cle Elum, WA. Henry was the person who cared for my mom once she had passed. The impact his presence had on me during that time is something I will never forget and I am so happy to share his knowledge and perspective with you all. If you would like to contact Henry directly, please visit his website at www.ellensburgfunerals.com.

Today, Katrina is speaking on the loss of her Grandma Joyce or "Monga" as she is so lovingly called. We discuss how she keeps her loved ones alive now, navigating grief for yourself and doing what feels right for you, and appreciating the small moments in life with your loved ones. Please enjoy our conversation and all the positivity Katrina brings to this episode!

Today is my mom’s birthday. In her honor, I cooked her favorite family meal for the very first time all by myself. A video of the cooking will be available on YouTube under the new channel, @iwanttocallmymompodCheck it out now and feel free to laugh at my facial expressions as I talk about cooking Cluds!

Today, I'm sharing one of my favorite coping mechanisms and one of my most cherished creative projects. The Traveling Journal with my Aunt Kathleen and Aunt Rosie. I was in a particularly low moment, when I saw a video with this idea of creatively connecting with someone you love from afar. It has turned into such a beautiful thing for my Aunts and me and I hope this episode inspires you to reach out to whoever you're missing who's still here.

Sarah is talking with us today about her Grandpa Robert, or Pépé, who passed away in 2020. We get into the impact of the phrase "I love you", the role father figures play in our lives, comparing this loss to the one of her biological father at a young age, and building your own family and support system after experiencing a death.

Another book recommendation today as I'm talking about Crying in H Mart by Michelle Zauner. This is a memoir about growing up as a Korean American, her mother's cancer diagnosis and death, coping through grief with food, and finding her own identity. As I read it, I felt deeply connected to my own mother and her love of cooking and enjoying food. I hope it resonates with you, too.I apologize in advance for any mispronunciations, especially as I struggled to pronounce some Korean words while reading an excerpt from the book. But please, enjoy!

In 2017, Kristine experienced every parent's worst nightmare, the death of her youngest child, Colton. In our episode today, Kristine opens up about advocating for Colton while he was sick, the emotions since his passing, motherhood after loss and helping other grieving parents. She also highlights the power of social media communities and how they can help in your darkest times.

Ashes to ashes and...what the heck do I do with this stuff? In the mini today, I'm sharing what I have done with my Mom's remains and other options of what you could do. I share a couple websites that are wonderful resources, spiritpieces.com and partingstone.com. I also read a journal entry from one of the days I spread my Mom's ashes, and of course, get a little emotional too. Comment on today's episode for any stories of what you have done or what you would like to do in the future!

Dedicating this mini episode to my friend, Katrina, and her girl, Kierra. I'm talking about the importance of pets in our lives, the impacts their deaths can have and highlighting an amazing resource: www.rainbowsbridge.com

In this episode, Christian talks about his Grandpa Lonnie. After Chris’s biological dad left the family, Lonnie took on the father figure role in Christian’s life. We talk about that dynamic, trying to make our deceased loved ones proud and navigating loss during times when your personal relationships are going through changes.

In this mini episode, I had the honor of talking with Lindsay Cercone, who is a Death Doula in the Boston area. Lindsay explains what exactly a Death Doula is, the schooling she went through, her experience thus far, and her goal of normalizing the death conversation. You can find Lindsay on Instagram @ritualrootsholistic and on her website www.ritualroots.net

Today, Wendy tells us all about the life and love of her mom, Gwynna, who passed away unexpectedly in 2013. We discuss the extremely difficult day that she passed and how it impacted Wendy, Gwynna’s own struggles when her own mom died, and the power of a strong, tight knit family.

Today’s mini episode is all about my favorite coping mechanism: yoga and meditation. I talk about what got me into my practice, my personal recommendations if you’re newly into yoga, and trying aerial yoga. Enjoy and namaste!

Alycia shares the love and loss of two extremely important men in her life. Her older brother, Dougie, and her dad, Doug SR, who passed within 7 weeks of each other in 2011. We discuss grieving differently for separate people, managing anger after loss and the importance of honoring your loved ones in the little ways. You can find Alycia on Instagram @heavenaffiliated_alyciabolanes and on TikTok @alyciabolanes

On the first not-so-mini, mini episode, I had the great pleasure of speaking with Psychic Medium, Alycia Bolanes. Alycia’s firsthand experience with grief motivated her to help others through mediumship. We talk about connecting to Spirit, handling skeptics, the dreams she has for her future, and so much more. You can find Alycia on Instagram @heavenaffiliated_alyciabolanes and on TikTok @alyciabolanes

For our first Father’s Day episode, I had the great pleasure of talking with Tim about his dad, Guy. We discuss his dad being diagnosed with ALS (before the ice bucket challenge), finding his way out of self alienation and into his safe coping mechanisms, and becoming a father without his father physically beside him. One big take away: it’s okay to cry with your kids! Also, you can see Tim’s art on instagram @ichor_ink

**BOOK REC TIME!** Today, I’m talking about the first book I read that helped me understand my grief and my fear of death a little more. “Smoke Gets in Your Eyes & Other Lessons from the Crematory” by Caitlin Doughty

In this episode, my brother and I are talking together for the very first time about our mom, Colleen; her life, her death and the lasting effects she had on both of us. We get extremely honest and open about our childhood, generational alcoholism, and finding our ways to healthy coping mechanisms. Trigger warning at the top of the episode.

From being first known as Decoration Day for Civil War Soldiers, to now the Memorial Day we all know today. It’s been an interesting evolution of the holiday with an important message of respect and love.

In this episode, Brandy shares her close relationship with her grandma, Mimi. We talk about the importance of having a strong network when you’re grieving, grief dreaming and the importance of taking care of your mental health. There is a trigger warning at the top of this episode, so please be sure to listen to that before hearing about the beautiful life of Mimi.

Happy Mother’s Day! I went to Reddit with a question, how do you celebrate holidays/birthdays while still honoring your lost loved ones? Today’s episode dives into some of my favorite ideas of how to get through the emotional, yet important dates.

Happy Cinco de Mayo! Happy birthday to one of my best friends, Jesse! And happy belated May the 4th be with you! No guest or mini episode this week, but keep an eye out for some more amazing interviews coming so very soon! Contact [email protected] to become a future guest on the show.

Colleen’s journal explains the nickname for my sweet Grandma Marjorie and I talk about the task of memorializing our loved ones.

For this episode, we’re remembering Cheyenne’s Great Aunt Wanda, who lived to the amazing age of 94. We discuss mourning someone who had such a long life, Cheyenne’s experience with Postpartum Depression while grieving, and keeping Wanda’s memory alive for Cheyenne’s children who weren’t able to meet her.

The title says it all. This week, I’m sharing some tips I learned while writing Colleen’s obituary and giving pointers to anyone who has to take on this task.

In this special episode, Kathleen remembers her mother Marjorie, also known as my Grandma Pudgie. We discuss the impact of losing your mother in your young adulthood and how it impacts grieving others later on. We also speak on understanding each loss is different, but just as important to allow yourself the grace to grieve.

Happy Easter to those who celebrate! Today’s mini is about family traditions. What is something special you did with your loved one that made an impact on you?

During this episode, Chelsea talks about losing a friend as a young adult and how finding a true support system helped her cope with his death and continue to build her life. We also talk about the importance of not letting other people’s judgments on your grieving interfere with your healing process. The resource discussed in this episode is the short story, Make the Chili by Pam Berg.