might as well

In this episode, we’re basically asking… why is everyone so scared of being seen trying?And who are we even performing for?We get into:being afraid of being perceived while tryingthe difference between actually trying vs just performingturning everything into a “moment” (reading in public, having matcha, etc.)who is this performance even for… strangers?how anything can become a trend instead of just being genuinedoing things on your own terms than doing what’s considered coolAlysa Liu and her “might as well” energynot being the “perfect” version and still showing up anywayembracing cringe to become free the pressure to be perfect and polished in the dance communitybringing back being real instead of just curated and snatchedpeople showing up, having fun, getting gigs… regardless of how “good” they areWe also talk about Utkarsh getting recognised from followers coming up to him, to the energy at the pride parade; and how people around us are slowly catching onto the “might as well” mindset.Trying, performing, and questioning what’s actually real.Life’s short.Might as well do what you want.And honestly… it’s about time you did too.about the podcast:might as well is a conversational podcast about life, identity, ambition, culture, and the things people pretend to have figured out.It’s chaotic, a little unhinged, sometimes funny, sometimes real — but mostly just two people thinking out loud about life.Because honestly, life’s messy.You might as well do what you love and figure it out as you go.follow us:instagram Utkarsh:  https://www.instagram.com/felisfella/ Muskan:  https://www.instagram.com/muskanvurmaa/spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/1N3JtKW...youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCesgU70nJokCQNMDIEKANmg 

We got stuck in traffic after dance class and accidentally dismantled work-life balance. Typical.Work-life balance doesn't actually work — especially if you have ADHD, if you menstruate, or if you exist outside the default. In this episode, we talk about energy cycles, period leave being treated like a radical concept, and how systems are built by cis het men for cis het men. We also joke about the trans bill and people within marginalized communities who still defend the systems crushing them.New episode of Might As Well.about the podcast:might as well is a conversational podcast about life, identity, ambition, culture, and the things people pretend to have figured out.It’s chaotic, a little unhinged, sometimes funny, sometimes real, but mostly just two people thinking out loud about life.Because honestly, life’s messy.You might as well do what you love and figure it out as you go.follow us:instagram Utkarsh: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/felisfella/⁠ Muskan: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/muskanvurmaa/⁠ spotify: ⁠https://open.spotify.com/show/1N3JtKW...⁠youtube: ⁠Might as well - YouTube

In this episode, we’re offering our deepest condolences… to society.And especially to anyone who’s had to deal with men on a daily basis.We get into:-insecure men vs the ones who are actually secure-men who aren’t threatened by something as harmless as nail paint-how some people will compliment your things but never you (Utkarsh’s gym story)-why being real is so hard for some people-men struggling to accept people who don’t fit into neat little boxes-following “norms” without questioning them… and calling that strength?-a rare win: what secure masculinity actually looks like (Muskan’s brother)-Straight people still acting weird around queer people in the big 2026-Anything feminine = instantly looked down upon (for everyone)-judging women for liking “feminine” things (BTS, Harry Styles etc.)Anyway, it’s a lot.Fragile masculinity, questionable behaviour, and some much-needed reality checks.about the podcast:might as well is a conversational podcast about life, identity, ambition, culture, and the things people pretend to have figured out.It’s chaotic, a little unhinged, sometimes funny, sometimes real — but mostly just two people thinking out loud about life.Because honestly, life’s messy.You might as well do what you love and figure it out as you go.follow us:instagram Utkarsh: https://www.instagram.com/felisfella/ Muskan: https://www.instagram.com/muskanvurmaa/ spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/1N3JtKW...youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCesgU70nJokCQNMDIEKANmg 

went to a party, bruised my knees, and somehow ended up questioning men, capitalism, and existence! In this episode of might as well, we start with a chaotic night out, dancing, getting on stage, and waking up with actual broken knees and spiral into something much deeper. We talk about:– what dating feels like after a breakup– becoming emotionally detached (or just… practical?)– seeing attraction as a chemical reaction instead of something romantic– why everything starts to feel fake when you overthink it enough– capitalism, work culture, and the idea of “retirement”– and whether life is even meant to be lived this way somewhere along the way, we ask: if nothing was really our choice to begin with… why are we still trying so hard to do everything “right”? maybe the only real answer is: do what you want. feel what you feel. And stop taking everything so seriously. Life’s messy. Might as well!about the podcast:might as well is a conversational podcast about life, identity, ambition, culture, and the things people pretend to have figured out.It’s chaotic, a little unhinged, sometimes funny, sometimes real, but mostly just two people thinking out loud about life.follow us:instagram Utkarsh: https://www.instagram.com/felisfella/Muskan: https://www.instagram.com/muskanvurmaa/spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/1N3JtKWsV61d1XSCw3JiDN?si=675a908a6cc64603youtube: https://youtu.be/gltwH1IvL7g

In this episode, Utkarsh and Muskan delve into astrology, zodiac signs, and horoscopes. From taking a trip down memory lane when Muskan shares why she wanted to be a certain zodiac sign because both her parents had that sun sign…to talking about Co–Star, the astrology app.They also explore the details of Utkarsh’s chart, for which they ask his birth details from his mother and attempt to make an account on Co–Star (spoiler alert: the app crashes).Later, Muskan shares her opinions on why Utkarsh is often mistaken for a Leo instead of his actual sign. The whole episode is lighthearted and playful, since neither of them takes astrology too seriously as their knowledge mostly comes from memes.about the podcast:might as well is a conversational podcast about life, identity, ambition, culture, and the things people pretend to have figured out.It’s chaotic, a little unhinged, sometimes funny, sometimes real, but mostly just two people thinking out loud about life.Because honestly, life’s messy.You might as well do what you love and figure it out as you go.follow us:instagram Utkarsh: https://www.instagram.com/felisfella/Muskan: https://www.instagram.com/muskanvurmaa/spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/1N3JtKWsV61d1XSCw3JiDN?si=675a908a6cc64603youtube: Fire sign vs Earth sign (we exposed ourselves) | might as well ep. 3

In this episode, we talk about how the people around you shape the way you think, behave, and see the world, often more than you realize.From friendships and social circles to the content you consume, influence is everywhere. And sometimes, the hardest but most necessary thing is learning to step back, filter people, and choose what (and who) actually aligns with you.We also get into:why people hate-watch things they don’t even likethe pressure to keep everyone in your life (“koi bhi kabhi bhi kaam aa sakta hai”)outgrowing people and starting overfiguring out who you are when no one else is aroundand why being yourself is actually harder than it soundsUtkarsh and Muskan also discuss personal phases of isolation, after an ADHD diagnosis, grief, and breakup, and how stepping away from everyone can help you reconnect with yourselves and rebuild life more intentionally.Because honestly, life’s messy.You might as well spend more time doing what you love and figure it out as you go.about the podcast:might as well is a conversational podcast about life, identity, ambition, culture, and the things people pretend to have figured out.It’s chaotic, a little unhinged, sometimes funny, sometimes real, but mostly just two people thinking out loud about life.Because honestly, life’s messy.You might as well do what you love and figure it out as you go.follow us:instagram Utkarsh: https://www.instagram.com/felisfella/Muskan: https://www.instagram.com/muskanvurmaa/spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/1N3JtKWsV61d1XSCw3JiDN?si=675a908a6cc64603youtube: Might as well - YouTube00:00 intro02:00 How we've been influencing 05:30 might as well do the things you enjoy08:40 too baddie to speak hindi10:00 Importance of cutting people off14:35 relationships are holding you back18:15 cut that b*tch off27:45 being lazy helped me33:00 cut off your relatives35:00 conclusion (sort off)

In the first episode of might as well, we finally stop overthinking and start the podcast we’ve been talking about for months.we talk about how the name “might as well” came about, why focusing on yourself is often misunderstood as selfish, and why self-awareness can actually make people more empathetic.the conversation also moves into ADHD, how people begin noticing the signs, what the process of getting assessed can look like, and why getting a diagnosis can feel terrifying.Utkarsh shares his personal experience of speaking with a therapist and getting an ADHD assessment, and how the internet often becomes the first place people begin understanding themselves. And Muskan shares her experiences which then lead to both of them wondering if she might also have ADHD!this episode is messy, honest, and the beginning of figuring things out in real time.topics in this episode• starting the podcast• the story behind the name might as well• why focusing on yourself isn’t selfish• empathy and self-awareness• ADHD and getting assessed• the internet and self-diagnosisfollow the showinstagramyoutubefollow the hostsUtkarsh(felisfella)Muskannew episodes every week.stop overthinking. You might as well say it, try it, do it. Timestamps00:00 intro00:39 why we started the podcast01:25 the story behind the name “might as well”06:33 why focusing on yourself isn’t selfish10:32 talking about ADHD13:54 getting assessed for ADHD24:19 the internet and self-diagnosis27:46 final thoughts