The Holy Shit Show

It's been over a year since I decided I wanted to do a podcast. When I said I wanted to walk people through the journey of how it worked, I knew it was going to get icky. However I was unaware of how bad it truly would get in order to get there. Trust me I'm not there yet and I am still on the front lines of the battle with myself. I was waiting for it to be polished, I was waiting to understand how and what it looked like. I was waiting to show you the mess that is life by showing up with a life that is perfect! It took 15 months for me to understand that if I wanted to be real I needed to come out raw and lost. My faith in the Universe has never wavered. My understanding that what is for me will find me still sits at the forefront of my heart. I am determined more than ever to find the peace as I stepped into a portion of my path that is proving to be a treacherous road. I have felt and understood the peace that supasses understanding and because of it I am aware that the only battle I have is within myself. Today more than ever I choose to push forward in the face of something that seems unlikely to succeed with a deep rooted belief in it being the road I have been asked to walk. Im not sure how or when I will get there but Im taking y'all with me. Put on your seat belt this shits about to get real bumpy! Less go!!