Faith Through the Fire

I am so honored you are here, no matter who you are there is always a seat for you 🤍What do you do when God asks you to stay, but everything in you wants to leave?In this episode, I share a personal journey from the past two years learning how to remain faithful in a season I didn’t understand and didn’t always feel equipped for. Through it, God has reshaped my character and deepened my relationship with Him.Looking at Exodus 33 and the life of Moses, we’re reminded that God’s presence is far more valuable than any promise we think we’re waiting on & often what we’re really longing for isn’t a change in circumstance but a deeper connection with Him.We also unpack purpose and the dangerous lie that we’re “behind” in life. We unpack the truth and how to know if you are walking in your purpose.If you’re feeling stuck, forgotten, or like your prayers aren’t being answered, this conversation is for you.

hi :) I’m so glad you’re here.In this episode, I open up about what God has been teaching me lately and how He has been drawing me close in the midst of hard things and moments I don’t understand.I talk through what my relationship with the Lord has looked like recently, and what He has been showing me about dying to myself daily, surrendering in worship, and receiving God’s love instead of striving for it.It can be easy to feel like suffering means God isn’t close or isn’t working, but I share how God has been showing me just how gentle His heart is toward us.If you’re in a season of struggle, silence, or growth, I pray this episode brings you encouragement and comfort, and helps you see that God is still at work even in what feels hard or unclear.

welcome back :)! I am so honored you are here. Today's episode is a bit of a heavy one. I open up about what healing from sexual abuse really looks and feels like. It is very messy conversation about the realities of healing, the parts no one talks about, and the things I never could have expected. It is raw, not very put together, but so honest and real. My hope is that it reminds anyone on a similar journey that you are not alone, and helps bring awareness to those supporting someone who is. My dm's are also always open 🤍you are not alone and are so very loved.If you or someone you know has experienced sexual assault, support is available and healing is possible.You can reach the RAINN National Sexual Assault Hotline at800-656-HOPE (4673)or connect online at rainn.org.Or call 911. Reporting can save a life.

If you’ve ever felt rejected, an outcast, overlooked, or not enough this episode is for you.In this episode we talk about what it means to come to Jesus in the middle of our brokenness and receive His Wholeness. Through a powerful biblical story and real life struggles, you’ll be reminded that rejection is not the end of your story and most importantly you are not alone. You are so loved. Healing is happening in the midst of the hard.

Welcome back! In this episode Kayla talks through Psalm 56 and what it looks like to trust God in the midst of fear, pressure, and uncertainty. We dive into the the true weight of Jesus's sacrifice, all that He endured on the cross, and the life changing freedom we have because of the blood of Jesus. If you have been feeling stuck, battling fear, questioning your freedom, or wondering if God really does love you, this episode is for you.

In today's episode Kayla and Bri sit down to talk all things freedom from self hatred, the power of the blood of Jesus, and surrender in changing seasons. This episode is powerful, you won't want to miss it!

In this episode Kayla and Kylie go in depth into comparison, insecurity, and identity. They talk through their own struggles, how the Lord is working it out of their lives, and they bring Scripture in to how to come against the cycle. If you are struggling with any of these you are not alone and you won't want to miss this conversation!

Do you ever wonder if God still loves you or maybe are scared that He is disappointed in you? In this episode, we dive into Romans 8 and unpack that nothing not even our worst sins can separate us from God’s love. We talk through how God bandages our wounds and how He gets down with us and rescues us from the things we promised Him we would never go back too. You are so loved. You are not alone. You are chosen.

Kayla sits down with her friends Kylie & Kylie for a fun girl chat about dressing for the Kingdom, Christian dating, modesty, dating green flags, funniest first-date stories, and overcoming insecurity. This episode is full of laughs, real experiences, and faith-based advice for women navigating relationships, confidence, and Kingdom standards.

Happy Friday! In today’s episode, Kayla sits down with her friend Kylie, who bravely shares her story of healing, hope, and redemption after experiencing an abortion. Kylie opens up about her thought process at the time, how the experience impacted her, and what her journey toward healing looked like. She discusses the weight of shame and guilt she carried, the vital role of community support, and the transformative power of God’s love, forgiveness, and mercy. No matter what you’ve been through, this episode is insightful, encouraging, and inspiring; you won’t want to miss it!

In this episode Kayla sits down and talks about something the Lord taught her each month in 2025. She reflects on His goodness, His faithfulness, the tough moments and how God was in it all. This episode is encouraging and reminds you that you are not alone!Some takeaways: • Sometimes His miracles come in the form of giving wisdom to people. •. How can I say I believe when it's never been that costly to me? • You are a daughter or son of the King of the universe and He has asked you to do this. • Disobedience comes from loving something more than God. •. God is so good in the midst of it. • God's goodness is running after us right now in this moment. •. Fear has no room where the spirit of the Lord is. •. Those who trust in the Lord lack no good thing. •. Justice is for Him and Him only. •. We do not have to be under the control of our sinful nature because we are controlled by the Holy Spirit.

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her friend Rebekah to talk about waiting on God for healing in the midst of chronic illness. Rebekah shares how this season has shaped her faith, what it looks like to wait without letting illness become her identity, and how she’s learning to keep her eyes fixed on Jesus, the One who heals. This episode is encouraging and full of wisdom!

Happy New Year! In this episode Kayla and her sisters sit down for a vulnerable talk about all things New Year, healing, living a life of integrity, living for the applause of heaven, and more! You won't want to miss this episode! 

In this episode Kylie talks about how she thought love had to be worked for in her relationship with an ex until God showed her something different. In this conversation, we explore how her relationship struggles brought her closer to God, how she learned His true character, and how that transformed her understanding of love, worth, and identity. If you’ve ever felt like you had to earn love, from people or from God, this episode will speak to you.

A new year can tend to bring anxiety and pressure so this episode is all about stepping boldly into the new year with God leading the way. Kayla talks about seeking God’s direction, receiving a word for the year, and embracing the new thing He wants to do in your life. If you’re longing for clarity, renewal, or a sense of direction from God in this season, this episode will encourage you to look for the new thing He wants to do in your life.

In this episode Kayla sits down with her friend Kylie who asks her questions all about the cult. Kayla opens up about the cult she was raised in and the different ways that the cult enforced their rules and agendas. She also shares what a day in the life was like, and talks honestly about rejection, healing, church hurt, being honestly with God and yourself, and the long road out.

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her friend Kylie to talk about the importance of sharing the gospel and practical ways to do it. They unpack why so many Christians feel fear around evangelism, how to overcome that fear, and why living a life of boldness is what we’re called to as followers of Jesus. You won't want to miss this episode!

In this episode, Kayla dives into what it means to invite God into your finances. She shares how giving even when it hurts becomes an act of obedience, a declaration that your flesh won’t win, and a powerful step of faith. If you’re navigating financial stress, wrestling with trust, or wanting to experience true freedom in this area, this conversation will encourage you to walk boldly with God in every dollar and decision. 

In this episode Kayla and her sister in law, Jordi sit down and explore themes of faith, mentorship, and personal struggle in an honest conversation. They discuss the need for strong mentors, how to handle disappointment, and the importance of preserving hope and joy during difficult seasons. The episode also examines the influence of media on spiritual well-being, the reality of spiritual warfare, and the gift of prophecy. Centered on identity in Christ, this discussion encourages listeners to seek God’s direction in every aspect of their lives.

So happy you are here! In this episode Kayla sits down with two of her best friends Megan and Cooper, for an unfiltered conversation on how cultural shifts have demasculinized men, exhausted women, and disrupted the balance between the two.Through raw conversations and biblical insights, they break down how fear of a better option, comfort, and “nice guy” conditioning are holding men back and how women’s empowerment culture sometimes feeds that very passivity. We also dive into how porn has distorted men’s perception of relationships and how the addiction to variety destroys intimacy and long-term connection.Cooper brings powerful, practical advice for breaking free from passivity and taking real steps toward walking in the roles God designed for men and women.

In this episode Kayla sits down with her sister Clareta for a conversation about what happens after you say “yes” to Jesus. From learning to walk in your new identity to exploring the gifts of the Spirit, this episode is all about growing deeper in faith and walking out your purpose with God. We give practical encouragement and talk about holy habits that will keep you close to Jesus.

In this episode, Kayla opens up about her personal journey of learning to hear the voice of God. She shares practical ways to recognize and discern when God is speaking and offers encouragement for anyone longing to experience a deeper connection with Him. If you’ve ever wondered how to truly start hearing God’s voice in your own life, this episode is for you.

In this episode Kayla gets vulnerable and shares what God has been teaching her in a season that’s felt painful and stretching. She talks about how obedience can sometimes feel like loss, but also how God uses those moments to refine our faith and remind us that surrender always leads to freedom. Together we will dive deep into the importance of discipline, fighting against the temptation of disappointment and discouragement, and how a life lived on the altar actually results in peace and deeper intimacy with God. 

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her sister Clareta for an unfiltered messy “sister talk. They talk all things purity, modesty, cussing, and boundaries in relationships. Together, they dive into what it has looked like personally to navigate these topics as Christian women in today’s culture.  They get honest about the pressures, the grace, and the freedom that comes from conviction, surrender, obedience, and a heart after Jesus.

Have you ever felt like there is no way you could ever forgive let alone find freedom in forgiveness? If so, this is the episode for you. Kayla shares her journey of forgiveness and healing after experiencing trauma and abuse. She discusses the challenges of forgiving those who have hurt her, the importance of healing with the Lord in the process, and how her faith has played a crucial role in her journey. There is so much freedom, peace, and joy in forgiveness and God wants to go on that journey with you so that you will experience it to the fullest. 

If you’ve ever battled insecurity or felt like you’ll never measure up, you’re not alone. In this episode, Kayla shares about how she has struggled with insecurity, how she learned to step out of the comparison trap, and rest in the unshakable truth of who she is in Christ. Together, we’ll explore how the gospel speaks a better word over our worth, how to quiet the lies that keep us stuck, and how freedom begins when we believe we are already chosen and fully loved. My hope is that you’ll walk away encouraged, lighter, and more confident in the identity God has given you.

What do we do when it feels hard to believe God is truly good? In this episode, Kayla dives into the reality of spiritual warfare and how we can stand firm in the armor of God. She shares her own journey of learning to surrender her perspective of what’s good and bad, and how God’s truth anchors us when we feel weak.

Welcome back! In this episode Kayla is joined by her sister Clareta once again, who turns the mic around and interviews Kayla!Kayla opens up about her personal journey of faith and how she wrestled with trust, healing, and identity after past hurts. Together, they unpack the struggle of trusting God after trauma, the process of rebuilding trust in the church, and how easy it is to carry old wounds into new relationships. Kayla also shares honestly about the party scene, how her identity was once wrapped in what boys thought of her, and how she discovered that true freedom is only found in Christ. This raw and hope filled conversation encourages listeners to lean into God’s character, embrace community, and pursue a deeper relationship with Him, no matter their past. You are never too far gone!

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her dad as he opens up about his experience inside the cult, how he got through the hardest thing he’s ever faced, and the process of untangling the lies he was taught. He talks about the wrestle of the very place that promised you truth and safety becoming the source of some of his deepest wounds. His story is raw, redemptive, and a testimony that God is in the business of turning pain into purpose, turning tragedy into victory, just as He showed us on the cross.

In this solo episode, Kayla opens up about the lonely parts of faith, the moments of doubt, being misunderstood, and the struggle of obedience. If you have ever stepped out in faith only to wonder if it was supposed to be this hard, this episode is for you. Kayla talks about the beauty in the midst of the struggle, how God is worth every costly yes, and that His Presence and the intimacy cultivated in the fire is something that can never be taken away. You are not alone, God is with you every step of the way, and He is faithful to see us through.

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her best friend Allison who opens up about the loss of her dad and the faith she carried for his healing, only to be met with God’s ‘no.’ She shares honestly about navigating the pain of unanswered prayers, stepping into a new season of life, and realizing that it, too, brought unexpected challenges and more prayers that weren’t answered the way she hoped. Through it all, she’s learning what it means to trust God daily, even when the path is harder than expected. This conversation is about grief, faith, and the courage to keep walking with God when His answers look different than ours.

In this episode, Kayla is joined by her sister-in-law Jordi, for a heartfelt conversation on what it really means to hear God’s voice, and the courage it takes to follow it. Kayla and Jordi talk about how saying “yes” to Him often comes with risk, uncertainty, and the unknown and how it always leads to His faithfulness. Jordi shares the story of how she met Kayla's brother, the steps of obedience she’s taken along the way, and what she’s believing God for right now. If you’ve ever wrestled with trusting His voice when the path isn’t clear, this episode will remind you: God never fails His children.

In this solo episode, Kayla opens up about her experience with anxiety and depression, and what it’s been like to ask God for healing that hasn’t come in the way she imagined. She talks on how through the waiting and the questions, God has shown more of who He is: present, faithful, full of grace, and still able. This is an honest conversation about trusting Him in the middle of it and not just on the other side. This one is raw, real, and full of hope for anyone still in the middle of their story.

Welcome Back!In this episode, we dive into the often overlooked season between promise and fulfillment—the waiting. What do you do when God speaks a word over your life but the breakthrough hasn’t come yet? How do you hold onto faith when the timeline feels uncertain and circumstances are showing no evidence of fulfillment. Join us as we talk with Mikayla Haines about the beauty and challenge of waiting on God. We explore what it means to praise in the in-between, the tension between losing hope and clinging on to faith In God, and how God meets us in the silence with purpose.Whether you’re in a waiting season or walking with someone who is, this conversation will remind you that delay doesn’t mean denial—and there’s worship to be found in the waiting.

Welcome back!In this week’s episode, our host Kayla is joined by a special guest—her sister, Clareta. Together, they open up about the hardest season of their family’s life: walking through heartbreak, deep loss, and the aftermath of the controlling religious cult they grew up in.Through Clareta’s eyes, we hear what it was like to wrestle with disappointment, spiritual trauma, and the quiet question that changed everything: Will I still say yes to God?This is a vulnerable conversation about the cost of surrender, the ache of trying to keep trusting when it feels impossible, and the fight to believe God is still who He says He is.And through it all, we return to this truth: our “yes” doesn’t come from pressure—it comes from love. And that love never left.

Welcome to the very first episode of Faith Through the Fire!! In this episode our host, Kayla shares the heart behind the podcast—why it exists, and the story she’s held onto. Raised in a religious cult marked by fear, manipulation, and abuse, Kayla spent years without the freedom or even the words to describe it. This is her journey of healing, honesty, and hope—and she’s inviting you to walk alongside her. Praying that you will be encouraged, uplifted, and inspired to invite God into your story too, and that His redemption would mark your life.