Feeding Fathers

Have you ever wondered what a priest actually thinks and feels at the end of the day? The real joys, the tough times, and everything in between? In this honest, funny, and laid-back conversation, we open up about our seminary years, the brotherhood that still means everything to us, what being a spiritual father to a whole community is actually like, and the very human side of priesthood that most people never see. We talk about the formation that shaped us, the frustrations that come with the job, the humility we try to lean on, and why we still need confession and support just like everyone else. Whether you’re curious about priest life, thinking about discernment, or just want to understand us better, sit down with us over some food and hear our real story. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Christopher Somo, Fr. Tristan Farida, Fr. Augustine Joseph ––– 00:00 Joys and Challenges 02:44 Seminary Brotherhood 08:29 Growing Up in Seminary 11:04 Priesthood as Fatherhood 17:44 Humility 21:22 No Climbing the Ranks 25:49 Priests Go to Confession 28:47 Can Priests Drink? 30:20 Priest Privilege 32:22 Retreats Build Relationships 37:41 Laity Make Ministry Work 43:33 'One Has To Go' Game 49:40 Annoying Questions Priests Get –––

We talk about something that feels almost counter-cultural today: the power of slowing down. From Fr. Fadi's beautiful multi-course Italian dinner for the Bishop to the everyday grind most of us live in, we explore how constant work, hustle culture, and “rise and grind” thinking are quietly harming our faith, families, and peace of mind. We unpack why true leisure isn’t laziness—it’s actually one of the most human and Christian things we can do. We discuss "Babette’s Feast," how shared meals have shaped Christian culture for centuries, the beauty of real conversation and presence, and why the Sabbath is meant to be a protest against the worship of work and money. We also get honest about the struggle: busy parents, priest life, economic pressures, and how hard it is to break the habit of constant busyness. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Fadi Auro, Fr. Christopher Somo ––– 00:00 A Special Seminary Dinner 02:31 Faith, Culture, and Meals 03:35 Babette's Feast 05:54 Table Manners and Virtue 09:57 Jesus Ministry at Table 12:05 Books, Films, and Slow Art 14:15 Doomscrolling and Lost Attention 16:57 Sabbath and Rest 19:59 Defining Leisure 27:45 Grind Kills Wonder 33:15 Worship Shapes Identity 36:43 Slow Food and Shared Meals 40:37 Dinner with Friends –––

We sit down and talk through Christ's’ words in John 14: "Let not your hearts be troubled... I am the way, the truth, and the life." He says this right after telling Peter he’s going to deny him and just before the whole crucifixion. He’s getting the apostles ready for what’s coming and offers them a kind of peace the world can’t touch. We get into the honest stuff—our own weaknesses, the guilt when we drop the ball, and how running into Christ’s truth can really shake you. We talk about living a Eucharistic life, walking with Jesus instead of trying to sprint ahead, and why a real relationship with Jesus and being vulnerable matters way more than just following the rules. We also react to agnostic Bible scholar Bart Ehrman and what he says about the resurrection appearances, digging into the empty tomb, how the disciples completely changed, and why their willingness to suffer and die for it points to something a lot bigger than hallucinations or myths. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Augustine Joseph, Fr. Tristan Farida ––– 00:00 John 14 Context 02:12 Peter’s Denial Foretold 04:44 Hold Onto Christ’s Peace 06:09 "The Way, the Truth, the Life" Explained 09:10 Eucharist as the Way 14:05 Rules vs Relationship 20:13 Peter Restored by Love 22:42 Facing Inevitable Suffering 23:44 St Maximilian Kolbe Example 28:57 Walking With Christ 35:16 Keep Struggling Forward 38:27 Pizza and Reacting to Ehrman on Resurrection 44:57 Empty Tomb and Martyrs –––

We couldn’t ignore this story: President Trump’s fiery Truth Social post calling Pope Leo XIV “weak on crime” and “terrible for foreign policy,” plus that weird (and quickly deleted) AI image that had everyone talking. We break down what actually happened, why the tone feels so off, and what it means for faithful Catholics who supported Trump but also love the Church. We talk respect for the Vicar of Christ, the Pope’s role as the world’s moral conscience (not a politician), why Catholics have to put faith first before any party, and how this whole thing reminds us not to "put our trust in princes." We also celebrate the new Chaldean Patriarch from Alqosh, Mar Paul III Nona, chat about the quiet revival happening among young Catholics, and end with some great middle eastern food and a fun “Saint or Ain’t” game. What do you think we should do as Catholics when politics and faith clash like this? Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Abbot Ankido Sippo, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Fadi Auro ––– 00:00 A New Patriarch 02:51 Patriarch Paulos Legacy 05:21 Trump Truth Social Post 08:46 Why It Feels Disrespectful 10:39 Catholics Before Politics 17:58 Media Labels and Papacy 18:59 Gen Z Catholic Revival 20:55 Pope Quote and Viral Image 22:17 Vance Defends the President 23:57 Henry VIII Parallel 24:55 Pope and War Morality 28:33 Say Sorry and Repent 34:01 Pope Leo Africa Tour 37:41 'Saint or Ain't' Game ––– ▶️ Video version of this episode: https://youtu.be/LVybYB9PxhM  📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!

On this Easter episode, we discuss Divine Mercy Sunday and the plenary indulgence that many Catholics pursue every year. We explain what a plenary indulgence actually does — and what it does not do — including common misunderstandings about complete forgiveness of temporal punishment, attachment to sin, and purgatory. Then we share why the traditional meaning of New Sunday (the Second Sunday of Easter in the Chaldean tradition) — the renewal of the human race through Christ’s Resurrection — should remain central to Chaldean & Assyrian Catholics and not be prioritized over other "popular" devotions. The conversation covers: • Why devotions are like “dessert” while the Mass, Gospels, and sacraments are the “protein” of our spiritual life • How replacing authentic tradition with newer practices affects organic development in the Church • The real purpose of indulgences: purification rooted in love rather than settling a debt with God • Shifting from “how much can I get away with?” to building a genuine relationship with God • The actual conditions for a plenary indulgence on Divine Mercy Sunday and why total detachment from sin is essential Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andrew Younan, Fr. Christopher Somo, Fr. Roni ––– 00:00 Good Friday Confessions 01:44 New Sunday Meaning (Khoshaba Khatha) 03:34 Devotions vs. Tradition 05:03 "Dessert" and "Protein" Faith 09:02 Private Revelation 13:59 Indulgences Explained 16:53 Purgatory As Purification 20:42 Saints and Salvation 22:53 Relationship, Not Credits 28:03 St. Thomas And New Life 29:40 Sacraments Beyond Legalism 34:58 Quiet Prayer Over Checklists 42:24 Praying The Psalms Deeply 47:04 Book Recommendations & Fr. Andy Annoyed –––

🌿 As Palm Sunday approaches and Holy Week begins, many of us are carrying a mix of hope and heaviness — especially in a time when the Church feels wounded and uncertain as we await the election of a new Patriarch of the Chaldean Church and a new Bishop for the Eparchy of the Western United States. In this episode of Feeding Fathers, we sit down with the powerful letter from Bishop Saad Sirop Hanna, the Apostolic Administrator of the Eparchy of St. Peter the Apostle in San Diego. With honesty and a true father’s heart, he speaks directly to the tiredness, confusion, and questions so many are holding right now. He reminds us: You are not alone. The Lord has not abandoned His Church. He calls us to walk the narrow path of truth that heals rather than destroys and charity that protects without becoming complicity — a beautiful balance of justice, transparency, and genuine communion. From there, we move into the heart of Holy Week. We reflect on something striking: how Jesus grows quiet as the Passion unfolds. After years of teaching, the Word made Flesh speaks less and acts more. In the silence before Pilate and on the cross, we see a powerful invitation — sometimes words fall short, and it’s time for surrender, presence, and trust in the midst of chaos. We also dive deep into the rich Chaldean tradition during these sacred days: - The moving “Oh Adam” prayers that wake the prophets and bring all of salvation history to its climax at the Cross. - Dramatic vigils, the washing of the feet, and liturgies filled with poetry and symbolism that invite us to experience the mystery rather than just hear it explained. - Why silence in the presence of the divine can be so healing — especially when our world and our hearts feel loud and unsettled. We talk openly about what Holy Week looks like for priests — the long hours hearing confessions, the temptation to over-fast, and the call to pour ourselves out completely for the people. And we explore the difference between Peter and Judas: not in the betrayal itself, but in whether we can accept God’s mercy when we’ve failed. Holy Week isn’t about pretending everything is fine — it’s about bringing our wounds, our doubts, and our tiredness to the foot of the Cross, where Jesus meets us with both truth and love. Featuring: Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Fadi Auro, Fr. Augustine Peter, Fr. Tristan Farida

This one’s pretty straightforward: we’re talking about virtue signaling — that thing where people post their “good deeds” or hot takes online mostly to look good or feel important. We get into why it feels like everyone has to say something about everything these days, how filming charity for views can actually make the whole thing feel kind of gross, and why St. Joseph’s quiet, private life is honestly the better way. We cover: - How even priests catch themselves wanting to look holy online. - How silence and just doing your job for God beats all the noise. - That viral clip of Shia LaBeouf saying he’d just kiss Jesus’ feet and nothing else — raw faith or virtue signaling? - The trap of judging the people closest to you while preaching to strangers on the internet. ––– 00:00 Hospital Visit Story 02:01 Pride and Hidden Motives 03:35 St Joseph and Silence 06:33 Social Media Noise 12:57 Charity for Views 16:23 Judgment at Home 18:24 Priesthood Not Politics 21:53 Wonder vs Curiosity 27:37 Mother Olga Hidden Works 29:15 Old Internet Nostalgia 31:33 Shia LaBeouf's Honesty 34:27 Saints Who Struggled 36:00 Embracing the Fight 38:35 Shia LaBeouf Clip 41:33 Meeting Jesus Today 46:03 Tacos and Party Game 53:11 Chaotic End ––– ▶️ Video version of this episode: https://youtu.be/7aw2sHO8GhM  📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!    

In our big Lenten episode, we explore Jesus's three temptations in the desert and all things Sawma Rama (the Great Fast). We break down Matthew's account of Jesus tempted by Satan and reflect on how Jesus overcomes each temptation through love—and how we can apply the same strength during Lent through fasting, prayer, and almsgiving to grow in love of God, love of neighbor, and proper love of self. In this Lent special, we cover: - The deeper meaning of Jesus entering the wilderness to be tempted - The unforgettable Grand Inquisitor scene from Dostoevsky's "The Brothers Karamazov" - Why Jesus had to face real temptation as a man? - Pope Leo's practical Lenten message - We revisit the topic of mixed marriages in the Chaldean and Assyrian diaspora: balancing cultural preservation, language, heritage, and community concerns with the Church's priority on salvation of souls and sacramental validity. - And we BLIND RANK our favorite Lenten foods! Featuring: Fr. Chris Somo, Fr. Andrew Younan, Fr. Tristan Farida, Fr. Augustine Joseph ––– 00:00 Sawma Raba Begins 02:51 Dostoevsky’s Grand Inquisitor: Love as Christ’s Response 08:37 First Temptation (Bread): Deeper Hunger & Deuteronomy 13:28 Temptation vs. Exorcism: Grace, Sacraments, and Spiritual Realism 15:21 Second Temptation (Temple): Pride, Forced Faith, and Misusing Religion 23:06 Why Jesus Had to Fast: New Adam, Identity Tested, and Defeating Sin 30:45 Pope Leo’s Lent Message: Fasting from Hurtful Words 33:17 Beyond ‘Not Sinning’: Lent as Freedom to Love 35:20 Do Priests (and the Pope) Forget Their Homilies? 38:01 Responding to Comments on Marrying Outside the Culture 49:38 The Top 7 Lenten Foods (Blind Ranking) ––– ▶️ Video version of this episode: https://youtu.be/65XzF8s52qY    📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!    

🤯 Feeling overwhelmed by the 24/7 news cycle? Trapped in a loop of doomscrolling? You're not alone. On this episode, we tackle the monumental challenge of digital well-being in an age of constant information overload. We dive deep into our personal battles with endless scrolling, the mental toll of consuming a relentless stream of bad news – including topics like the Epstein files – and the surprising freedom found in disconnecting. What you'll discover in this episode: - Strategies to escape doomscrolling - The true cost of constant news consumption and how to set healthy boundaries. - Practical tips for navigating social media overload without losing touch. - Insights into processing difficult news and other heavy topics without being consumed by them. Plus, a fun segment called "Faith or Fiction" and a mouth-watering Korean BBQ review! This isn't just about turning off your phone; it's about finding clarity, focus, and joy in a chaotic digital world. If you're looking for heartfelt conversation, practical advice, and a path to better mental health in the digital age, this episode is for you. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Peter Patros, Fr. Augustine Peter, Fr. Fadi Auro ––– 00:00 Impact of News and Social Media on Mental Health 06:49 Balancing Awareness and Mental Well-being 09:33 The Virtue of Limiting Information 11:16 Practical Advice for Managing Information Overload 18:33 The Role of Curiosity and Wonder 25:07 Navigating Social Media Addiction 30:09 Advice for Parents and Professionals 33:59 The Trap of Gossip 38:45 The Challenge of Correcting Others 45:36 "Faith or Fiction" & Korean BBQ 54:17 Comment of the Week ––– ▶️ Video version of this episode: https://youtu.be/SoWajyxtRT0    📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!  

Family is where we learn to love, but it’s often where we experience our deepest wounds. Whether it's navigating conflicts with siblings, figuring out how to raise kids with faith in a secular world, or the difficult journey of healing family trauma, home life is rarely simple. We aren't just giving generic advice, we look at family dynamics through the lens of those who live in intense community life, like monks and nuns, to see what they can teach us about resolving conflict. We also have an honest conversation about when family situations turn abusive, and how therapy, community, and our Catholic Faith play a role in true healing. Plus, is AI replacing human connection? We react to what Pope Leo recently said about AI being "too affectionate" and discuss why an algorithm can never replace the empathy of a real person. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Tristan Farida, Fr. Fadi Auro ––– 00:00 Why Family Relationships Are So Hard 01:48 Religious Life Teaching Us to Resolve Conflict 07:08 Catholic Parenting: How Methods Have Shifted Over Time 12:13 Raising Children with both Faith and Reason 27:59 Healing Family Trauma 32:58 Finding Emotional Support in a Digital Age 35:41 Why AI Can't Provide True Empathy 38:39 Vital Importance of Real Human Connection 44:21 'Bless or Pass?' Chaldean Food Edition 50:35 Comment of the Week! ––– ▶️ Video version of this episode: https://youtu.be/v2h987Fiims  📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!  

Fr. Andy's Narsai Book: https://a.co/d/9lCSfFa ––– We talk about the upcoming Chaldean mini-season of Ba'utha, the Supplication of the Ninevites, and the story of Jonah — and why all of it still hits close to home today. We get honest about what it means to face ourselves, why we often run from the things we know we should deal with, and how discomfort can actually be part of healing and growth. We connect Jonah’s journey to everyday life, talk about fasting, and even throw in some surprisingly good fasting-friendly food ideas – falafel anyone? While we eat we play an entertaining round of "Would You Rather" that goes off the rails pretty quick... Featuring: Fr. Christopher Somo, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Tristan Farida ––– 00:00 Significance of Ba'utha in the Church of the East 05:07 The Role of Discomfort and Fasting 14:55 Jonah's Reluctance and Racism 20:25 Cultural and Religious Identity in Marriage 24:50 Embracing Pain During Fasting 27:56 Misconceptions About Fasting 29:49 Uniting Suffering with Christ 33:27 BOMB BUNS 34:47 "Would You Rather" ––– ▶️ Video versions of 'Feeding Fathers' available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@QurbanaMedia  📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@qurbana.media 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!  

We get real about sin, temptation, and the stuff we all wrestle with but don’t always talk about. We share personal stories, practical ways to actually deal with your desires, and why God’s love isn’t just a nice idea—it’s the key to real change. We talk about where sin really starts, why love has to be at the center of your life, and how something as simple as going to Mass more intentionally can honestly change everything. We also have some fun and play a round of “Pope or President?” and talk about the legacy of Fulton Sheen we await the official announcement of his beatification. It’s an honest, encouraging conversation for anyone who wants to break free from habitual sin and grow without pretending they have it all together. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Augustine Joseph, Fr. Christopher Somo ––– 00:00 Reflecting on #SEEK26 02:37 Confession and Overcoming Sin 05:09 Roots of Sin 11:01 The Importance of Relationship in Healing 19:50 Jesus' Approach to Sin and Repentance 24:58 Loving Ourselves and Others Through God's Love 29:35 Understanding Boundaries and Trust in God 31:13 Embracing and Ordering Our Desires 33:31 Going to Mass 36:30 Pope or President? 41:03 Fulton Sheen & Chick-fil-A ––– ▶️ Video versions of 'Feeding Fathers' available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@QurbanaMedia  📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@qurbana.media 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!

This is a special episode of 'Feeding Fathers' recorded at the SEEK26 Catholic conference in Columbus, Ohio in front of a live audience, and it’s a really honest one. We got to talk about something a lot of people experience but don’t always know how to put into words: spiritual dryness and feeling far from God. We share real stories about doubt, discouragement, and what it actually looks like to keep showing up when your faith feels hard or empty. We talk about the role of community, why daily prayer still matters even when it feels pointless, and how to keep going through seasons of desolation. If you’ve ever felt stuck, tired, or disconnected in your spiritual life, this conversation will feel like a breath of fresh air. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Christopher Somo, Fr. John Jaddou, Dn. Brandon Elias ––– 00:00 Experiences at the Seek Conference 03:18 Spiritual Desolation 05:21 The Role of Feelings in Faith 06:24 Scripture and Continuous Relationship with God 17:37 Importance of Community and Prayer 23:54 Daily Acts of Love and Commitment 28:24 Importance of Sacrifice 30:11 Marriage and Sacrifice 34:38 The Power of Prayer 36:33 Trying Ohio Snacks 39:58 Bible Trivia and Giveaways ––– ▶️ Video versions of 'Feeding Fathers' available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@QurbanaMedia  📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@qurbana.media 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at [email protected] if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!

It's the last episode of the year as Christmas and the new year is approaching! On this very special episode, we get into the essence of Christmas and why what Catholics believe about God can be seen as scandalous. We look at the symbolism behind the nativity scene and the profound theology of God becoming man. This episode is packed with reflections on vulnerability, spiritual friendships, and the transformative power of Christ’s love. So sit back, pour some chai, bring out the kuleche (Christmas cookies) and baklava, and enjoy the conversation! Featuring: Fr. Augustine Joseph, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Fadi Auro, Br. Sinan Salim

Our discussion centers on addressing scandals within the Church and how to deal with them. We begin with a detailed look at the HBO documentary "Marcial Maciel: The Wolf of God" – a series chronicling the decades of abuse, deception, and downfall of the founder of the Legionaries of Christ, who was involved in severe scandals including sexual abuse and misuse of power. We explore the implications of such scandals on faith, trust in priests and religious authorities, and the importance of accountability and transparency. Examining the responsibilities of spiritual leaders and the impact of personal failings on their communities is an important part of the discussion. We reflect on repentance, mercy, and the critical role of human formation in preventing future abuses. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Christopher Somo

This week we’re talking Christian unity, sparked by the Pope’s recent trip to Turkey and Lebanon. We get into the real stuff: why Catholics and Orthodox Christians still aren’t on the same page, what keeps them apart, and why Fr. Simon politely said “nope” to an interview with an Orthodox priest. We also get honest about the big roadblocks—history, theology, culture—and why love and truth actually matter if unity is ever going to be a thing. Plus, we chat about Catholic–Orthodox marriages, the traditions that shape both communities, and, of course, the absolute blessing that is "Sacos Tacos." Featuring: Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine Joseph, Fr. Tristan Farida

We look at why the last episode of the liturgical year is kind of a big deal — especially in the Chaldean Church, where the “Crowning of the Church” isn’t just a title, it’s a whole vibe. We unpack what goes on during a Chaldean synod, highlighting the Church’s early (and surprisingly organized) self-awareness. Then we talk movies — our favorite movies — thanks to Pope Leo’s meeting of the "World of Cinema." We also reveal the Holy Father's favorite films and how good storytelling can sneak in spiritual wisdom when you least expect it. So grab a slice of pizza and hang out with us as we explore how liturgy, theology, and the power of cinema make faith feel a lot more alive. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Christopher Somo, Fr. Fadi Auro

New Studio, Same Shenanigans: AI, Human Connection, and Flip Phones. Welcome to our new studio! Join us as we kick things off on our new set discussing the impact of AI and digital technology on society, the essence of human connection, and some nostalgic memories. We touch on Pope Leo’s perspectives, the dangers and benefits of AI, and the evolving nature of human interactions. From AI girlfriends to generational differences in social media use, we try to get to the core of what seems like a global crisis. And of course, we've got some delicious food to try and get in a yet another heated debate about Mexican food! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Tristan Farida

We explore what it truly means to be a Chaldean Catholic by giving historical context, explaining the importance of tradition, and listing the challenges faced by modern youth. We discuss the balance between maintaining our rich heritage and adapting to contemporary times. Also, we examine the 2025 National Study of Catholic Priests and react to the findings, mainly the statistics that point to younger priests preferring tradition over conformity. This is the last episode on this set, so look out for our revamped look on the next one! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Fr. Christopher Somo, Abbot Ankido Sipo

Spooky season is upon us! We get into the morality of Halloween traditions, spiritual battles, and All Saints' Day. Learn about the fascinating life of St. Bartolo Longo, a former Satanist turned saint, and discover how other saints can inspire us in our everyday lives. We share our favorite saints, personal experiences with overcoming fear, and a little insight into our plans for Halloween costumes. The conversation takes a spiritual turn as we discuss the differences between divine guidance and the deceptive nature of Satan. Learn how to find God in moments of suffering and the concept of 'white martyrdom,' which involves enduring everyday hardships for spiritual growth. Finally, we enjoy some great food from Zoya? What's a Zoya you might ask? Watch to find out! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andrew Younan, Fr. Tristan Farida, Fr. Daniel Shaba

We have a thought-provoking dialogue on the intricacies of abortion, questioning the societal norms and dissecting the moral implications. The conversation illuminates the importance of liturgy, its transformative power, and how storytelling, beauty, and art can evangelize in an increasingly secular world. We discuss the practicalities and philosophies surrounding family planning, highlighting real-life anecdotes that challenge our modern perceptions. A significant part of out discussion focuses on the controversial topic of the abortion pill, shedding light on the Trump administration's passive approach and the wider societal impact. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Christopher Somo

We welcome Fr. Fadi Auro to the show as we discuss the rich traditions and unique practices of the Chaldean liturgy. From deep-rooted cultural and liturgical treasures to modern challenges and the impact of secularism, this conversation is a profound exploration of faith. We also touch upon the cultural contrasts within the Catholic Church, how the younger generation is rediscovering and preserving ancient practices, and the influence of music on liturgy. Also, if you've ever wondered what our last meals would be, listen in! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Fadi Auro, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Dany Shaba

Fr. Chris recounts his recent pilgrimage that included visits to Lourdes, Rome, Florence, and Istanbul. He shares an awesome story of how they happened to find themselves in a very secret part of St. Peter's Basilica. Our conversation takes a deep and meaningful turn as we discuss the ethics of life within the context of modern-day challenges, including abortion, health conditions, and societal values. We touch on recent comments by Pope Leo regarding pro-life issues and the controversy surrounding a political figure. The episode wraps up with a delicious meal from BBQ House in Ocean Beach! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Fr. Christopher Somo, Abbot Ankido Sipo

In the wake of Charlie Kirk assassination, we delve deep into today's culture of anger and division. From criticizing public figures and the Pope to missing out on personal responsibilities, we examine the zeal misplaced in societal judgments. The discussion touches upon recent events, forgiveness, and reconciliation, referencing Pope Leo's recent call for unity and understanding. We also highlight the impact of dehumanizing others through social media and reflect on historical events like the Crusades to address modern political and religious dynamics. Join us for an honest conversation about challenging our viewpoints, fostering dialogue, and promoting genuine faith in everyday life. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Tristan Farida, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Andrew Younan

In this episode, we sit down with our newly ordained brother, Fr. Augustine, along with Fr. Matthew Zetouna and Deacon Brandon Elias from the Chaldean Eparchy of St. Thomas in Michigan. From emotional homilies and the power of community to how video games surprisingly connect us to one of our newest saints—we cover it all. If you’re curious about priesthood, looking for encouragement in your faith, or just love honest conversations about the Church today, this one’s for you! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Fr. Matthew Zetouna, Deacon Brandon Elias

Join us for a special episode where we are joined by 3 individuals who are about to be ordained priests into our diocese! They share their feelings heading into their ordinations, dive into the importance and meaning of the Eucharist, and the unique journey of becoming priests. We also explore Chaldean communities around the world, the significance of priestly duties, and share some laughs over delicious Mexican food!

We are joined again by Sister Bernadette and Brother Augustine, and we are delighted to have on first-time guest, Sister Benedicta! We delve into an engaging conversation with Sister Benedicta, who shares her inspiring spiritual journey and insights on religious life. This episode covers the significance of vows, the spiritual transformation in religious vocations, and the role of Eucharist in daily life. We also discuss the importance of digital evangelization and the profound symbols within our Faith. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Sr. Bernadette, Sr. Benidicta, Br. Augustine

We journey through numerous topics, including leading a pilgrimage to the Jubilee of Youth, trying to organize priest schedules, and the efforts that go into organizing big church events like the 2025 Chaldean Youth Convention. We share personal anecdotes about our unique experiences at these big events and the importance of family values in today's individualistic society. And you won't want to miss the BOMB meal we have at the end! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Tristan Farida

In this episode, we get into the scriptural debates surrounding the traditions and teachings not explicitly detailed in the Bible, using the Assumption of Mary as a central theme. We also touch on the significance of not getting too drawn into unproductive debates and how scripture serves as a love letter from God. If you love our Mother Mary (as you should!) then you'll love this episode! Featuring: Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Christopher Somo, Abbot Ankido Sipo

We welcome Fr. Simon back after his trip to the Vatican for the first ever "Jubilee of Digital Missionaries and Catholic Influencers." We then delve into the significance of the Transfiguration of Jesus, discussing how this event symbolizes spiritual transformation and divine revelation. Additionally, we reflect on personal prayer practices and community support, the role of failure and forgiveness in the Gospel, and embracing our weaknesses to seek divine grace. We also talk about St. Peter's transformation, the importance of mourning with hope, and wrap up with a delicious meal prepared by a Chaldean seminarian, featuring Scotch eggs and Guinness pie! Featuring: Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Christopher Somo, and Br. Sinan Salem

Fr. Andy gives us a quick rundown of his Comic-Con experience and the priests explore the historical evolution and significance of clergy attire. They also have a profound discussion on modesty, the search for authentic love, and how to foster virtuous friendships. Hear insights on how to approach social norms and personal conduct as a Catholic. The episode also highlights Pope Leo's modern yet relatable approach to connecting with the faithful and the evolving role of social media in spreading Christian hope. Featuring: Corbishop Fr. Andy Younan, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Daniel Shaba, and Fr. Tristan Farida

Join our candid conversation about the life of modern priests as we navigate the challenges of 24/7 availability, balancing prayer with ministry, and maintaining our well-being. We go over what really can be defined as an "urgent matter" and debate the proper pronunciation of "Missouri." Learn how we handle spiritual burnout, prioritize Eucharistic adoration, and draw inspiration from St. Paul's self-sacrifice. Hear Pope Leo's advice to newly ordained priests and discover practical tips for integrating prayer and spirituality into daily life. This episode is a must-listen for anyone curious about the intricate balance of serving the flock while staying spiritually and physically healthy. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Chris Somo, & Fr. Tristan Farida

In this episode, we dive headfirst into the drama behind the TEA app — a platform where women anonymously flag men as red or green. Is it justice or just gossip? We unpack the ethics of calling people out online, the fine line between warnings and slander, and how Christian values like mercy, forgiveness, and "turning the other cheek" fit into it all. We also end the discussion with another controversial topic: Is dolma overrated? You're not gonna want to miss this! In this episode, we dive headfirst into the drama behind the TEA app — a platform where women anonymously flag men as red or green. Is it justice or just gossip? We unpack the ethics of calling people out online, the fine line between warnings and slander, and how Christian values like mercy, forgiveness, and "turning the other cheek" fit into it all. We also end the discussion with another controversial topic: Is dolma overrated? You're not gonna want to miss this! Featuring Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Daniel Shaba, & Fr. Tristan Farida

We discuss the importance of balancing work, rest, and meaningful connections through faith and intentional living. We examine the pitfalls of excessive news consumption, and the significance of prayer and contemplation. In our Pope Leo segment, we break down his phrase, "the fatigue of life" and later we enjoy some amazing smash burgers while talking Wimbledon! Featuring Fr. Andrew Younan, Abbot Aikido Sipo, Fr. Tristan Farida, and Fr. Roni Schamoun

Can you believe it? It's our 50th episode of Feeding Fathers! What a milestone this is! Thank you for watching and being a part of this journey with us. We've got such a wild and action-packed episode for number FIFTY!. We have it all from debating the Pope's interpretation of the Bible, critiquing a sitting U.S. Senator on the state of Israel, making one of the priests storm off the set, and much, much more! Don't miss a second of this historic episode of Feeding Fathers!

Once again, we're joined by two nuns and a monk, and we explore the depths of the Sacred Heart devotion and its relevance in modern life, especially in the context of marriage. In this heartfelt discussion, we delve into the nature of apparitions, the importance of reparation, and the impact of sacrificial love in relationships. We shed light on how integrating faith and love can lead to a more harmonious and fulfilling life. And we definitely enjoy some baklava cheesecake that helps make life feel fulfilled, as well!

We get candid on spiritual authenticity and the arguments for, and against, chanting during daily mass. We dive deep into the significance of Corpus Christi, the role of daily Mass in the Chaldean liturgy, and the evolution of Eucharistic hymns. Additionally, hear us try to balance between self-criticism and divine grace, and round off our discussions with some authentic Philly Cheesesteaks!

In this episode, we're talking all about priestly fashion—cassocks included. Should a priest wear one to something like a bingo night? We all gang up on Fr. Tristan about this and talk about the meaning behind what priests wear and how it reflects our calling. We also dive into the powerful story of Peter and John healing the lame man in Acts—something the Chaldean Church celebrates on **Golden Friday**. It’s a reminder of how God still works miracles today and how important it is to stay rooted in Faith and community.

🔥 What *actually* happened at Pentecost? And why does it matter today? In this episode, we break down the power of the Holy Spirit, the meaning of Pentecost, and why it’s still life-changing. We dive into the spiritual battle between the *accuser* (Satan) and our *advocate* (the Holy Spirit), and what that means for your daily life. You’ll hear reflections on scripture, stories from real life, and practical ways to grow in humility, prayer, and discernment. We also explore how the Church finds true unity—not by compromise, but through truth and love, echoing the words of Pope Leo. 👉 Help us out by writing a review and giving us 5 stars!

In this episode, Fr. Daniel, Fr. Andy, Fr. Simon, and Abbot Ankido dive deep into the mystery of the Ascension—breaking down what it means for heaven, earth, unity, human desire, and… God’s epic sense of timing. 👀 Expect: – Witnessing the supernatural event – Deep dives into suffering vs. glory – The eternal vs. earthly dilemma – AND a holy debate on the most divisive topic yet: Chicago-style pizza🍕

Fr. Simon is joined by Brother Augustine, Brother Sinan, and Fr. Abbot Ankido for a powerful and inspiring conversation. Together, they explore how to discover your true calling, the transformative power of God, and the deep meaning behind the parables of Jesus. This episode dives into the importance of commitment in faith, the beauty of monastic life, and the strength found in spiritual community. They also reflect on Pope Leo’s insights into the Parable of the Sower and how structure and Liturgy can deepen your relationship with God.

We Have a New Pope—and He’s Got Aura! 🇻🇦✨ Fr. Simon and Fr. Tristan return from Italy with powerful stories and fresh insights! In this episode, they reflect on attending Pope Francis’s funeral and leading a pilgrimage to Rome. Fr. Simon shares what it was like to be in St. Peter’s Square during the election of the new pope—highlighting the mystery of the process and the dangers of speculation and gossip. Fr. Tristan tries to explain Italian AI brainrot to a skeptical Fr. Andy (you’ve got to hear this one), and the conversation turns toward deep themes: the role of humility and selflessness in Church leadership, and how to balance mountaintop spiritual experiences with everyday faith. PLUS: We’re launching a new weekly segment where we react to the addresses and homilies of Pope Leo XIV—don’t miss it!

We have an intriguing discussion about the profound love completed in Heaven. We also discuss the essence of Christian life, emphasizing the importance of building a true relationship with Jesus over merely performing duties. We share thoughtful insights on the motivations for seeking Heaven, the difficulties of maintaining faith and humility, and how societal pace impacts spiritual contemplation. And finally, we may or may not actually find out what Fr. Roni's favorite German food is...

We welcome Fr. Roni for the first time as we discuss 'New Sunday' in the Chaldean tradition (vs. Divine Mercy Sunday) and its rich history within the Church of the East. We unpack the historical perspectives and uncertainties surrounding the early documents of the Church of the East, its apostolic roots, and the figure of St. Thomas. And while everyone is speculating who the next Pope might be, we are stuffing our faces in birria tacos and wondering why Fr. Roni doesn't have a favorite food?

Our Holy Father, Pope Francis, has passed away. The Chair of Peter is now empty. Join our discussion on what criteria make someone eligible for papacy, the historical significance of papal names, and the varying impacts popes have had on the Church. We reflect on the legacy of Pope Francis and his predecessors, shedding light on the complex yet fascinating aspects of Catholic tradition and governance. We also offer our predictions on what same the next pope will take on and, in very fitting fashion, we devour some delicious Italian sandwiches!

Fr. Andy and Fr. Simon share meditations for Holy Week from the Chaldean Liturgy, highlighting the profound prayers of Passion Friday and Holy Saturday (Saturday of Light). They uncover the significance of one specific prayer ("madrashe") that focuses on the prophets waking up from their graves after Christ's Passion. Meditations like this one are so powerful and unique to the Church of the East. Purchase "The Book of Before and After" here: https://a.co/d/0HMzOpd Download the "Emmanuel Prayer" app iOS: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/emmanuel-chaldean-prayer/id893831013 Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=cc.emmanuel.prayer&pcampaignid=web_share  

Fr. Simon and Fr. Andy sit down on this very special episode of 'Feeding Fathers' and delve into the rich traditions of the Chaldean Liturgy in preparation for Holy Week. Learn about the historical development of liturgical practices, the significance of the Basilica Hymns during Holy Week, and the spiritual reflections inherent in Palm Sunday celebrations. They explore the thematic elements of joy and sadness that frame Holy Week, using translation of texts from St. Ephraim and others from the Chaldean Liturgy.   Purchase "The Book of Before and After" here: https://a.co/d/0HMzOpd

On this episode, we discuss the challenges of sexual sin, the importance of chastity, and how to effectively seek God's grace through confession. We also get into the double standards in family expectations, the theological nuances of sins like adultery and lust, and practical advice on overcoming sinful habits. And there's advice on battling temptation, the impact of consistent prayer life, and finding hope and renewal in God's grace.

We're blessed to see so many people embracing the sacrament of confession. However, we've noticed a growing trend — individuals confessing frequently, sometimes weekly, without being in mortal or even venial sin. In this episode, we dive deep into common misconceptions about sin and temptation. We break down the Ten Commandments, helping you distinguish between grave and lesser sins. Most importantly, we emphasize why confession isn't just about following rules — it's about nurturing your relationship with God. And stick around — there's a dolma flip at the end you won't want to miss!

We are so happy to be joined again by two Chaldean nuns and, for the first time on our show, one of our Chaldean monks (other than Fr. Ankido)! They discuss their unique experiences, from their missions and daily routines to discerning vocations in the Chaldean tradition. Discover the distinctions between different orders, their roles in the Catholic Church, and get an inside look into their recent pilgrimage to Italy and stay in Iraq.