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In My World

by Nisa

***Trigger Warning: Unedited. Contains very loud yelling, harsh and crass language with a minor, extreme and instantaneous mood fluctuations, aggressive language and behavior, abuse.A voyeuristically raw, organically immersive experience detailing the life of an agoraphobic mother struggling with Borderline Personality Disorder while healing past wounds with shadow work. Is it her fractured sense of self that has her unable to settle on what she wants to do?  Or, is her heart tapping into infinite possibilities?  Guided by her intuition or is it limerence? Is her outcome lucky or was it strategic?  This can be a little rough to listen to, especially in the beginning.Come with me on a journey not because I want company, but because my children need validation and I require forgiveness.  I was at a point in my life where I had to stop.  Everything around me was crumbling and I desperately needed a second.  Just one second to breathe, but it just didn’t s