Meet Me At The Convergence

Labeled as "Gifted & Talented" from age 4 or 5, I tell the story of my journey of exploring gifts, identity, and creativity and how this labeling was a curse as much as a gift.

A new series of audio adventure featuring my autobiographical story beginning with my birth into this body and realm. And, a song collaboration with my dear friend Mopua (www.mopuacann.com) ❤ 💕 ♥

"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver. "In Her Embrace" song by Chöying. Charles Eisenstein "Sacred Economics" https://charleseisenstein.org/books/sacred-economics/. If you are interested in exploring individual sessions online or a personal retreat on my land in Hawai'i you can contact me at [email protected]. I have made the conscious choice to divest of social media and a paid website but can send you more information by email or set up time to connect.

A short 5 minute pause meditation followed by a longer (30 minute) inner journey. We explore the relationship between the body sensations, emotional mind states, and the reality we live in. Our inner teacher guides us on how to relate with compassion and kindness to ourselves, and by extension, other beings. May we all be free.

In conversation with Hong Gwi-Seok, a friend I met through the Iyengar community who recently moved to the Hawaiian Islands. We are both Scorpio suns and so are able to drop quickly into deep subjects. And, we both have an interest in individual spiritual practice as a vessel for societal and cultural change. We talk about what home is for people whose ancestors left their indigenous home. We may have come to the conclusion that home is where our ferments are? Perhaps those microbes are the best decolonization tool we have. You can find Gwi-Seok on her blog at stillinsirsasana.blogspot.com. Mentioned in the episode, "For the Next Seven Gernerations: The Grandmothers Speak". Image is from Thich Nhat Hanh.

Samsara is merely a thought, and when you are free from that thought, then this is liberation -Nagarjuna. "Such a six fold classification of realms applies in this world system of Patient Endurance (Sahalokadhatu) the thirteenth among the series of 25 world systems which are situated one above the other upon the heart of a lotus on the palms of Vairocana the Great Glacial Lake of Pristine Cognition, at the centre of his Buddha fields, which are as infinite in extent as atomic particles. The sentient beings of this field endure desire, hatred, delusion and fetters of conflicting emotions. The sanskrit word saha conveys a sense of endurance or capability." The Nyingma School of Tibetan Buddhism, Dudjom Rinpoche

Are we the automatons of Hobbes worldview, separate beings competing for finite resources? Or, are we infinite, powerful, creative, beings in a shared, connected field or dream. What happens when we create an external "other" and fixate on it as being evil? On the other hand, are we colluding with the shadow when we don't act and stay silent? This is the edge I currently riding. What I'm currently reading: Wetiko:Healing the Mind Virus that Plagues our World by Paul Levy www.awakeninthedream.com. Also mentioned, The Bhagavad Gita.

There is no saviour outside of your own mind. You are the author of your reality. The world of phenomenal experience is the guru of signs and symbols. Listen deeply. Your actions affect the lives of all our descendents. Inspired by a conversation between Charles Eisenstein and CJ. Hopkins on A New and Ancient Story podcast. And, something I have been contemplating for most of my life. I don't have answers, I only have questions and suggestions for you. How do we discern truth? It has only ever been an inside job. Photo is of a child in Israel wearing a VR headset while being given a mnra injection.

What is identity? How does our livelihood, gender, etc. shape our relationship to ourselves and others? How is livihood different from life purpose? What is the opportunity we have now,, in this fres present moment,, to unlock the power of our true or Buddha nature?? Mentioned in the episode, Yoga Sutra I.41 ksinavrtteh abhijatasya iva maneh grahitr grahana grahesyu tatstha tadanjanata samapattih: the yogi realizes that the knower, the instrument of knowing and the known are one, (himself), the seer. Like a pure transparent jewel, (he) reflects an unsullied purity. -BKS Iyengar.

Have you been feeling like you are jumping timelines? Can you feel the splintering of consensual reality? If this was your one and only life, what would you be doing with this precious human form? Pictured, Green Tara who protects from fear: OM TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA

Meditation is inspired by Rev Angel Kyodo. From your belly, connect to what matters most to you.

Relationships are transformative when we synch Love and Wisdom. Latest musings on this New Moon and Sun in Taurus. 12 The Hanged Man from Thoth tarot.

Which paradigm are you living in? Is the world a scary, fearful place full of friends and enemies? Or, do you ever have an experience of simply being awake and connected to a sea of potentiality. Alternative views of the world will be expressed. Oh, and meet Maesis.

In my continuing exploration of the emotion of anger, I explore the intersection of anger, personal boundaries and empathy. The woman I speak of who does research on the Science of Social Justice, equating social justice with well-being, is Dr. Sara King mindheartconsulting.com. Artwork by Mayumi Oda, Descending Beauty, mayumioda.net/

2020 felt like jumping off a cliff for many of us. What is the value of staying with that state of groundlessness, of not knowing? What happens when we let go of trying to control everything seemingly outside of ourselves and allow the natural flow of energy the freedom to display without interference. You were born for this very moment. Will you capture the royal seat?

Happy New Year. What do you hope and dream for in the coming year(s). A little storytelling on how I got interested in regenerative agriculture and food security. www.cynthiabatesyoga.net

11:11 prayers for peace from this Generation Xer. For more on Charles Eisenstein visit www.charles eisenstein.org

The Power of listening and being the space of receptivity. Poem by Rumi.

Could you ever know what was coming?

Mopua patches in halfway through and we come to some powerful realizations. Exploring the void, abhinivesa (fear of death, clinging to life), self care vs. productivity, karma, dharma, Dharmadhatu and more. We are not alone. We are always interconnected. We have just forgotten, but we can remember.

The only thing you possibly have any control of is your own mind. The only true enemies of a dharma practioner are our own negative emotions. This is a difficult practice that cuts very deeply and can feel increasingly difficult especially as we move through the density to 5D. Mentioned in the episode: Christiane Northrup, pratipaksha. Cover art the yidam Vajrakilaya.

A journey through the chakras and present moment opportunities for paradigm shift, self-care and connectivity.

My dear friend and cousin Michele Spremich joins me on this episode to talk about the artist's way, creativity, nature, permaculture and motherhood. An inspiring, authentic and heartfelt conversation. Hope you enjoy! You can find Michele at www.lemonsandlavendergardens.com. make time to renew your connection to self, nature and community at my upcoming retreat April 16-23 here on the Big Island Hawai'i www.cynthiabatesyoga.net/retreats. Artwork is a detail of a drawing by Michele entitled "Rising Woman"

Dharmadhatu, Po, the Underworld, Purusa, the womb. Some of us are able and interested in diving into these realms. Liberate the darkness from the closets of your hearts. Establish a connection to the inner light which is your birthright.  Cultivate your connection to self, community, nature and being with me on a very special retreat here on the Big Island of Hawai'i from April 16-23, 2020. There are only 2 spots left so contact me soon! Art by Michele Kenney "Black Nightshade"

Welcome to a new decade. What opportunities do we have to awaken in this coming year, this coming decade? The Age of Aquarius beckons.  What role will nature and artificial intelligence play in this changing paradigm? How can we meet the world with love, resilience and optimism?  Upcoming retreat with Kila Lau is happening soon! April 16-23, 2020. Don't miss this opportunity to explore your inner self in a safe, welcoming and accommodating community. More info at www.cynthiabatesyoga.net/retreats.  "Dissolution Under the Explosive Creativity of the Stars" by Erin Koch www.erinankoch.com

After almost two years of slowing down, deep rest and inner work I contemplate taking a more active role again. Fears arise! How to model a new (or very old) way of being in right relationship and right livelihood? A full week of yoga and fun at Big Island Hawai'i Yoga Retreat with me and Kila Lau April 16-23, 2020 Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page

Have you ever felt like you didn't want to be here? Do you feel afraid to express your true self? Is there something that you've been wanting to do for a long time but worry about what would happen? This is my encouragement.  Don't waste this precious human life. #joypractice  A full week of yoga and fun at Big Island Hawai'i Yoga Retreat with me and Kila Lau April 16-23, 2020 Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page 

Revelations on the Taurus Full Moon, opening a magic box with Mōpua and the power of connection and friendship in allowing creative vision and insight to be birthed. Visit me at www.cynthiabatesyoga.net for more resources and ways to connect with me in person. A full week of yoga and fun at Big Island Hawai'i Yoga Retreat with me and Kila Lau April 16-23, 2020 Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page

"You may say that I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will be as One."  In this episode I talk about awakening and my current relationship to yoga.  Would you like to practice together on the Big Island of Hawai'i? A full week of yoga and fun at Big Island Hawai'i Yoga Retreat with me and Kila Lau April 16-23, 2020 Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page

In story and flow with dear One Mōpua Cann. We cover some pretty far out there (and in there) topics as we talk about meeting and current experiences in this wild world.  Would you like to practice together on the Big Island of Hawai'i? A full week of yoga and fun at Big Island Hawai'i Yoga Retreat with me and Kila Lau April 16-23, 2020 Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page

How do we cultivate viveka, discernment? The word I was looking for in this episode was PLAY! (Thank you Carrie Owerko). The podcast I refer to is www.ephemeral.show "Sounds of Silence".  Would you like to meet me in person? Join my upcoming retreat with Kila Lau on the Big Island of Hawai'i April 16-23, 2020 www.cynthiabatesyoga.com/retreats Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page

A perfect storm is the energy of migraine. Artwork by yours truly.  Would you like to practice together on the Big Island of Hawai'i? A full week of yoga and fun at Big Island Hawai'i Yoga Retreat with me and Kila Lau April 16-23, 2020 Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page

The story of a convergence during a personal retreat in Mendocino county California.  Would you like to practice together on the Big Island of Hawai'i? A full week of yoga and fun at Big Island Hawai'i Yoga Retreat with me and Kila Lau April 16-23, 2020 Would you like to support this podcast? You can become a supporter through anchor or visit my Patreon page