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Recoverycast: Mental Health & Addiction Recovery Stories
by Recovery.com | Addiction, Sobriety, and Mental Health Support
Explore powerful, real-life mental health and addiction recovery stories in authentic, engaging conversations. Each episode spotlights relatable journeys shared by influential voices—from struggles and setbacks to moments of resilience, hope, and healing. This podcast is a safe, supportive space where vulnerability is celebrated, connections flourish, and listeners find reassurance that lasting recovery and mental wellness are truly possible. Tune in for inspiring narratives, practical guidance, and a compassionate sober community to accompany you on your personal path to healing.
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Lacey Spence | Overcoming Opioid Addiction, Prison, & Restoring Her Family
Lacey Spence survived a childhood of foster care, an illegal "girls' home" in Mexico, and a harrowing journey through the prison system to build a life defined by radical resilience. After being abandoned by her mother and losing both her mother and sister to suicide, Lacey’s path led from prescribed Percocet to a "rolling ball of disaster" involving heroin, meth, and high-stakes robbery. Today, she is a professional dental assistant, a wife, and a mother who successfully fought to restore her family.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Follow Lacey on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@bbylaceyxoxoIn this vulnerable conversation, Lacey pulls back the curtain on the "daily hustle" of addiction and the brutal reality of sobering up in a jail cell without a mattress or window. She shares how she maintained nine years of sobriety even after the sudden death of her father, proving that no one is ever "too far gone". Lacey’s story is a powerful testament to breaking the stigma and the importance of giving people a second chance to prove their worth. Whether you are struggling with a mother wound, navigating the legal system, or seeking hope in the face of bankruptcy and loss, Lacey’s "chest out" approach to boundaries and self-love provides a roadmap for transformation.Subscribe for more stories of radical resilience, comment with your favorite takeaway, and share this episode with someone who needs to know that life isn't over after a relapse or a prison sentence.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Surviving Foster Care & Childhood Trauma03:15 – Abandoned in Mexico: The Illegal Girls’ Home21:00 – From Prescribed Percocet to the Opioid Epidemic30:40 – The Descent: Heroin, Meth, & Hitting Rock Bottom37:20 – Robbery, Running, & a Prison Sentence50:00 – Sobering Up Behind Bars53:00 – Grieving Her Father Without Relapsing57:00 – Restoring Motherhood & Fighting for Custody59:00 – Life After Prison: Radical Resilience59:45 – How to Find Lacey Online❓ Questions the Video Answers:How does childhood trauma in foster care lead to addiction?What is the link between prescription painkillers and heroin use?Can you recover from heroin and meth addiction in prison?How do I cope with the death of a parent in early sobriety?How can I get custody of my children back after prison?What are the signs of a "mother wound" in recovery?How does radical transparency help break the addiction stigma?Can an addict return to a professional career like dental assisting?What is it like to sober up in a jail cell?How do you set boundaries with toxic people in recovery?What is the impact of family suicide on the recovery journey?How do you handle bankruptcy caused by drug addiction?Is it possible to find love and marriage after prison?How do I deal with resentment toward guardians during recovery?What does "radical resilience" look like in long-term sobriety?#AddictionRecovery #PrisonToPurpose #SobrietyStories
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Reno | From Rave Influencer to Sober Movement Advocate: Overcoming Trauma & Bipolar
From rave influencer to sober advocate, Reno (@CherryEmojiGirl) gets radically honest about the "cringe" and beauty of recovery. Reno shares her intense journey through polysubstance addiction, including alcohol, cocaine, ketamine, and whippets, while navigating the highs of Southern California's rave scene. She opens up about the deep-seated trauma of being adopted out at birth after her biological mother was convicted of child abuse related to Munchausen by proxy. Reno also discusses the complexities of mental health, from her initial BPD misdiagnosis to managing bipolar disorder with mood stabilizers. Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/This episode explores the reality of "functional" addiction where life looks great on the outside while rotting on the inside. Reno breaks down how she transitioned from "balls to the wall" drug use to finding a community of sober ravers who prioritize wellness over the "pretty privilege" of free substances. Learn why she believes being "cringe" is the most authentic thing you can do and how digging deep into self-accountability finally allowed her to put down the drugs for good. Whether you are sober-curious or in long-term recovery, Reno’s story is a testament that it does get better—even if it gets harder first. Subscribe and comment to join our community of radical honesty.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – The Swag of Being Cringe 04:41 – Introducing Reno (@CherryEmojiGirl) 08:19 – Adoption Trauma & Munchausen by Proxy 11:13 – Choosing No Contact for Healing 17:11 – Rave Culture & The "Influencer" Struggle 20:13 – Early Drug Use & "Robo-Tripping"25:59 – Bipolar Disorder vs. BPD Misdiagnosis 31:10 – The Turning Point: Quitting in the Backyard 40:05 – How to Rave Sober (and Still Have Fun) 46:26 – Authenticity & Helping Others Online ❓ Questions the Video Answers:Can I stay sober and still go to raves? What is the difference between Bipolar and BPD? How does adoption trauma affect addiction in later life? What are the signs of Munchausen by Proxy? Why is radical honesty important in recovery? How do I go "no contact" with a parent for my mental health? Is ketamine addiction common in the EDM scene? Can SSRIs cause mania in people with bipolar disorder? What does a "functional" rock bottom actually look like? How to handle emotional reactivity in early sobriety? What is "cocaethylene" and why is it dangerous? How do I stop people-pleasing while sober? Is it possible to get sober without traditional rehab? How to protect your mental health on social media? Why does being "cringe" help with authentic recovery? #SoberRaving #BipolarRecovery #AddictionRecovery
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Riley Whelan Returns | Alcoholism, Relapse & the Path to Emotional Sobriety
Coming up on three years of sobriety, Riley Whelan returns to Recoverycast to share the profound shift from "not drinking" to achieving true emotional sobriety. After a public journey through addiction and a humbling relapse, Riley discusses the reality of rebuilding a life, the anxiety of the "three-year itch," and why she transitioned from a chaotic lifestyle to finding peace in Saturday nights at home.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/In this episode, Riley dives deep into the "amends" process, recounting a powerful and healing confrontation with a family who took her in during her lowest point in San Diego. We explore the tools that keep her grounded—including morning meditation, restorative yoga, and the 12-step program—while navigating her new role as a social media coordinator and recovery advocate. Riley’s story is a testament to the fact that while you can't outthink the disease of addiction, you can outwork it by staying "in the middle of the boat" with the help of a supportive community. Whether you are struggling with alcohol, substances, or the boredom of early recovery, this conversation offers a roadmap for turning wreckage into a life of purpose and sparkle.Subscribe to hear more stories of hope and resilience. If Riley’s journey resonated with you, leave a comment below!⏱️ Chapters: 00:00 – The Snapshot: 3 Years Ago vs. Now 02:15 – What is Emotional Sobriety? 05:10 – Practical Tools: Meditation, Yoga & Nature 07:20 – Why Relapse is a Part of the Story 09:15 – Making Amends: Healing the San Diego Trauma 13:45 – The Gift of Boredom & Sitting with Yourself 17:40 – Running From Silence: The Travel Trap 19:45 – Staying Grounded as a Sober Content Creator 24:30 – Navigating Treatment: Residential vs. Sober Living 32:00 – The "Sober Glow" & Breaking the Stigma❓ Questions the Video Answers:What is the difference between physical and emotional sobriety?How do I handle the boredom and restlessness that comes with long-term recovery?What are the best morning routines for people in addiction recovery?How do I make amends to people I hurt during my addiction?Can yoga and physical exercise help with alcohol cravings?How does ADHD affect the ability to sit still in sobriety?What should I do if I feel like I am "running away" through travel or distractions?How do I stay humble when I start experiencing the "gifts of sobriety"?What is the role of a sponsor in the 12-step program?How do I choose between residential treatment and outpatient care?Does my skin and physical appearance change after quitting alcohol?How can social media be used as a positive tool for recovery?#SobrietyStories #AlcoholRecovery #MentalHealthMatters
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Samuel Harness | The Voice, Acid, & Fatherhood-Driven Sobriety
Singer-songwriter Samuel Harness, known for his breakout performance on Season 21 of The Voice, joins Recoverycast to share the raw reality of his journey through addiction recovery and childhood trauma. In this vulnerable episode, Samuel discusses the long-term impact of sexual assault, the complexities of being an adoptee, and the intense pressure of the music industry. From navigating anxiety and depression to his experiences with Adderall, alcohol, and psychedelics, Samuel illustrates how substances became a coping mechanism for a "dark cloud" building inside him.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Samuel details a pivotal moment in his sobriety story: finding out he was going to be a father while high on acid. This wake-up call led him to trade emotional absence for spiritual presence, finding an anchor in his faith and his son. He also offers a rare look at the difficulties of relapse prevention, specifically how he navigated a recent major back injury and the temptation of pain medication while maintaining his recovery. This conversation moves beyond generic "drug addiction" narratives to explore the "medicine" of music and the lifelong process of healing.If you are struggling with substance abuse or identity, Samuel’s story is a powerful reminder that while we are all "broken," there is a path to becoming a "multifaceted human being" defined by purpose rather than pain.Subscribe to Recoverycast for more stories of hope, comment your thoughts below, and share this episode with someone who needs to hear it.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 — Introduction to Samuel Harness 01:41 — How Emo Music Provided Emotional Security 05:57 — Processing Childhood Trauma & Early Anxiety 08:48 — Adoption Identity & Generational Trauma 12:41 — From Public School Freedom to Substance Abuse 17:31 — Modeling, Eating Disorders, & Psychedelics 18:56 — The Turning Point: Finding Out I’m a Dad While High 28:28 — Navigating Fame on The Voice & Social Anxiety 37:01 — Redefining Recovery: Why We Must Talk About Relapse 47:30 — Managing a Back Injury Without Relapsing on Pills ❓ Questions the Video Answers:How does childhood sexual assault impact mental health in adulthood? What are the common coping mechanisms for children with untreated anxiety? How do adoption and birth parent rejection influence addiction? What was Samuel Harness's sobriety turning point? How does the modeling industry contribute to eating disorders? Can music serve as a form of therapy or "medicine"? What are the dangers of psychedelic use on long-term mental health? How can fatherhood motivate someone to stay sober? What is it like to navigate social anxiety while being a public figure? Is it possible to manage chronic pain medication in recovery? Why is the shame surrounding relapse so damaging to healing? How does Samuel Harness define himself beyond his music? What role does faith play in Samuel Harness's recovery? How can a ten-minute walk assist in mental health recovery? What are the "stereotypical steps" people try to take to feel normal? #SamuelHarness #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness
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David Manheim | Heroin Recovery, Grief, & Building the Dopey Nation
From interviewing Coldplay while high to losing his best friend and co-host to a fatal relapse, David Manheim reveals the raw, unfiltered truth about heroin addiction and the grit required for long-term recovery. As the creator of the legendary Dopey podcast, David spent two decades navigating the "frantic energy" of a career at MTV and the legendary tables of Katz’s Deli while battling a severe substance use disorder.In this moving episode of Recoverycast, David discusses the "war stories" that defined his early life, his experience on 150mg of methadone, and the crushing weight of parental shame that eventually led him to seek help. He opens up about the devastating loss of his co-host, Chris, and how that tragedy transformed the Dopey community into a global "Dopey Nation" focused on healing through humor and connection. We dive deep into why traditional recovery often feels watered down and how David found a lifeline through 12-step spiritual principles and radical honesty. Whether you are navigating your first day of sobriety or looking for ways to maintain long-term recovery after a loss, David’s journey offers a roadmap from the depths of addiction to a life of purpose and fatherhood.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Check out the Dopey podcast: https://dopeypodcast.com/David shares the daily routine that keeps him sober today—from sponsorship to meditation—and explains why "hitting the dopey" (sharing the dark truths of addiction) is often the first step toward light. Subscribe to join our community and hear more powerful sobriety stories that prove you are never alone.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – The Origin of Dopey and the Loss of Chris05:41 – High School at MTV: Internships and Infiltration11:24 – The College Spiral: From Stoner to Art School Heroin Use16:46 – Stealing from MTV and the Bottom Falling Out21:10 – Living in Public Housing on $100k a Year24:26 – Fatherhood, Visitation Shame, and Kicking Methadone29:34 – The Moment of Clarity at 41 Years Old34:57 – Launching Dopey: Turning War Stories into Connection42:27 – Handling the Grief of a Best Friend’s Fatal Relapse52:07 – Spiritual Maintenance: Staying Sober for 10 Years❓ Questions the Video Answers:How can humor help in addiction recovery?What are the signs of high-functioning heroin addiction?How do I cope with losing a friend to an overdose?What is the "Dopey" podcast and Dopey Nation?How do I transition from methadone to total sobriety?Can I still be funny and creative without drugs?What does the 12-step program look like for chronic relapsers?How do I handle the shame of being a parent in active addiction?Why is raw honesty more effective than traditional treatment?What is a "moment of clarity" in recovery?How do you maintain sobriety after 10 years?What was it like interviewing rockstars while high at MTV?#AddictionRecovery #DopeyPodcast #SobrietyStories
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Gabe Pietrafesa | Alcoholism, Cocaine Recovery, & Choosing the Band Over the Bottle
Can you still be funny—or even be yourself—without the substance? Gabe Pietrafesa, longtime guitarist for Young Culture and host of the Trapped on the Internet podcast, joins Recoverycast to share his vulnerable journey through the high-pressure world of the music industry and the internal battle for self-worth..Gabe opens up about growing up as a "chameleon" and a people-pleaser, navigating a childhood shaped by divorce and a complicated relationship with his father's drinking.. What started as a way to "hack the system" through good behavior eventually spiraled into a decade-long cycle of heavy drinking and cocaine use while touring the world.. From performing for eight people in Indianapolis while high to the physical altercation at an Airbnb that served as his ultimate wake-up call, Gabe details the moment he realized he had to save the band he helped build..Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Now a full-time content creator, Gabe discusses the transition from seeking dopamine in a bottle to seeking it through social media validation, and the hard work of addressing "dry drunk" tendencies through therapy and AA.. This episode is a powerful look at how to rediscover your personality, manage sensitivity as an empath, and find a home within yourself when the party finally stops..Subscribe for more stories of hope and healing. If this story resonated with you, please leave a comment and share it with someone who needs to hear it.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Introduction & The Gilmore Girls Obsession02:18 – Growing Up as a "Chameleon" and People Pleaser06:40 – Navigating Childhood Divorce and Family Instability12:21 – First Experiences: From Skateboarding to Music Camp19:21 – Touring Life: The "Work Hard, Play Hard" Trap23:51 – The Breaking Point: A Physical Fight in the Rain30:52 – Navigating Early Sobriety While Working at a Bar37:03 – Content Creation, Validation, and New Addictions46:38 – Writing "Broken Paper Plane": An Open Letter Apology50:40 – Advice for the Sober Curious: "Try it Sober"❓ Questions the Video Answers:How does childhood trauma influence people-pleasing behaviors?Can you maintain sobriety while touring in the music industry?What are the signs of a "dry drunk" in recovery?How do you navigate early recovery while working as a bartender?What is the relationship between cocaine use and alcohol in the music scene?How can bandmates support each other through addiction recovery?How does an "empath" personality type manage overwhelming emotions without substances?What are the challenges of switching from substance addiction to social media validation?Is it possible to find your "funny" again after getting sober?How do you handle a "rock bottom" moment with your best friends?What advice is there for musicians who feel they need substances to perform?How does therapy help unlock the "why" behind addictive behaviors?#Sobriety #AddictionRecovery #YoungCulture
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Lucas Curtin | Grief & Loss, Alcohol Addiction, & The Power of Friendship
How do you keep going when the person you love most suddenly disappears? Lucas Curtin (known online as Fitzgerald Checksworth) opens up about the intersection of cyclical alcohol struggle, sudden grief, and the "snap" in the brain that changed everything.In this vulnerable episode, Lucas shares his journey from being the high school "class clown" to using alcohol to "shut up the voices" of deep-seated anxiety and depression. He recounts the heartbreaking loss of his girlfriend, Marissa, who passed away at just 27, and how that tragedy initially fueled a desperate need to escape through drinking. Lucas discusses the "puke zone" of college drinking, the shame-filled hangovers that lasted for days, and the pivotal moment on October 19th, 2024, when he finally chose to stop running.We dive into the importance of "unconditional love" and judgment-free accountability, highlighted by Lucas’s close bond with his best friend and co-host, Gabe. From running "like Forrest Gump" to process his pain to finding a new North Star in his creative career, Lucas illustrates how sobriety isn't just about quitting a substance—it's about finally being present for the life you were meant to lead.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Whether you are "sober curious" or navigating the heavy weight of loss, Lucas’s story offers a roadmap for turning pain into purpose.Subscribe and hit the bell to hear more stories of resilience and recovery!⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – The "Class Clown" Mask and High School Pressure 04:30 – Crossing the "Puke Threshold" in College 06:30 – Childhood Panic Attacks and Internal Struggles 11:00 – Surviving Sudden Loss: Marissa’s Story 14:30 – The Snap: Choosing Sobriety on October 19th 18:30 – Testing Sobriety: The Annual Christmas Bar Crawl 21:00 – Running Like Forrest Gump: Finding a New Release 23:30 – The Power of Gabe: Friendship and Accountability 28:00 – Managing Grief and Anxiety Without the Numbness 31:30 – Sobriety as a Catalyst for Creative Growth ❓ Questions the Video Answers:How can someone handle sudden grief without turning to alcohol? What are the signs of high-functioning alcoholism in your 20s? Can running and exercise help with addiction recovery? How do you stay sober during social events like bar crawls? What is the "snap" moment in a person's decision to get sober? How does childhood anxiety manifest in adult substance abuse? Why does alcohol often block creative passions rather than fueling them? How can a best friend provide effective accountability in recovery? What does it mean to "take inventory" of your mental health? Can grief be used as a tool for deeper connection with others? Why do hangovers feel like a "shame fest" for those with depression? How do you stop "negotiating" with yourself about your drinking habits? #SobrietyStories #GriefAndRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness
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Ryan Hampton | OxyContin & Heroin Addiction to Mobilize Recovery Founder
From walking the halls of the White House to facing homelessness due to a severe OxyContin and heroin addiction, Ryan Hampton’s story is unforgettable.Ryan Hampton was a rising political organizer and White House staffer when a hiking injury introduced him to highly addictive prescription opioids like Dilaudid and OxyContin. What started as a doctor-prescribed treatment quickly spiraled into a decade-long struggle with opioid use disorder, leading him to the streets and eventually to heroin when his pill supply was suddenly cut off. In this episode, Ryan opens up about the deep-rooted childhood trauma, including his father's incarceration, and the burden of hiding his LGBT identity that fueled his need for escape.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Ryan sheds light on the dark realities of unethical treatment centers and the crucial turning point in his recovery journey. He shares how accessing buprenorphine and finally finding a culturally competent therapist who allowed him to safely come out as gay changed the trajectory of his life. Today, Ryan is a celebrated author and the powerhouse behind Mobilize Recovery, fighting for life-saving legislation, naloxone access, and holding pharmaceutical companies accountable. He proves that our darkest moments can forge our greatest purpose.Don't forget to subscribe, leave a comment about what inspired you, and share this episode with someone who needs hope today!⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Introduction & Political Ambitions03:35 – Using Organizing as a Coping Mechanism10:15 – A Devastating Injury & The First OxyContin Prescription18:10 – Pill Mill Crackdowns & The Shift to Heroin24:40 – Unethical Rehabs & Extortion Tactics29:33 – The Turning Point: Buprenorphine & Coming Out35:04 – Rebuilding Life in a Sober Living Home43:54 – Turning Tragedy into Advocacy49:56 – Founding Mobilize Recovery & Policy Change55:40 – Finding True Purpose & Staying Grounded❓ Questions the Video Answers:How can a prescription for pain medication lead to heroin use?What were the early warning signs of opioid physical dependence?How did 1990s juice bars contribute to early substance use?What is the danger of cutting off a patient's pain pill supply abruptly?How do unethical rehab centers exploit vulnerable families?Why is culturally competent care vital for LGBTQ+ individuals in recovery?How does buprenorphine help stabilize someone with an opioid use disorder?What role do sober living homes play after residential treatment?How can peer communities prevent relapse in early recovery?How can recovering individuals turn their grief into systemic political change?What is Mobilize Recovery and how does it empower individuals?#AddictionRecovery #SobrietyStories #opioidepidemic
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Patrick Custer | Alcoholism, Delirium Tremens & Facing a Brain Tumor
What do you do when the very thing you have feared since you were three years old actually happens—and you have to face it while five years sober? In this episode of RecoveryCast, Brittany Barnard talks with recovery advocate and media personality Patrick Custer about his intense journey through alcohol addiction and a life-altering medical crisis. Patrick opens up about a childhood shaped by hypervigilance and a "fear of God" that led to chronic anxiety. He describes how his first drink didn't feel like euphoria, but like finally reaching a "baseline" of peace.The conversation dives deep into the physical toll of alcoholism, including the terrifying experience of Delirium Tremens (DTs), which Patrick describes as "electrocution of the brain." From being dropped from a prestigious nursing program to a high-stakes family intervention involving a warrant for his arrest, Patrick shares the moments that led to his radical acceptance. Most importantly, he explains how he navigated a brain tumor diagnosis in sobriety by "leaning in" to connection rather than isolating. Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/If Patrick’s story of resilience and finding joy beyond "not being sad" inspired you, please subscribe and share this episode with someone who needs to hear that hope is always available. ⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Intro: Becoming a Conduit for Hope 02:31 – The First Drink: Reaching "Baseline" 06:45 – Religious Trauma & Chronic Hypervigilance 11:38 – The Horror of DTs & Brain Electrocution 14:33 – "It Isolates Me From Me": Losing Identity 16:28 – The Unraveling: Dropped from Nursing School 19:04 – The Wrong Way: A Family Intervention 22:30 – Arrest Warrants & Radical Acceptance 27:12 – Facing the Nightmare: A Brain Tumor in Sobriety 38:15 – Why Leaning In Is Always Better ❓ Questions the Video Answers:How does alcohol act as a "baseline" for chronic anxiety? What does "electrocution of the brain" feel like during alcohol withdrawal? How can a hypervigilant childhood lead to later substance abuse? What are the consequences of being a "functional" alcoholic in nursing school? How do you handle a family intervention when you are in denial? What is the "forever concept" and why is it overwhelming? How does addiction cause you to "stop developing identity"? What is the impact of "fear of God" versus a spiritual life of your own? How can you stay sober while taking narcotics for a medical emergency? Why do people with addiction often feel "behind" in life? What does it mean to be a "bad apple" in a treatment program? How does a brain tumor affect motor function and speech? Is isolation always the "lesser result" in recovery? How can curiosity replace the shame of not knowing the answers? Why is "not being sad" different from having true joy? #AddictionRecovery #BrainTumorSurvivor #AnxietyAwareness
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Tiffany Jenkins | 20 Felony Charges, Pill Addiction, & Healing Through Humor
Tiffany Jenkins, the New York Times bestselling author and voice behind "Juggling the Jenkins," joins Recoverycast to share her raw journey from facing 20 felony charges to 13 years of sobriety. Tiffany opens up about her childhood struggles with undiagnosed OCD and how a single sip of alcohol in high school led to a decade-long spiral into alcohol, weed, and eventually a devastating opiate addiction. She reveals the harrowing details of staging a burglary in her own home to fund her habit and the rock-bottom suicide attempt in a jail cell that eventually led to her transformation.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/This episode explores the complex intersection of mental health and addiction, covering Tiffany's experience with postpartum depression, agoraphobia, and her recent return to intensive outpatient therapy to maintain her healing. Tiffany discusses the "invisible" life of a high-functioning addict—including dating a police officer while hiding her drug use—and the life-saving connection she found through her father’s own sobriety. Her story is a powerful testament to radical honesty, the 12-step program, and the belief that the opposite of addiction is connection.Subscribe for more stories of hope and healing, and leave a comment sharing your own recovery journey.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Staging a Burglary: The Desperation of Addiction00:33 – From Bestselling Author to 20 Felony Charges01:45 – The "Good Kid" and Undiagnosed OCD04:03 – The First Sip: When Everything Changed11:11 – Grief, Rock Bottom, and the First Rehab Attempt13:38 – Dating a Cop While Hiding an Opiate Addiction23:17 – The Interrogation Room and Suicide Attempt32:25 – A Christmas Miracle: Recovery as a Family37:00 – OCD, Postpartum Depression, and Agoraphobia44:45 – 13 Years Sober: Why Connection is the Cure❓ Questions the Video Answers:How does undiagnosed OCD contribute to childhood anxiety? What are the signs of high-functioning opiate addiction? How can someone hide drug addiction from a police officer? What does it feel like to detox in a jail cell? Can humor be used as a primary tool for recovery? What is "radical honesty" in the context of sobriety? How does a parent’s sobriety impact a child’s recovery? Is it possible to recover after facing 20 felony charges? What is the difference between "wanting" rehab and "doing" it for others? How do 12-step meetings help with long-term sobriety? What is the link between postpartum depression and addiction relapse? How do you handle agoraphobia in recovery? Why is connection considered the opposite of addiction? What are the benefits of intensive outpatient therapy (IOP)? How do you maintain gratitude after 13 years of sobriety? #TiffanyJenkins #SobrietyStories #AddictionRecovery
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Jaimie Alexander | Bourbon Addiction, Near-Death Awakening, & Spiritual Recovery
From Marvel’s Lady Sif to a hospital bed fighting for her life, actress Jaimie Alexander shares the raw truth about her battle with bourbon and burnout. Jaimie, the celebrated lead of Blindspot, opens up about the "lone wolf" mentality that nearly cost her everything. Despite a thriving career, she used alcohol to medicate social anxiety and the extreme physical toll of performing her own high-octane stunts.She recounts the terrifying moment her appendix ruptured, leading to sepsis and a profound spiritual encounter that finally broke the "death grip" of addiction. Jaimie details her "white light" experience in a Manhattan ER and the voice that gave her a choice: stay and never drink again, or go.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Now over seven years sober, Jaimie discusses overcoming childhood trauma and abuse, the importance of community over isolation, and how she maintains her mental health today through Stoicism and gratitude. Her story is a powerful reminder that hitting rock bottom can be the foundation for an authentic, joyful life.Subscribe for more stories of hope and healing. Share this with someone who needs to hear that they are enough.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Texas Roots & Accidental Acting Career06:14 – Landing Thor & Humbling Career Lessons11:36 – Bourbon as "Medication" for Anxiety15:47 – The Physical Toll of Blindspot & Stunts18:28 – Rules of Addiction & The "B" Bourbons20:20 – Childhood Trauma & The "Tough Girl" Shield29:01 – The Near-Death Sepsis Crisis34:54 – A Spiritual Encounter: "Never Drink Again"41:18 – Finding Community Over Isolation57:30 – Daily Stoicism & The Power of Gratitude❓ Questions the Video Answers:1. How did Jaimie Alexander transition from high school wrestling to Marvel stardom?2. Why do high-functioning actors use alcohol to manage social anxiety?3. What were the specific "rules" Jaimie used to hide her bourbon use?4. How does childhood trauma impact adult addiction and "toughness"?5. What is the actual physical cost of performing stunts on a TV series?6. What does a "white light" spiritual awakening feel like in a medical crisis?7. How did a ruptured appendix lead to Jaimie's sobriety?8. What is the "We Are Enough" mental health campaign?9. How can Stoicism and daily gratitude lists aid in addiction recovery?10. Why is asking for help a gift to the person you are asking?#JaimieAlexander #SobrietyStories #AddictionRecovery
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Sam Miller | From Tarp Living to Nationally Touring Recovery Comedian
"It was not about getting high, it was about not being sober." In this raw and deeply moving episode of Recoverycast, nationally touring comedian and recovery advocate Sam Miller joins Brittany Bernard to share his incredible journey from the streets of Olympia to the comedy stage. Sam opens up about the intersection of ADHD and addiction, the profound impact of childhood trauma, and the cycle of methamphetamine, alcohol, and benzodiazepine use that led to years of homelessness and incarceration.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Sam describes the "mental load" of growing up with a father who was both violent and loving, and how the loss of his parent at age 12 shifted his fear from one man to the entire world. From huffing gas as a child to sleeping in barns and jail cells, Sam provides a window into the reality of meth recovery and the "survival mode" of unhoused life. He discusses the pivotal moment under a tarp when he finally chose help over death, leading to over 15 years of 12-step recovery, therapy for PTSD, and a successful career in stand-up comedy. This is a story of breaking cycles, finding "52% happiness," and the power of being "okay with being okay."If you or someone you love is struggling, Sam’s story proves that no matter how far you’ve gone, there is a path back.Subscribe to Recoverycast for more authentic stories of healing, and share this episode to help someone feel seen today.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Meet Sam Miller: Comedian & Advocate01:41 – Childhood Trauma and a Father’s Legacy04:09 – Navigating ADHD and the School System07:23 – Grief, Guilt, and Losing a Parent at 1213:37 – The Spiral: Early Use and Huffing Gas18:31 – "I Was Running Away From Sobriety"22:35 – Homelessness and Survival in Olympia31:17 – The Tarp: The Day Everything Changed33:36 – Stabilization, 12-Step, and Therapy51:01 – How Comedy Entered the Recovery Story❓ Questions the Video Answers:How does childhood trauma contribute to substance abuse?What is the link between ADHD and impulsive addiction?How can someone recover from long-term methamphetamine use?What does "running away from sobriety" mean in addiction?How do 12-step groups help with long-term stabilization?Can therapy help process PTSD from an abusive upbringing?What is the reality of living unhoused while struggling with addiction?How does a parent's addiction affect a child's mental health?What are the dangers of huffing gas and dust-off?How can comedy be used as a therapeutic tool in recovery?How do you break a generational cycle of abuse?What are the first steps to take when deciding to get sober?#MethRecovery #ADHDandAddiction #SobrietyStories
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Devan Rajkumar | Cocaine, Alcohol, & Ego Deflation in the Culinary World
How does a celebrity chef dominate the culinary world while hiding a life-threatening cocaine and alcohol addiction? In this episode of Recoverycast, we are joined by Devan Rajkumar, popularly known as Chef Dev, who reveals the "unimaginable" double life he led for years. From national TV appearances and Times Square billboards to late-night after-parties and debilitating chest pains, Devan’s journey is a raw look at the high cost of high-functioning addiction. Devan discusses how early habits formed at age 13 evolved into a progressive disease fueled by the "work hard, play hard" culture of the service industry. He shares the deep-seated roots of his struggle, including generational trauma and the tragic loss of his brother to suicide, which sent him spiraling deeper into substances to numb the grief. Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Learn more about Chef Dev: https://www.chefdev.ca/The turning point came when the "lie routine" finally collapsed after a terrifying overdose scare following a trip to Turks and Caicos. Now over four years sober, Devan explains how ego deflation and the 12-step program allowed him to trade his masks for authenticity. He also opens up about the immense challenge of quitting a 28-year nicotine addiction and why he now lives a purpose-driven life fueled by "Mad Love." Subscribe to hear more stories of hope and recovery, and join us as we explore the path from addiction to advocacy.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Introduction01:20 – Culinary Roots & Guyanese Heritage 04:33 – The "Lie Routine" & Early Substance Use 07:29 – High-Pressure Kitchens & After-Party Culture 15:49 – Processing Grief: Losing a Brother to Suicide 18:40 – Hiding Addiction Behind Celebrity Fame 30:48 – The Overdose Scare in Turks and Caicos 40:55 – Ego Deflation & Finding Humility in 12-Steps 52:53 – Physical Fitness & Auditing Your Inner Circle 58:18 – Living with Mad Love & Mental Health Advocacy ❓ Questions the Podcast Answers:How can someone hide a serious cocaine addiction while being a public figure? What are the signs of high-functioning addiction in the culinary industry? How do childhood trauma and lack of parental validation contribute to substance abuse? What is the "lie routine" used by those struggling with addiction? How can you navigate grief after losing a sibling to suicide without numbing the pain? What is "ego deflation" in the context of 12-step recovery? Why is the service industry particularly dangerous for people prone to addiction? How do you quit smoking after 28 years while already in recovery for other substances? What does it mean to "love people from a distance" during sobriety? How can physical fitness like squash or gym routines help maintain sobriety? What is the significance of the 12-step program for long-term recovery? How can practicing empathy toward parents help resolve childhood resentments? What is the "Mad Love" philosophy in Chef Dev’s recovery? How does a recovery sponsor provide a "coach for life"? What are effective ways to handle holiday triggers and the availability of alcohol?#SobrietyStories #AddictionRecovery #ChefDev
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Grace Adams | High-Functioning Alcoholism, Ballet & NYC Sober Living
Grace Adams seemed to have it all: a prestigious advertising job, a New York City apartment, and a background as a classical ballet dancer. But behind the "perfect" Type-A exterior, Grace was trapped in a cycle of secret binge drinking and 48-hour blackouts. In this vulnerable episode of Recoverycast, Grace opens up about the "emotional bottom" that brought her to her knees on her apartment floor and the courageous phone call to her mother that changed everything.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/We dive deep into the unique pressures of the performing arts world, the "show pony" mentality that fueled her perfectionism, and how alcohol became a way to quiet her intense anxiety. Grace shares her journey through Ashley Addiction Treatment and the instrumental role that Release Recovery’s sober living played in teaching her how to actually live a vibrant, sober life. Now a recovery advocate, Grace discusses how she uses social media to provide the representation she never saw—showing young women that sobriety isn't just about stopping a substance; it's about starting "Life Part Two."If you are a high-functioning individual struggling with isolation or feel like a "fraud" in your own life, this story is a powerful reminder that there is another way to live.Subscribe to Recoverycast for more stories of hope and transformation. Comment below to share your own journey or ask Grace a question!⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – The "Aha Moment" with Peach Schnapps 01:18 – Childhood Pressure & The First Panic Attack 05:35 – The Competitive World of Classical Ballet 06:35 – High School: "Crazy Grace" & Secret Drinking 10:18 – College Binge Drinking & Sorority Culture 13:30 – Spilling Wine & Family Interventions 17:00 – NYC: 48-Hour Blackouts & The Emotional Bottom 25:23 – Entering Treatment & Facing the "Fraud" Narrative 34:00 – The Power of Sober Living & Community 44:06 – Advocacy: Helping Young Women Find Hope❓ Questions the Video Answers:What does high-functioning alcoholism look like in young women?How does competitive ballet impact mental health and addiction?What is an "emotional bottom" in recovery?How do I tell my parents I can’t stop drinking?What is the difference between detox and learning to live sober?Can you be a "perfectionist" and an alcoholic?How does sober living help with long-term recovery?How do I maintain friendships with "normal" drinkers after rehab?What are the signs of a 12-step program working?How can social media advocacy help in the healing process?What is the "fraud syndrome" in early sobriety?How do I handle holiday triggers in early recovery?Is it possible to have fun in New York City while sober?How do I know if my drinking is "bad enough" for treatment?What are the benefits of a young adult-specific recovery program?#SoberStories #AlcoholRecovery #MentalHealth
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Carl Radke | Alcohol & Cocaine Addiction, Sibling Loss, & 12-Step Recovery
Carl Radke from Bravo’s Summer House shares his raw journey through high-functioning cocaine and alcohol addiction. In this vulnerable episode, Carl opens up about growing up in Pittsburgh where alcohol was the family fabric and how his brother’s struggle with heroin addiction created a life of fear. He details the $2,000-a-weekend cocaine habit he hid behind his reality TV persona and the rock-bottom moment in January 2021 that finally forced him to choose life.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Carl dives deep into the non-linear road of recovery, from the intense pressure of filming while grieving his brother’s overdose to the "hard love" of a New York City AA sponsor. He discusses his memoir, Cake Eater, and his mission to provide alcohol-free spaces through Soft Bar and Cafe. This conversation is a masterclass in turning public shame into private healing and collective inspiration. Whether you are navigating loss or seeking a more intentional way to live, Carl’s story offers a roadmap for redemption and daily discipline.Subscribe to Recoverycast for more stories of hope and healing.⏱️ Chapters00:00 – The True Cost of a $2,000 Weekend 02:29 – Pittsburgh Roots: Alcohol as the Family Fabric 11:12 – Mental Health: Patterns of Depression and Anxiety 13:37 – The Shadow of Sibling Heroin Addiction 18:54 – The High-Functioning Trap: Cocaine vs. Heroin 26:16 – The Call: Losing a Brother to Overdose 31:11 – Filming Through Grief: Real Life on Camera 35:20 – Rock Bottom: The Breaking Point in January 2021 38:52 – Hard Love: AA and the 12-Step Solution 49:50 – Daily Discipline: Making the Bed and 5 Years Sober ❓ Questions the Video AnswersHow did Carl Radke’s childhood normalize alcohol use? What are the signs of high-functioning cocaine addiction? How do you process grief when a sibling dies from an overdose? What was the financial impact of Carl's substance abuse? How does reality TV fame complicate the recovery process? Why did Carl Radke join AA and what was his sponsor like? What is the mission of Soft Bar and Cafe in Brooklyn? How can simple routines like making your bed support sobriety? What is Carl's perspective on the disease of addiction now? How did Carl Radke handle public shame regarding his brother? What are the best daily practices for maintaining sobriety? How does Carl Radke define "raw dogging" a marathon? #CarlRadke #SummerHouse #AddictionRecovery
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Mistena & Shannon | Meth Recovery, Domestic Abuse & Generational Healing
Shannon Hughes and her daughter, Mistena Renteria-Elliott, share a raw and harrowing journey through the depths of methamphetamine addiction, domestic abuse, and the long road to generational healing. Shannon opens up about using substances to cope with severe anxiety while trapped in a manipulative and abusive relationship with a stepfather who controlled every aspect of their lives. Mistena reflects on a childhood defined by survival mode, moving constantly, and the trauma of watching her mother disappear into addiction and homelessness.The turning point came during a high-stakes crisis involving a psych ward hold and a last-chance family trip to the Florida coast. They discuss the complexities of meth recovery, the reality of childhood trauma, and how medication like Zoloft and supportive school counselors eventually saved Mistena's life. Now over a year sober, Shannon and Mistena are navigating the messy, beautiful process of getting to know each other again as mother and daughter.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/This episode is a testament to the fact that you can heal, no matter how broken the relationship seems. Whether you are struggling with substance use disorders or are a loved one setting boundaries, this conversation offers a roadmap from defeat to hope.Subscribe to Recoverycast for more authentic stories of sobriety and mental health transformation.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Identifying the Struggle: Methamphetamine and Family Impact03:31 – The Intersection of Anxiety, Abuse, and Early Addiction06:05 – Domestic Violence and the Cycle of Manipulation11:01 – CPS Failures and Navigating Childhood Trauma14:48 – Coping Mechanisms: Music and School as a Safe Haven20:13 – Breaking the Stigma: Mental Health Medication and Support26:27 – Rock Bottom: Homelessness and the Arkansas Psych Ward30:28 – The Last Chance: A Life-Saving Trip to the Ocean38:47 – What We Get Wrong About Loving an Addict45:18 – Rebuilding the Mother-Daughter Bond in Recovery50:12 – Advice for Families Losing Hope❓ Questions the Video Answers:How does methamphetamine addiction affect the mother-daughter bond?What are the signs of emotional and domestic abuse in an addicted household?How can children cope with the trauma of a parent's addiction?What happens during a mandatory 72-hour psych ward hold for addiction?Can the ocean or nature assist in the early stages of detox and healing?How do you set boundaries with a parent struggling with homelessness?Is Zoloft effective for treating trauma-related anxiety in teenagers?Why do people stay in abusive relationships while struggling with substances?How can school counselors help students living in high-risk environments?What are the chances of long-term recovery after meth addiction?How do you rebuild trust after ten years of toxic communication?Why is "survival mode" a common experience for families in addiction?#MethRecovery #GenerationalHealing #SobrietyStories
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Brandi Mac | IV Fentanyl, Ambiguous Grief & The "Do What You Can Live With" Path
Critical care nurse practitioner Brandi Mac shares the harrowing journey of her daughter’s IV Fentanyl addiction and the moment Brandi shaved her head to release years of trauma.In this vulnerable episode of Recoverycast, Brandi Mac discusses the reality of navigating nine treatment centers in four years and the "rehab industry" failures that left her family feeling hopeless. As a medical professional, Brandi reflects on her own stigmatized views of addiction prior to it hitting her home, and how she eventually found peace by abandoning "tough love" to lead with empathy. We dive deep into the science and success of Medication-Assisted Treatment (MAT), specifically the life-changing impact of the Sublocade injection, and how Brandi’s daughter found long-term recovery after the family shifted their focus from the addiction back to the person.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/This conversation serves as a guide for families struggling with substance use, offering trauma-informed insights on reentry plans, setting boundaries that you can live with, and the importance of ethical oversight in treatment facilities. Brandi's story is a powerful reminder that as long as there is breath, there is hope.Subscribe for more authentic stories of healing, and share this episode with anyone who needs to hear that recovery is possible.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Introduction & The Breaking Point01:12 – A Medical Professional’s Stigma03:57 – The First Signs of Addiction05:00 – IV Fentanyl & The Treatment Cycle07:30 – Early Exposure: From Percocet to Meth11:15 – The Failure of the Rehab Industry13:55 – Why Reentry Plans Matter Most16:00 – The Trap of "Tough Love"20:48 – Shaving Her Head: Releasing the Trauma24:54 – Choosing "What You Can Live With"28:34 – Small Talk & Reconnecting in Active Use33:44 – Setting Healthy Boundaries Without Cruelty35:33 – The Truth About MAT & Sublocade40:46 – Writing the Book on Chaos & Healing45:09 – Red Flags in Treatment Centers❓ Questions the Video Answers:1. How can parents support a child struggling with Fentanyl addiction?2. What are the signs of burnout in medical professionals treating substance use?3. Is Medication-Assisted Treatment (MAT) just trading one drug for another?4. What is "ambiguous grief" in the context of family addiction?5. Why do traditional 30-day treatment programs often fail for opioids?6. How do I set boundaries without using "tough love" tactics?7. What is the Sublocade injection, and how does it help with recovery?8. How can I reconnect and have "small talk" with a loved one in active use?9. What are the major red flags to look for when choosing a rehab facility?10. How does the concept of "doing what you can live with" help family healing?11. Can a family find peace while their loved one is still using?12. What is the role of compassion and empathy in clinical nursing care?13. Why is discharge planning and reentry support crucial for sobriety?14. What are the ethical issues surrounding free flights to treatment centers?15. How does hair hold trauma during a breaking point?#FentanylRecovery #MAT #AddictionSupport
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Bobby Kazz | Stigma, Binge Eating Relapses & Journey to Men’s Eating Disorder Recovery
At six years old, Bobby Kazz was already asking his mom how to lose weight; by college he was trapped in a cycle of starvation, binge eating and guilt. This episode of Recoverycast shines a light on male eating disorders—a story we rarely hear. Bobby Kazz explains how teasing at his sixth‑birthday pool party and growing up in a thin family planted seeds of insecurity. In high school he decided to “just run and see what happens” and began skipping meals, lying to his parents about eating, and running miles every day until his body felt worse and worse. Compliments about his weight loss fed the disorder and he kept pushing himself even when it hurt.College marked a turn: after getting an Apple Watch he started walking 30–40,000 steps a day and spending all his free time in the gym to “earn” food. This over‑exercise soon led to binge eating, fueled by loneliness and boredom, and he hit rock bottom in spring 2022. Despite sharing his struggles on TikTok, Bobby Kazz never sought formal treatment; instead, he relied on family support and developed his own tools, like breathwork, eating slowly and reminding himself that relapses are part of recovery. A pivotal moment came when a CrossFit coach told him to eat after a workout—he realized food wasn’t the enemy. Now he trains for marathons, eats to fuel his body and uses his platform to destigmatize male body image issues.Whether you struggle with binge eating disorder recovery, male body image insecurities, social media and male body image, or you’re looking for eating disorder recovery motivation, Bobby Kazz’s story shows that healing is possible. Tune in to learn how he broke the restrict‑binge cycle, managed triggers and built a healthy relationship with food and movement. Subscribe, drop a comment about your own journey and share this episode—there’s strength in knowing you’re not alone.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Intro & Men’s Eating Disorder Stigma02:00 – Childhood Weight & Early Body Dysmorphia05:50 – High‑School Restriction & Compliments10:28 – College: Over‑Exercising & Binge Eating16:30 – Sharing His Story & Social Media Pressure20:34 – Rock Bottom: Triggers & Relapses29:00 – Marathon Training & Redefining Health35:00 – Coping Strategies & Advice for Recovery43:00 – Final Thoughts, Hope & Call to Action❓ Questions the Video Answers:How can a man recognize the signs of an eating disorder?What makes male eating disorders so stigmatized?How did childhood teasing and family dynamics affect Bobby Kazz’s body image?Why did restrictive dieting and over‑exercising feel “normal” to him?How did compliments about weight loss reinforce unhealthy behaviors?In what ways did social media and an Apple Watch fuel his binge eating disorder?What triggers contributed to his worst binge episodes?How did breathwork, eating slowly and “the blink method” help Bobby Kazz cope with cravings?Why didn’t he seek formal treatment, and how did he create his own recovery toolkit?What role did a CrossFit coach’s advice to “eat a lot” play in changing his mindset?How did training for a marathon teach him to fuel his body properly?What does he tell his younger self about body image and self‑worth?How can friends and family support someone recovering from binge eating disorder?Why are relapses part of the recovery process, and how should you respond?How can people overcome shame and seek help for eating disorders?#eatingdisorderrecovery #mensmentalhealth #bodydysmorphia
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Welcome to Dry January | 14 Answers to Your Alcohol & Sobriety Questions
Struggling with Dry January or thinking of cutting back on alcohol? In this bonus Recoverycast episode, guest host Riley Whelan fields the 14 most‑asked questions about Dry January and sober curiosity. She explains how a social media challenge became a powerful way to explore your relationship with alcohol. Whether you’ve never gone a week without drinking or you’re just curious about sobriety, Riley shares practical tips for starting one day at a time, coping with emotional and physical withdrawals, and understanding the true benefits of a 30‑day alcohol detox.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/You’ll learn why accountability is crucial, how to deal with cravings and boredom, and whether you should avoid parties or simply switch to mocktails with supportive friends. Riley talks openly about the discomfort of early sobriety—from mood swings to loneliness—and offers healthier ways to reward yourself than grabbing a bottle. She also discusses navigating relationships when your partner isn’t on board, building confidence without “liquid courage,” and finding sober‑curious communities online or in your city. If Dry January reveals deeper concerns, Riley explains when to seek professional help and how to connect with 12‑step programs or treatment centers. Tune in for a compassionate, candid Q&A that makes sobriety feel less intimidating and more empowering.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Intro: Dry January Q&A With Riley Whelan00:21 – What Is Dry January & Why Do People Do It?01:03 – How Do I Start Dry January If I’ve Never Gone a Week Without Drinking?02:09 – How Long Does It Take to Feel Better After Stopping Alcohol?03:12 – Should I Tell People I’m Doing Dry January or Keep It Private?03:55 – How Do I Deal With Alcohol Cravings, Stress & Boredom?05:07 – Should I Avoid Parties or Bars During Dry January?06:24 – How Do I Stay Motivated When Everyone Around Me Is Drinking?07:49 – What If My Partner Doesn’t Want to Do Dry January?09:09 – How Can I Feel Confident Without Alcohol?10:32 – Is It Normal to Feel Lonely, Sad or Restless Without Drinking?11:48 – How Do I Reward Myself Without Alcohol?13:06 – Where Can I Meet Sober or Sober-Curious People?14:57 – What If Dry January Makes Me Realize I Need Help?16:31 – Final Thoughts & Where to Find Support#DryJanuary #SoberCurious #QuitDrinking
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Gabbie Egan | Bipolar I, Alcohol & Weed – One‑Year Sobriety & Mental Health Healing
After hitting one year of sobriety, TikTok star Gabbie Egan joins us again and opens up about quitting alcohol and nightly weed use to reclaim her life and mental health. In this candid conversation she recounts the surprising truth that the first months of sobriety felt harder than her chaotic partying days, yet staying off alcohol and cannabis eventually allowed her to feel “more me than I ever have” and maintain a healthier baseline despite her bipolar I diagnosis. Gabbie describes reading the Alcoholics Anonymous Big Book, leaning on a group chat of sober women and her husband’s own recovery journey to avoid relapse triggers. She talks about losing a close friend to suicide, attending a wedding filled with drinking soon after, and the importance of finding sober support when life gets messy. Her psychiatrist warned that alcohol and weed were especially harmful for her bipolar disorder, so she replaced late‑night cannabis edibles with melatonin and learned to sit with discomfort without self‑medicating. As a young mom, she now channels her energy into volunteering, making T‑shirts, school activities and building authentic friendships instead of nights out.Whether you’re searching for sobriety stories, curious about alcohol recovery success stories, struggling with weed addiction recovery, or seeking inspiration for bipolar recovery, Gabbie’s vulnerable account offers hope and practical tools. Listen to hear how she navigates grief, stigma and social pressure while maintaining sobriety one day at a time. She proves that with community, honesty and small daily commitments, it’s possible to rewrite your story.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Introduction & First Year Sober: Brittany welcomes Gabbie and recaps her year of sobriety02:10 – Grief, Suicide & Staying Sober: Gabbie discusses losing a friend and resisting the urge to drink at a wedding.05:45 – Friendships, Family & Building a Sober Community: She explains how her husband’s sobriety and a group chat of sober women keep her accountable.09:30 – Mental Health & Bipolar I: Gabbie describes quitting nightly weed, her bipolar diagnosis and learning healthier coping skills.13:00 – Staying Busy & Advice for Relapse Prevention: Volunteering, motherhood, creative outlets and a call‑to‑action for viewers.❓ Questions the Video Answers:How did Gabbie Egan stay sober after years of alcohol and weed use?What does the first year of sobriety really feel like?How can someone with bipolar I manage mental health while quitting substances?Why did Gabbie’s psychiatrist warn her that alcohol and cannabis were dangerous?What strategies help prevent relapse when grief or stress hits?How do you rebuild friendships and community in recovery?How can sober parents find fun and connection without drinking?What role does the Alcoholics Anonymous Big Book play in recovery?How do you replace late‑night weed or alcohol with healthier sleep habits?What does “one day at a time” mean in practice?How can you support a partner’s sobriety journey?What are signs that alcohol and weed are worsening mental health conditions?#sobriety #mentalhealth #addictionrecovery
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Kevin Kreider | Alcohol & Weed Addiction, Trauma, & 12‑Step Recovery
Kevin Kreider’s raw story of adoption, alcoholism and healing challenges everything you think you know about recovery. A Korean adoptee raised by a German‑Irish Catholic family in Philadelphia, Kevin battled depression, anxiety, alopecia and a desperate need to belong. Alcohol and weed offered brief relief but quickly spiraled into 20‑hour drinking sessions, broken relationships and career collapse.We hear how Kevin’s father captured him on camera at his worst, how high‑school partying cost him a promising athletic career, and how pain drove him toward acting in New York, where booze felt more necessary than auditions. Kevin opens up about the cultural pressures of being a Korean American male, the shame surrounding addiction in Asian communities, and why he finally called himself an alcoholic. He explains how a single AA meeting on Thanksgiving, supportive roommates and his then‑girlfriend Devon moved him toward sober living in 2015. Over the next six years he rebuilt his life through 12‑step recovery, therapy, sleep hygiene, diet changes and renewed Christian faith, transforming his platform on Bling Empire into advocacy for mental health and sobriety.Kevin’s journey shows that recovery isn’t about losing yourself—it’s about gaining an authentic identity, clearer purpose and stronger relationships. He now speaks out to normalize sobriety within the Asian community, encourage men to seek help, and remind everyone that it’s never too late to change.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Stay tuned as Kevin shares practical advice on emotional regulation, the importance of good sleep, and why sobriety is the ultimate performance hack. If you or someone you know is struggling, this episode offers hope and actionable steps toward healing. Don’t forget to subscribe, comment with your thoughts, and share this powerful story with a friend who might need it.⏱️ Chapters: 00:00 – Intro & Kevin’s background 02:10 – Adoption, identity struggles & growing up Korean adoptee 05:45 – High‑school and college drinking, party culture & consequences 09:30 – Rock bottom: career collapse, father’s tough love & first AA meeting 13:00 – Sobriety tools: therapy, 12‑step recovery, faith & advocacy❓ Questions the Video Answers:What led Kevin Kreider to start drinking alcohol and smoking weed?How did being adopted from Korea affect his identity and mental health?When did Kevin realize alcohol was ruining his athletic and acting dreams?How did his father intervene and encourage him toward sobriety?Why do some Asian cultures struggle to acknowledge alcoholism and recovery?What role did AA and the 12‑step program play in Kevin’s recovery?How did Kevin’s alopecia and depression influence his addiction?What challenges did he face when joining the cast of Bling Empire sober?How does Kevin balance his recovery with a public career?What daily practices (sleep, diet, meetings) support his sobriety?How can loved ones support someone struggling with addiction?What misconceptions do people have about being sober and “boring”?Why is spirituality or faith important in Kevin’s recovery journey?What message does Kevin have for Asian Americans facing addiction stigma?How can you find help for mental health or addiction treatment?#AddictionRecovery #MentalHealth #Sobriety
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Jason & Ashley Wahler | Love Through Alcohol Addiction, OCD & Postpartum Depression Healing
In this powerful Recoverycast episode, Jason & Ashley Wahler share their raw journey through alcohol addiction, relapse, OCD and postpartum depression. On their very first date, Jason told Ashley that his sobriety and faith came before everything. To support him, she even stopped drinking for over a year. Despite years of sobriety, Jason’s unresolved OCD, shame and anxiety fed his alcoholism, leading to multiple relapses and his thirteenth trip to rehab. Ashley describes the codependency and secrecy that defined their marriage during these dark years, and how Al‑Anon and therapy gave her tools to reclaim her identity and set boundaries.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/After the birth of their son August, Ashley was blindsided by postpartum depression, anxiety and OCD. She recalls experiencing vivid suicidal thoughts and feeling like a “demon had taken over”. Her mind raced so intensely that she would drink just to quiet it, demonstrating how postpartum mental health issues can lead to substance misuse. With Jason’s support, she sought medical help, bravely trying medication despite fearing dependency. Together, they discuss the importance of therapy, medication, exercise and spiritual practice in healing. Jason speaks candidly about moments when he was “literally drinking vodka, crying that I didn’t want to do this” and how recovery taught him to love himself and his family again. This episode offers hope to anyone battling addiction or mental health challenges, showing that recovery is possible for individuals and families.Subscribe to Recoverycast for more sobriety stories, share your thoughts in the comments, and join us in breaking the stigma around addiction, postpartum depression and OCD.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Jason & Ashley Meet: Sobriety on the First Date02:20 – Navigating Early Love: Setting Boundaries & Staying Sober 08:31 – Reality TV Rewind: Filming Addiction on The Hills & Laguna Beach 16:13 – The Mask of Addiction: OCD, Anxiety & Mental Health 17:47 – Relapse & Recovery: Al-Anon, Codependency & The Family Disease 24:45 – Saving the Marriage: 3 Years of Therapy & Rebuilding Trust 27:56 – Daily Discipline: Faith, Fitness & The 12 Steps 36:25 – Ashley’s Darkest Hour: Postpartum Depression & Intrusive Thoughts 43:18 – Medication & Healing: Breaking the Stigma of PPD Treatment 46:19 – The Gifts of Recovery: Emotional Maturity & A Second Chance 51:57 – Advice for Spouses: Spotting the Signs & Trusting Intuition ❓ Questions the Video Answers:How do you support a partner struggling with alcohol addiction?What does sobriety look like when you’re married to an alcoholic?How do OCD and mental health issues fuel substance use?What does relapse feel like for someone in long‑term recovery?What are the first signs of postpartum depression and anxiety?How can postpartum OCD manifest after childbirth?What should you do when you suspect your spouse is secretly drinking?How does Al‑Anon help families of addicts recover?What is postpartum depression medication and how does it work?How do you balance motherhood and recovery after postpartum depression?How can therapy and community help rebuild self‑trust after relapse?Why are honesty and boundaries critical in addiction recovery?How do you rebuild a marriage after addiction and mental health crises?What coping tools exist for mothers experiencing postpartum anxiety?How can exercise and spirituality support long‑term sobriety?#mentalhealth #addictionrecovery #postpartumdepression
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Jason Wahler | Laguna Beach Fame, Teen Drinking & Journey to Recovery
Jason Wahler opens up about OCD, alcohol misuse and an Adderall‑fueled relapse, revealing how he found hope and became a recovery advocate. Growing up in a supportive family in Laguna Beach, Jason began compulsively washing his hands until they bled and wore neoprene gloves full of Neosporin to hide the damage. This early battle with obsessive‑compulsive disorder created a double life – popular and athletic on the outside, but wracked with shame and validation‑seeking behind closed doors. Years later a brain scan revealed he had PANDAS, a strep‑related autoimmune condition that triggers OCD, helping him finally understand his mental health.As a teen he discovered alcohol. His first sip was poured over his shoulder in feigned bravado, but by 15 he was drinking heavily on weekends, and by 17 he was already attending treatment programs. Fame on MTV’s Laguna Beach and The Hills fueled his bad‑boy persona and masked deeper pain, leading to public arrests and private turmoil. A moment of clarity came when he sat in a therapist’s office with his parents; hearing his dad confess that his parents lay in bed every night waiting for a call that he was dead broke him open. He entered treatment, embraced 12‑step recovery and faith, and built five years of sobriety before slipping again.The relapse wasn’t glamorous. Prescribed Adderall despite a history of loving cocaine, he began taking ten pills a day and spiraled into drug‑induced psychosis. Drinking returned as a misguided sleep aid, and the cycle of shame and guilt lasted for years until he asked for help again. Today, Jason shares his story to destigmatize addiction, emphasize the link between mental health and substance use, and remind listeners that connection and honesty are the foundation of long‑term recovery. Whether you’re grappling with OCD, alcohol, stimulants or codependency, his journey offers hope that relapse can be part of recovery and that it’s never too late to turn pain into purpose.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Introduction & first encounter with alcohol02:15 – Childhood in Laguna Beach and early OCD struggles05:00 – PANDAS diagnosis & hidden self‑inflicted trauma09:00 – Teen drinking escalates and first treatment at 1712:30 – Laguna Beach fame, bad‑boy persona & codependency18:30 – Baseball dreams fade and public attention grows24:45 – Moment of clarity: parents confront Jason’s addiction30:10 – Celebrity Rehab, 12‑step program & early sobriety33:45 – Adderall prescription, cocaine cravings & relapse36:50 – Detox, shame, and the path back to long‑term recovery37:53 – Preview of part two featuring Jason’s wife, Ashley❓ Questions the Video Answers:What is PANDAS and how did it trigger Jason Wahler’s OCD?How did washing his hands until they bled affect his teenage years?Why did Jason hide his mental‑health struggles from his parents?How did his first experiences with alcohol at 14–15 shape his addiction?At what age did he start drinking heavily and enter treatment?How did fame from Laguna Beach and The Hills amplify his substance use?What did his parents say that finally motivated him to seek help?How did he find sobriety through 12‑step programs and therapy?What led to his Adderall‑fueled relapse and why was it so dangerous?How did he cycle between periods of sobriety and relapse for years?What role did shame and guilt play in prolonging his addiction?How does Jason approach mental‑health conversations with his own children?Why is connection and honesty crucial for long‑term recovery?What advice does he give to people dealing with OCD and addiction?How can understanding trauma help prevent relapse and support healing?#addictionrecovery #menta
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Dakota Mortensen | Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Star, My Journey from Pain Pills to Purpose
Imagine going from a college‑bound basketball star to stealing change jars just to stay high. That’s the raw path Dakota Mortensen opens up about in this candid conversation. Growing up on a bird farm with a tight‑knit Mormon family and a deep love for sports, he never imagined that a knee injury would introduce him to pain pills—or that popping a couple to get through practice would snowball into snorting pills, moving to 30‑milligram “blues,” and eventually chasing heroin.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Dakota recounts how his parents discovered his stash, how he tried to hide his addiction behind a “jock” persona, and how his high‑school sweetheart—later his wife—walked out after catching him smoking heroin. He talks about overdosing in front of her and the shame and emptiness that followed. When she left, he hit rock bottom. Yet he also describes the paradox of feeling “free” when he didn’t care about anything, even as his life spiraled.Through multiple relapses, treatment centers and hard‑won moments of clarity, Dakota ultimately chose recovery. He shares the emotions addicts often suppress, why community and family support mattered, and how he uses his platform today to advocate for opioid addiction recovery, fentanyl awareness and mental health. If you’ve ever wondered what it’s really like to claw your way back from addiction, this story pulls no punches while showing that sobriety is possible. Stick around to hear how he stays sober, builds community and helps others find hope—and don’t forget to subscribe, leave a comment with your own questions, and share this story with someone who needs it.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Welcome & Dakota’s mission01:05 – Bird‑Farm Childhood & Basketball Dreams03:30 – Knee Injury & Pain‑Pill Gateway05:40 – Snorting Pills & Teenage Experimentation07:50 – Denial, Warnings & Family Intervention10:00 – Losing Basketball & Sliding to Stronger Drugs13:15 – Marriage, Overdose & Dual Lives18:07 – Rock Bottom: She Leaves & Self‑Hatred20:30 – Emotions, Numbness & Illusion of Control23:00 – Choosing Recovery & Becoming an Advocate❓ Questions the Video Answers:How can a seemingly harmless sports injury lead to opioid addiction?What are early signs of opioid addiction in a high‑school athlete?How did snorting pills accelerate Dakota’s addiction?How do parents handle finding pain pills in their child’s pocket?What happens when addiction strips away a lifelong passion like basketball?How can addiction impact a marriage and cause a loved one to leave?Why do some people feel “in control” even while their addiction is ruining everything?What triggers finally push someone from denial to seeking help?How does self‑hatred and shame feed into the cycle of relapse?What role do community and family support play in opioid addiction recovery?How do you rebuild trust and self‑worth during a mental health recovery journey?What does daily life look like for someone several years sober?How can sharing your story inspire others to seek mental health treatment?Why is it important to address both emotional pain and physical dependence in recovery?What actionable steps can someone take today if they’re struggling with fentanyl addiction?#addictionrecovery #mentalhealth #sobriety
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Brittany Jade | From Alcoholism & Cocaine to Sobriety & Family Healing
After postpartum depression triggered a relapse, Brittany Jade lost custody of her three children and spiraled from alcohol back into cocaine, Suboxone and even heroin and meth. Raised by an alcoholic father and introduced to drinking at 13, she later turned to weed, cocaine and acid during her teens and early twenties. Her story includes serious suicide attempts, a turbulent marriage, and a desperate move to California where she hoped a new start would help her get sober. Instead, postpartum stress and hidden drinking escalated into hiding vodka in cabinets and drinking nightly. A relationship with a man from detox led her to misuse Suboxone and eventually inject heroin and meth every day.Brittany explains how losing custody forced her to confront addiction. She describes detoxing medically, logging breathalyzer tests four to six times per day and taking weekly drug screens to prove her sobriety. Despite setbacks—including psychosis and arrest—she found faith, re‑entered a 12‑step program, and built a support network that included her mother, who moved across the country to help her regain custody. Within 28 days of returning to Wisconsin she got legal custody back. Now more than five years sober, she shares practical relapse‑prevention strategies, the importance of honesty, and why recovery isn’t linear. Listeners will learn how she balances ADHD, postpartum depression and motherhood while staying sober, how she rebuilt trust with her children, and why breathalyzers and drug testing can be powerful accountability tools. Brittany’s raw story offers hope for anyone facing addiction, mental health struggles or custody battles.Find mental health and addiction treatment near you: https://recovery.com/From high‑stakes courtrooms to 12‑step meetings, this conversation covers relapse prevention, early warning signs, Suboxone misuse, heroin and meth recovery, and parenting in sobriety. Whether you’re searching for “alcohol addiction recovery,” “sobriety stories,” “postpartum depression treatment,” “heroin addiction story” or “relapse prevention strategies,” Brittany’s journey delivers actionable insights and inspiration. Stay tuned to hear how she maintains her sobriety, rebuilds relationships and advocates for recovery on social media.⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Introduction & Background02:10 – Growing Up: Early Drinking, Weed & Cocaine05:45 – Acid, Suicide Attempts & First Treatments09:30 – Marriage, “Sober” Wedding & Hidden Drinking13:00 – Postpartum Depression & Twin Birth Trigger Relapse17:40 – Suboxone Misuse, Custody Loss & Breathalyzer Logs22:15 – Heroin & Meth Run, Overdose & Returning Home26:40 – Regaining Custody, 12‑Step Faith & Five Years of Sobriety30:10 – Life Today & Advocacy – Hope for Others❓ Questions the Video Answers:How can postpartum depression lead to relapse in recovering alcoholics?What are the early warning signs of alcohol addiction and relapse?How did Brittany’s teenage weed and cocaine use contribute to her alcoholism?What role did Suboxone misuse play in her descent into heroin and meth addiction?How do breathalyzer logs and drug tests help regain custody in court?What does a medical detox from alcohol feel like?How can parents protect their children during addiction and custody battles?What strategies help prevent relapse after treatment (“relapse prevention plan”)?How does postpartum depression intersect with addiction recovery?What is religious or alcohol‑induced psychosis, and how can it be managed?How can you rebuild trust with children after addiction and abandonment?Why is recovery not linear, and how can you stay motivated on bad days?Where can you find mental health and addiction treatment resources tailored to you?#addictionrecovery #sobrietyjourney #mentalhealth
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Alyson Stoner & Correy O'Neal | Sibling Trauma, Estrangement, & Recovery Reconnection
What happens when two sisters face the same trauma but walk completely different paths to healing? In this deeply moving episode of Recovery Cast, host Brittani Baynard sits down with Alyson Stoner and her sister Correy O’Neal for a raw, emotional, and inspiring conversation about addiction recovery, childhood abuse, family trauma, and the long road to rebuilding trust.Find addiction and mental health treatment near you: https://recovery.com/Learn more about Movement Genius: https://www.movementgenius.com/From surviving an abusive home and struggling with eating disorders, substance abuse, and homelessness, to rediscovering joy and creating their mental health platform Movement Genius, Alyson and Correy share how they transformed pain into purpose.They open up about:-Growing up in a house shaped by addiction, manipulation, and fear-How trauma shaped their identities, relationships, and bodies-What it takes to rebuild sibling bonds after years of silence-The role of somatic therapy, community, and radical honesty in recovery-Why they built Movement Genius to make mental wellness tools accessible to everyone⏱️ Chapters:00:00 – Welcome to Recovery Cast01:00 – Growing Up in Chaos: Childhood Trauma & Abuse05:00 – Sibling Disconnect: Silence, Survival & Coping10:30 – Reconnecting with Their Father & Redefining Trust17:00 – Addiction, Anorexia & the Illusion of Control21:30 – Hitting Rock Bottom & Choosing Change26:00 – Adulting After Trauma: Learning to Live & Feel32:00 – Healing Through the Body: Somatic Therapy & Movement40:00 – Permission to Feel: Learning Emotional Safety46:00 – From Pain to Purpose: Creating Movement Genius53:00 – Building a Wellness Business That Heals Everyone55:30 – Reclaiming Their Story: Speaking Truth in Recovery01:02:00 – What Recovery Looks Like Today01:08:00 – Trust, Connection & Becoming Sisters Again01:16:00 – Lessons from the Past & Messages for the Future01:19:00 – No One Deserves to Suffer: Finding Hope & Community01:20:30 – Where to Find the Book & Movement Genius❓ Questions the Video Answers:How can siblings heal after growing up in an abusive home?What are signs you’re ready to start your recovery journey?How does childhood trauma impact adult relationships?What role does somatic therapy play in trauma healing?How can you rebuild trust after family betrayal?What’s the connection between addiction, eating disorders, and trauma?How can parents break generational cycles of dysfunction?What does it mean to “find joy” in recovery?How do you set emotional boundaries while healing?How can community and safe connection support recovery?What inspired Alyson and Correy to start Movement Genius?How can you start feeling your emotions after years of numbing?What’s the difference between surviving and truly healing?How can siblings reconnect after years of separation?Why is truth-telling such a powerful part of recovery?#MentalHealthRecovery #TraumaHealing #AddictionRecovery
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Adriana Sansam | Grief after Her Husband’s Accidental Overdose, Navigating Loss & Trauma
In this mental health & addiction recovery story, Adriana Sansam shares how her husband’s four‑year sober streak ended in relapse and fatal accidental overdose — and how she chose to stay “just for today” so she can stay sober for her children and rebuild their family life.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Adriana: https://www.instagram.com/adrianasansam/, https://www.facebook.com/p/Adriana-Sansam-100086399725563/, https://www.tiktok.com/@adriana.sansamJust for Today Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/justfortodaypodcast/, https://www.youtube.com/@justfortodaypodcastKey talking points: 1. Adriana Sansam lost her husband Eric to a heroin overdose in 2023 after years of high-functioning addiction.2. Eric had been sober for over four years before relapsing during the COVID-19 pandemic.3. Adriana discovered his heroin use after finding a needle early in their relationship.4. Despite multiple relapses, Eric often asked for help and wanted to recover.5. He struggled with childhood trauma, grief, and untreated mental health issues.6. Adriana supported him through detoxes while raising three young children.7. After Eric’s death, Adriana faced intense grief and suicidal thoughts.8. She found the phrase “Just for Today” in his recovery journal, which helped her stay alive.9. Adriana chose to break the silence around addiction and now shares her story publicly.10. She advocates for open conversations, support for loved ones, and living with honesty and hope.00:00 Introduction and Content Warning00:36 Meet Adriana Sansam01:25 How Adriana Met Eric04:12 Discovering Eric's Addiction08:22 Eric's Relapse During COVID17:28 Living with an Addict30:39 Eric's Final Days36:39 The Moment of Realization38:37 Breaking the News to the Children40:21 Coping with Daily Life45:22 The Struggle with Addiction48:22 Finding Support and Sharing the Story57:38 Living with Grief and Finding Joy01:16:32 Conclusion and Final Thoughts#grief #overdose #mentalhealthawareness
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Caitlyn Boardman | From Alcoholism, BPD & Eating Disorder to Sobriety, Meditation & Therapy
Trigger Warning:In this episode, we talk about experiences of abuse and self-harm. These topics can be difficult to hear, so please take care of yourself and listen at your own pace. If you or someone you know needs immediate support, you can call or text 988 to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline anytime.Caitlyn Boardman shares a mental health & addiction recovery story of early alcohol use, adoption trauma from South Korea, BPD symptoms, an eating disorder, and self-harm—and how she got sober in 2021 after cops were called, then rebuilt through fitness, meditation, and self-compassion. A candid look at relapse, motherhood, and staying sober with boundaries and breathwork.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Caitlyn: https://www.instagram.com/caitlynbayybee/, https://www.tiktok.com/@madeinkoreaxoKey talking points:1. Caitlyn began drinking alone in middle school, hiding alcohol in her closet.2. As a South Korean adoptee with early foster care, she later recognized adoption trauma and cultural isolation.3. Home life lacked emotional safety; her father died when she was six and grief went largely unprocessed.4. She developed alcohol addiction alongside BPD symptoms, self-harm, and an eating disorder with body dysmorphia.5. Drinking escalated after her third child (2016), leading to job loss risks and blackout episodes.6. A CPS scare after police calls pushed her to get sober in 2021 without rehab, leaning on her kids as motivation.7. She rebuilt through meditation, breathwork, fitness (from “skinny” to strong), and strict social boundaries.8. In early 2024 she relapsed in Seattle after being served real beer as “NA,” then drank for three days and stopped.9. Sharing the relapse online brought empathy and community, reinforcing a no-shame, start-again recovery mindset.10. Her message: persistence over perfection—relapse is a detour, not a dead end, and sobriety makes presence possible.00:00 Early Memories of Alcohol00:26 Introduction to Recovery Cast00:39 Caitlyn's Background and Struggles02:07 Childhood and Adoption05:29 Early Alcohol Use06:59 Battling Eating Disorders09:36 Struggles with Borderline Personality Disorder12:54 Path to Sobriety16:04 Maintaining Sobriety and Fitness19:54 Sharing the Sobriety Journey20:24 Opening Up on Social Media21:05 A Relapse Story23:00 Support and Recovery24:17 Coping with Loss and Staying Sober25:30 The Aftermath of Relapse32:39 Struggles with Body Image35:17 Living with Borderline Personality Disorder37:48 Encouragement for Those Struggling39:10 Final Thoughts and Social Media Handles#addictionrecovery #bpd #eatingdisorders
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Courtney Anderson | From High-Functioning Alcoholism to Therapy & Sober Coaching
Courtney Anderson’s addiction recovery story sheds light on what it means to live as a high-functioning drinker — appearing to “have it all together” while secretly battling alcohol dependence. In this episode, the sober coach shares 10 key lessons from her sobriety journey and how she finally escaped the moderation trap for lasting freedom.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Courtney: https://www.courtneyrecovered.com/, https://www.instagram.com/courtney___andersen/, https://www.courtneyrecovered.com/podcast, https://www.instagram.com/sober.vibes/Key talking points: 1. Courtney lived for years as a high-functioning drinker while maintaining outward success.2. She constantly tried to moderate her alcohol use but never found peace.3. Anxiety and perfectionism fueled her dependence on alcohol.4. Social pressure and career identity masked the seriousness of her addiction.5. A breaking point came when moderation became exhausting and unsustainable.6. Sobriety brought her clarity, stability, and emotional freedom.7. She learned that true recovery starts with self-honesty, not willpower.8. Community and coaching became key parts of her long-term sobriety.9. Today, she helps others escape the same moderation trap she once lived in.10. Her message: freedom is possible — not through control, but through surrender.#addiction#addictionrecovery#addictiontreatment
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Suzanne Warye | From Postpartum OCD & Blackout Drinking to Sober Mom Life Advocacy
Suzanne Warye’s addiction recovery story explores her journey from high-functioning binge drinking to building a sober life rooted in authenticity. She shares the hidden dangers of mommy wine culture, her struggles with postpartum OCD, and the healing power of choosing sobriety—before hitting rock bottom.Find alcohol treatment near you: https://recovery.com/condition/alcohol/Find OCD treatment near you: https://recovery.com/condition/obsessive-compulsive-disorder/Learn more about Suzanne: https://thesobermomlife.comChapters:00:00:00 Opening & “Brain on Drugs” vs Alcohol Norms00:01:00 You Qualify for Sobriety Without Rock Bottom00:02:00 Wisconsin Culture, First Drink & Belonging00:05:00 Party Girl Era, Blackouts & Shame00:15:00 The Moderation Myth & Choosing Sobriety00:16:00 Motherhood Safety Wake-Up Call (Blackout Nursing)00:18:00 De-Romanticizing Day Drinking & Summer Myths00:21:00 Mommy Wine Culture & Targeted Marketing00:27:00 Postpartum OCD, Intrusive Thoughts & Therapy00:36:00 Jan 19, 2020: First Steps, Books & Lockdown00:56:00 How Relationships Changed—Husband, Family, Community01:01:00 Sober Summers, Present Parenting & HopeQuestions this video answers:Do you need a rock bottom to quit drinking?Why does “moderation” often backfire with alcohol?How is mommy wine culture marketed to moms?What made Suzanne decide to stop drinking in 2020?How can intrusive thoughts or postpartum OCD show up for parents?What helped in early sobriety during lockdown?How do relationships and parenting change in sobrietyWhat practical first steps support alcohol-free living?How do you handle grief without turning to alcohol?Where can moms find sober community and resources?#QuitDrinking #SoberMomLife #MommyWineCulture
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Alyson Stoner | From Child Stardom, Eating Disorders & Trauma to CBT & Somatic Therapy Healing
Former child star Alyson Stoner opens up about eating disorders, anxiety, and the trauma of growing up in Hollywood. This mental health & addiction recovery story explores their journey from overwork and disordered eating to therapy, sobriety, and becoming a mental health advocate.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Alyson: https://www.instagram.com/alysonstoner, https://www.alysonstoner.com/, https://www.facebook.com/alysonstoner/Semi-Well-Adjusted Despite Literally Everything: https://static.macmillan.com/static/smp/semi-well-adjusted-9781250353498/Key talking points: 1.Alyson Stoner began working 80-hour weeks as a child actor, carrying adult responsibilities.2. They developed disordered eating and anxiety under Hollywood’s extreme pressure.3. Alyson lacked mental health tools and lived in survival mode for much of their youth.4. Treatment at age 17 marked the start of their recovery from eating disorders.5. Somatic therapy and CBT helped Alyson reconnect with their body and build coping tools.6. They describe fame as addictive and traumatic, comparing it to an abusive relationship.7. A sexual assault in adulthood triggered deeper reflection and trauma healing.8. Recovery gave Alyson the freedom to set boundaries and reframe perfectionism.9. They now work as a mental health advocate, helping reform safety standards on film sets.10. Alyson’s story emphasizes community healing, ongoing recovery, and the power of sharing.[00:00:00] – Intro & Alyson joins the show[00:01:00] – Mirror or window: Alyson’s purpose in sharing[00:03:00] – Childhood fame & emotional toll[00:04:00] – Branded as a product in Hollywood[00:06:00] – Industry disrupts child development[00:09:00] – Identity confusion from early roles[00:12:00] – “Toddler to trainwreck” pipeline[00:14:00] – Leaving vs. staying in the industry[00:17:00] – Eating disorders & anxiety[00:21:00] – No mental health support on set[00:24:00] – Addiction to adrenaline highs[00:26:00] – Entering treatment at 17[00:29:00] – Day 1 in treatment[00:31:00] – Trigger cards & CBT[00:34:00] – Learning somatic therapy[00:36:00] – Redefining food & exercise[00:39:00] – Fame as an abusive cycle[00:44:00] – Becoming an advocate on set[00:50:00] – Surviving sexual assault[01:00:00] – Recovery, community & hope#mentalhealthawareness #eatingdisorder
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Lauren Welch | From Wine Addiction & Postpartum Anxiety to Therapy & the Sober Curious Society
In this addiction recovery story, salon owner & recovery advocate Lauren Welch opens up about her struggles with alcohol, postpartum anxiety, grief, and the pandemic’s impact on her drinking. She shares how an epic meltdown became the turning point toward sobriety and inspired her to create the Sober Curious Society.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Lauren: https://www.instagram.com/lowelch/, https://www.thesobercurioussociety.com/Key talking points:Lauren Welch began drinking in adolescence, starting with wine coolers at age 12.Her alcohol use escalated in high school and college, fueled by party culture and social validation.Her parents’ divorce in senior year led her to rely on drinking as emotional escape.She dabbled in ecstasy and cocaine during the rave era but avoided opioids due to adverse reactions.Alcohol followed her into adulthood, shifting from bars to nightly wine at home, especially after becoming a mom.The pandemic, postpartum anxiety, and financial stress deepened her reliance on alcohol.Family tragedies—including her brother-in-law’s sudden death and her father’s stroke—pushed her drinking to dangerous levels.An alcohol-fueled meltdown at a wedding became her wake-up call to pursue sobriety.Step by step, she found healing through therapy, community, and building her Sober Curious Society.Now over two years sober, she advocates for women to explore sobriety, find support, and rediscover themselves.00:00 Epic Meltdown and Sobriety Journey00:39 Introduction to Recoverycast01:00 Lauren's Background and Childhood02:33 Early Experiences with Alcohol03:24 High School and Coping Mechanisms04:36 College and Cosmetology School11:28 Post-College Life and Marriage13:59 Pandemic Struggles and Family Loss21:34 Therapy and Realizations26:09 Struggles of Sharing Feelings26:27 The Burden of Caregiving27:52 Mommy Wine Culture28:46 The Turning Point: Deciding to Quit Drinking29:16 The Sober Journey Begins29:37 The Wedding Meltdown31:30 First Steps to Sobriety33:18 Building the Sober Curious Society35:21 Maintaining Sobriety and Overcoming Cravings37:35 The Importance of Community Support39:16 Personal Growth and Self-Discovery44:11 Launching the Sober Curious Society47:11 Reflecting on Sobriety and Future Plans53:22 Final Thoughts and Social Media Links
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Kelly U | From Binge Eating, Narcissistic Abuse, & Depression to Healing Through Therapy
This mental health & addiction recovery story with Kelly U dives deep into childhood trauma, binge eating, depression, and her powerful decision to get sober from marijuana in 2020. From navigating a toxic relationship to healing through EMDR therapy, Kelly shares her raw and hopeful journey.Explore mental health and addiction treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Kelly: https://www.instagram.com/kellyu/, https://www.tiktok.com/@_kellyu, https://www.youtube.com/@kellyuu, https://tr.ee/1quoaSmuNjKey talking points:1. Kelly developed disordered eating at age 10 after a triggering comment about her body.2. Her eating disorder evolved from anorexia to years of secret binge eating.3. Growing up in a volatile, emotionally closed household deeply impacted her mental health.4. She struggled with depression, anxiety, and undiagnosed ADHD throughout school.5. Kelly entered a 7-year narcissistically abusive relationship that intensified her trauma.6. Weed became her coping mechanism, leading to daily use and emotional isolation.7. She began therapy in college, where she slowly unraveled core wounds and family patterns.8. In 2020, she got sober from marijuana after a breakdown and began true recovery.9. EMDR therapy and movement helped her reconnect with her body and process PTSD.10. Today, Kelly shares her story online to reduce shame and inspire others in recovery.00:00 Shocking Medical Advice00:23 Welcome to Recovery Cast00:45 Meet Kelly U: Mental Health Advocate01:07 Childhood Struggles and Coping Mechanisms03:44 The Impact of Hurtful Comments04:24 Developing an Eating Disorder05:08 Family Dynamics and Seeking Help09:04 High School Challenges and Coping with Food10:24 College Life and Toxic Relationships19:10 Therapy and Self-Discovery30:18 Struggles with Binge Eating35:59 Overcoming Eating Disorders and Therapy36:12 EMDR Therapy and Reframing Memories37:12 Self-Healing and Closing Emotional Loops39:38 Struggles with Binge Eating and Sobriety42:30 Pandemic Loneliness and Decision to Quit Weed49:08 Building a New Life and Relationships53:18 Maintaining Mental Health and Self-Care57:15 Impact of Sharing Personal Journey Online01:05:29 Concluding Thoughts and Gratitude#mentalhealthawareness#mentalhealthrecovery#mentalhealthmatters
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Kody Green | From Schizophrenia & Drug Addiction to Peer Support & 10 Years of Sobriety
In this powerful mental health & addiction recovery story, Kody Green shares how early symptoms of schizophrenia led to meth addiction, incarceration, and ultimately a life-changing diagnosis. Now sober for 10 years, Kody is a nationally recognized recovery coach and mental health advocate.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Kody: https://www.kodygreen.com/, https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZfYNa7ygWpc-1bDw4wy5JA, https://www.instagram.com/schizophrenichippie/, https://www.tiktok.com/@schizophrenichippieKey talking points: 1. Kody was a teen caregiver for his mother, who had undiagnosed schizoaffective disorder.2. He first experienced symptoms of schizophrenia during his freshman year of college.3. Fearing institutionalization, he isolated and turned to drugs to cope with hallucinations.4. Cody dropped out of school and spiraled into active psychosis and meth addiction.5. His first NA meeting was in jail, where he was incarcerated due to substance use.6. He reached out for help after release, and his family connected him to fast-track treatment.7. A schizophrenia diagnosis, antipsychotic meds, and peer support jumpstarted his recovery.8. He got sober in 2015 and has maintained 10 years of sobriety.9. Cody built a platform as the “Schizophrenic Hippie” to combat stigma and share hope.10. He now speaks nationally, sits on the NAMI board, and helps others access recovery.00:00 First Encounter with AA/NA in Jail00:09 Worst Jail Meals00:34 Introduction to Cody Green01:12 Cody's Wisconsin Roots02:42 Cody's Childhood and Mother's Mental Health07:04 Cody's Own Mental Health Struggles Begin08:36 College and Onset of Schizophrenia09:47 Addiction and Incarceration16:59 Life in Jail and Seeking Help18:57 Diagnosis and Recovery23:58 Rebuilding Life and Advocacy25:51 Reflecting on Sobriety and Recovery26:29 The Power of Peer Support28:19 Breaking the Stigma of Mental Health29:57 Challenges of Social Media Advocacy30:39 Living with Schizophrenia32:46 The Importance of Sharing Stories35:08 Turning Points in Sobriety36:47 The Role of Peer Support in Recovery40:49 From TikTok to National Advocacy48:12 Advocacy and Legislative Efforts49:45 Messages of Hope and Conclusion#addiction #schizophrenia#addictionrecovery #mentalhealthawareness
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Kori Leigh | From Alcoholism, Anxiety & Childhood Trauma to 12-Step Sobriety & Faith
This powerful addiction recovery story features Kori Leigh, who opens up about childhood loss, alcohol addiction, abusive relationships, and self-harm. She shares how 12-step recovery, therapy, and spiritual growth led her to sobriety, purpose, and peace after years of chaos.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Kori: https://www.korileigh.com/, https://www.instagram.com/korileigh, https://open.spotify.com/show/6HeZtt4fp198P8J1hTgcM8Key talking points:1. Kori Leigh lost her father at age six, sparking deep trauma and mistrust in God.2. She struggled with rage, anxiety, eating disorders, and self-hatred throughout her youth.3. Her substance use began with alcohol in her teens, followed by Ritalin, weed, and heavy drinking.4. She lived a double life—running marathons and building a career while blackout drinking weekly.5. An abusive three-year relationship escalated her alcohol and cocaine use.6. Shame and denial masked the severity of her alcoholism, even as she lost cars and memory to blackouts.7. Rock bottom came during a blackout Christmas, when she accused her husband of rape while drunk.8. She entered 12-step recovery in December 2016, beginning her sobriety journey.9. Early sobriety was brutal, as her husband left and old grief resurfaced, but she stayed sober.10. Today she has 8+ years of sobriety, is a mentor, podcast host, and lives with peace, faith, and purpose.00:00 Introduction and Personal Anecdote00:23 Welcome to Recovery Cast00:35 Meet Cory Lee01:23 The Journey to Sobriety02:41 Childhood Trauma and Memories04:01 Losing a Father05:54 Coping with Loss and Rage11:33 Early Substance Use14:42 Eating Disorders and Alcoholism20:31 The Downward Spiral28:18 Rock Bottom and Seeking Help29:09 Struggles with Alcoholism and Mental Health29:36 Marriage and the Return of Darkness30:32 Realization and Attempt to Quit Alcohol31:58 Hitting Rock Bottom34:21 The Turning Point: Deciding to Get Sober35:09 Early Days of Sobriety38:22 The 12 Steps and Finding God43:15 Life After Sobriety45:50 Helping Others and Setting Boundaries47:34 The Journey of Healing and Recovery54:01 Final Thoughts and Encouragement#addiction#addictionrecovery#addictiontreatment
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Hilary Phelps | From Alcohol Addiction & Depression to Outpatient Care & Holistic Recovery
Hilary Phelps shares her addiction recovery story after a 15-year battle with alcohol, depression, and perfectionism. From high-achieving athlete to struggling with secret drinking and shame, she opens up about her long-term sobriety, healing through 12-step recovery, and building a new life as a recovery advocate and mother. This mental health & addiction recovery story is powerful, honest, and deeply inspiring.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Hilary: https://www.hilaryphelps.com/, https://www.instagram.com/hilaryphelps_Key topics:Hilary’s early experiences with alcohol, marijuana, and depression at age 14.Hiding her addiction behind academic and athletic success as a competitive swimmer.How perfectionism and people-pleasing contributed to her emotional decline.Escalation of blackout drinking and destructive behavior during college.The impact of addiction on her romantic relationships and personal identity.Navigating recovery while being part of a high-profile and famous family.Her decision to seek help through outpatient treatment after multiple failed attempts.The recovery tools that have supported her 18 years of sobriety.Parenting with emotional openness and discussing addiction with her young son.Launching The Right Room to help women in recovery and life transitions.00:00 A Smoking Dilemma at a Funeral00:37 Introduction to Recovery Cast01:33 Meet Hilary Phelps01:40 Swimming Beginnings04:12 First Encounters with Alcohol04:54 High School Struggles11:27 College Challenges17:01 Blackout Drinking Explained17:53 The Shame of Addiction25:07 Relationships and Ultimatums26:37 First Steps Towards Recovery30:24 Recovery.com: Your Path to Mental Health and Addiction Treatment30:50 The Power of Shared Experiences in Recovery31:12 The Journey of Self-Reflection and Acceptance33:03 The Turning Point in Treatment34:18 Navigating Emotions and Feelings in Recovery35:08 The Importance of Support Systems37:52 The Challenges and Triumphs of Long-Term Sobriety43:51 Open Conversations About Addiction with Children48:01 The Role of Community and Support in Recovery50:17 Finding Identity and Purpose Beyond Addiction53:49 Non-Negotiables and Boundaries in Recovery58:17 Empowering Women Through Shared Experiences01:02:15 Conclusion and Final Thoughts
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Zac Clark | From Heroin, Alcohol, & Crack Addiction to Residential Rehab, AA, & Rehab CEO
This is Zac Clark’s raw addiction recovery story—his journey from heroin, alcohol, and crack use to over a decade of sobriety. Zac opens up about childhood experiences, battling a brain tumor, opioid addiction, relapse, and the turning points that led to founding Release Recovery. A powerful mental health and addiction recovery story about hope, resilience, and lasting change.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Zac: https://www.instagram.com/zwclark/, https://www.instagram.com/thezacclarkshow/, https://www.tiktok.com/@zacwclarkRelease Recovery: https://www.releaserecovery.com/00:00 – Stolen check & the bank moment that changed everything 01:00 – Introducing Zac Clark: Addiction recovery advocate & entrepreneur 02:45 – Childhood, hidden trauma & early influences 06:00 – Permission to ask for help & be curious about your life 06:30 – Early behavioral addictions before substances 07:30 – First drink in 8th grade & learning to lie 09:00 – Falling asleep at the wheel after drinking 11:00 – Brain tumor diagnosis, surgery & painkillers 14:00 – From prescribed opioids to street drugs 17:00 – Why families often don’t see addiction right away 20:00 – First rehab in 2010 & intro to AA 24:00 – Relapse & first time using heroin 27:00 – How heroin became cheaper than OxyContin 29:00 – $500/day habit & life in active addiction 36:00 – Arrest, living on the street & “God moment” at the bank 41:00 – Entering 5-month treatment at Caron 42:00 – Detox symptoms & early recovery struggles 46:00 – Tools from treatment: spiritual, clinical & physical 48:00 – Life after rehab & 8 years of building recovery 50:00 – Staying sober on The Bachelorette in 2020 57:00 – Founding Release Recovery & helping others heal 1:05:00 – Advice for those struggling & ready for help
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Parker Schley | From Alcoholism, Arrests, & Cocaine Use to Rehab & 12-Step Sobriety
In this powerful addiction recovery story, Parker Schley shares his journey from teenage binge drinking, cocaine use, and repeated arrests to finding hope in rehab. After a decade of alcoholism that began at 15, Parker entered treatment in 2025 and embraced a 12-step program. Now 6 months sober, he’s rebuilding relationships, discovering life beyond alcohol, and inspiring others with his vulnerability.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Parker: https://www.tiktok.com/@parkerschley00:00 The Decision to Go to Rehab00:25 Introduction to Recovery Cast01:15 Parker's Early Struggles with Alcohol02:55 High School and the Start of Alcoholism07:30 College Years and Escalation15:41 The Turning Point and Seeking Help23:15 Understanding Alcoholism23:46 Releasing Shame and Finding Tools24:20 Transitioning to Sobriety24:45 Rediscovering Life Without Alcohol27:29 Building a Sober Community29:09 Vulnerability and Honesty in Sobriety33:17 Finding Treatment and Support38:07 Recovery Routine and Support Systems41:41 Sharing the Recovery Journey43:37 Encouragement for Those Struggling
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Fausto Castellanos | From Meth & Ecstasy Addiction & PTSD to Recovery Through AA & EMDR Therapy
In this mental health & addiction recovery story, Fausto Castellanos shares his harrowing battle with meth, ecstasy, alcohol, and the trauma behind his substance use. From psych ward holds to becoming “The Hope Dealer,” Fausto opens up about his journey through epilepsy, suicidal thoughts, and eventual recovery.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Fausto: http://www.hopedealer.org/, https://www.instagram.com/hopedealerfausto, https://www.youtube.com/@NotYourAverageCounselor, https://www.facebook.com/faustocastellanoss/00:00 The Hope Dealer: Fausto's Introduction02:22 Early Struggles: Anxiety and Seeking Validation04:29 Childhood Trauma: The Impact of Abuse09:10 Teenage Turmoil: Drugs and Desperation13:20 The Party Persona: Escaping Through Substance Abuse21:44 Rock Bottom: Overdoses and Suicidal Thoughts29:55 A Glimmer of Hope: Seeking Help and Finding Purpose31:48 The Pink Cloud Experience33:02 Sharing My Story on Social Media34:12 Tools for Maintaining Sobriety35:00 The Power of Forgiveness38:43 EMDR Therapy Explained42:31 Navigating Sobriety Challenges48:05 The Hope Dealers Movement56:11 Finding Peace in Asia57:58 The Importance of Lived Experience in Therapy01:02:19 Final Thoughts and Social Media
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Corey Warren | From Heroin & Alcohol Addiction to AA & Sober Living Founder
Corey Warren’s addiction recovery story begins with heroin use in high school and escalates into daily vodka consumption, an alcohol-induced seizure, and incarceration for armed robbery. After multiple stints in rehab, Corey not only found sobriety but also built Rise Recovery Community to help others. This is a raw and inspiring journey of transformation through accountability, faith, and community.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Corey: https://www.instagram.com/icoreywarren, https://www.youtube.com/@icoreywarrenRise Recovery Community: https://www.rrclansing.org/00:00 A Night to Forget: Alcohol-Induced Seizure00:43 Introduction to Recovery Cast01:26 Corey Warren's Journey Begins02:21 First Encounter with Addiction02:44 High School Struggles and Rehab05:25 The Descent into Crime07:00 Realization and Recovery08:22 The Role of Alcohol15:07 Finding Support in AA21:03 Rise Recovery Community: A New Beginning26:06 Straight Talk: Reaching Out to Youth26:28 Upcoming Plans and Reflections on Recovery26:49 The Tattoo Shop Success Story27:22 Balancing Business and Recovery28:24 The Downfall Begins29:08 Relapse and Its Consequences33:03 The Road to Redemption38:05 Embracing Faith and Community42:26 Navigating Social Media and Authenticity53:58 Advice for Those Struggling57:29 Conclusion and Final Thoughts
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Tony Hoffman | From Opioid & Meth Addiction to Spirituality, Prison Reform, & Olympic Coaching
This addiction recovery story follows Tony Hoffman’s journey from OxyContin, heroin, and meth use—along with incarceration and homelessness—to becoming an Olympic coach and national speaker. His honesty about mental health, trauma, and redemption offers a message of hope and purpose.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Tony: https://tonyhoffmanspeaking.com/, https://www.instagram.com/tonymhoffman00:00 From Prison Cell to Olympic Dreams00:27 Introducing Tony Hoffman: BMX Pro to Recovery Advocate02:45 Tony's Early Struggles and BMX Beginnings04:17 The Pressure of Talent and the Desire for Normalcy11:41 The Lone Wolf: Embracing Individual Sports16:37 The Downward Spiral: Addiction and Isolation28:16 Rock Bottom: Homelessness and Desperation33:09 Reflecting on Loss and Fast Living34:51 The Role of Structure in Recovery36:28 The Power of a Quote37:29 The Journey of Self-Discovery40:39 Finding Community and Mentorship51:24 The Importance of Rigorous Honesty59:54 Myths and Realizations in Recovery01:01:34 Paying It Forward in the Recovery Community
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Abbey Fickley | From Alcohol & Xanax Addiction to Healing Through AA & Single Motherhood Recovery
This is Abbey Fickley’s addiction recovery story—from early alcohol use in high school to postpartum depression, Xanax, and Percocet abuse that spiraled into IV heroin use and multiple rehab stays. Abbey shares how relapse, jail threats, and a powerful disownment letter led to lasting sobriety, and how she’s now a thriving sober mom, speaker, and advocate.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Abbey: https://www.tiktok.com/@abbeyfickley, https://www.instagram.com/abbeyfickley/00:00 Introduction to Recoverycast01:22 Abbey's Early Struggles with Alcohol02:37 High School Drinking and Early Signs18:21 Postpartum Depression and Prescription Drugs30:38 First Time in Rehab40:41 Family Therapy and Relapse Prevention41:32 The Illusion of Control42:24 The Cycle of Relapse and Recovery44:54 The Dark World of Addiction46:36 Facing Legal Consequences49:09 A Turning Point in Treatment50:56 Building a New Life in Sobriety54:01 The Role of Faith and Humility56:02 Life Beyond Addiction01:17:53 Advice for Those Struggling
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Elizabeth Pearson | From Alcohol Addiction, Trauma, & OCD to Healing Through 12-Step Sobriety
Elizabeth Pearson shares her powerful addiction recovery story, detailing her struggles with alcohol, OCD, sexual trauma, and deep depression. From secretive drinking, an abusive relationship, and a near-suicide, she found healing through 12-step recovery, community, and running marathons. A story of transformation, faith, and finding purpose in sobriety.Explore mental health and addiction treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Elizabeth: https://www.instagram.com/eatlizabeth/00:00 Introduction and First Impressions00:30 Meet Elizabeth Pearson01:55 Early Struggles with Alcohol03:43 College Life and Drinking Culture06:51 Dealing with Trauma and Addiction12:33 The Turning Point15:24 Finding Sobriety and Support19:23 Embracing Recovery25:26 The Power of Community28:20 Diagnosed with OCD: A New Perspective28:45 Understanding OCD Beyond Stereotypes29:06 Alcoholism and OCD: The Connection30:47 Daily Practices for Managing OCD and Alcoholism31:49 The Importance of Asking for Help33:27 Navigating Relationships in Sobriety39:22 Spirituality and Running in Recovery44:30 Family Healing Through Recovery48:45 The Gift of Recovery: A New Life52:38 Final Thoughts and Social Media
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Kat Sorensen | From Alcohol & Prescription Pill Addiction to 12-Step Sobriety & Rehab CEO
Kat Sorensen shares her deeply moving addiction recovery story—battling alcohol, cocaine, Xanax, Molly, and Adderall—while climbing the corporate ladder and enduring emotional collapse. Now nearly a decade sober through AA, she’s the CEO of Laguna Shores Treatment Center and founder of Change to Change. A must-hear journey of relapse, surrender, and service.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Kat: https://www.instagram.com/socalkattt,https://www.tiktok.com/@socalkattt00:00 Introduction and Initial Struggles00:24 Welcome to Recovery Cast01:21 Kat Sorensen's Early Life and Addiction02:19 First Experiences with Alcohol03:26 High School and Double Lives07:50 College Years and Early Marriage09:26 Struggles with Alcoholism and Career21:37 Relocation and Escalation28:00 Rock Bottom and Seeking Help34:06 A Desperate Search for Solutions34:37 Discovering Alcoholics Anonymous34:51 Initial Resistance and Misconceptions35:24 First Steps in Recovery37:11 The Importance of Community38:24 Navigating Early Sobriety40:15 A Rocky Relationship43:33 Facing Betrayal and Seeking Help47:25 The Power of Making Amends53:57 Building a Supportive Community01:01:34 Finding Purpose Through Service01:05:03 Conclusion and Contact Information
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Gabbie Egan | From Cocaine, Marijuana, & Alcohol Addiction to Faith-Based Recovery & Bipolar Healing
Gabby Egan shares her raw and unfiltered addiction recovery story, from getting pregnant at 13 to battling severe alcohol and marijuana addiction, being diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder, and finding sobriety after a viral Vegas arrest. This is a powerful mental health & addiction recovery story about redemption, resilience, and healing.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Gabbie: https://www.tiktok.com/@bbyegan_ https://www.instagram.com/bbyegan/00:00 A Shocking Awakening in Jail00:27 Introduction to Recovery Cast01:28 Gabbie Egan's Recovery Journey01:49 The Struggles and Setbacks of Recovery04:08 Early Exposure to Substances06:40 Teenage Turmoil and Early Motherhood09:15 Diagnosis and Misunderstanding16:56 Military Service and Substance Abuse18:34 Living with Bipolar Disorder25:56 A Life-Changing Trip to Las Vegas27:25 Unexpected Encounters in Vegas28:02 A Chaotic Day in Vegas28:40 Legal Troubles and Jail Time28:55 Returning Home and Facing Reality31:41 Diagnosis and Treatment33:37 Struggles with Substance Abuse35:07 A Second Incident in Nashville39:18 The Turning Point: Seeking Sobriety42:37 Rebuilding Life and Business47:06 Reflections on Recovery and Future Plans
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Ben Fisher | From Alcohol, Opioid, & Suboxone Addiction to AA & Faith Reconnection
Ben Fisher’s addiction recovery story spans decades of secret painkiller abuse, alcoholism, and spiritual struggle—all while leading worship at a church. After a blackout while caring for his infant daughter, Ben’s journey from alcohol, opioid, and Suboxone dependency to becoming a viral recovery advocate began. This is a deeply moving addiction recovery story rooted in faith, music, and second chances.Explore addiction treatment resources: https://recovery.comConnect with Ben: https://www.tiktok.com/@astringofhope, https://www.facebook.com/1stringofhope00:00 The Urgency of Speaking Out00:23 Introduction to Recovery Cast00:39 Meet Ben Fisher: A Journey of Transformation02:02 Ben's First Encounter with Alcohol04:27 The Influence of Music and Idols08:46 Balancing Two Lives: Church and Rock Star14:46 Struggles with Addiction and Relationships20:42 Rock Bottom and the Path to Recovery32:35 Building a Tiny House: A Journey of Determination33:07 A Father's Tough Love and a New Fire34:33 Learning Guitar Building: A New Passion35:11 The Birth of 'A String of Hope'35:49 Going Public with Recovery38:14 The Rise of Social Media Influence39:59 Personal Growth and Relationships43:47 Facing Fear and Embracing Change00:00 The Power of Community and Connection55:06 Final Thoughts and Encouragement
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Riley Whelan | From Alcohol & Marijuana Addiction to Sober Living, AA Recovery, & ADHD Healing
In this raw addiction recovery story, Riley Whalen shares her journey through ADHD, alcoholism, marijuana dependency, and academic failure. From a cross-country escape to multiple rehab stints, Riley opens up about how sober living, 12-step programs, and deep personal work helped her reclaim her life—and become a recovery advocate to over 100,000 followers.Explore mental health and addiction treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Riley: https://www.tiktok.com/@riwhey_orthehighway, https://www.instagram.com/riwhey_orthehighway/00:00 Introduction and Personal Reflections00:21 Welcome to Recovery Cast02:32 Riley's Early Experiences with Alcohol and Marijuana09:43 High School Struggles and Family Dynamics14:22 The Turning Point: Realizing the Need for Help17:01 The California Journey and Return Home22:40 First Steps Towards Recovery27:06 Realizing Alcoholism27:25 Connecting with Others in Treatment27:39 The Power of Shared Experiences28:47 Recovery.com Sponsorship29:41 Processing Emotions in Treatment31:18 Defining Alcoholism35:05 Facing Fears in Treatment37:15 Transitioning to Sober Living43:03 Relapse and Recovery50:40 Life in Recovery55:09 Advice for Those in Fear55:54 Conclusion and Social Media
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Montee Ball | From NFL Stardom & Alcoholism to Intensive Outpatient Treatment, Therapy, and Sobriety
Former NFL running back Montee Ball shares his powerful addiction recovery story—from alcoholism and depression at the height of his football career to sobriety, fatherhood, and mental health advocacy. This is a deeply vulnerable and inspiring journey of healing, relapse prevention, and self-reflection.Find treatment for alcohol addiction near you:https://recovery.com/condition/alcohol/Connect with Montee: https://www.instagram.com/monteeball/0:00 - Intro: Welcome to Recovery Cast with Montee Ball0:30 - The Illusion of Success: Winning the Super Bowl from Jail1:00 - Montee's Journey: From NFL Star to Advocate2:15 - We Don't Heal in Isolation: The Power of Vulnerability5:40 - Life Beyond the Game: Reclaiming Identity After Football8:50 - The Continuous Path of Recovery12:20 - Overcoming Stigma: The Courage to Ask for Help15:00 - The Role of Community in Sustained Recovery18:30 - Taking Responsibility: "No, What Was Me?"22:00 - From Adversity to Advocacy: Finding New Purpose25:10 - Relapse Prevention & Maintaining Sobriety28:45 - The Ripple Effect: Impacting Families & Communities32:00 - Finding Joy: "This Is Who I Am"52:20 - Where to Find Montee & His Work as a Recovery Coach
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Kristina Padilla | From Cocaine & Meth Addiction to AA, Spiritual Recovery, & Indigenous Leader
Join Kristina Padilla, an indigenous queer leader who overcame cocaine and crank addiction, gang life, rape trauma, and overdose. This raw and honest addiction recovery story shares her path from despair to sobriety, AA fellowship, and spiritual healing.Explore addiction and mental health treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Kristina Padilla: https://www.instagram.com/kristina577/00:00 Introduction to Recoverycast00:24 Meet Kristina Padilla: A Journey of Resilience01:29 Early Life and First Encounters with Addiction02:23 Teenage Years: Gangs and Drugs03:36 Struggles with Identity and Family Dynamics05:35 Gang Life and Substance Abuse08:03 Turning Points and Aha Moments10:39 The Path to Recovery Begins27:40 A Father's Concern28:16 Graduation Ceremony and Detox28:36 First Day of Treatment29:13 Seeking Help and Facing Challenges30:41 Relapse and Recovery31:01 Kicked Out of the Program35:34 Finding Sobriety and Community39:35 Embracing Identity and Advocacy42:15 Cultural Roots and Personal Growth52:41 Authenticity and Healing53:19 Conclusion and Farewell
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Kate Garn | From Alcohol Addiction, ADHD, & Postpartum Depression to AA, Therapy, & Sobriety
This is Katie Garner’s raw and honest addiction recovery story. She opens up about using alcohol and marijuana to cope with postpartum depression, untreated ADHD, and emotional trauma. From crying out for help to finding connection in women’s AA meetings, Katie’s sobriety journey is a testament to the power of support, motherhood, and inner strength.Explore addiction treatment options: https://recovery.comConnect with Kate: https://www.tiktok.com/@kate_garn00:00 Introduction and Emotional Struggles01:24 Welcoming Kate Garner01:35 Kate's Early Relationship with Alcohol02:19 High School and Drinking Culture03:35 Post-Graduation and Hair School04:42 Marriage and Pregnancy Challenges09:28 Postpartum Depression and Alcohol Use10:39 Family History and Personal Struggles14:21 The Turning Point and Seeking Help24:40 Joining AA and Finding Support26:36 Personal Stories of Overcoming Addiction27:06 The Power of Vulnerability and Connection27:52 Facing Fears and Embracing Sobriety28:09 The Role of Social Media in Recovery28:52 The Emotional Journey of Sobriety29:14 The Importance of Gratitude and Positivity30:06 Navigating Recovery and Daily Life31:05 Finding Joy and Fulfillment in Sobriety32:05 The Impact of Sharing Your Story33:13 Balancing Recovery and Parenthood41:42 Creative Outlets and Coping Mechanisms47:19 The Rewards of Helping Others50:10 Final Thoughts and Encouragement
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
Explore powerful, real-life mental health and addiction recovery stories in authentic, engaging conversations. Each episode spotlights relatable journeys shared by influential voices—from struggles and setbacks to moments of resilience, hope, and healing. This podcast is a safe, supportive space where vulnerability is celebrated, connections flourish, and listeners find reassurance that lasting recovery and mental wellness are truly possible. Tune in for inspiring narratives, practical guidance, and a compassionate sober community to accompany you on your personal path to healing.
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