Self Worst

Rax King talks about anger, recovery, trauma and learning to "sit with the itch." RAX:https://www.raxkingisdead.com/https://www.instagram.com/raxkingisdead/https://www.patreon.com/c/raxkingisdead/homeME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Eliza Aspen talks about leaving the Mormon church, the positive aspects of religion, and our present yearning for spiritualism and community, ELIZA:https://sloppyfemme.substack.com/https://www.instagram.com/elizasloppyfemme/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworstPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Molly McGhee talks about her book, Jonathan Abernathy You Are Kind. We also discuss debt, class, exploitation and accents. MOLLY: https://www.mollymcghee.com/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworstPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Brian McLaren talks about his book Life After DoomBRIAN: https://brianmclaren.net/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Pat Sirois talks about blue collar life, masculinity, and fostering class consciousness PAT:https://www.instagram.com/peezytx/https://bsky.app/profile/peezytx.bsky.socialME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Albert Corado talks about the trauma and grief of losing his sister to the LAPD, and turning something horrible into positive action. ALBERT: https://www.instagram.com/digitalash/https://www.peoplescitycouncil-la.com/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

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Davidson Boswell talks about maintaining sanity while paying attention to the insane worldDAVIDSON:https://www.instagram.com/davidsonboswell/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Virginia Dickens talks about ED, leg surgeries, and fixations. VIRGINIA:https://www.instagram.com/v_dcknz/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

David Chambers coaches men on living their best life, escaping the constrictions of performative masculinity, finding vulnerability and intimacy, and and avoiding redpill grifters. DAVID:https://www.instagram.com/theauthenticman_/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Katie Rose Leon talks about clout, escaping grind culture, self image, and PMDD KATIE:https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:3gsiu4nps3k7z2b4fmgagjx4ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Casey James Salengo talks about gig work, financial stress, "success" and adulthood CASEY:https://www.instagram.com/caseyjsalengohttps://twitter.com/caseyJsalengoME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Rivka Rivera talks about hormonal cycles, eating disorders, spirituality, community and getting poisoned. RIVKA: https://www.instagram.com/therivkarivera/https://www.rivkarivera.com/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Ben Wasserman talks about grief, self examination, feeling like a burden, reactivity, and good and bad choices. BEN:https://www.benwassermancomedy.com/https://www.instagram.com/benwassergram/?hl=enhttps://twitter.com/benwassertweet?lang=enME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Billie Bullock talks about depression, day jobs, dating, and DOOM. BILLIE: https://www.instagram.com/heybilliebullock/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Freddy G talks about his journey from Birthright to anti-zionism, conflicts and arguing, mourning his father, nauseating panic attacks, and day jobs FREDDY:https://www.instagram.com/orangefreddyg/https://twitter.com/OrangeFreddyGME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Alexander Edward talks about music, online vs real life, overcoming resentment, and labor organizing.ALEXANDER: https://thatawfulsound.com/https://www.instagram.com/flieldyME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Liam Anderson talks about support groups, substances, and anger and its applicationsLIAM:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPxHg4192hLDpTI2w7F9rPghttps://www.lutheransettlement.org/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Bronwyn Isaac talks about living as an expatriate in Amsterdam, American dread vs general global human dread, and how money bad. BRONWYN:https://www.instagram.com/brondotcomputer/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Kelly Mahoney talks about moving into social work from photography, body image and self harm, and escaping a marriage with a true narcissist. BOLD BEAUTY PROJECT: https://www.boldbeautyproject.com/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Audrey Brehm talks about growing up in the JW church, being that annoying gross kid in class, and finding her way through Ren Faires and gender identity AUDREY:@aud on Bluesky @rftbaudrey on TwitterME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Maria Guido returns to talk about about trauma, EMDR, therapeutic psychedelics, and monster trucks. MARIA'S ARTICLE:https://pinjnews.org/breaking-the-cycle-addressing-trauma-and-building-resilience-in-court-involved-youth/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

James Cappola talks about overcoming disordered eating and body dystrophia and calling out the scams and toxic BS in the fitness industry JAMES:https://www.jamescappola.com/https://www.instagram.com/james_cappola/?hl=enhttps://www.tiktok.com/@j_cappola_fitcoachME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Donovan Eyre takes us through their childhood religious OCD, teenage depression and recovery, gender identity, shame, and returning to creativity. DONO:https://www.instagram.com/rftb.dono/RFTB:https://radiofreetotebag.castos.com/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Kayte Terry talks about Buffy, polyamory, and eating animals and people KAYTE: https://www.kayteterry.com/https://www.instagram.com/kaytet/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Mishka Shubaly talks about childhood trauma in an adult body, writing, discipline, running and craving intensity. MISHKA:http://www.mishkashubaly.com/https://www.instagram.com/mishkashubaly/https://twitter.com/mishkashubaly?lang=enME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Will Winner returns to talk about fatherhood, fitness, body image, and panic attacks.WILL: https://www.instagram.com/will.the.winner/https://www.youtube.com/@getrippedordietryingpodcastME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Brandie Posey talks about artistic independence, financial literacy, community and catharsis. BRANDIE:https://www.instagram.com/brandazzlehttps://twitter.com/Brandazzlehttps://www.bandsintown.com/a/5177498-brandie-poseyME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Jack Fitzmorris talks about crappy jobs, less crappy jobs, AI, and art https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Justin Williams talks about conflict avoidance, its effect on relationships, and ponders the Autism spectrum JUSTIN:https://www.instagram.com/justin_williams_comedyhttps://justinwilliamscomedy.com/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Tony Boswell talks about internet comments, cults and Catholic guilt.TONY:https://twitter.com/wordisbondhttps://www.instagram.com/wordisbondtv/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Shelley Brooks talks about generational trauma, atheism and religious indoctrination, bad therapists and feeling "unworthy" of therapy. SHELLEY: https://twitter.com/imshelleybrookshttps://www.instagram.com/ohlookitsshelleybrooks/https://www.instagram.com/every1ishotpodME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Josh Miller talks about ADHD, false starts and odd jobs, outmaneuvering perfectionism, and how a lifelong interest in science and machinery led him to a career in tech. ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Michael Stevens talks about masculinity, therapy hesitation, Catholicism, home schooling, and late-blooming sexuality MICAHEL:@saint_evenshttps://www.instagram.com/every1ishotpod/https://twitter.com/Every1IsHotPodME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Pat King talks about music, epilepsy, and self sabotage and plays a song!PAT:https://labradortunes.bandcamp.com/https://www.instagram.com/labrador_tunes_/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Violet Faraday talks about kink, trust, and positive/negative sexual influences.VIOLET: https://www.instagram.com/missvioletfaraday/https://twitter.com/VioletFaradayME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

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Akau Jambo talks about growing up as a refugee, civil war, generational trauma, and how he is so freakin positive after all that. AKAU:https://twitter.com/akaujambohttps://www.instagram.com/akaujambo/?ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Andrew Hilary talks about validation, exhibitionism, performance, and debilitating penis injuriesANDREW: https://twitter.com/AndrewHilaryUS?https://twitter.com/WorstWeekYetME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Sam Evans talks about avoidance, anger, conflict, and body image. SAM:https://www.instagram.com/reallysamevans/https://twitter.com/reallysamevansME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Andrea Allan talks about narcissistic dads, 12 steps, and healthy and unhealthy sexual behavior ANDREA:https://www.instagram.com/andreacomedy69ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Diana Chao talks about generational trauma, workplace racism, and imposter syndrome.DIANA: https://www.instagram.com/dchaoz/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

John F. O'Donnell talks about Bipolar 1, manic episodes, depression and maintaining mental health balance. JOHN:https://www.instagram.com/therealjfod/https://twitter.com/TheRealJFODME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Guadalupe Alvarez talks about ADHD, adderall, philandering dads, generational trauma, and hypersexuality GUADALUPE:https://www.instagram.com/guadalupeyy/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Wyatt Cenac and Donwill talk about Blaxploitation, the communal aspect of art, the confluence of comedy and hip hop, self care, and their live show Shouting At The Screen https://nitehawkcinema.com/prospectpark/movies/shouting-at-the-screen/DONWILL:https://twitter.com/donwillhttps://www.instagram.com/donwill/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

John Rosenberger talks about social work, burnout, the hardcore scene, masculinity, vasectomies, and breaking out of bad patternsJOHN:https://www.instagram.com/johnjohnsaphenomenonhttps://twitter.com/JohnJohnPhenomME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Clementine Morrigan talks about cancellations, redemption, setting boundaries vs revenge, and having compassion, even for people who did bad things. CLEMENTINE:https://www.instagram.com/clementinemorriganhttps://open.spotify.com/show/22AWFHVlayOUPPWgf72fFTME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Sarah Summerlin talks about projection, trauma begetting trauma, work/life/creativity balance and DESTROYS NYU.SARAH:https://www.instagram.com/f.o.m.o.machineME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Clayton Williams talks about dealing with bullies, the woowoo to Qanon pipeline, the violence baked into our society, covid anxiety, and the hurdles to getting oneself into therapyCLAYTON:https://www.instagram.com/clayfighter88/https://twitter.com/Clayfighter1ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/

Erin Herle talks about Jiu Jitsu, the appeal of intense activities with ADHD, being female in a male dominated arena, the mind as an adversary or ally, and bringing mental health awareness to a "tough guy" sport ERIN:https://www.instagram.com/erinherlehttps://www.instagram.com/submitthestigma/ME:https://www.instagram.com/selfworsthttps://twitter.com/bradicalpearsonPATREON:https://www.patreon.com/selfworstMUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL:https://sheas.art/