The Parsha Portal

A layered and hearty class on Parshas Bamidbar. A recap. How we got here. Bereishes. Where we come from. 2 beginnings. Shemos. Entering exile. The soul enters the body. Vayikra. Can I have of you. Your money. Your time. Your talent. Bamidbar. In the desert. New environment. The lessons live in you. In the structures you built. In your center. We’re ready to show up. Numbers. Each name. The collective. The individual. Factory. Cars. Engines. Structures. Chairs. Desert. Becomes The Promised Land. The integrated. The intention of love (Avraham). The framework of discipline (Yitzchok). The harmonious fusion (Yisrael). Protecting the center. The heart. The song. The center. Body. Heart. Mind. Structure. Emotions. Intellect. Man. Guarding our doors. Guarding our gates. Your input and your environment. First selfless and then assertive. In the human. The pleasure of the journey.

Parsha class on Parshas Behar-Bechukosai. At the mountain. In the mundane. Prisoners of nature. Torah allows us to transcend. Maaser. 6 - 7. The resting period of the land. The 6th year produces more. Against the laws of nature. Yesod - Malchus. Friday - Shabbos. 49 - 50. Ascending. Matan Torah. Beyond the barley. Living for the 7th. Not getting lost in the 7th. In my Chukim. In my engraving. Beyond my understanding. Attachment. Showing up when we don’t get it. Maaser. Your body. Your talent. Your time. Your expression. Find the spot. Give of yourself. You are eternally attached. You are part of His Oneness.

A journey into the portal that is Parshas Tazria and Metzora. Highlights - Hitting breaking point. The wake up call. - Ego and speaking about each other. - Sowing. The seed. Underground. Time to be. To reflect. To process. - The punishment —> the opportunity. - Death and life. The shedding. The processing. - Sharing our stories. Preparing for redemption. Processing exile.

A short class on some inner layers of Pesach.

Likutei Torah Pesach. Mimale. Sovev. Limbs. Will. Natural Miracle Process (Mimale) - Remove the Darkeness and then Insert the Light. Beyond Nature Miracle Process (Sovev) - 2 in 1. Beyond Nature within Nature. Where Infinite meets Finite. Lights and Vessels.

A Torah class on Parshas Shemini. The day beyond. Honoring the order to access beyond. Sacredness. Food. The space of holding back is the space of sanctity. New moon. We start in exile. We come into redemption. And we exile again. Asher Yatzar - Creates the void. Fills it with possibility. The pleasure of seeing Gd, revealed. Gd is the preparation for redemption too. Leadership. Accountability. Responsibility. Sensitivity. Thoughtfulness. Being wrong. Breaking ego. Accessing the 8th. Space for the redemptive moment. More space when you Matza;) Bringing Torah down to people. Bringing people up to Torah. Context. Asking. The eternality of walking out of the cages, the breakthroughs, the constant flow of it. Breaking isolation. Talking about it. Servant. Humbling. To be a container for the Divine. Exile - redemption. Body - soul. 7 - 8. Food. The spark in the mundane. Bringing it into consciousness.

11 Nissan. Rebbe. Collective soul. Shemini. Aharon. Peace. Wholeness. Sacred. Sensitive.

A class on Parshas Tzav. The everlasting (hidden) flame, fueling the flame. Command. 96. Direct messaging. Ritual. 7 days. Our ritual. Preparation. Beautify the deed. Details. When you wrong your fellow, you wrong Gd too. Gratitude. Living with the abundance mindset. Staying in gratitude keeps us centered. Identify with your light. See you in your priesthood. Nourish yourself. You are what you eat. What do I identify with? Who do I attach to? What is my nature? Treat the cause. Neither to the right nor to the left. Sweet spot. Order.

A layered class of Parshas Vayakhel - Pekudei - Vayikra.

Parshas Vayikra. The story of our lives. Creation. Exile. Redemption. Transformation. My sacrifice. Of myself. Beyond the checkbox. Gd Himself is calling to you. Connect to Him where He is found. When to Adam. When to Moshe. Pride. Grain offering. To know Gd. What have you sacrificed. Break walls. Bridge the gap. Bring them home. We will dance again.

A deeply layered Torah class on Maamar Lo Tihiye Mishakaila of The Alter Rebbe on Parshas Mishpatim.Dedicated to showing up either way. And the love coming through 🫶To every queen, and those who don’t yet know they’re a queen. Third Person View - Yirmihttps://open.spotify.com/track/3sHGbdUNK7oO730TXj6ZWb?si=bMuoQr4hRJehQxxPvlYHQQHow Beautiful You Are - Mimi Moment (female vocals) https://open.spotify.com/track/2361SLhOJhCr2E60yDvxhE?si=r-5YTl-dTlu4j2bRLMXUMwReach out to Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/Malkah

Based on a talk of the Rebbe on 22 Shvat 5752https://www.chabad.org/therebbe/article_cdo/aid/2465323/jewish/The-Eve-of-the-22nd-of-Shvat-5752-1992.htm

In this week’s episode, we explore Parshas Bo and the Sefira of Tiferes. What might it feel like to believe Gd is truly All-Compassionate. It is seeped with Chassidus and brought to life. Here we dance with The Light, we delight in The Light, and The Light dances back, and delights in us.Dedicated by Chaya Mushka bas Raiza ChanaA blessing for you to be met A blessing for you to feel the meeting Reach out to Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/Malkah

In this week’s episode, we explore Parshas Va’eira through the lens of Chabad Chassidus and the inner world of the heart. This is embodied Torah. It is heartfelt and potent. Dedicated by Chana Leeba bas Rivkah Naomi In honor of the of the birthday of Rivkah Naomi bas Sarah LeahWishing you a year and life of vision and abundant and revealed blessings, physically, spiritually, emotionally. The Soul House Chassidus https://open.spotify.com/show/5a7hK6DBlC4J0zoDEi1try?si=X3docc9WRqyVaDSxaf5mDwTorah Ohr and Likutei Torah in Englishhttps://www.learnchassidus.com/lessonsTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected] Partner in Torah: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaine

In this week’s episode, we explore Parshas Shemos through the lens of Chabad Chassidus and the inner world of the heart. This is embodied Torah. It is heartfelt and potent and very much alive. Dedicated in honor of the engagement of Kaylee Bracha bas Devora Leah and Yehuda ben Fraida DebraTo a life of sincerity, breath, love, Gdly connection, joy, laughter, and health. Lchaim. Torah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected] Partner in Torah: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaine

A rich and layered Torah class on Parshas Vayechi utilizing the depths of Torah as an entry point to the heart. Dedicated by:Yita Rochel bas Chana TovaTzvi Hirsch HaKohen ben RochelYona HaKohen ben Yita RochelNaamah bas Yita Rochel In the merit of Mishane Makom Mishane Mazal LetovaAnd Sarah bas Leora In honor of her grandparents who’s yarteizeits were last week:‎ ב טבת - Velvel Ben Leibel‎ ו טבת - Genya bat VelvelDedicated in honor of learning and to always strive to learn, to continue learning and to keep attaining knowledge because Torah and all the learning in the world is endless. Nourish your soul.Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A mystical and intense Torah class on Parshas Vayigash utilizing the depths of Torah as an entry point to the heart. Dedicated in honor of פנחס דוד בן פייוויש and ישעי' בן יוסף whose yartzeit is ב' טבת.Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A hearty and soft Torah class on Parshas Mikeitz utilizing the depths of Torah as an entry point to the heart. Dedicated by my sister, Myriam Chaya bas Esther, in honor of my birthday, Frayda Malka bas Esther. And a blessing: may she and all her students be blessed with abundant light, consistent clarity, and a continuous direct line of communication with Gd. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A short and practical class on Parshas Vayeishev p2Leulei Nishmas Chana bas Shmuel Noteh haKohen💔❤️‍🩹Thank you for being here. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A dense and raw Torah class on Parshas Vayeishev and Yud Tes Kislev, utilizing Torah and Chassidus as a gateway to the heart. Dedicated by meIn honor of a friend that passed on, חי׳ מושקא בת שמעון אברהם, and in honor of my birthday Parsha, and a blessing for the strength to continue my part in disseminating the Torah of Moshiach, the Torah of healing, and the wellspring of life and light. A blessing for Tiferes, for harmony within myself, and outside myself. For divine protection. For healthy connection. Thank you for being here. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A mystical and thorough Torah class on Parshas Vayishlach, utilizing Chassidus and Torah as an entry point to the heart. Dedicated by Chaya Mushka bas Sara Chana Shaina and Meir Shlomo ben Bluma Gittel in honor of the Bris of their dear son, Menachem Mendel Ben Chaya Mushka. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A mystical and grounded Torah class on Parshas Vayeitzei, utilizing Chassidus and Torah as an entry point to the heart. Dedicated by Chana Leeba bas Rivka Naomi in honor of the wedding of Shneur Zalman Ben Chana Leeba and Nechama Bina bas Sarah. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A soulful and heartfelt Torah class on Parshas Toldos, utilizing Chassidus and Torah as an entry point to the heart. Dedicated in honor of commitment as a gateway to transcendence. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A Hearty and Feminine Torah class on Parshas Chayei Sarah. Dedicated by Sarah bas Leora In honor of ‎‎שמעון יששכר בן דוד ‎גניה בת שמואלMonthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A hearty and feminine Torah class on Parshas Vayeira. Thank you to this week’s sponsor Myriam bas Sarah ❤️In memory of Sarah bat Mordechai Z”LMoshe Chalom ben Meir Daniel Z”LMay their memory be a blessing Torah isn't meant to stay in the mind, it's meant to enter the heart. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A dynamic and feminine Torah class on Parshas Lech Lecha. Highlights:​Lech lecha - go to yourself. Leave comfort, identity, ego. Step into faith.​Beneath the noise is infinite love - the white between the letters.​Abraham’s journey: from cleansing to ascent, from doing to becoming.​Three altars: Gratitude. Teshuvah. Oneness.​Lot as the shadow - kindness without alignment, love without boundaries.Dedicated byרבקה נאומי בת שרה לאהיוסף יצחק בן פרידהIn honor of the yahrzeit of‎תנחום זאב בן יצחק אייזיק ורבקה‎חנה ליבא בת משה ושרה נעמי‎יעקב בן תנחום זאב וחנה ליבאMay HaShem avenge their blood הי״דAnd co-dedicated byשרה בת ליאורהMay HaShem grant you open and revealed blessings, physically and spiritually. Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A hearty and feminine Torah class on Parshas Noach. Highlights: ​Finding rest within the flood - the Teivah as a cocoon of calm in chaos​Grounding through Malchus, earth, and words​Mayim Rabim - transforming the waters of anxiety into presence​The Baal Shem Tov teaches: enter the letters of Torah and Tefillah, find refuge within the words​A gentle Gevurah - showing up to something small, one word, one moment at a time ​A meditation on Noach, rest, and returning home to the still point within Dedicated byרבקה נאומי בת שרה לאהיוסף יצחק בן פרידהIn honor of the Yartzheit ofHoRav Yehoshua ben Chaim Dovid and Tzivia Risha bas Uri and Sara Dobra Nesha bas Yehoshua and Risha Peretz ben Yehoshua and Risha And all the Kedoshim who were murdered on 30 Tishrei 5702 (1941)May HaShem avenge their blood הי״דMonthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

A dynamic and feminine Torah class on Parshas Bereishis. Printable PDFhttps://docs.google.com/document/d/1-2AlfEdEoJtAyX6Ht2Z41f6ca-swpbBzRGuH-Ui9G1w/edit?usp=drivesdkMonthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

An Erev Sukkos, Vezos Habracha, Rebbe Maharash, Feminine Farbrengen 💛Monthly/One-Time Donation: https://ko-fi.com/MalkahLaineTorah + Chat Links: https://chirp.me/MalkahReach out to Partner and Dedicate an Episode: [email protected]

An Erev Yom Kippur meditative Torah + blessing.

⚠️This audio contains female vocals (the last 3 minute) /// The generational covenant. The parts of unity. Torah. Choose life. The heart. The covering. Grief. Talking to HaShem. Knowing HaShem. 8. Love. Love my child. Love of HaShem. Separation. Who decided. Our contribution. Our internal ecosystem. Sunset. Building cars. We need you. Standing for. Standing against.

Exit to enter. First fruits. The Covenant. Gratitude. Grounded thanks in action. All belongs to HaShem. His first fruits. The pattern of creation. Deeper than gratitude. The essence of our relationship. When you enter. Will you enter. A knowing a heart. Blessings will catch you. Kings of the other side. Now that you’ve achieved so much. Use your ego to serve Gd. Stand up against the part of yourself that drives you away.

Parshas Ki Seitzei

The laws of judges. You should be earnest. Heart work. Don’t overthink. Knowledge vs. intuition. Your struggle is the shell for your mission. Arei Miklat. Safe spaces. Fear and shame. Love and awe. Mind heart.

Seeing. Stripping away the layers. Divine Consciousness. The steps. Give with effort. Learn with real time and energy. Whole Teshuva. Awareness. Regret. Confession. Commitment. Break the cycle. Prayer. Humility. Joy. Love. Wonder. Anchored. The sparks in our hearts. Ego. Willing. Elul. Renewal.

Witnessing. The space in our hearts. Safety within yourself. Forgiveness. Awe. Seeing. Hearing. City of refuge. Lock in. What do we rely on. The finite and the infinite. Rest. Remember. The 10 commandments. Notice. Leaving the cage. Receiving the Torah. Listen. Boundaries. Smooth and sweet heart and journey. Don’t do it. Hold on to HaShem. Do it for tomorrow. Comfort.

Container. Presence. Gentle rebuke. His Creation. My Creation. A whole narrative. In the words. Rebbe. Reflection. Conditioning. Stuck. Movement. Between your eyes. Hearing. Fear. Words. You’re safe. Spies. Control. Conduit. Habits. Awareness. Og’s Palace. Heightened. Flow. Home. Body. Shepherd life. Farmer life. Tethered to center. Do not fear.

Entering the land. Being present in our journeys. Chaos. Clarity. Egocentrism. Enticing pleasure. Laws. Idols. Solidifying the center. Beliefs. Boundaries. Learning my chaos. What is it lacking. Reflection. Entering the heart space. Safety. Compassion. Mitzrayim. Pleasure. Losing our minds. The oceans. The middle. Forge on. Accessing the depths of our soul. Hearing. The purpose of destruction. A comforting father. HaShem is our safety. Tuning into my needs. Home.

Beyond your comforts. Kohen. Midian. Gathering. Darkness. Then light. Ebb and flow. The women. Prayer. Seeing. Presence. Leader.

Urgency. Ego. Control. Protection. Child. Uncomfortable. Unlock. Blessings. Intimacy. Healthy urgency. Servant. Child. Commitment.

- Emptiness, possibility. - ⁠Korach’s intention - love, equality, unity. If we’re all chosen, why am I not just as great as the Kohen? He desired closeness to Gd. - ⁠Kedusha - Unity. Sacred. Separate. Division and then greater unity. Niddah. Shabbos. Emotional regulation. - ⁠Kelipa - Division. Enmeshment. Connection. Unity and then greater division. Cheap thrills. Unhealthy relationships. Emotional reaction. - ⁠Hierarchy. Car Factory. - ⁠Pit. Possibility. Space. Void. Filling it. Pleasure. - ⁠Korach’s mistake: Mundane = Transcendent. Work = Davening. Heart = Mind. - ⁠HaShem rewards us. - ⁠Korach’s desire for closeness to HaShem. - ⁠What’s my relationship with the pit? Am I being swallowed?

🚙Shifting fear out of the driver’s seat.📝Prepare, learn, and try before entering something new. 🚨The voices of fear. 👨‍🚀Who sent you? Who guides you? 📋A report vs. a conclusion.👦Naming fear. Letting fear die. Holding it on the side. Protection. 🚧The messy middle. Who will I be when I cross the border. We scout before we enter. ⏱️We pay the price for letting fear lead us. Entering faith. I don’t know. But I know who. 🪦You cannot enter. But a version of you can. After the death of your fear. 👓Seeing the world through HaShem’s glasses. Seeing our portion. ♥️Entering the heart. The things we feed our mind. Shema. Tefillin. ✅Step 1. Don’t serve something outside Gd. Honor and remember Gd. A reminder that it’s not only about you.

🕯️ The ever ascending flame. 👄 It’s all in what we say and do. ☁️ The thing above us that we hold on to. Being tethered --> Journeying. 🫴 Our Yisro parts. Letting doubt go home. Journeying eitherway. 😩 We complain. We desire more. We’re not satisfied. In mouth and in mind. Our memory shields us. 🧑‍🧒‍🧒 The greatest and most humble leader. Delegating help. Outsourcing. Avoiding burnout.🦆 Let them. Quail. ♾️ He is infinite and eternal. We can have it all. 🪦 The slippery slope of sustaining our desires. I have enough. I desire more. ⛺️ Family meeting. Knowing our place. The kindness of healthy consequence.⏰ The holiness of waiting.

Step 1 of entering the desert —> Raise your consciousness. Clean out to fill. Create walls to fill the walls. Get a leash on the animal, and then you can redirect it. Walls and then furniture. The skeleton of our relationship with Gd. Selfless Devotion. Laws. Benefit of the doubt. The offerings of the 12 tribes. On paper, action is the same, only intention is different. We get to have different intentions and meditations, with each seemingly monotonous action. The desert of our lives. The children and the animals. Build a fence. And relax your shoulders. Raise your consciousness.

Hod. Soft speech. Praise. Student. Child. Friend. Child parts. Educating the laws. Speech - within, yet outside ourselves. The Kohen touching the dead. Hierarchy. The blemished Kohen. The blemished animal. Risking our lives. Expansive mindset. Helplessness. Narrative. Fear. The heart. In the driver’s seat. Disengage. Detach. Reattach. Transform. Get your animal on a leash. The laws of the holidays. Tishrei. Unity of self. Unity with fellow. Unity of my parts. Unity of our parts. Ultimate joy. Ultimate unity. Menora. Lechem Hapanim. Cursing Gd. Jail. Effective consequence. Loneliness. Speaking softly.

A Torah class on Parshas Acharei Mos-Kedoshim. Highlights: After I address unhealthy attachment, I learn about healthy attachment, and then I can healthily attach. Money. Food. Intimacy. Separate of yourself for Gd. Sacred. Abstinence. Indulgence. Make it about Gd. What is your relationship with Money. Food. Intimacy. Weekday. Shabbos. Finite. Infinite. Scarcity. Abundance. Mundane. Sacred.

Our desperation to connect to HaShem. Our desperation for containment. What am I serving? The sacrificial process. First I slaughter. Then I bring for Gd. Detach to greater attach. Gd wants us to meet Him where we’re at. As you are. The life you’re in. Connecting where He is found. Delayed gratification. Cheap thrills. Urgency. I need it now. Obsession. Distraction. What message do they carry. Remember our closeness. Use your utensils. Passive income ;)).

Reflecting on Exile in Redemption. One is a result of the other, we need both. Cages. Awareness. Retelling. You cannot work Friday afternoon. You will not make money from this work. Some poor can. All Shabbos preparations are allowed. Even ‘task’ ones. Hairucts. Sewing clothing.

Going beyond for Gd. The 11th element. 11x11x11. Untethered for Gd. Make it for Gd. Closing exile. Entering redemption. Letting things die. Creating space for new beliefs. Grief. Love. Death. Life. Same but different. Repentance is the space where I was separate is now the space of connection. Cloud by day. Fire by night. I see Him. He is with you on all your journeys. Faith. Unity. Access. To the awareness that your life is perfect. There’s no where else you need to be. So you can really be here.

The paradox. Man is impure because of contact with dead. Dead cow’s ashes purify. Impurify the Kohen in the process. Exposure therapy. The ashes of the part of myself that had to die, now, mixed with Torah, is my purification. Is my harnessing my animal for Gd. Zooming out, black and white. Separation for greater unity. Even if you have servants, prepare something for Shabbos on your own. Sharpen your knives. Say this is in honor for Shabbos when you buy and have it in mind when you prepare. Buy on Friday, unless you need it for prep, then buy Thursday. Taste the cooked food.