0050: partway to somewhere

fifty days, fifty songs. what is even happening to me. it’s chaos and calm at the same exact time across infinite dimensions. I’ve never felt so perfectly myself but also so out of control at the same time. It’s a crazy feedback loop of thoughts and dreams and regrets and worries and concerns and and and … and I need to stop and breathe. 🧘 ok, I’m good now. I hope this has been interesting so far. I appreciate that it seems self indulgent and I guess that’s mostly cuz it is, but… I’m ashamed to admit that it’s all I know when it comes to this. I write this stuff to express what I’m feeling, thinking and remembering. I guess I could just keep it to myself but the hope is that by including you in it, it may say something completely different to you. And if it does, please let me know because honestly nothing would bring me more joy than to know it connects with you in some way 😊 is that needy? Probably. Do I care. Yeah, a lot haha. ❤️ either way, thank you for listening 🥰🌊 looking into people’s windows is an abstract audio podcast devoted to exploring minuscule moments, fragments of a story and frozen vignettes told through sound. Imagine strolling through a busy neighbourhood at night. Mysterious lives spill out from windows as muted light filters through rippling curtains. TV screens flicker and project misshapen shadows across unfamiliar walls. Celebrations and obligations keep focus sharp behind the glass as indiscernible silhouettes dance to a silent rhythm. These sound fragments attempt to capture the memories of these human moments before they are lost to the next day’s hustle.