042 The Waiting Is the Hardest Part: Living in the In-Between With Chronic Illness

Waiting for medical answers can feel harder than the diagnosis itself. In this solo episode, April talks about the emotional toll of living in the in-between — the fear, grief, and exhaustion that come with waiting for test results, scans, and clarity while managing chronic illness. This episode offers validation, gentle grounding, and honest faith for anyone stuck in the middle. What You’ll Learn • Why waiting is so hard on the body and nervous system • The common lies that get louder when answers are delayed • How to care for yourself without pretending everything is fine • What faith can look like without certainty or resolution Memorable Quotes • “Waiting isn’t passive. It costs energy.” • “The middle matters, even when nothing is settled.” • “You’re not failing because this feels heavy.” Reflection / Journal Prompt What part of the waiting is hardest for me right now — the uncertainty, the loss of control, or the fear of what comes next? One Tiny Step Choose one thing you won’t do during this waiting season — over-explaining, over-Googling, or over-bracing — and give yourself permission to stop. Resources Listen to the full episode The Invisible Illness Club Credits Hosted by April Aramanda Music via Audio Jungle