103. Shoving it Down (w/ James Rutledge)

Guest James Rutledge shares an unflinching account of 20+ years trapped in addiction to marijuana, alcohol, meth, crack, bath salts, prescription pills and pornography, and how those habits destroyed his marriage, trust, and peace despite outward success. The episode covers Jamie’s childhood struggles with shame and isolation, early exposure to porn, escalating substance use, relapse cycles, multiple rehabs, a suicide attempt, and the turning point that led him to a life-changing relationship with Jesus and long-term recovery at Home of Grace. Listeners will hear practical themes about accountability, community, faith-based recovery, relapse triggers, hope after loss, and how Jamie now serves others through ministry, Celebrate Recovery, and peer support. This episode is for anyone affected by addiction or seeking a faith-centered path to restoration.