Jesus Loves Addicts

In this episode, Lauren McDonald and her mother join the Jesus Loves Addicts podcast to tell a raw, two-perspective account of addiction, family, and faith. Lauren recounts a decade-long slide from social drinking and experimentation in high school to homelessness and meth addiction, the role of peer pressure and compromises, and the moment God met her in a jail cell. Topics include early warning signs, the slow fade into harder drugs, the strain on parent-child relationships, co-occurring behaviors like gambling, and the practical tensions of enabling versus protecting a child. Guests discuss conviction, the importance of intentional recovery, accountability, and how Christ and community (including resources like Home of Grace) played a part in restoration. Listeners can expect an honest conversation about failure and hope: how addiction affects families, what recovery can look like, and the message that—even in the darkest places—redemption is possible.

In this episode Pastor Bryan and Angela Jones share their raw, honest testimony about childhood trauma, family alcoholism, and long careers of self‑medicating through drugs and alcohol before encountering Christ. They describe painful early experiences—including molestation and neglect—how shame and secrecy fueled addiction, and the turning points that led them back to faith. The conversation covers recovery pathways like Teen Challenge, the challenges and rewards of sobriety, marital resilience, and the couple’s surprising call into ministry. Bryan and Angela explain how God transformed their pain into purpose, building a church that reaches addicts, bikers, and the overlooked. Hosts and guests reflect on stigma, submission, grace, and practical hope for listeners facing addiction or brokenness, while highlighting Christ‑centered recovery resources such as the Home of Grace and the power of community to restore lives.

Guest James Rutledge shares an unflinching account of 20+ years trapped in addiction to marijuana, alcohol, meth, crack, bath salts, prescription pills and pornography, and how those habits destroyed his marriage, trust, and peace despite outward success. The episode covers Jamie’s childhood struggles with shame and isolation, early exposure to porn, escalating substance use, relapse cycles, multiple rehabs, a suicide attempt, and the turning point that led him to a life-changing relationship with Jesus and long-term recovery at Home of Grace. Listeners will hear practical themes about accountability, community, faith-based recovery, relapse triggers, hope after loss, and how Jamie now serves others through ministry, Celebrate Recovery, and peer support. This episode is for anyone affected by addiction or seeking a faith-centered path to restoration.

Guest Tiffany Clayton shares a raw, hopeful memoir of addiction beginning in seventh grade and spanning two decades — from prescription pills and Xanax to IV meth, homelessness, jail, and losing custody of her children. The episode covers childhood trauma, family addiction, domestic abuse, the death of her mother, and the moment she hit rock bottom. Tiffany describes entering long-term treatment at the Home of Grace, wrestling with anger toward God, and how faith, community support, and honest recovery work led to nearly five years of sobriety. Key moments include regaining custody, forgiving her family, rebuilding life as a single mom, working at her church daycare, and taking mission trips to Belize with her daughters. Listeners can expect candid discussion of relapse, stigma, the challenges and rewards of recovery, the role of Christ in overcoming weakness, and practical hope for anyone affected by addiction or seeking a faith-centered path to restoration.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, Shane and Lindy Cowart share their raw, unflinching story of long-term addiction, violence, and the difficult path to recovery through faith. The hosts walk through Shane’s 24 years of active addiction and Lindy’s 20 years of struggles, the trauma of broken families, early exposure to drugs and crime, and multiple stints in treatment. Listeners will hear about the moment of surrender that led them both into residential programs, the six years of sustained sobriety they’ve maintained, the legal and custody battles they faced, and how faith, therapy, and community helped restore their family. The conversation covers themes of generational trauma, codependency, sexual abuse and shame, spiritual warfare, relapse, and the practical steps that supported lasting change — including extended residential care, mentorship, and faith-based ministries. Shane and Lindy also describe their ministries: Sheena’s Hope (a 90-day program for women and children experiencing homelessness) and SNL Contractors (a company that employs men in recovery), along with the couple’s work restoring family relationships and helping others find recovery through Christ. Expect candid, emotional testimony, tough conversation about addiction’s realities, and hopeful encouragement for those fighting similar battles or supporting someone who is. The episode emphasizes that recovery is possible, the importance of lasting foundations (longer residential care, counseling, community), and the healing power of Jesus even in the darkest places.

On the 100th episode and two-year anniversary of Jesus Loves Addicts, hosts Kathryn and Ross sit down with Austin and Clay Barton for a candid roundtable on surrender. This episode explores what surrender really looks like—beyond drugs and alcohol—why everyone struggles with some form of addiction, and how Christ’s love meets us in our weakest moments. Guests share raw testimonies about rock bottom, daily dying to self, the tension between fear and trust, and the vital role of community, accountability, and programs like the Home of Grace in recovery. Practical steps—reading the Bible, church, trusted fellowship, and honest confession—are discussed alongside the challenges, victories, and hope that come with true submission to God. Expect heartfelt storytelling, tough questions, and encouragement for listeners who are weary or watching a loved one suffer: surrender is not defeat but the pathway to restoration, mercy, and lasting change through Christ.

Guest Amber shares a raw, honest account of growing up with parental addiction, 25 years of substance abuse, a painful abortion, violent relationships, jail, homelessness, and the suicide of her adoptive father. She describes a powerful encounter with Christ while incarcerated, the decision to enter long-term faith-based recovery, and the slow work of sanctification afterward. This episode covers trauma and identity, the realities and stigma of addiction, legal consequences, faith as a healing force, residential treatment at Home of Grace, transitional housing, employment in recovery, and the challenges Amber still faces two years sober. Listeners can expect a candid testimony about failure and restoration, practical hope for those struggling or supporting loved ones, and a reminder that recovery is hard but gets better through community and Christ-centered care.

In this powerful episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, Amber Mitchell shares her raw, honest testimony of a childhood marked by addiction, abuse, and instability. Listeners will hear about her early memories of being removed from her biological parents, the trauma of foster placements, and the emotional scars that led to years of substance use, self-harm, and destructive relationships. Host Paul and Amber discuss how anger, rejection, and a hunger for attention shaped her behavior, the challenges of building trust within a loving adoptive family, and the ways addiction offered temporary relief. Amber also opens up about her spiritual awakening at age 38—an encounter with Christ that transformed her life—and explores theological insights about free will, suffering, and redemption. Tune in for an unflinching conversation about the realities of recovery, the stigma of addiction, and the hope found in faith. This episode is both sobering and uplifting, offering empathy for those who struggle and a testimony to the power of God’s grace.

On this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, guests Jimmy Bourn and Sabrina share raw, unfiltered testimonies of long-term addiction, trauma, and the moments that changed their lives. They describe kidnappings, sexual abuse, prison time, prescription dependence, and the suicides of loved ones that marked their darkest seasons. Jimmy recounts a violent 26‑day abduction, years on meth, criminal involvement, a catastrophic hand injury and a transition to prescription opioids; Sabrina speaks about childhood sexual abuse, doctor‑shopping and a 15‑year opioid struggle before finding sobriety. Both reflect on treatment experiences, the difference between legalism and grace, and the spiritual turning points that led them to recovery. The conversation closes with hope and purpose: both now mentor and serve others through ministries like Showered by the Holy Spirit, Next Step Restoration and Taylor House, and highlight forgiveness, restoration and practical steps for anyone facing addiction or trauma.

Guest Justin Scott Smith, an active duty Air Force major, shares his powerful testimony of childhood sexual abuse, domestic violence, and the eating disorder that began at age eight and peaked at 13—when he dropped to 63 pounds and was hospitalized. The episode explores the parallels between eating disorders and addiction, the role of control and attention-seeking in recovery behaviors, and the medical and emotional toll of starvation. Justin recounts inpatient treatment, a life-changing spiritual encounter in a psychiatric unit, and how faith in Jesus led to lasting freedom. He also discusses forgiveness, reconciliation with his parents, breaking generational cycles of abuse, and how he now serves youth in his church and the military community. This episode offers hope and practical encouragement for anyone struggling with eating disorders or addiction, especially men who are often overlooked, and emphasizes the importance of spiritual surrender, professional care, and community support.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, Joey Rogers explores a powerful story of pride, public humiliation, and spiritual awakening. The conversation traces Joey’s life from a Catholic upbringing and collegiate athletics to a successful chiropractic career, marriage, and the pride that accompanied his professional identity. After marital breakdown, a decade of hidden drug use culminated in a highly publicized arrest during the COVID era that forced him into treatment at the Home of Grace. Listeners will hear candid details about addiction (alcohol, cocaine, prescription pills, fentanyl), the role of pride and religiosity in masking spiritual disconnect, near-tragic family moments, and the humbling process of recovery. The episode highlights Joey’s 90-day treatment experience, his spiritual rebirth, practical recovery steps (support groups, volunteer work, ongoing counseling), and his new calling toward counseling and community work. Key themes include the tension between religiosity and relationship with Christ, the stigma of addiction, the rewards and challenges of recovery, and how humility and gratitude can transform life.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, hosts Kathryn and Ross speak with guest Amanda Smith about her 15‑year struggle with addiction and the turning points that led her to recovery. Amanda shares childhood trauma, her father’s suicide, early exposure to prescription drugs, doctor‑shopping, multiple overdoses, prison time, and experiences in treatment including Whitfield and residential programs. The conversation covers the rise of fentanyl, the dangers of counterfeit pills, challenges of staying clean while pregnant, custody and family impacts, and the role of Christ and community in sustained recovery. Amanda also describes her work in overdose prevention, returning to school for psychology, rebuilding relationships with her son, and finding purpose through helping others. Key takeaways: honest discussion of relapse and recovery, the importance of compassionate support and faith, practical steps for overdose prevention and treatment pathways, and a message of hope — don’t give up.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts Amber and Blake Blackmon share their raw, "perfectly imperfect" journey from childhoods wrapped in drug culture to adult addiction, relapse, and eventual recovery. They recount early memories of family using, the breakdown of relationships, legal consequences, and the painful fallout that cost Blake his marriage and time with his children. The conversation covers how both spouses found faith-based help in 2022, their time with Home of Grace and other recovery programs, the role of community and accountability (Celebrate Recovery, pastors, and friends), and the hard lessons learned after relapsing and rebuilding trust. Guests include Blake and Amber, with references to family members (mother Star, sister Kristen) and counselors who influenced their path. Key points: honest reflection on relapse and responsibility, how Christ-centered recovery and steady community support made a difference, practical challenges of rebuilding family relationships, and the ongoing work of patience and accountability in sobriety.

In this episode hosts interview Jon and Hayley Klover about their painful childhoods in homes marked by addiction, violence and secrecy, the personal addictions they battled, and the turning points that led them to faith and recovery. They share vivid stories — from witnessing domestic violence and a firearm incident to early substance use, arrests, and the long work of inner healing. The Klovers discuss how Jesus and mentoring relationships reshaped their identities, the role of faith-based counseling and forgiveness, and how they now run Operation Lost Sheep, a jailhouse ministry that helps people take next steps toward treatment and restoration. Topics include generational addiction, relationship addiction, boundaries in recovery, and practical steps for finding help. Listeners can expect honest testimony, practical takeaways about setting boundaries and pursuing real freedom in Christ, and encouragement that recovery and restored relationships are possible through community, accountability, and spiritual care.

In this episode host Zach Buckalew sits with his wife Ashley to tell her raw, unflinching story: childhood trauma, decades of addiction, violent relationships, prostitution and multiple arrests, and the moment a SWAT bust and jail time turned into a doorway to recovery. They discuss the realities of recovery—relapses, shame, court-ordered programs, the Mission of Hope and Bridget & Friends transitional housing, and the hard work of rebuilding trust and relationships. Ashley shares how faith, tough love from mentors, and Christ’s grace changed her life and led her into service. Expect candid testimony about the challenges and rewards of salvation, practical honesty about failure and forgiveness, and a hopeful message for families and those still struggling: recovery is messy, God’s grace is real, and restoration is possible.

In this episode hosts talk with Zach Buckalew and his wife Ashley Buckalew about surviving childhood trauma, parental addiction, and sexual abuse, and how those experiences led to long battles with substances (OxyContin, meth, Subutex and more). Both share candid memories of growing up in chaotic homes, the consequences of addiction, and the moment faith and community began to change their lives. Listeners will hear about key turning points—meeting at a tent revival, treatment programs like Agape Life Gardens, the role of forgiveness, and the power of Christ-centered recovery. Honest, vulnerable, and faith-focused, the conversation challenges stigma, highlights practical struggles and victories in sobriety, and offers hope for anyone facing addiction or supporting a loved one.

In this episode Justin Edwards from Ocean Springs, Mississippi, tells his 20+ year story of addiction — starting with teenage drinking and weed, escalating through college cocaine and prescription opioids, shooting drugs, multiple treatment attempts, an overdose and ICU stay, and the devastating loss of his girlfriend to fentanyl. He candidly describes hitting rock bottom (including a terrifying moment on a bridge), repeated relapses, prison and drug court, and the turning point that led him back to treatment and faith. Hosts and guest explore the practical and spiritual realities of recovery: the ritual of addiction, family intervention, the influence of environment and work, and the role of the Home of Grace. Justin shares how a renewed relationship with Jesus, humility, community, and obedience reshaped his life — offering real hope and clear takeaways for anyone struggling or supporting a loved one through addiction.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, father-daughter guests Randall and Lawren Cobb share a raw, hopeful conversation about addiction, family, and faith. Lawren recounts her six-year struggle with meth—starting with middle-school insecurities, progressing to self-harm and homelessness, and culminating in violent relationships—while Randall describes the pain and difficult boundaries of parenting a child in active addiction. They discuss signs parents can look for, the harm of secrecy, the value of tough love and boundaries, and the pivotal role of Christ-centered recovery programs like Wings of Life and Home of Grace. Key topics include the influence of social media on self-image, how addiction can hide behind achievements, the importance of community and prayer, and how faith and honest conversations restore relationships. Guests reflect on relapse, treatment journeys, angelic interventions, and the ongoing process of rebuilding trust. Listeners will hear both practical guidance for families and a hopeful testimony of redemption: three years sober, restored relationships, and a new life working with animals and serving in recovery ministry.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, hosts Paul and Kathryn speaks with Crystal Ward from Alabama about her journey from childhood sexual abuse and a family shaped by addiction to more than 20 years of substance dependence. Crystal shares how unforgiveness—not just drugs—kept her bound, her multiple attempts at treatment, and the life-changing encounter with Christ that finally led to lasting surrender and healing. Topics include early trauma, family dynamics, foster care, huffing gas and polysubstance use, losing and regaining custody, seven treatment attempts, the role of faith in recovery, the power of forgiveness (including forgiving her father), and how Crystal now serves others through ministry—married to Elijah Warren and preparing to lead a women’s City of Refuge. Tune in for a raw, hope-filled conversation about failures and restoration, practical recovery wisdom, boundaries, and how God uses brokenness for renewed purpose.

Guest Matthew Rindge shares a raw, honest story of growing up surrounded by addiction, coping with his sister’s suicide, years of substance abuse, jail stints, and self-harm. Listeners hear how desperation and family intervention led him to the Home of Grace and the long, difficult steps toward sobriety. The episode covers Matthew’s struggle with depression, addiction to opioids and Xanax, legal consequences, and the spiritual journey from atheism to faith—culminating in a transformative moment in chapel and eventual baptism. Conversations explore relapse, recovery phases, counseling, and the role of community and church in sustained change. Key takeaways include the challenges and rewards of recovery, confronting past hurts and unhealthy patterns (including manipulation and relationship work), and practical hope: how faith, honest support, and programs like the Home of Grace can turn darkness into restored purpose.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts host Paul and Ross interviews John Nugier from Crowley, Louisiana, who shares a raw, honest testimony of 41 years of addiction and the winding path to lasting recovery. John recounts childhood loss, boarding school, early substance use, five marriages, multiple treatment attempts, and the near‑death car accident that became his turning point. Topics include the role of faith in recovery, the limitations of rehab without a spiritual foundation, the Home of Grace model (a three‑month Christ‑centered program), accepting responsibility, forgiveness, family reconciliation, and practical lessons for loved ones and those still struggling. John describes his moment of surrender, baptism, and how God transformed his anger into compassion and ministry work helping others find treatment. Listeners can expect candid stories, hard lessons about enabling and manipulation, encouragement for families, and clear takeaways about building a relationship with Christ, taking responsibility for one’s choices, and the slow, ongoing process of healing and redemption.

In this roundtable episode of Jesus Loves Addicts the hosts sit down with guest Austin alongside Kathryn and Ross to explore humility and gratitude in the recovery walk. They connect biblical examples to everyday struggles in addiction, repentance, and sanctification. Conversation topics include entitlement versus true gratitude, the danger of bargaining with God, consequences versus the penalty of sin, identity in Christ, and how purpose (not pleasure) fuels lasting recovery. Guests share personal stories, practical indicators of relapse (restless, irritable, discontent), and why grace—“the cross was enough”—is the foundation for life-changing thankfulness. Key takeaways: humility precedes deep gratitude, trust in God’s way transforms desires and brings real joy, and recovery is a daily dying to self that creates space for Christ’s work. Listeners can expect candid testimony, biblical teaching, and practical encouragement for those in or helping someone through recovery.

In this powerful episode, guests Brandon Sanders and his wife Cary Dawn Sanders share an unflinching, firsthand account of long-term addiction, relapse, and radical restoration through faith. Brandon—once a nurse who spiraled into pain‑killer abuse, prescription fraud, and years of heroin and meth use—and Cary—who battled similar darkness and suicidal thoughts—walk listeners through the events that led them to rock bottom and the faith‑based programs that helped them rebuild. Topics include the early prescription that sparked addiction, life as a double‑life addict, arrests and pretrial diversion, secular rehab vs. faith programs like Teen Challenge and Wings of Life, suicidal ideation and near‑death experiences, the role of community and toxic relationships in relapse, and the practical steps they took toward restoration: surrender, ministry, counseling, and family reconciliation. Key moments: Brandon’s surrender in a hotel room, Cary’s encounter with the Holy Spirit, their meeting while serving outreach, marital courtship under pastoral oversight, and later miracles including restored relationships and the reinstatement of Carrie’s nursing license. Listeners can expect candid stories about shame, loss, and recovery, reflections on how Christ overcomes addiction and brokenness, and actionable encouragement about staying connected, avoiding premature relationships in early sobriety, and trusting grace. This episode is for anyone facing addiction, supporting a loved one, or seeking hope in the midst of despair.

In this two-part episode Paul and Kathryn sit down with Brandon Sanders and his wife Cary Dawn Sanders to trace their journeys from deep addiction to life in recovery. Brandon shares a harrowing childhood—witnessing his mother’s murder, growing up in foster care, and battling decades of substance use—while Cary describes how nursing and pain medication led to her own long struggle with addiction. Topics include multigenerational addiction, early trauma, homelessness, relapse, violence and shame, the false comforts of substances, and the moments that planted seeds of faith. Both guests are candid about failures and the hard work of recovery, and they reflect on the challenges and rewards of healing from such broken pasts. The episode also highlights the role of faith and community in recovery — Brandon and Cary’s encounter with Christ, Brandon’s eventual forgiveness of his father, and their work as executive directors of Wings of Life. Expect honest storytelling, practical insight on stigma and recovery, and a message of hope and restoration for listeners seeking a path out of addiction.

In this raw, emotional episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, Vinquia Jones shares her powerful testimony of childhood abuse, identity struggles, life in the streets, addiction, prostitution, prison, and multiple attempts at recovery. Hosts Kathryn and Paul sit with Vinquia to unpack the roots of addiction — rejection, identity wounds, and generational trauma — and hear how God’s love, counseling, and multiple recovery programs (Wings of Life, Home of Grace) slowly restored her life. Listeners will hear candid accounts of loss (the murders and overdoses of close friends and cousins), the cycle of offense and relapse, and the difficult work of forgiveness — especially toward a mother who had her own brokenness. Vinquia describes the moment of surrender, how Christ’s love healed her eight-year-old wounds, the ongoing battle with pride and relapse, and how purpose and community help sustain recovery. This episode is for anyone wrestling with addiction, identity, or the pain of the past. Expect honest scripture-grounded conversation about repentance, daily dependence on Christ, the reality of spiritual warfare, and the promise that no one is too far gone for God to redeem. Includes discussion of Christian recovery resources and invitations to the Home of Grace for support and treatment.

In this powerful episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, host(s) sit down with Elias Kihyet and his sister Kathryn to unpack Elias’s life-long battle with addiction, depression, and same-sex attraction. Raised in a loving, churchgoing family, Elias shares his early struggles with feeling different, substance use beginning in childhood, encounters with the gay nightlife, and multiple cycles of treatment and relapse. Listeners hear candid details about arrests, car accidents, and the turning points that eventually led Elias to Teen Challenge and the Home of Grace. The conversation dives into theological perspectives on sin and recovery, the role of family dynamics, the complexity of spiritual versus behavioral change, and practical recovery steps like accountability, scripture memorization, and radical honesty. Elias describes how Christ and structured, faith-based programs helped shift his identity from sexuality-focused to Christ-centered, and how he now pursues sanctification while acknowledging ongoing temptations. Expect an honest, sometimes confronting discussion of addiction, homosexuality, and Christian faith—complete with personal testimony, reflections on pastoral responses, and encouragement for anyone seeking freedom. Key points include the interplay of addiction and sexuality, the power of Christ-centered recovery, the importance of accountability and truth-telling, and a message of hope for those trapped in similar cycles.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, Hal and Lisa Selby share the powerful story of Hal’s deliverance from 27 years of bondage to homosexuality and how the couple navigated confession, forgiveness, and restoration. They discuss Hal’s upbringing, early abuse, the spiritual and emotional factors that contributed to his struggle, and the moment he repented and was transformed. Lisa recounts the shock, the immediate call to forgive, and the long road of healing supported by prayer, counseling, accountability, and community. The Selbys explain practical steps for recovery, the role of the church in offering both truth and compassion, and their ministry Refuge 461 which supports people and families impacted by unwanted same-sex attraction. Expect candid testimony, biblical perspective on sin and sanctification, and encouragement for those struggling or supporting a loved one.

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, Katie shares her raw and powerful story of addiction, loss, and redemption. After 20 years of substance abuse, criminal consequences, and fractured relationships, Katie recounts the trauma of homelessness, jail, and the desperation that led her to treatment. Through a faith-based recovery program, reconciling conversations, and the pursuit of God, she finds sobriety, healing, and restoration with her husband and family. Topics covered include the escalation from stimulants to opioids, the dangers of prescription pain medication and fentanyl, the cycle of relapse, and the complexities of relationships in early recovery. Guests and contributors include Katie, program staff from the faith-based treatment center, and supportive family members whose interventions helped catalyze change. Key moments: rock bottom on the streets, the pivotal decision to enter treatment, a spiritual turning point in rehab, rebuilding trust with family, and returning to ministry and Bible college. Listeners can expect a candid conversation about the challenges and rewards of recovery, the importance of community and faith, and practical hope for those feeling unseen or stuck. This episode emphasizes that while addiction can isolate and dehumanize, redemption is possible, and you are not alone.

In this emotional two-part episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, host Paul sits down with Katie Foster Gerhart to hear her harrowing life story — from a traumatic childhood with alcoholic parents and early responsibilities as the 'family protector' to two decades of substance abuse. Katie recounts pivotal moments including a near-fatal car crash, arrests, painful medical issues, multiple rehabs, and the escalation from recreational drinking to cocaine, opioids, crack, and injection drug use. They cover how trauma, family dynamics, and failed safe havens like rehab and fellow sufferers shaped her addiction, the manipulations and enabling from loved ones, and the devastating consequences she witnessed in friends who overdosed. Katie also shares her experience of surrendering to Christ in 2022, the challenges and rewards of recovery, and her mission to help those who feel unseen find freedom through faith. Expect candid conversations about stigma, failure, hope, and the complex path toward restoration.

In this episode John Carriere jr. joins the Jesus Loves Addicts podcast to tell his raw, honest story: growing up chasing sports and success, spiraling into drugs and drug-dealing in college, and the devastating turning point after his mother’s terminal diagnosis and death in 2007. He describes ordering pills online, seizures, arrests, and living in chaos before hitting rock bottom. John shares the life-changing encounter at the Home of Grace that led to his conversion, a powerful chapel moment of forgiveness, and a complete turnaround. Now roughly 18 years into recovery, he discusses the rewards and challenges of sobriety, how faith overcame addiction, and the ongoing fight against stigma. Topics covered include identity and the “American dream,” deception of success, the opioid and pill crisis, family and grief, recovery realities, and the role of Christ and community in transformation. Listeners will also hear about John’s ministry work—leading the Refinery Mission (formerly Lighthouse Mission)—and practical encouragement and resources for anyone affected by addiction.

In this episode Jeff York, founder and executive director of Joseph's Home, shares his raw and honest journey from a violent, drug‑addicted past to more than two decades of recovery and ministry. He recounts childhood struggles with dyslexia and bullying, early drug use and extreme violence, a federal indictment, and the moments of surrender that turned his life around. Jeff discusses the turning points — a surprising Bible study at 17, a near‑suicidal low, probation and years of white‑knuckled sobriety, Celebrate Recovery and the discipleship model that reshaped him. He explains how Joseph's Home began in his own living room and grew into a faith‑based transitional program partnering with Home of Grace to provide community, accountability, and practical support for men and women in early recovery. Expect candid reflections on the rewards and challenges of recovery, fighting stigma, the role of Christ and community in overcoming addiction, and Jeff’s vision for expanding transitional care (including support for couples and women). This episode offers hope for anyone who feels they’ve gone too far — a testimony that transformation is possible and sustained by faith, relationships, and steady discipleship.

In this intense, deeply personal episode Julie tells her story of addiction, loss, and faith. She recounts years of drug use with her partner, arrests, overdoses, and the devastating moment she found him after he took his own life while she was tending their baby. Julie describes relapses, multiple treatment stints, time in jail and psychiatric holds, and the trauma of being estranged from family and losing custody. She shares the turning point where church, Scripture and a Christ-centered program (Home of Grace) changed her life, leading to lasting sobriety and a new purpose helping others in recovery. Topics covered include opioid and meth addiction, domestic violence, pregnancy and parenting under addiction, suicide, the 12-step principles alongside Christian faith, and practical hope through treatment and community. Listeners can expect candid reflection, hard truths about relapse and recovery, and a testimony of surrender, redemption and service in recovery.

Part one of a two-part conversation with guest Julie Schouest and host Paul from Jesus Loves Addicts. Julie rawly recounts a childhood marked by divorce, conflicting parental expectations, shame and feeling unseen — and how those wounds steered her into early substance use, risky relationships, and escalating drug use through adolescence and young adulthood. The episode covers early experimentation (inhalants, alcohol, marijuana, synthetic cannabinoids, pills), boundary and authority issues, school expulsion, sex as a way to be remembered, the introduction to meth and other hard drugs, relationship dynamics, legal trouble, and job loss. Paul and Julie examine the roots of addiction: seeking approval, the pull of familiarity, and how loose or harsh boundaries shaped her path. Julie also opens up about recovery and faith — her turn toward Christ, the role of faith-based recovery (including the Home of Grace), and practical takeaways about stigma, grace, and hope. Expect an honest, unfiltered story of failure and redemption aimed at listeners looking for understanding, encouragement, and real talk about recovery.

In this episode Kristyn Simmons shares her raw, candid story: a happy childhood shadowed by family addiction, a decade-long battle with opiates, violent relationships, jail and loss, and a horrific 2021 car accident that shattered her face and changed everything. Kristyn talks about sinking into IV opiate use, losing custody of her children, hitting rock bottom, and the long recovery process with the Home of Grace, including surgeries, counseling, and rebuilding relationships with her mother and children. Hosts Paula and Kathryn discuss themes of family as a factor in addiction, the rewards and challenges of recovery, the role of faith and Christ in healing, and practical turning points like changing one’s environment, forgiveness, and community support. Listeners can expect an honest, hope-filled conversation about relapse, resilience, and reclaiming life.

Host interviews Kayla, who shares growing up in an addicted home with an absent, struggling father and a faithful mother, the instability of homelessness, and the cycle of rehab and jail. She recounts how God met her in childhood, her transformative years in a 24/7 prayer room, and the long process of grieving, healing, and learning to set healthy boundaries. Topics include addiction’s impact on family dynamics, shame and imposter syndrome, forgiveness toward an imperfect parent, vulnerability in friendships and marriage, parenting after trauma, and finding purpose in faith and intentional recovery. Listeners will hear practical takeaways about boundaries, grieving lost childhoods, and the power of God’s grace.

In this roundtable episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, hosts and recovery leaders Kathryn, Ross, and Paul unpack relationships in early recovery—examining the rewards, the dangers, and the faith-centered wisdom needed to navigate them. Topics include why waiting (often a year or more) matters, how attraction and sex can function like a drug, codependency and “fixer/fixee” dynamics, the influence of Hollywood myths, and practical steps for accountability, boundaries, and spiritual growth. Listeners will hear honest experiences, biblical perspective on covenant and commitment, and key takeaways for building healthier platonic and romantic relationships while seeking Christ-centered recovery.

Join us for a compelling episode of "Jesus Loves Addicts," featuring the heartfelt and inspiring journey of Shane and Shelly Martin, a couple who overcame years of addiction through the power of faith. In this episode, Shane and Shelly candidly share their personal battles with addiction, from nicotine, pornography, and alcoholism to overcoming PTSD. Despite facing significant challenges, their faith in Christ led them to find redemption, reconnect with their true selves, and contribute positively to their community. Find out how their powerful story of recovery unfolded, how they started a successful recovery program at Connect Fellowship in Long Beach, Mississippi, and how they're now dedicating their lives to helping others on their journey to healing. Shane and Shelly's story is a testament to resilience, the importance of community, and the transformative power of love and grace. Tune in to hear how this incredible couple found strength in their faith and each other, and their mission to break addiction's stigma while spreading hope to those still struggling.

In this heartfelt episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, we dive deep into the transformative journey of David Herrington. Once lost to cocaine and crack addiction, David shares his experiences of living on the streets, serving time in prison, and the turning points that led him to find hope and renewal through Jesus Christ. Joining this conversation is Pastor Brandon Rogers, who plays a pivotal role in David's new life, showcasing the power of community and faith in healing one's soul. Listeners will explore David’s early life in Alabama, his struggles with substance abuse, and the spiral that led to a decade behind bars. But more importantly, we hear the profound story of redemption as David narrates how Christ turned his world upside down, guiding him towards a path of service in the ministry, where he now aids others trapped in addiction's grasp. Pastor Brandon sheds light on the workings of the community-based ministry at Anchor and the collective effort in supporting recovery journeys. This episode is a testament to love, resilience, and the unyielding grace found within the embrace of faith.

In this gripping episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, we continue with part two of Joseph Deason's powerful story of addiction, redemption, and faith. Joseph recounts his tumultuous journey through drug addiction, starting from experimenting with substances in his teenage years to battling with severe meth addiction. He shares candid insights into his life experiences, including a traumatic car accident, encounters with the law, and losing loved ones. The episode explores the dark places addiction can take a person, but also highlights the transformative power of faith and recovery. Key points include the impact of family dynamics, experiences with various rehabilitation attempts, and the ultimate decision to choose a path centered around God. Listeners are encouraged to hear the raw and sincere conversation about overcoming addiction, the challenge of societal stigmas, and finding salvation through Christ. It's a story of resilience and hope, emphasizing that despite the darkest times, recovery and redemption are possible through faith and a supportive community.

In this compelling episode, the hosts of Jesus Loves Addicts dive deep into the tumultuous early life of Joseph Deason. Growing up amidst chaos, from witnessing tumultuous family dynamics to exposure to addiction at a young age, Joseph shares candid memories and pivotal moments that shaped his path. This is the first part of a two-part series exploring Joseph's journey from a troubled childhood to a redemptive embrace of faith. Join the conversation as Joseph and the hosts discuss the hurdles of growing up in a dysfunctional family, the allure of chaos, and the first encounters with substances that would later lead to addiction. Joseph's story is not just one of struggle but of resilience and transformation, as he ultimately finds stability and purpose through faith and the support of a caring community.

In this powerful episode of "Jesus Loves Addicts," join host Kathryn and co-host Ross as they welcome special guest Jaclyn Herman. Jaclyn, wife of Pastor Victor Herman and mother to six, opens up about her tumultuous journey from a seemingly idyllic childhood to battling addiction and finding salvation in Christ. Born in South Florida, Jaclyn's life took a drastic turn after her parents' unexpected and traumatic divorce, leading her down a path of substance abuse and legal troubles. As she candidly recalls her experiences, Jaclyn shares intimate details of her struggle with addiction, the devastating impact it had on her family, and her eventual arrest on federal charges. Yet, amidst the darkness, Jaclyn experienced a profound spiritual awakening while incarcerated, discovering the transformative power of God's grace and forgiveness. Listen as Jaclyn recounts her journey of redemption, from joining Bible study classes in prison to being introduced to the Christian recovery program at the Home of Grace. Through faith, prayer, and the support of a loving community, Jaclyn rebuilt her life, ultimately accepting her calling to ministry alongside her husband. This episode offers hope and encouragement to anyone facing their own battles with addiction or seeking a deeper relationship with God. Jaclyn's story is a testament to the possibility of new beginnings and the unwavering love that Christ offers to us all.

In this compelling episode of "Jesus Loves Addicts," we delve into the life of Victor Herman, a pastor with a past that mirrors many tales of struggle and redemption. Growing up in an environment of addiction and violence, Victor embraced a life of hedonism and found himself facing the harsh realities of Alabama State Prison. Victor takes us through his journey from being a "God-hating libertine" to experiencing a transformative encounter with Jesus during his time in prison. He opens up about his tumultuous childhood, surrounded by substance abuse and broken relationships, and how it shaped his early years. This episode explores the powerful themes of redemption, the challenge of overcoming stigmas, and the profound impact of divine intervention. Victor shares how his life took a pivotal turn through a series of life-altering experiences, including his conversion to Christianity and how it eventually led him to meet his wife and find his purpose as a pastor. Join us as we celebrate this story of hope, transformation, and the unconditional love of Christ that continues to guide Victor's path and inspire those around him. Whether you're struggling with addiction, seeking redemption, or curious about the journey to faith, this episode offers powerful insights and inspiration.

In this moving episode of 'Jesus Loves Addicts,' we dive into Heather Engels' powerful story of overcoming addiction and finding redemption through faith. Heather, now 42, shares her journey from a chaotic childhood filled with strict religious expectations and turbulent family dynamics to a life of addiction that spanned over 15 years. Heather recounts her experiences growing up with an abusive father and a struggling mother, navigating the instability between different households, and the early seeds of faith planted by her grandmother. She reflects on relationships marred by substance abuse and the search for love in the wrong places, all while striving for perfection and grappling with shame. The episode delves into Heather's turning point and journey to sobriety, highlighting her time at the Home of Grace, a faith-based recovery program. Heather shares how the power of community and faith brought her healing and led her to a loving family and a supportive church community in Pascagoula, Mississippi. Join us as Heather courageously shares her story of transformation, the challenges of recovery, and how Christ overcame her weaknesses, offering hope and encouragement to those battling addiction.

In this compelling episode, hosts Paul and Tasha Ridley delve into a deeply personal narrative of overcoming addiction through faith in Christ. Following up on the first part of Bo and Tasha Ridley's story, this episode continues to unravel the challenges of addiction and the power of redemption. Bo and Tasha courageously share their individual struggles with addiction, stemming from trauma and leading to substance abuse and multiple arrests. Their candid discussion covers their darkest moments, including living in the woods, experiencing family loss, and battling depression. They reveal how faith and love became pivotal in their recovery journey. The Ridleys' story is not just about the battle with drugs but also about finding identity and purpose through an intimate relationship with God. As they navigate through life's valleys, they discuss the transformative power of God's love, the importance of transparency, and the continuous fight for healing and recovery. Whether you're struggling with addiction, know someone who is, or simply want to be inspired by a story of hope and perseverance, this episode offers a heartfelt exploration of the challenges and triumphs faced by those overcoming addiction.

In this episode of "Jesus Loves Addicts," hosts Paul welcomes extraordinary guests Bo and Tasha Ridley, a devoted husband and wife duo with a powerful testimony of faith and recovery. Join us as they share their personal journeys through the battles against addiction and trauma, underpinned by their relentless faith and love in Christ. Bo, a devoted man in recovery, contemplates his upbringing and shares the trials he faced, including the struggle of dealing with his father's alcoholism while trying to step out of his own cycle of addiction. He reflects on the spiritual awakening that led him to seek a Christ-centric life, overcoming numerous setbacks. Tasha offers an unfiltered look into her past, marked by the struggles to heal from traumatic experiences and how she found solace in faith, using her journey to empower others as a beacon of hope in her role at a faith-based transition home in Alabama. Together, the Ridleys open up about the challenges and rewards of a Christ-centered recovery, aiming to dispel stigmas surrounding addiction, highlighting the transformative power of redemptive grace. Listen in to discover how their love for each other and their faith has been fundamental in overcoming their past and paving a new path forward as they inspire hope, community, and recovery.

In this emotionally charged episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, host dives into the heart of codependency, family struggles, and recovery with special guest Amanda Graham. Through her candid storytelling, Amanda opens up about her life intertwined with addiction, not as an addict herself, but as someone who loves an addict. Amanda recounts her early years balancing life between two contrasting households and how this shaped her perception of "normal." She bravely discusses the toxic relationships she encountered, leading up to a tumultuous partnership filled with deceit and heartbreak. Her narrative sheds light on the overlooked struggles of those impacted by an addict's choices. The conversation explores the stigmas surrounding addiction, the resilience needed to break free from codependent cycles, and the power of forgiveness. Amanda’s journey is a testament to finding strength and voice amidst chaos, providing a platform for those who share similar experiences to feel seen and heard. Tune in to hear how Amanda, supported by her faith, navigated the rocky terrain of cohabiting with addiction and the ultimate path to healing and self-discovery. This episode is a poignant reminder of the unseen battles faced by families and loved ones, advocating for open dialogue and societal understanding of addiction and recovery.

In this compelling episode of the Jesus Loves Addicts podcast, meet Dustin Long—a former addict who has turned his life around through faith. Raised in Southern Mississippi, Dustin fell into a 20-year whirlwind of substance abuse, which began in his early teens with marijuana and huffing gas, eventually leading to harder drugs like methamphetamine and heroin. Faced with family traumas and the burden of being an absent father, Dustin reveals his darkest moments and how a heartfelt plea from a friend's mother set him on a path to recovery. His spiritual awakening happened when he cried out to God on the railway tracks, marking a turning point that led him to seek help. Today, Dustin is a worship leader and associate pastor, committed to spreading a message of hope and redemption. Listen as Dustin shares insights into the stigma of addiction and the power of Christ's love to transform flawed lives. This episode is a powerful testament that no matter the depth of one's struggles, recovery and renewal are within reach.

In this compelling episode of "Jesus Loves Addicts," we welcome Stephen Walker, a man whose life story is a testament to the transformative power of faith and recovery. Stephen's journey is marked by early success in the financial world at Merrill Lynch, but addiction soon led him down a path of self-destruction. He candidly shares his struggles with alcohol and how it impacted his relationships, career, and family life. Stephen opens up about his family background, marked by a history of alcohol issues, and his personal battles with addiction. Despite numerous attempts at recovery and some moments of sobriety, Stephen's life seemed to be in a cycle of relapse until he found true redemption through a Christ-centered program. His story is a profound exploration of the challenges and stigmas associated with addiction and the unwavering love that led him towards a path of recovery. Listeners will hear Stephen's heart-wrenching experiences with loss, his journey through several recovery programs, and the eventual embrace of his faith that transformed his life. His message challenges the stigmas of addiction and highlights how Christ's love can overcome any weakness. Join us for an inspiring conversation filled with hope, redemption, and the power of unconditional love.

In this compelling episode, we sit down with Maggie Pitalo as she courageously shares her journey from addiction to redemption. Maggie opens up about her early life struggles, which led her to substance abuse at the tender age of 12, and her experiences working as a stripper to escape poverty. With powerful recollections, she reveals the pain of losing custody of her children due to her addiction, and the harrowing cycles she endured. Maggie candidly discusses how her family dynamics, including the influence of her workaholic parents and the chaotic home environment, impacted her path. Throughout her narrative, she highlights how addictions savvy their maternal instincts and how dangerous the quest for the glittery facade of success can be. Most importantly, Maggie shares her turning point, where she found faith and redemption through a touching encounter with an outreach team in a strip club, reminding her of the steadfast love of Christ. She walks us through her recovery journey, focusing on the critical support from strangers and the miraculous transformation in her life. Listeners will be inspired by Maggie’s relentless courage to overcome her demons and the strength she found in faith and community. This is a story of resilience, transformation, and the healing power of love.

Special Guest: Mark and Melissa Robertson Hosted by: Paul Del Giudice and Kathryn Kihyet Beatty Sponsored by: America's Thrift Stores Produced by: Home of Grace In this compelling episode of "Jesus Loves Addicts," we dive deep into the transformational story of Blaine Landrum. Blaine opens up about his decades-long struggle with drug addiction, starting from a childhood in a middle-class family in Gulfport, Mississippi, surrounded by addiction. Despite coming from a seemingly functional household, Blaine recounts losing everything to his addiction — family, possessions, and his physical and mental health. However, through a remarkable journey of faith and resilience, Blaine discovered a path to recovery at the Home of Grace. Join us as Blaine shares candidly about the challenges and victories of overcoming addiction, and how he found hope and healing in a Christ-centered recovery program. His story is a powerful testimony of love, redemption, and the belief that no matter how deep the pit, there's always a way out through faith and support. Listeners can expect an honest discussion about the trials of addiction and the triumphs of recovery, making it an episode filled with inspiration and hope.