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EPISODE · Feb 3, 2026 · 57 MIN

Are Your Desires How God Speaks to You? Tantra, Surrender & Manifestation with Leola

from Sex, Drugs, & Soul · host Kristin Birdwell

Have a question or comment? Send it to Kristin!“The longer you stay on the wrong train, the more expensive it is to get home.”In this episode, I sit down with Leola, tantra teacher, bestselling author, and host of Talk Tantra To Me, for a conversation that gently roasts manifestation culture, flirts with devotion, and asks an interesting question: What if desire is how God speaks to us?We explore:- Why your desires are rarely about the thing (sorry)- How control issues are often just trust wounds in a trench coat- The difference between egoic craving and soul-level longing- Why “manifesting harder” might actually be anxiety in lingerie- How surrender doesn’t mean giving up — it means giving over- God as lover, leader, and the one who may lovingly wreck your vision board- Why the body is still the most avoided spiritual teacher in the room- And what happens when you stop seducing outcomes and start seducing truth...This episode is for you if..- You’re tired of forcing things to happen- You secretly suspect desire isn’t the villain- Your vision board needs a gentle exorcism- Or you’re ready to trust something wiser than your egoIt’s deep. It’s funny. It may lovingly call you out. Listen if you’re ready to stop begging the universe & start having an honest conversation with it.🎧 Press play. Listen to the whisper...don't wait for the yell. Timestamps:01:30 – What’s making Leola feel most alive right now06:30 – The Three-Minute Game (intimacy exercise)09:45 – God as a domme + resistance to surrender13:20 – Finding God in the body16:00 – Desire vs. egoic craving19:50 – Becoming a slave to desire25:40 – Receiving love & nervous system healing30:15 – Relationship patterns & self-audit33:50 – When a vision dies, grief, & trust38:45 – Trusting the nudge44:30 – Devotion through the tantric lens50:20 – If God had a dating profile…Connect with Leola: Website: talktantratome.comIG: https://www.instagram.com/talktantratome Support the showConnect with Kristin:WebsiteInstagramFacebook YouTubeKristin’s Book:Sex, Drugs, & Soul Spotify AudiobookSubscribe:YouTubeSpotifyApplePeptides:Oral Quicksilver GHK/Copper Peptidehttps://elliemd.com/kristinbirdwellMicrodose 🍄 https://myfeelium.co/password: opensesameCode: kristin20 for 20% off

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Have a question or comment? Send it to Kristin! “The longer you stay on the wrong train, the more expensive it is to get home.” In this episode, I sit down with Leola, tantra teacher, bestselling author, and host of Talk Tantra To Me, for a conversation that gently roasts manifestation culture, flirts with devotion, and asks an interesting question: What if desire is how God speaks to us? We explore: - Why your desires are rarely about the thing (sorry) - How control issues are often just tru...

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