111. Which Way to Go - Part 2 (w/ Nicole Dutruch)

Part two of Jesus Loves Addicts features Nicole, a 47-year-old from Gulfport, who shares a brutally honest account of addiction, relapse, grief, and the power of Christ in recovery. She recounts losing custody of her son, arrests and jail time, the chaos of the drug world, and the deep darkness she faced after the deaths of both parents and the loss of her husband. Topics include the mechanics of addiction (meth, speedballing, Kratom and other substances), the secrecy and stigma that hide the illness, interactions with probation and drug court, and the role of Celebrate Recovery and the Home of Grace in providing accountability and healing. Key moments include a powerful encounter with God in jail, a relapse on her four-year sober anniversary, and a turning point when a friend’s warning kept her from using one last time. Nicole explains how service, sponsorship, and faith now sustain her sobriety, why ‘‘telling on yourself’’ and exposing secrets are lifesaving steps, and how dependence must be rightly placed at the foot of the cross. Hosts and guests discuss practical recovery tools, the importance of community, and confronting the shame that keeps people hidden. Listeners should expect raw vulnerability, hope, and concrete takeaways about accountability, grief, and how Christ and recovery programs like the Home of Grace can help rebuild a life after repeated failures.