12 Adar1 Chapter 29 part 4/7 the pain of identifying with darkness = the power of my infinite LIGHT❤️

when I’m identified with parts- I am out of flow of my natural state Sadness= I have an animal soul. Apathy= I am my animal soul. You don’t realize how close you are to the thing you are chasing after. The love and life and “home” u think u will find over there- is always right here. Is always inside of you. God is not some mighty king in the sky. Hashem is life- as it is in this moment- FULL and ALIVE and IN LOVE. A moment where we are not tapped into that- we are not missing anything other then the opportunity to be tapped into that. hashem is whispering his love into my ear. But if I’m wearing the bully’s headphones- I will simply not hear them.