Daily Tanya for the you that you are

A whole parsha of process, not solution A whole week of Tanya of the Beinoni Maybe we aren’t wrong for being human ❤️

This is my name A warrior of darkness and light A ember of divinity shining brightly Expanding into the full size that I am Exhaling and inhalingDeeplyLoudly Again and again I rest within the infinite expansiveness Of my growing ability to Love I am present and alive To the fullness that life is To the fullness that I am. The way I will experience What was What is And what will be Can all be contained Within me I find god Through finding my own godliness And suddenly There is nowhere He is not Because He is everywhere I am And I am home

As the Jews are going into Exile Hashem says “I will go with you thereAnd I will take you out of there. “As I experience fear of where the world is heading I hear my Soul say to me “I will go with you thereAnd I will take you out of there”I will never let you go. I will always be with you. Within the darkness. Within the unknown. No matter what. I will hold you there. Wherever we go. Whatever happens. You have me. You have Me.

❤️הנניNot with answers. But with my body and my soul and with my own permission to be present to the life I am inside of now. Happy Chanuka to the Princes and Princesses of Hashems beautiful kingdom.❤️ (Photo from my beautiful sister sara)🤍

So much more that could be said… But im learning that the experience of life isn’t opposite the infinity of life. ..It’s through being within the exact dimension and details of the lives we are currently in, that we touch the deepest point of creation. So I choose to be here with love. With compassion. With all I am and all I am not.👑Welcome home ❤️

Parshas Vayishlach When Yaakov becomes Yisroel The Unity of god does not exist beyond us It does not exist within us It is us exactly as we are. The world of Moshiach is one where esav rests within yaakov.With all that we are, and all that we aren’t, we are good. We are allowed to see ourselves as good. Our lives are the flow of the original love story which is creation itself. Our divine souls always see us as good. (Our divine souls even see the parts of us that see us as not good as good. No exceptions. Hi precious beautiful part of me. Mamma is here. You have a home.) Im allowing myself to show up as I am, because pretty sure that’s the whole point of everything. ❤️

Hayom yom 28 cheshvan. The concept of Divine Providence is this: Not only are all particular movements of the various creatures directed by Providence, and not only is that Providence itself the life-force and maintained existence of every creature - but even more, the particular movement of any creature is in general terms related to the grand design of Creation... The aggregate of all individual acts brings to completion G‑d's grand design in the mystery of all Creation.Ponder this: If the swaying of a blade of grass is brought about by Divine Providence and is crucial to the fulfillment of the purpose of Creation, how much more so with regard to mankind in general, and Israel (the people close to him)1 in particular!

hi. “teaching” has felt different for me recently.Allowing myself to show up as I am. And be present to myself, with myself, as I am. This is my story. My process. My 67 pesukim. So this is where I want to be. ❤️ Ps. last years Chumash and Tanya align with this years. To listen to more in depth journey about this parsha and tanya , just search the name of the parsha of the week ❤️

Choosing to see the flow of reality that I am currently in as the flow of Hashems revelation Ain Od. When I see that everything is Hashem, I see Him everywhere. I suppose this recording is a present moment flow on what means for me. As I am. ❤️❤️

Did things a little differently … Woot woot to vulnerability ❤️we really are so so infinite. Sending so much loveArt on the cover by my glorious friend sima rivka @seemerleemer

Blessing us all that when we feel the weight of the rain around us We rest into the knowing that we are in the womb, and these waters are not here against us, but they are here for us Permission to breathe here. Even in the rain. Parshas noach. Tanya of the week. Chodesh cheshvan. As we are. Where we are. When we are. ✌️

The shofars voice aligns me with my warrior posture. I am completely at rest and completely alive at the same time. I feel an open heart and curious eyes. My jaw relaxes. I’m safe to live in this moment. As the shofar calls out- I rise UP. I unfold myself from the stories that say I’m something other than GOOD and I rise UP into my own breath. Hashems breath that is breathing through me… because I’m actually meant to be me… I rise UP. Feet grounded in the chain of all the warriors who have been here before me And heart facing upward toward the infinite love that I am always a part of All the pain and all the parts that feel disconnected from love and beauty ALSO have a seat here. There are whole corridors of this palace designated just for them. Each room of the palace has a different feel… some dark, some light… all different, but allll belonging to the king. (Visualize that…😍) Crowning hashem as king means that I allow the fullness of my experince to be seen and known and loved by Hashem, through being seen and known and loved by myself❤️ As we are

If we are not recognizing the king, it is because we are not recognizing ourselves as royalty This is Elul 🤍 The field is where we are and the King in ourselves Elul is opening ourselves to seeing ourselves jusy a bit more clearly … not only on the good days … in this exact field, in this exact body, dimension, feelings, thoughts, experiences… Yisroel, you are Yisroel. You are golden royalty and the exact rhythm and flow and idiosyncrasies of your exact life , are not only not random, they are the purpose of everything This is where the unity of love is breathing into. This is the Ain Od. Where u are. Who u are. As u are. As you are Sending so much love Also hi 👋 happy to be back. Doing things a bit different this year, but leaving all past recordings on the Spotify so feel free to look back for past recordings 🤍

You deserve to be your own best friend So says hashem Sending so much love ❤️ Shabbat shalom Moshiach now

Ain Od Mamash

The monster feeling big doesn’t make the monster actually big You are always bigger ❤️

Shaar Yichud chapter 7 part 1 and 2 And also Journeying with Parshas Shelach because seems to be quite clear that we’re in midst of history being written

Being triggered and being in love are not opposites❤️https://open.spotify.com/track/7sY9WWsMgTfUJdhwX2EK7I?si=oJ0e0futQq2gBvUyLF_gWA

🤍The hierarchy of where I want to be, is falling And what is left Is this delicious sacred opourtunity to live every inch and every moment of all that my life will ever be TYH

Conclusion of Tanya and “message” of Shavuos 🤍🤍🤍I feel like a tree. Rooted so deeply … expanded so infinitely. So grateful for this journey. Sending so much love and power and strength to everyone here ❤️❤️ ‏חזק חזק ונתחזק

We’re landing And oh, would you look at that … I seem to recognize this place we’re landing in …🏠🏠🏠🏠We’re coming home.

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I think Hashem gives me the oppurtunity to have days of teaching Tanya where I feel I am out of flow and tottally not expressing what I wish was… just so that I can come deeper into the awareness of the truth that I AM in the flow … always … not cuz I feel it or see it … But cuz every moment of life …. Always…Is the expression of Hashem… as I am I don’t have the prove that I’m in the flow I am the flow We get so used to being the ones who unify, that we forget that we are the unity ❤️

This chapter is life changing. TYH. what a gift.

One of my favorite chapters. TYH. we are not wrong.

This is Tanya for today and for lag beomer. We are entering lag baomer. Hod shebihod. My heart feels so alive. So grateful. Not because I get it all or see it all clearly. Bur just cuz I choose life. Blessing us all to dance in this exact darkness. In the exact space that you’re life is now.

Also. Turns out the desire to be in love, to be known and chosen… Is the manifestation of the fact that we already are. ❤️

My experience of feeling limited in my words and ability to share todays Tanya is Hashems infinite light and love shaped into this experience There’s nowhere else rather be

Pesach sheini. It’s never too late to come to the palace because I never actually became a slave. I’ve always been the queen.

Blessing us to not take our childhood perceptions as the ultimate story … Life awaits us

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What a powerful chapter. So grateful.

Another meditation on how to acsess the awareness of who we actually are This is our first time living We’re all learning who we are and what life is Lean in ❤️

What if we already are what we have been trying to become

🤍When we’re always trying to chase the feeling of love and light… we can’t receive it … Take a break from trying to outsource what you are searching for …Let yourself be found by love

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🤍Discovering our own inner alef bes The simple point of essence In which we are home

What a powerful chapter. TYH for the bracha of finding You

Summary of chapter 40 and 41 and todays Tanya, beginning of chapter 42

BH, this is a link to a Seder night companion for the you that you are. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1XvZiCXkn2CqP4bU-0f-VOVf2pwfWxB9Q/view?usp=drivesdkOur experience is not the enemy. Sending lots of love.

BH, TYH This is a summary of chapter 38 ( Tanya of this whole week) recorded today (: ❤️❤️Life is alive and I am so grateful I get to be present to living What a gift TYH

This is my first time posting a recording from a previous year… (this is todays Tanya for this year) I couldn’t resist the opportunity to share the beginning of chapter 38.“Hineini” can mean many different things in many different moments. Today, for me, it means letting myself share words that came through me in a time that isn’t now, even though I have lots of parts of me that feel vulnerable doing so. The Space is closed till after Pesach ): Bezh will do my best to record either daily Tanya or one recording per chapterI shall flow with the flow of life Blessing us all to flow with the flow of our individual livesTo be within our personal tachtonim Aka- exactly where we are. Sending so much love 🤍

לעילוי נשמת פייגא בת רבקהTodays Tanya and the finale of this chapter. TYHSo much energy in todays Tanya I feel so grateful Sending everyone who comes across this so much love and strength and courage to choose your life ❤️

לעילוי נשמת פייגל בת רבקה

It’s pretty wild that the class I taught that’s all about how the exact tztimtzum that I am in is the purpose of all of creation … is the class I had my own tzimtzum in. Cool hashem.

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🤍🤍🤍 this is Tanya for Friday and shabbos.

IN love is our most natural state. Welcome home.

There is nowhere I’d rather be