#12 Uncomfortable thoughts of sharing self, ASMR breathy style reading of Out of Body

I realized I reacted to feelings of abandonment, discomfort and bad dreams of sharing myself in order to understand sharing is possible. I eventually want to feel joy for my play partner. Unintentional ASMR style reading of Out of Body. Subspace, something so easily attainable with my current Dom.  Attachment insecurities- avoidant or anxious I am finding is inconsequential; attachment disorder sucks. Healthy autonomy and secure healthy bonding/connections with others-I am currently working on reordering the disorder with conscious awareness.