147: A{Live} Now: Hit With a 2 x 4! Monogamy to Polyamory and Back Again

What this episode covers

In this Ep: My journey from Monogamy to Polyamory back to Monogamy with openness, holding your vision of what you desire and the reality of what is now, shifting attachments, how life can feel like it’s falling apart when you declare your desires, getting lasiks and working with a naturopath. Tune in to hear what hit me in the head hard, like a 2 x 4!   Links, Article, and Resources All Show Notes for This Episode 📝 https://CandiceWu.com/polyjourney  Podcast Homepage 🎧 https://candicewu.com/podcast Newsletter & Embody Community 💌 https://candicewu.com/embody-community Donations – Your Support Means So Much! 💝 https://candicewu.com/support Candice Wu Page on Facebook 👫 https:///EmbodyYourNature Follow Candice on Instagram 📷 https://instagram.com/EmbodyYourNature   Sponsored By Support The Embody Podcast with a small donation! I appreciate you receiving my sharing and if you would like to give back and nourish the Podcast, you can make a one-time donation @candice-wu-2 on Venmo (just put a subject line indicating it is a donation) or go to my website for other options at CandiceWu.com/support.   Show Notes 00:00 Intro 01:28 Check in With Yourself in This New Year 03:39 Life Update — Shifting While in Hermit Mode 05:29 Began Working With a Naturopath 07:38 My IUD Experience and How It Affected Me Long Term 13:20 Now Recording With Eyes Closed Because of Lasik 16:55 Main Topic: Relationship Structure 19:32 First Explorations of Polyamory 25:37 When the Desire for a Life-Partner Emerged 30:20 Freedom in Expression 33:01 Healing Parts of Myself Through Seeing Polyamory Done Well 37:17 Feeling Into the Coming Relationship and Life-Partner 44:17 Patience Has Been Hard! 45:43 Encouragement Toward the Process 47:59 You Are Completely Worthy 48:45 Outro