15: A{Live} Now : Investing in Yourself and Forgiveness

 I’ve found that when I share what’s true in the moment, there is so much ALIVENESS and fullness in me.That’s why I started the the *A{Live} Now* mini-series, which is within the Embody Podcast. This is the first episode and I intend to share what’s happening in my real life and in my inner world, what’s truly full and *alive* now.What’s alive now in me has often been what’s filled the juicy stuff of life: themes, joys, or challenges that others may also be experiencing, a fear and other emotions that bring me to the edge of my fullest expression in the moment.As you listen, I will also share snippets of how you can support your own heart and soul, know yourself, be your fullest, or heal and love yourself.In this episode, I share a vulnerable experience of fear around financially continuing my podcast, the beliefs around investing in myself that came up and and how I healed them with forgiveness, as well as how I was touched by feedback from a listener, and what made me burst into tears around Avicii’s death.I invite you to join in your own inner knowing and vulnerability around investing in yourself, forgiveness, and what your body and soul know you need as well! Links, Article, and ResourcesAll Show Notes for This Episode📝https://candicewu.com/alive-now-investing-in-yourself-and-forgivenessPodcast Homepage🎧https://candicewu.com/podcastNewsletter & Embody Community💌https://candicewu.com/embody-communityCandice Wu Page on Facebook👫https://facebook.com/EmbodyYourNatureFollow Candice on Instagram📷https://instagram.com/EmbodyYourNature  Show Notes & Timestamps00:00 Intro - a New Mini-Series01:06 Multiple Meanings of a{Live} Now01:46 This Moment: Filled With Emotions & Complex02:26 Synchronicity in Healing03:13 What's Alive Right Now in Me04:04 The Fear Thread & Eye Opening Experience04:56 An Hour of No Sleep05:46 Sitting and Talking to the Fear of Not Feeling Worthy06:40 Unearthing What Will Reveal Itself07:45 A Deep Realization08:15 Going In (Grief + Forgiveness)09:22 Feeling Renewed09:42 The Contrast of My Partner’s Story10:29 Explore How You Invest in Yourself11:03 Gratitude for My Listeners13:03 Oh! - The [Podcast Episode](https://candicewu.com/spiritual-and-existential-crisis/) I’m Talking About…13:30 Thank You So for Your Notes!13:57 The Feedback That Helps Me Continue14:41 The Death of Avicii & A Mirror For Myself17:55 What Are You Needing? Checking in With Yourself18:57 What Do You Want to Bring Forgiveness Around? How is the World Affecting You?19:28 Outro