15. Independence and self-limitation

I’ve been noticing how much I try to avoid relying on anyone or anything and how by subconsciously keeping money tight I both reinforce and undermine that avoidance. I desperately want to break these habits, and I think interdependence with others is the path through the independence-dependence tension that tends to trip me up.   🌸    Music by Sleeping At Last   Everything else by me, Monica Bahan   Email: [email protected]   Instagram: @un.fiving